November stars at 12.

Jellllllllllllo bloggy chi o's ytd was sad but the paper was okay la, just that i didn't do it well that's all zzzzzzzzz i wanna save up for a sony ericsson hp, a bloody good one! Then bring it to school to show off and get it stolen by the class thief okay jello training today was one of my worst one since we started after eoys, off form kills! I'm happy that janice yoong's improving like siao omg it's so scary? Goooooody junior smacks butt.

I'm so jealous of my friends. During holidays, they have so much life. Me? During holidays i've lesser life than i have during school time, catch that! I only look forward to not waking up at 6 everyday. Tmr have lessons. Thursday lesson from 8-930, trg at 3-6 WAHLAO WHAT TO DO IN BETWEEN? sianzzz anyway i think i'm a good daughter... i dont ask mummy to bring me shopping, i save up for things i want myself. The only thing i do is eat. eateateateateateat i'm a food monster! grahhhhhhh.

Soup just lent me her kjh and goong soundtrack, love! I'm not some crazy girl in love with brown shiny hair/ silly grins/ weird ways of crying (read:kjh), but his songs are really nice! gosh they're kind off emo errrgh i thought i could escape the emo lifestyle after over dosage of hinder but NO, IT CAME BACK!!! KJH YOU (@#^*&^@*&# EMO SQUIDHEAD. HAHA.

Another plus point to the no-life holidays is the company of trg buddies! Soup and jillian!!! Trg will be so boring and meaningless without you two, i don't even think i'd train well or worse, not even go for trg haha that's gonna make kjk's blood boil cool sia. And i'm super sad i haven't gone to vivocity yet IM A CAVEMAN. I wanna go see see sob sob even kjk has gone there and my juniors too! THIS CANT BE HAPPENING. Stupid chinese o's and trg, friendssss help me get back some life and i'll give ya sum lovin'. Remember what i posted last year? HAHHAHA IT'S ALRIGHT IF YOU DON'T. I think i posted smtg like "the only people i talk to during holidays is my team mates" haha with a couple of exceptions here and there.

I WANNA WATCH DEATH NOTE HAHAHAHAHA LAGGING OKAY LAGGING. Aiya think i'll just rent vcdsss and pig out on non-trg days, stock up on potato chips as well whoopee! So gonna balloon, ballooning is love! It's 933pm and i haven't eaten yet, mum's not back growwwwwwwwwwl. I think i'm gonna play sims now hahaha.

OHOHOHOHOH thanks to everyone who messaged me on sunday night and monday morning <3 <3 and more <3! I think the good luck messages i got were even more than my birthday smses last year hahaha. I couldn't reply cos there were so many. Best of luck to everyone taking their o's! <-- i think only sheree's gonna read that haha buhbye :) and i'm no longer angry i can't post pictures (i've great anger management)

Quack, quack!

do you have to do you have to do you have to let it linger?

Highlight of the day: Candice went to cut her hair. Yay!!! I feel as light as a feather now hahaha you all can finally see my pretty eyebrows (stop asking if i wax or pluck them, they are naturally thin :D). Bird and i am oogling over handphones now over msn yeah the craze is back for me and her too i suppose. I want a nice and cheap handphone go see www.nokia.com.sg and the sony ericsson website wahhhhhh love at first sight! sobs.

Bolton's losing to Man U terribly ^_^ rooney scored 2 goals in a space of 5 minutes, wonderboy's back! Nice. Went for chinese lessons in the morning today k i admit i wasn't paying attention at all, maybe for the first part only. The rest of the time, eve and i were discussing about our bday party HAHAHA, about who to invite etc. Deciding who to invite is the most irritating thing ever! Cos if you forgot to invite certain people, i don't think it's nice. And if you invite someone, you've got to think of who they can talk to rar it's irritating. After lessons i went to hougang mall with sherrie and vanessa (!!!!!!!) old flame and true love respectively. Now i've got so many photos of vanessa in my phone blisssss foreverrrr haha. They are the most indecisive things ever, haha i had fun with them. Long time since we spent time tgt, sweeeeet.

