Into the top four battle.

I made a mistake in my last entry, raffles won ges la. How can raffles lose? Okay i'm stupid enough.

Hmmmmmmmmmm PL got into top 4! Cdiv bdiv :):) okay bdiv was really O_O We were so driven that we actually drank RED BULL. YOU HAVE TO READ THIS PART. The red bull is the blue can one.. $2.60 omg freaking hell. (i'm not money minded -_-) We drank and we both vomitted. And it was during cdiv's match my gosh. Then i was playing first today. My legs were jelly and my mental was trash! I won my opponent 3-0 wo bu xi huan. She wasn't on form. Moreover i only won her 3-2 in zonals! She must be scared, must be! Steadiness is everything.

Then jillian suann won, i almost died of shock. Please don't scare me like that anymore! I forgot the score too engrossed, really! What i only remember is that they made me wear the super small banner on my neck, back and front. And made me turn 3 times each time!!!!! Crap, they claimed i was good luck. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW BLOODY GIDDY I GOT? I think we're damn superstitious this year. We specifically wanted red shirts. For impt matches, WE ALWAYS WEAR RED AND NOT THE BLUE BLACK ONE. Hahaha even if there're two impt matches, today and tmr, we'd still wear red on both days! Thank God it's dri fit. Oh about the banner, whenever we lost a point, we would claim that the person wearing it is out of luck then we would switch people to wear them. Hahaha i think it's damn funny.

But, i had fun :) spinning around.

Rachel & audrey's match was super tensed up, some errors here and there, got everybody pissed but we got away with it. I KEPT TRACK, CHUNG CHENG GAVE US 4 TYCO BALLS. I'm so happy they were both on form, they played reallyyyyyyy well, so did chung cheng.

Watched plenty of matches. I swear nanyang rgs second singles was the best of the best. Okay seeee st nics and anglican doubles were like 3-3 or smtg and ny rgs was stagnant at 8-8!!! Ok i've to explain, st nics ahs was 0-0 when ny rgs started their 8-8, and when sn ahs was 3-3 (6 BALLS), ny rgs was still playing the 8-8 ball! Oh my goodness. Nanyang lost :( im very sad cause i wanted ny to win that match ;)

St nics ahs match was nice too, 4-1 yay! Brilliant. Congrats on your win :) and thanks for shouting "GO PL!" Actually this i'm not too sure cause the others said it was Cedar saying "GO CEDAR" and it sounded like go pl. HAHA. I don't care i'd rather believe that st nics was cheering for us :) It's such a joy, don't you think so too?

Anglican people congratulated me on my win, i don't want to think they are hypocrites. Bright side people, bright side.

I've to thank the supporters, major thank you !! Not in order, RY, ANNA, ZY, PRIS, PADDY BABY, AMANDAL, DERANGED DIONNE, JOY, LIYING! Small amount but who cares! Besides, it was anna who made me turn 3 rounds each time pl won/ lost a point -_- crazy woman.

We did the pl cheer. I went mad when michelle won the last point tsk la. Suann said when she win must push down surrounds go hug michelle, in the end? Never! Liar liar pants on fire!! No one did it and i made a fool outta myself. I lifted the surround up and it landed on the floor -_- yes very retarded. I love michelle she did not play forehand today but still delievered herself well. See you can do it! Trust and obey for there's no other way...

True enough, we overcame all odds as a TEAM. It's such a relieve to see the juniors cheering. During zonals they sounded like snails, okay why snails, because snails don't make noise except for stupid gary, spongebob's friend. They cheer like us now! Loving it. So proud of my little juniors! :D

So bottomline, we won chung cheng 4-1 and advanced to top 4 alongside st nics, rgs, cedar/ ny? :) very tough no doubt, but with God's grace, we'll put up a good fight, at least. Cdiv won dunman 3-2 scary, into the top 4 as well. Plus i won't ever drink red bull blue-can anymore, only golden cans.

I don't wanna do innovation week. Sucks. Must wear the stupid suit, im not going to wear skirt anymore sickening. Match on thursday WITH RGS. Monday cheering the badminton girls, cdiv against scgs, bdiv st nics! Making banners for them as a way of saying thanks :) and hopefully our presence will help. Training monday morning. Boooooooooooohooooooooo.

Stay vigilant, be resilient haha advertisement. Catchycatchy ;)
Time to sleep! Rest well babies.

My life is so sad, i blog only on table tennis ahhhhh.

I love you Lord and i lift my voice, to worship you
Take joy my King, in what you hear, make me sweet sweet sound in your ears
Hmmmmmmmmm lovely.

A good fight.

I'm so upset with myself and everything else. We lost to SNGS 5-0. Yes superficially, it does look as though we're lousy and all. We put up a good fight and it just wasn't our day.

