I'm not gonna stand here and wait.

I'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Hi to everyone reading, please join in the help-candice-regain-her-inspiration-to-blog scheme, whoever succeeds in getting me blog will get a kiss from me :)

muahaha i'll blog soon which is i don't know when, maybe after my bday HAHAHA you should go check out when's my bday man ;) God has been good and merciful, he works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way.

Few more obstacles to cross before everyone gets a break and a permanent smile on their faces, come to me if you can't get a permanent sm:)e heh.

Will you still love me in the morning?

Forever and ever, babe.

everything's over! okay actually not quite, still have bloody f&n on tuesday. mark my word, im gonna ace that HAHAHA :) there's still coursework omg. if i dont pass math, i dont know what to do. if i fail overall for hcl, i will gorge myself at sakae sushi buffet eating all time hate FRIED MAKI. if i dont do well for bio, wah no recess no fishball noodles for me.

today anna, doralynn, faith, sok and i broke out of our cages/ shells/ membranes/ cell walls (haha), and went to watch click woohoo! ultimate happiness. we cried like crap, they thought i wasnt tearing, how to not cry!! i was crying silently hahaha it got so bad i needed tissue cause my mucus was coming out at the speed of my tears (shit i just got reminded of kinematics- speed -_-). then we went to macs and talked about our..... PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE!!! HAHAHA doralynn's past is so damn interesting i shant embarrass her here. considerate friend alert! left for our separate ways.. you know im so thankful for getting to know them better this year, they are really wonderful people. and faith, doesnt mean if i dont blog about you i dont love you, this is called silent love and unspoken love :D

i cycled to heartland just now hahaha hilarious i should do that more often. there're so many highlights this week i shall name them one by one-
1. LATE FOR SCHOOL TODAY @#*(@(*#
2. mary lent me hillsong's united we stand
3. faith lent me planetshakers's arise
4. failed hcl test this is a huge blow all right
5. skipped trg for 2 times in a row

think there are more but these are really the highlights, absolute absolute highlights. btw im gg on holiday from the 1st-5th of sept yes yes yes i know ive to prepare for eoys blah blah blah but i will study beforehand, righhhhhhht. ill be snorkelling and my parents, diving. 3 families going :) please pray that i wont drown or whatever and die in a foreign country cause i wanna take eoys and chi o level! actually no, i dont want to, ive a phobia of major exams and i always freak out.

i feel like throwing away my iPod and get the creative one hahahaha okay im so random so i should stop blogging.

Immature, predator, editor, author, signature.

My hundredth post shall be hit with a bang hahaha bring on the quizzes!

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Woohoo im gonna die of laughing seeing this, emeline you die of infected toenail, i die of laughing hysterically. You'll be missed by mr potatohead, i'll be missed by paris hilton hahahaha this is sucha cheap thrill.

Okay my obituary using my chinese name...

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OMG THIS IS FATE. IM FATED TO DIE OF LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY DAMNIT!!!

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Hahaha so that i can sing 'if you wanna be my lover, you gotta get rid of my friends' to those buried near me? :D

A love so strong for Singapore.

Singapore is my future and home :)

I had a really wondeful ndp with amandal, anna, jillian and julia lol i just realised their initials are aajj, crap im odd one out. Okay group pictures are with amandal and btw we're gonna have this poll on the 5 of us to see who dressed the most singaporean today (hello i wore red cap, red&white shirt, crocs with a little red and... PL TIE! win hands down siah)

All right guess i'll let the pictures and videos do the talking :)

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2103225764

They're my firebombs.

The last and the best.


Firebombs 2.


Firebombs 3.

After today, i really really believe i'm pro Singapore.
Time check: 0250
Weather check: Slight drizzle

My body says it's time to zzzzzz because i declare 100906 as mugging-till-go-crazy day. I finished all homework today ok who am i kidding, ive abandoned f&n for a week! But other than that... :D!!!