Rollercoaster Tycoon made me damn angry ytd!!! Had to complete this task, i failed it by $500!!! So infuriating can, waste my time only. So i'm gonna dump rollercoaster tycoon for my new found love- SUDOKU HAHAHA. My father got 2 of this handheld sudoku game, foc from star cruise (my aunt works there), one for me one for bro. It's damn fun, i'm good at it lor. I'm so not gonna be bored during holidays! Got my gameboy, sudoku, comp games and ps2 my life is so colourful :) :) So from sims, i moved on to rt. Think next comp game im gonna play is school tycoon hahaha cool hor. Will try to do holiday hmwk first, note: try. I hate english work! The never ending newspaper articles, book reviews dotdotdot and a dot.

Every time i pass by our new school in my father's car/ 113, i look at the school with such blissful eyes ahaha really i can feel it so ~~~~~ you know. And should i go to our holding school on the first day? Since we're gonna walk back to our old grounds which is just a minute away from my house, retarded la. It's as if gg to school then walk back home, two trips. Anyway it sounds fun can you imagine 1300 of us walking to lor ah soo tgt. I said 1300 cos who knows 100 might absent themselves that day and suddenly appear in lor ah soo instead hahaha.

Yay i'm not emo anymore i think i know why i've been so emo, it must be the hair!!! I've this sudden urge to train now actually not really sudden, i had this urge since ytd when jillian show me some super nice and long rallies on youtube ytd, wahlao defend like siao. INSPIRATIONAL. Sense the emo-ness coming soon anyhow, trg makes everyone emo :( don't know why, maybe there's smtg got to do with the excessive loss of sweat hahaha and trg doesn't make me lose weight la, it makes me eat a lot more (!!!!) Okay trg aside, i just thought of Rain HAHAHA. Already, 3 people has said that i look like him, i really do damn it. Because of my 0.1 cm eyes whenever i smile. I better smile more... who knows i might get talent scouted... HAHAHA. In case if you're wondering who are the 3 people, they are faith leong si mun, eve ong yew yi and sherrie koh lu yi :D more more more!

OMG IT'S 1105 NOW I THINK I JUST TOOK ONE AND A HALF HOURS TO BLOG THIS. BETTER SCRAM. and i'm still angry i can't post pictures!!!

Oversized & overwhelmed.

I'm slacking my time away as if i've nothing in hand to complete (chinese revision!!!). Ah i'll dump it aside for a while more haha chiong tonight la chiong tonight. Breaking Free's playing now hahaha doralynnnnnn it's like our song :):) more than hope more than faith more than you more than me haha cracks me up a little bit. Anyway i've becoming super emo lately (bet period season's coming soon). Yesterday was last day of school as class 3C1, well we didn't graduate as a class but the friendships nurtured throughout the year will stay in me, all the honest memories so on so forth. I'm glad i didn't get good grades in sec 2 (hahaha omg), if not i wouldn't be in this class. Just think that every individual in 3C1 is so so so so special and smart in their own ways. It's not the type of smart you're thinking about, it's people related. I feel the warmth every time i step into the puny class whose enter and exit door's just 20 cm away from each other. Gonna miss our small whiteboard which is half the avg size of the normal whiteboard btw. Gonna miss class tree and the numerous fans. Every bond with each classmate holds a different meaning ^_^ sweetness! It's by God's grace my class is so small OMG IT'S GONNA BE SO SMALL NEXT YEAR CAN eeeeewwwww.

K moving on, i was doing photo compilations just now... of class 2B2, the class i graduated from last year. Comforting to know that the friendship's still there, i do miss them a lot, i learnt so much in 2B2, i think two years in that class certainly made me more matured. 2B2's still very very close to my heart. Even though it wasn't a normal rollercoaster ride (it was half the time unstable with the endless bumps and humps to overwhelming love and memories aww man), i got through it with everyone else :) maybe we'll be classmates in jc or poly! haha that's so cool.