I won the first set and losing the next three consecutively. Yeah hats off to my opponent, Florence lol flo go with the flow. SN's cheer for her and i thought it was rather corny haha. She adjusted really well and throughout this comp, she's like the first to give me a firm handshake! You know others is like a clap, very bo chup, don't want to hold my hand!! Tsk okay whatever.

Broke down during the match not because i was losing terribly but cos PL'S a big fat zero! Couldnt win a point. Doubles were wasted, yeah st nic were happiest cause our same pair of doubles won theirs last year, yet we lost. Change of events man.

AND MOST SHOCKING, Raffles lost to Gan Eng Seng what the shit! And Chung Cheng won Anglican shitfaces! That was unexpected, am happy for them :) they did really well! So tmr against Anglican velly good, OH CDIV WON THEM 3-2 TODAY!!!! BLOODY HAPPY. My heart was pounding real fast. Better team ins ;)

And what made everyone happy was that Anglican's coach was sent outta the hall today! Because of silent coaching duh, see la, you deserve it shitface! That umpire rocks, he's so impartial.

Today's matches were really shitty cause teams that were expected to win, did not. So that's smtg to be happy about i guess? :) Please pray for us that we'll get into top 4 but first we have to win anglican and chung cheng.

Whatever it is, To God Be The Glory okay i dont feel that sad now. The st nics match is history, anglican the focus now. 5-0 eh everyone ;) chung cheng did it 4-1 man!

Run the race, keep the faith! Archer lover ;)

Indeeeed i'm feeling better :D 360 deg change!

Everyone was so high during sports day wooooooh. Started out badly, back row didn't wanna cheer! We were third for cheer (hahaha), we were last, last year, one place improvement! Next year second eh :) So chew was the overall winner, they got first for cheer and pri sch okay claps very good. But Archer got first for sec school level! Something really satisfying and happy! :)

Sadly we got two disqualifications for Archer. Chloe vanessa liu chang and dont know who, were first for the 4x100 sec4 relay, leading by a margin man. They got disqualified because liu chang stepped over the line :( that's like the number one race ever. Heard she cried :( AND BEST THESE THREE TRACK GIRLS HELD HANDS AND CROSS THE FINISHING LINE THEY GOT DISQUALIFIED HAHAHAHA?!

See la. The ultimate, audrey han commented that it's the pl spirit. A few minutes later, she said they got disqulified. PL spirit leh! Haha.

I think pri sch Archer is really lousy haha really. Winners full of chew dodsworth lee. Next year Archer's gonna be overall champ, first for cheer, first for sec, first for pri yay!

Logistics was actually quite okay though we had to reach school at 630. Was dark like anything man. The stupid bus driver created a commotion (brouhaha) early in the morning you know. He's the suckiest he didnt want to fetch our items! He even hurled hokkien vulgarities at us wahlao i scream cantonese vulagarities in your face!

We were cursing him all the way and he let us load off AT THE BUS STOP AND NOT THE CARPARK. Total ass. Jillian said he was deranged like me. Wahlao i where got like that. Blahblahblah then we got down to our respective houses.

Warmed up and i love archer! Lol yes contradictory again to those people who heard me saying something. Now we all know how all those cheerleaders feel screaming out loud but no one replies -_- so &@#(*&(*&@&#!!!

Okay byebye i have sunburnt on my nose pain pain. OH BIG THANK YOU TO MARYANNE FROM LEE HOUSE AND SHEREE AND CELESTE WHO SUPPORTED ARCHER ;) plus the whole of archer who brought the stadium down with your voices.

Cheeeeeeeerleadersssss :) i wanted to list out one by one but can't rmb so better not. I love you all! Hopefully i can attend my last sports day next year :)

At a lost.

Hi hello hey yo. Actually... i'm rather sad. Even though i won my match today, it sucked like don't know what. The girl was a really easy opponent, like EASY. (no offence) And yet i could succumb to one set. I couldn't push at all my forehand was shit im very very sad.

Mr Kim: This is the last game you're gonna play.

Yeah that's what he said though i know he's just threatening me but i still feel lousy deep down. And so what if i won, i felt like crying. I was so damn scared during the match and i couldn't attack.

Monday impt match against Nanyang. How to improve in sucha short time? :(

Hopefully i'd feel better tmr, sports day, happy occasion huh.

Know what, i think i'm really affected by the Anglican match, still. So affected till i'm so scared in every match during nationals.

Noticing nothing.

Hi just a short one. I'm finally done with f&n omg worst thing ever, i'm very prouda myself! How am i gonna survive it for two more years o_O super tired super late i know last minute work is very wrong but i still do it. Smack me. Have comp tmr or today to be exact.

First day of school was smooth sailing, woke up at 630 in the morning though, had to be in school before 715. I didn't take cab, so proud of myself.