OH! I'M OPENING MY HOUSE TO ALL FRIENDS WHO WISH TO WATCH FIREWORKS ON FRIDAY AND SATURDAY, I STAY OPP OLD SCH BTW. WHOLE BLOCK'S SCREAMING INCLUDED AS WELL. I WANT TO SHARE MY JOY WITH EVERYONE :-) (if we don't see them, don't blame me. if we do, gong xi fa cai hong bao na lai)

Oh fireworks!

:) fireworks view from my balcony about an hour plus ago, as you can see, alot of things can be seen from my balcony HAHA. I thought i wont be able to see them as it's at esplanade today and esplanade's rather 'low' but i still managed to :):) And my ears are super sensitive to the sound of fireworks now.


GAH PATHETIC.


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Middle 1


Middle 2


Middle 3


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You've got to pardon me.. it's not as if i stay at the esplanade, i stay at lor ah soo la so my pics are considered good ;)

Anw check out my links people because it's very very cool!

Oh ya that day i took pictures of our under-construction school from my balcony.




Used to be our only bball court and part of dnt block and ehall :)


Err i think this used to be the block with all the science labs and home ec rooms.

Completion by november 2006 are you kidding me.

Series of (un)fortunate events.

Series of (un)fortunate events.

Day started out bad, like really bad. Totally dampened my super high spirits. Bottomline, I almost couldn't get my colours award. That day, they gave my shoes a pass today they didn't allow it and said it was too hole-ly. Wahlao it was the exact same pair la. I went to change but they still rejected cause they claimed they'd only check attire once and thats it. After begging and all (THANKS SOUP, JILLY AND BEBELA), mrs chong allowed. Close shave man. Next year if we do get colours, i will cut hair and buy a new pair of shoes.

That wasn't the only sad thing that happened, I MISSED EVE'S THROWING OF THE MACE!!! AH CRAP all because we were blocked by ths stupid tree and the stupid sop banner. I saw snippets of it through the leaves of the tress hurr hurr but sheree said they recorded it so i think i'd still get to watch it :) not live but i just have to make do with it huh.

Day changed for the better, performances by d'arts and chinese society, dance by indian girls omg they're really experts and d'arts performance was really decent today, i think it's their best so far :) BUT NOTHING WILL EVER BEAT......
COMMUNITY SINGING!!!!!! Actually i wasn't even singing, i was screaming the whole time talk about patrioticism! Atmosphere was brought to an instant high man. Didn't sing tgt we make a difference or we will get there though candice is sad. Attempted to do 41 PL WAVES but the other side of the hall became tired- no stamina! In the end i think we did approx 10 :) oh i also posed quite a number of pics for the camera people -winks

Then it was going home time :( sarah lee shu qing gave me choc <3 couple of weeks ago, sheree lieu yu zi gave me toblerone <33 SOOOO CLARA LAM SHU YI WHEN ARE YOU GONNA GIVE ME <\3!!! youre queen of procrastination man, i thought it was just studies but no! You even procrastinate when it comes to giving me candy! Hahaha i should stop dissing you. No candy, no flower hor :D

Tuition was funny i made careless mistakes again so did my teacher but i think i was smarter than her today ^_^ -twist

Everyone watch national day msg on ch5 at 715 im gonna act intellectual and watch it haha then we can all discuss it in school yayeeeeee.

I can't wait for ndp tmr! Yet another opportunity for me to display my patrioticism whoopee! I want to paint my face red and white and put all the tattoos on myself. Hopefully you all can catch me on tv :):)

I'll always have my own sunshine.

I am my own sunshine.

Hi humans have you all watched the advertisements advertising for project superstar..i think i can sing better than all of them :D okay i just read alynn's blog and I CANT BELIEVE CHOIR'S GG TO PRAGUE NEXT YEAR! Argh jillian lets quit table tennis and join choir! Thought about it and i think my audition song will be jimmy gets high hahaha i know all blog readers are cheering now.

Today was a very very very good day cept that mrs wong forgot about our geog test again -_- and postponed it for a second time to friday :( everyone beware of me on friday cause my mood's gonna be super uncertain. Took ALOT of pictures with recess group. Clara rejected my flower because it's cheapskate. Copied shufen's amath assignments with bebela yoryor for BUTTOCKS YAP RUIYI TO COPY. Had a talk with anna just outside the backgate, as in we sat on the sidewalk. Actually we sat there because we wanted to wait for the rubbish truck to leave the road but it took damn long thats why we talked for quite a long while then i needed to go back to school to shit.