Now you get what i mean by emo... i feel like i'm leaving PL now and moving on to tertiary education. Not even a full year left to spend with my mates. Oh well soon everyone's gonna be absorbed in studying for o's, hello i'm starting in december ahahah and i better stay firm to my word! But first i've gotta start practicing math all over again, i still don't believe i can't pass math with flying colours. Training is at its most intense now, winning a match has become so important. Expectations. I hate that word. Omg zonals is in a few months time. Then nationals. Then prelims. Then O LEVELS. Then RESULTS. Then boooooooom i'm in either jc or poly. Kill me, kill me! Then i'll go back PL everyday and eat canteen food hahaha they better give me vip pass.

Have been playing rollercoaster tycoon. The secret to winning is building loads of rollercoasters and i'm doing that and i'm going crazy cleaning up all their vomit rar! My cleaners have no discipline to do it on their own, i've to pick them up and drop them where the vomit is. Useless people, what do i pay you for! The rollercoasters are damn thrilling please, if only i can jump into the computer and take the rides whoaaaaaaa. Okay off to play!

i'm so angry!!!! why can't i post pictures!!!

From sand to stone and rock to clay.

I got my calendar writings wrong, actual liberation date should be on 30th Oct instead of 6th Oct. I feel fried hahaha what a word fried reminds me of bird's blog. I am not happy, the haze is making me all sticky and sweaty and hot, trg is getting into me, staying back for chinese revision everyday after school till 30th is the bomb, watching goong is sad. My life very shit leh why did i join table tennis why did i take up hcl why didn't i take a club cca and slack all day long why didn't i opt for express chi, all these loads and burdens will be lifted. I hate to be caught up in the C subject. I didn't ask for that, all i asked was to be able to take it in my stride and be a good follower. Now all that has happened to me a few months ago is gonna happen to someone else. I do yearn to take control of the C subject but since things are already like that, maybe they are meant to be? The feeling of being used of sucks, the feeling of being betrayed, being cheated.. I found it so hard to give it up, to leave it as it is but i did it, i guess. And now you're throwing back to me. Hello? Has it ever occured to you that maybe i'm the biggest loser? Can't you feel for me, can't you understand the pain i had to go through by myself when i heard the news. Even now, i still feel the pain when people come up to me and tell me that they think i'm C. Everything's repeating, really. Maybe i'm gonna be stupid for once and really give it up. I'm able to see different things as a follower, some things that you'll never get as a leader. Taking charge is tiring, i'd talk to my friends for some advice. Life's so much better when you know you've got friends and that they'll help you make the right decision. Friends keep me strong and i'm really thankful for that :)

This is such a chunky and emotional post. I've been abandoning newspapers and epl for the past few days for papers, weekends for epl thanks to the interference of the gameboy, chinese revision in school and at home and trainings. My bro told me ytd about the chelsea reading match and i was cracked up omg please top news of epl at the moment i've never heard about 2 goalkeepers getting injured and a player becoming the goalie for sooooooooo long. John Terry can pass off as the goalie, he looks every bit like one. So i wenta read the papers they said Petr Cech almost died i got a shock la, he's gonna be out for about a year. Good good good for man u. But all the top clubs are kinda struggling now even man u so all are on par, it's like the battle of which-team-gets-unluckier.

Buhbye, i'm out!

Green light, seven eleven.

Training resumed today, all the madness is starting to build up. Table-tennis stress me up so much urrrrrgh i'm terrified of it. I still don't like kim HAHA kidding okay kidding. Our team is so not united i don't know what to do to improve our relations. Okay la i think it has improved somehow from the start of the year till now.

I know everyone's dying to know about my results hahaha isn't that the in thing now, to know someone's results? I did pretty well, contented and it'll stay that way. Got a picture of the day coming up at the end of my post- my math result. K basically i passed everything except math for the 100% thing. Math was just sad. F&N coursework is so delicious to look at, the theory part was eeyer. Rmb i blogged about my crab shells for decoration? I got half a mark for that hahaha :O My socials was horrible. I finally passed my chem in 3 years and it's kinda good wah so shiok!