Two things to be proud of:
Not taking cab
Completing my f&n (even though it's late work)

bangbangshootshootshotgunserenade

Long awaited.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2108238044

We could be more than just amazing.

Clique chalet was :):) okay i was pmsing half the time suckaye! We didn't go Escape that's the saddest thing. But we xboxed for dont know how many hours! The stupid spongebob game made us scream until i got a sore throat. We were the centre of attraction haha.

Last day was best, para para with mary eve ry at first then at last with ry. Wah this is spasm. And i think i injured my ankle in the process. I don't know why, i'm a gentle and feeble lady ;)

Yay i officially trained for 4 days this week. I was off form for the first three days, today i was surprisingly on form yeeeehaaaa. NATS STARTING ON TUESDAY!! I've forgiven Anglican after what Ms Yoong said to us ytd. Awwwww encouraging words made me go weak. Afterall it wouldnt be of any use if i continue to blame them right? I just hope earnestly that i won't lose by two points again.

Mmmmmmmhhhhmmmmmm i've completed eng compre, half of chinese, 5 pages of chem, bio essay, COURSEWORKKKKKKKK. So, i didn't go according to the plan. Haha. Chinese is crazy, chem is crazier, coursework is craziest. F&N should cease to exist.

You don't know what it's like to love somebody. It's been two years. It's my fault my fault my fault. I finally got to hear your opinion from someone else. I've to believe it. You're not at fault at all, i think i was just being crazy and immature at that point of time. A failed friendship... something to ponder.

SARS is the virus that i just want to minus !

Booya. Mary and Shufen were over at my place just now. We hate math yay! Productive session, math hmwk completed imma rocker. They did their amath assignment 10 freaking funny. They were competing.. speed math! After this gonna do some more ;)

I've a feeling i won't finish my holiday hmwk. Chem is a killer, like?!?! Let's seeeeeee. I've got eng compre, F&N COURSEWORK OMG 8 PAGES SUCKER, hcl 2pg ws, bio essay this is crap sorry ms sem i love you but this is really crap, chem 9 pages hurray.

Tmr training from 830-230 (pri plus sec) then leave for chalet. Coming back on thursday night. Okay maybe thursday night bio essay or smtg. One down. Eng compre tonight. Two down. Friday training 8-1230? Come home sleep, start chem and finish it. Finish chinese. Whole of weekend and monday f&n smackass courework!

TA DAH! My ideal plan. If i go according to this, i'd finish everything on time. Hopefully, then again, temptations will start to surface, right?

Wonderful day today. Math from morning to night. Morning math extra lesson, afternoon math tuition, night math hmwk with mary and fern. Lovely. Today math day, tmr trg day. Super duper all rounder!

The company of mary and fern was haha? I need friends like this to help me lose steam if not i'd prolly go mad. Maryanne started singing the SARS RAP like out of nowhere! You know.. Sars is the virus that i just want to minus, no more surprises if you USE YOUR BRAIN USE YOUR BRAIN USE YOUR BRAIN AH! Lol. And shufen's stupid ring tone. She was listening to her zen then the both of us heard smtg, we thought it was coming from her earphones. It sounded like some hp rig tone. After 10 sec, shufen realised it too, it was her hp -_- wah crap eh we were both thinking why does her music sound like a ring tone.

Beammmmmssss off to do compreeeeee.

Tamababy, manutd, pokemon!

I've never felt this high in such a long time. First manutd then tamababies then pokemon! Man, things have never gone so crazy before.

(Mum just called from Bangkok -_-
Mum: School hols tmr ah?
Me: Ya but still out the whole day, excursion.
Mum: Go where?
Me: Little india for f&n + art people.
Mum: You know you can score for f&n, it's very easy to score. Just have to read through the text. Need help ask me okay? Yakyakyak she said alot more but wasn't paying attention to it lol.
Me: Yayayayaya. )

Oh my goodness. Even when she's in bangkok, she doesn't let me off. Motherly love i know :)

Okay back to the topic! I was freaking high during the Man Utd-Newcastle match. Rooney scored twice in TWELVE MINUTES, difference of FOUR MINUTES. 8th & 12th. -Salutes, bows, whatever. Park JS and Saha both missed superb chances. Sigh. 2-0 final score.

Then i cooled down. I don't know why but Tamagotchi suddenly popped into my mind. So wenta open friday weekly to see. Omg cuter than me siah. I went crazy and smsed Vanessa (we were alr mad on friday when we saw it)

Came online, saw her!! Agreed to save $2 everyday for 15 days so we can buy our Tamababies. 30 stupid dollars. Go buy it, and make love with mine! http://www.tamagotchi.com/products/

The colours all quite sissy haha the flower one is best ;)

Put the link under my nick and Vickkkkkayy saw it! Haha another mad one. She intro-ed me to this pokemon youtube video. It made me crazier. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=naLbJKDszHw&search=pokemon

What a lovely day :-)

lemon_sponge@hm speaking.