2 hours later, took 2 of my bicycles to my childhood bicycle shop with ry, got them repaired and pumped :D btw ive not used those bikes for lets say, at least 4 years? Hahaha the auntie at the shop was so nice i thought she was kidding when she said it costs only a dollar to repair the tyres, GEMS MAN SHE. The tyres were like covered with dust la even i was disgusted by it eeeeewwww. Supposed to ride bicycle to sch with ry tmr but her mum didnt allow so yeah another time i guess :) Cycled around our neighbourhood with her and discovered all the cool slopes yeeha ask me and ill take you to them :D

K im ultra hyped about tmr everytime this year ill be this way hahaha i love our sch's parade and ndp :) and we're gonna sing all those songs tmr!!! IM REALLY EXCITED. National day songs are the best songs to sing esp songs like tgt we make a difference and home. SINGING IS MY PASSION, TABLE TENNIS SECOND, HAHAHA. There's no reason why students should skip school tmr (read:AMANDA CHONG) so unappreciative! Think it's because i know the hardship my friends are gg through just preparing for that 30 mins or so. I love school productions as much as i love myself (everyone who know me should know im totally in love with myself) School parade is somehow a production as well right? Anyway SOP on sat was superbbbbbbb if you didn't go just because you want to save money so that you can eat more during recess, shame on you.

I can alr imagine myself singing proudly: Together we make a difference, one voice one destiny. We remain undivided shi xin zhong de xi wang haha i dont know the eng part for that. Wo de jia shou cang wo de huan xi bei shang, zhi yao dian ran xi wang, meng jiu hui zi you fei xiang <3 i think my hanyu pinyin rocks.

I sing better than Jasmine Tye.

I sing better than Jasmine Tye.

Uh huh this my shit. If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get rid of my friend! Putting studies on hold mode now. Blogging in chunks rock right haha okay i shall do just that. Today didn't have cell im quite upset with the cell people and the teachers. IM LIKE THE ONLY ONE READY FOR CELL LA. Harp girls had things on and the rest just had tuition blah blah blah they just wanted to rush home. By 2 i saw nobody so i left 100% sad case.

I decided i hate blogging in chunks. Math tuition proved to be dozing off time haha first 30 mins and last 30 mins almost killed me i saw wrong answers on calculator, i saw minus as addition etc trigo sucks. Studied socials again (NOTE:AGAIN). WHY MUST ICELAND AND BRITAIN QUARREL OVER FISH?!?! WHY MUST NORTH KOREA INVADE SOUTH KOREA, SUPER IMMATURE. WHY MUST CHINA BUILT SOME SHIT ROAD ON AKSAI CHIN PLATEAU!!!! KNOW IF NONE OF THIS HAPPENED, THERE'D BE NO CONFLICTS. NO CONFLICTS EQUALS NO SOCIAL STUDIES EQUALS CANDICE HAPPY EQUALS FRIENDS HAPPY EQUALS WHOLE WORLD HAPPY SEEEEEEEEEEE ALL THE GOOD THINGS HAPPEN. Quarrelling over fish is like the worst conflict ever la.

Sg idol wah best siah realised my singing's better than jasmine tye's im gonna improve my rendition of 'Wanna Be' and then showcase it to everyone :) spice girls all the way!

Tmr colours rehearsal -_- im prepared for the worst, i know they'll catch me for dirty shoes and long hair k im gonna escape all that and make it easier for teachers by wearing a clean pair of shoes and tie/ pin up my hair. Model student number 1. Wenjie i beat you hands down anytime ^_____^
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Btw my heart has been broken too many times this week, last week, THE WHOLE MONTH OF JULY. Thus i conclude that there is an increasing amount of heartbreakers in PL. Where are my heartmenders and my joy bringers :(

SORRY JILLIAN FOR ACCIDENTALLY PUNCHING YOUR FACE TODAY, I BE YOUR HEARTMENDER OKAY <3