What hit me was that some teachers told me they expect quite a lot from me, and i got sad after that. I thought my results were okay till they said i didn't meet their expectations. First was ms sem, i forgot what she said but it was smtg like you've the abilities to get an A, this is not good enough. I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT IT WAS GOOD OKAY! Aiya. Then ms kok caught me in my most embarrassing moment. I was queueing up for food so in the mean time, i fixed my hair with the help of the reflection of some plastic transparent panel then i felt her presence hahaha so i turned and she gave me this raise eyebrow look. Wahlao so embarrassing!!! Then she said "You didn't do well for your math paper ah." Whoa she still remembered after marking so many scripts, i must have meant smtg to her hahahaha i felt helpless when she said that. Afterall, i think i promised her that i'd do well during term 2. Last was mrs wong and maybe that was the saddest? Because many of us handed up our scripts to her asking for more marks and i saw her so she asked me to explain why i needed the marks for certain questions. In the end i got nothing so i was like not even one mark? She said "I already went through your paper many times and i've given you every mark you need. I also want you to do well because you're one of my better students. I don't know why you did so badly for this paper." That hit me for sure, how i've actually disappointed so many teachers. It's only through these times where we become stronger, more motivated and inspired to do better right? :)

Well at least i think mrs chew's happy with my chem :D i will work harder, studying for o levels soon hahaha damn funny okay first i've to improve my chinese standard, hopefully in time for chinese o's.

I'm making everyone around me emo and i feel guilty in that sense. I'm sending everyone hinder songs and singing them everywhere i go, imma secret emo kid! Better than me is gonna be on radio damn soon, i'm sure. Solid stuff for the ears and heart and mind and soul!

My parents are the most screwed up ever, that's why i'm not talking to them. I don't want to write down my exact feelings cos it's personal but yeah that's the gist of it- they are screwed just like england's football team, they lost to croatia 0-2 it's getting gross man.

Blogger doesn't allow me to post the picture of my math results, i find the numbers nice that's all. I call it the 10 20 30 picture and on the extreme right is a sad smiley face drawn by ms kok, awwww.

i really miss your hair in my face

It's not so bad, it's not so bad.

Hi! I haven't bathed, again. I'm on a downloading spree now, it's so crazy it scares me. Let's check out my two biggest hauls: The Killers (sam's city), Hinder (extreme behaviour). Ya i downloaded TWO FULL ALBUMS. They're really good. If you feel sad enough, please don't download Hinder's songs. Go download The Decemberists. Why? Because they have my bday month in their band name hahaha if you like slow songs with acoustics. I can't download them guess my limewire went berserk after the intensive downloading. Now i'm waiting for Beekay to lend me evanescence and jt's :D

BUT HEY I'M NO FREE LOADER K. I bought Rain's Eternal Rain today! It's the compilation of all his previous songs, so so sexy. I think if i just buy Kim Jeong Hoon's album, everyone will rob me of it xD haha yue's face.

I'm going mad playing sims, my character just gave birth to twins wahlao my income not that powerful can. My character is always super rich then whenever i get married to someone, the person's income is like 500 or smtg only, bummer la.

School was stupid. I slept for 2 and a half hours, walked around school, tested out some new sci equipment which was amusing then school ended. Wth i know, i came to school just to take attendance. I'm not watching goong now cos i take for granted that anna's gonna lend me. MTV Boiling Points has gone to msia alr, confirm will come to spore. Out of 25 only 1 will win the money la, Boiling Points will save so much money!

i told myself i won't miss you but i remembered what it feels like beside you

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The haze is getting worse, everytime i look out of the balcony i feel i'm in paradise haha i can't see suntec city and the buildings near it.

Celebrating mid-autumn festival with eme, eve, mary, ry and shufen was the life ytd. We caused a big uproar hahaha a big fire in the middle of the park, go to ry's and mary's blog to check out the pictures. Then half the park was filled with pl lites with 4A2/3 having a bbq, i still can't get over the fact that i didn't get any food from them.

Gg out with anna, bird, dory and faith AH WE'RE MISSING A E! My name starts with C, so if we've a E, our initials will be ABCDEF hahaha. I've completed stage 1 of cleaning up iTunes but aiya i still feel like deleting the entire library!