Bored bored bored, so i went to read my old posts.

Check this out "First three months will be a torture and a challenge to myself. I'll make my promise good i've made to teachers, parents, close friends. 2006 will be a better year for you and me! Believe and you'll be able to do it :)"

That was last year. I was so positive then.
Candice, you're sucha turn off.

Social life from last year to this year hasn't changed a bit. Still the same old cavewoman lifestyle. Three months have shot past. I've only watched one movie. I Not Stupid with EMELINE'S FAMILY DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR.

I like her parents, but when they quarrel it's kinda scary. Eme told me smtg and i think it's very funny. Something like this..

Eme: What if the pastor prophesizes that i'm gay?
Eme's mum: I thought you don't like butches?
Eme: Pure les cannot ah.
Eme's mum: Don't tell me you're with Candice.

HAHAHAHA. When Eme told me she had smtg to tell me, i thought her mum thought i was butch. But pure les?!?! I still can't believe your mama said that!

I'm very bored, why isnt blurkk_, limpinglimpers, vindicatedd_, kissandtell_, lame_eve online? :(

Mum left for bangkok ytd with her friends. She wanted to bring me along so badly but being a guai kid with so many responsibilities, i turned her down. Boohoo.

I love vanessa lee shi qi!

Candice: My thorough sundown. says:
^-^
Mr. Curiosity. says:
hahaha, ^-^ looks like your display picture!
Candice: My thorough sundown. says:
no my dp is -_-
Mr. Curiosity. says:
-.-
----
Mr. Curiosity. says:
your face.
Candice: My thorough sundown. says:
hahahaha
Candice: My thorough sundown. says:
ya lol
Candice: My thorough sundown. says:
-,-
__
Candice: My thorough sundown. says:
like that la
Mr. Curiosity. says:
lol man.
Candice: My thorough sundown. says:
-,-
<__>
Candice: My thorough sundown. says:
LIKE THAT

Gay. Goodbye.

Sketched for failure (success)

Got back report card today. As expected, F&N really pulled down my avg. Not sad about math. The result for math is for me to improve on. F&N too.

The best thing is that for my other five subs, i'm one grade away from the target i setted. Cept for comb humans where i achieved my target. That's pretty unexpected. Cause i studied neither for socials or geog. Omg i even failed for geog test. Luckily the map thing was thrown in.

I'm scared for next term. Nationals, constituency comp. What on earth was i thinking when i agreed to join the constituency thing. My weekend nights will be gone. And i signed up for obs. One week before CA2 i heard. And i'm gonna miss one week of lessons.

I made my good friend sad today by raking up the past. Morning was better. And the only source to cheer me up is the webcam. Now, no sound. How to do live concerts for my fans!

Next week's so bloody jam packed. Training for 3 days, clique chalet, arts trail, class outing, stacks of hmwk.

I wrote my schedule down alr and i couldn't squeeze class outing into it. Because it's on tuesday, and tuesday is my hmwk day.

However, i'm still glad next week's a break. After that week, 21st will be the first day of nats. Stressful period alert.

I think i've got to take life easier and be happier.

The sec4s are leaving so soon, after nats, there'll be no more michelle foo or audrey to make trg enjoyable. I'm not even close to the juniors. No more sarah lee to irritate, no one to call me candy cause only rj does that. No more sophil to brighten up my day with her smile and no one to share my f&n sufferings with. No more regina viven jayne to call me gatsby girl (hahaha). Bottomline, NO MORE SENIORS CAUSE MY BATCH WILL BE THE MOST SENIOR.

Then next year, i'd be parting with my best mates i ever had. I've a feeling no one close to me will go into the same jc or whatever with me. Okay, i think i'm thinking way too ahead.

You'll only do things like this when you're down.

On the way down.

Hi. I got 6/100 for f&n.
Thumbs up.

I velly sad can and no not because i failed terribly BUT because it's gonna pull down my avg. And if you think i'm stupid, i'm not. Because my other subs did well, to me at least.

Feel consoled by the fact that my science and math is improving :) Though i failed math like most people, i still think i can get at least a b3 next term :)

Got baptised today =O in the seas of changi beach. I was scared and still am.

No more hatred for Mdm Zakiah but only dislike.

Skipped training today. Tired. Only suann and jillian turned up for sports tuition ahah.

Can't wait for March hols, practically dying. Ohohohoh can't wait for 7th March instead, drawing out schools for nats =D

I'm excited yet afraid thinking of nats. I'm afraid the same thing that happened during zone will happen in nats. 2-3 again? Deciding match again?

Wo hao hai pa.

Okay whatever. I love RY oodles, like how she says it. Haha.

Bye. I got 6/100 for f&n.