Yesterday i found out that i can be found at every angle of the school. Everyone has the same brand of uniform as me, same size some. Two girls has the same specs as me, one different colour, one same. One girl has the same bag as me. Doralynn has the same panties as me HAHAHAHA, many people wear the same sports bra as me. Shoes as well, everyone north star. If i find anyone having the same watch as me, i'd freak out big time.
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Just had 2 upsetting msn convos can you imagine two people forgot my bday in a space of FIVE seconds. As in like one forgot my bday, i thought that was bad enough until another one forgot about it as well. You don't get this very often so i guess it's kinda memorable hahaha.

sophil says:
yrs is december something right
sophil says:
29?
sophil says:
30?
sophil says:
31?

``. act like big city kids when the sun goes down says:
oh wait my b'day is coming too
``. act like big city kids when the sun goes down says:
eh when's yours ah?
``. act like big city kids when the sun goes down says:
is yours 22nd november?

Sophil and Darshini thanks ah darshini's guess was the ultimate. It's funny how they forgot my bday tgt at the same time, no wonder they're good friends..

K anyway john tucker must die was damn good! Prolly one of the best chick flicks around, i wanna rent it when it comes out cos there was this line in the show that Doralynn said to me but we forgot what it was and i'm desperate to find out! We walked around town, saw many pretty girls, NUM guys weren't hot today haha i was trying to find the hot NUM guy eme was talking about. I wanna get a shirt from NUM! Oh and we went to HMV also, i wanna get 2 cds. Rain's and Saw Loser's, should i? Aiya if you're reading this and you have their albums, please tell me so i can borrow haha :D and there's The Killers and there's moreeee hear me roarrrrr rhymes ;) I had fun fun fun with ABCDEF today! In the end, we still had a E because bird is elizabeth so we had B AND E HAHA. Oh we took neos as well, i don't know why i can't close my mouth.

I save up so much money to see it go. When it comes to studying, i study to forget. When it comes to saving, i save to spend. Hahaha such logical theories. And for relationships, "we built it up just to see it fall."

I'm becoming emo after the over dosage of sad love songs. Don't talk to me, i'm sad and emo OMG POLLUTANTS STANDARDS INDEX IS 140 NOW!!!!!!!! That adds to my sadness and emoness, schools should stop operating for a week but then i'd end up having to play sims and rollercoaster tycoon every single day!

And i will go if you say go.

After today, i firmly believe that i'll not waste time anymore. Just look at how my day was spent today:

I bought two magazines, one chinese one english. The problem is that I DON'T EVEN READ CHINESE MAGS LET ALONE BUY THEM. Okay the truth is i bought it because of the cover hahaha rain!!! So hot i can't help it. Anyway it wasn't me who bought it, i pestered my father haha. The other mag was 8 days i just wanted to read it.

The magazines weren't all. After reading them, i attempted to study for biochem mcq. I studied for........... FIFTEEN MINUTES HAHA. Then i went to play sims for SIX HOURS or smtg hahahaha i feel stupid. I think sims is a sick game. I got married with this guy and HE QUARRELLED WITH ME (I THINK HE SLAPPED ME) so we broke up. Here's the crappiest part, the house is mine, everything is mine, he was the one who moved in. After we broke up, HE GOT THE WHOLE HOUSE AND MY CHARACTER DISAPPEARED INTO THIN AIR! Wth la shouldn't it be the guy leaving, it's my house! The house cost me 16000 dollars okay.

Fine, i shall switch to rollercoaster tycoon and increase the speed of all the rollercoasters so that the passengers will fly out and die muaha.

Err i miss studying even though i study to forget..

Told from the hope and fear.

This snack is deliciously delicious, my first digitally enhanced picture! Haha everyone has got photoshop, i've got macromedia fireworks ;)

Yay i'm so happy my comment box has comments haha ry can put her pic somemore! Today i just realised not only chem and html reflects the stupidity in me but f&n also! I misinterpreted this 7 mark question, i'm sucha joker. I KEEP MISINTERPRETING STUFF FROM ENGLISH TO F&N. The question was "Suggest some uses of seafood in cooking." So i thought in the way "What can you use seafood for in cooking" and not "What cooking methods you can use for cooking seafood" My answer should get full marks lor, for being innovative. I answered: The shells of crabs can be used to decorate food and make it attractive (?!?!) The answer's embarrassing! Ok not, i feel proud of myself :) it's so unique.

I crapped my way through the paper.. So far i've crapped through geog, lit, ss, chinese, math, bio, eng, chem and f&n hahaha EVERYTHING let's see where the crapping will take me to. I'm clinging on, hanging on. Whatever the result, i'll take it in my stride and accept God's will and plan for me. This year's preparation for the exams is def better than last year's so i've improved in one way or another, something to be happy about!

I'm gonna see the world with recess group on saturday it's gonna be such a new and exuberating experience k i'm scared to venture at the same time i am scared of city life hahaha i am going crazy we're just going town (first liberation activity!) and watch john tucker must die stupid waste-money movie (omg sat tix is 850 is it?), i watch meaningful movies ya to me meaningful = crying lol I WANNA WATCH WORLD TRADE CENTRE! Chick flicks are so chick flicks. I can't find any reason not to like them, it's so hahahaha entertaining. I can finally stop eating fishball noodles in front of recess group eh i dont even think the whole recess group's gg out tgt -_-

Training soon training soon training soon training soon training soon training soon training soon training soon training soon training soon training soon training soon training soon.

I shall go dig out all my computer games later! Too much time to waste.. Studying for sci mcq tmr. I can't believe it, the time now's only 125pm and scv isn't working and i'm listening to music and i'm alone at home poof.
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848 now soon it'll be time for 9 o clock show cynthia koh is so (@&#*&@(*# she is so whatever man i like thomas ong and ivy lee tgt so blissful with the exception of cynthia koh and cao guohui.

Saw this on limin's blog a few weeks ago and i wanted to post it here but forgot, saw it again today. Like i said, i've too much time to waste so decided to post a second time and stuff this in. It's a nominated poem of 2005 for the best poem, written by an African kid.

When I born, I Black,
When I grow up, I Black,
When I go in Sun, I Black,
When I scared, I Black,
When I sick, I Black,
And when I die, I still Black..

And you White fella.....
When you born, you Pink,
When you grow up, you White,
When you go in Sun, you Red,
When you cold, you Blue,
When you scared, you Yellow,
When you sick, you Green,
And when you die, you Gray..
And you calling me Colored..

Luckily for Singapore, we don't have much of these racial thoughts. I mean compare our country with America so on so forth. A sudden surge of mixed feelings hit me when i first read the poem, think about how many kids are suffering under the eyes of discrimination and how they're suffering.

I reached home at about 1115am and i haven't bathed yet hahaha nvm don't think i'm dirty anyway since i went school for one paper only. Actually i still smell good smell me smell me smell me.

Contemporary.

I can't get my tagboard up, just like chem, html reflects the stupidity in me haha. I hate to search for blogskins so i made it easier by choosing the blogger ones, i think it's quite nice leh but i know html experts are gonna hate it and soon they'll fix up my blog for me... right? ;) I suck at it so much look what happened when i tried putting in the tagboard:


TAGBOARDS EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm slacking as if there're no more papers left. I'm so reluctant to study for f&n, maybe i'm just tired out by the 8 papers. I've been following pokemon every sat at 11am on kids central, it's my favourite cartoon ^___________^ you can't stop me from loving it. I wanna buy the series but i can't find them anywhere, i think retailers have stopped selling them, so sad so sad it's a sad sad situation. There's this new thing called pokemon kraks I SO WANNA GET IT you know i used to be crazy over pokemon cards hahahaha that's the craziest thing ever, i spent like hundreds of dollars over them. Young/ stupid/ gullible/ foolish/ whatever.


You have to admit pikachu is the cutest thing alive.
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I just realised that the comment box can be used -_- yay tag there! It's at the bottom of every post.


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