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I WAN MY BRO NEW LAPPY!!!

I dunno wat to write for WISP!!!!

Went to celebrate CY bday ytd...ya, weird rite, I keep saying i out of the clique, yet i still hang out with them during their bday....

So CY called me close to 6 pm saying she be late, and we are supposed to meet at 6...And I was still watching TV and chatting online...lol...rushed out to the cathay.....and reached at 7...lol...and none of them reached yet except for allan (yep! Allan!!! had not seen him for like exactly 1 year!!!!)...he been queueing up for astons since 6.20pm...LOLOLOL....and so we continued queueing before the bday girl come, and then cheryl reached...lol...the queue freaking long...we queued till like 8pm!!!! thats like almost 2hrs!!!

Almost finished my dinner before SK and jeff reached....like 8.20pm alr...lol...they late for 2 hr +++...

Went to the singapore flyer next...student price $10...lucky its only $10, cause seriously nth much, but the night scenery in Singapore is actually quite pretty...esp at the peak...can seriously see everything...we spent the 30min in the flyer taking photo like we tourist like that, while the others ppl there were just sitting down and watching the scenery...

went to club next...not really clubbing la, more of a bar...i also dunno hw club is like...wahahah...nv go b4...and the entry fee seriously damn ex la...$30 for guy and $20 for girls...the rest use back door while i used front door...woohoo...saved alots sia...cause 5 person for $3o instead of $130...wahahaha...and they checked my IC...zzz....shouldnt have shaved....

My blood circulation must be damn good that my face and whole boday became red sia...zzz....and i think that this is the first time i drank so much alcholic drinks even all is mixed with fruit juice or other drink de....Played some finger-guessing games, truth or dare, what u havent done, what you hate about this person and so on kind of game...

I realised even though i thought i have drift damn far away from them, memory from secondary school is still very unforgetable and we listed out alot of stuff from sec sch...and also post secondary, and I still noe most of the stuff that is happening to them...and I were hated for looking too young than one of cy friend who is supposedly younger than me...lol...wahaha...and for always saying i am busy whenever they ask me out...lol...wahaha...I will treat it as a joke ba cause it more of finding stuff to say...even though i alwasy gave excuse for not wanting to go out with them...wahahaha...

left at ard 1am+ and hang ard the place till 2am+ since we dunno where to go...wahahaha....

grp photo inside the S'pore flyer

Acting as if they sleeping...

Me with Allan

grp photo at the end...My face damn red...

another shot...

Labels: birthday, friends, life

I realised i keep saying i wan study jap since JLPT is coming....

BUT!!!!

I realised That i havent even take out my jap notes at all!!!! wahhh

9 more days...


zzzz....Good luck to myself lol...so much for focusing on slacking....

Did the online discussion for WISP alr...

havent start on the fact sheet....

And still need to compile the result for fyp...

I damn screwed....

I read this post abt chimera posted by somebody today that is freaking funny... I'm sure if anyone read it, they be laughing their head off....

and gt a follow up....but I think only ppl on the same side will agree...whahahahaa....shall continue reading it first....wahaha...

I think I have changed alot sia....

My focus now isnt on studies....u can see me late for class, nt submitting assignment on time and even missed the DDD online quiz 3/5 time!!!!

My focus now isnt on friends, as u can see me not hanging out with them often....unless gt special occasion like bday...and I also been avoiding ppl...wat the use of sticking to them all the time when it not me who is in the wrong or lack friends....lol...anw, ya, drifting further apart...lucky still gt a couple of friends who is on my side....wahahaha...

My focus now is not on cca....last sems alr, the most I can do is go for tues (freshies) and fri (main)....since I not performing anymore(cool!!!!)...and freshies cause like no one to teach and I like teaching them...damn fun, esp this tues, keep testing their sight-reading and making it into a game....teaching ppl new to guitar is fun!!! wahaha....

I think my focus now is to slack as much as possible, and try to survive this sems...lol...

And I have yet to start studying for the JLPT next week!!!!

Orthos dog is funny...plus is stupid....there 2 side to everything lol...gg more and more in greek mythology....code blue gg to have season 2....korean doing a korean version of the jap drama "dragon zakura'.....wahh...dunno whether it will be as nice as the jap version...but too late by the time i can watch it, cause watching that show will make me wan to study....wahaha...

gg to celebrate cy bday later....HAPPY BIRTHDAY, if u ever gg to read this...lol...

Labels: CCA, life

had my first driving lesson after I failed my last test...

Woohoo, I thought I will somehow forget how to drive, but seems like I still rmb even after 2 months...

Should be focusing my attention to:

Dec 6 - JLPT Lv 3 test
Dec 22 - TP

And not to mention the projects and homeworks that are piling up...and also the common test that are coming soon....Need to organise the result for FYP by next week too, cause I promised my project supervisor I will send it to her latest by next week.

Wah...no time for K...I want go K sia....

less than 3 week to jap test yet I havent start revising....been months since I last touch my jap notes...

feel damn guilty that i did the LSS slide last min, and also in the end not used at all....zzz....

went for the Anime fest this yr...paid the $12...

this yr fest were disappointing sia...cause like the venue were halved....plus the thing were almost the same...And I nt really a gundam freak, it just a robot to me...lol....so, it just wasting $$ for me....

but at least managed to see ppl cosplay...wahaha...some of the costume damn damn cool...and some girls really dare to dress up very revealing lol....

Many ppl thought of me as someone who always watched anime lol. but in fact, that nt true at all, for one, I have not watched anime for like more than 9 month ever since I went for attachment. And also the fact that the total number of anime I ever watch is less than 10, hw is that considered an anime freak sia...Some of them who keep saying I a anime freak, is more of a freak than I am lol...

But I still like japan- their language, and J-pops and some of their drama....sometime, when ppl say I an anime freak, I will sort of give them the "I'm not" kind of face and also smile only, cause deep inside, I noe I am not...lol...more than half of my friends watches more anime than me, and the fact I learn the language doesnt mean I keep watching anime...

LOL...I disgress too much, cause there a lot of anime yesterday i went to see and I dont noe de...the only one I noe is "bleach", "Naruto" and "Inuyasha" from yesterday fair...it just a thoughts I gt when I were thinking abt wat to blog this morning....

I do read manga, but I only read those that i watch as well...lol...all those high profile manga....Bleach, naruto, onepiece, dragonball....

conclusion, Learning jap do not equal to anime freak...

tim X jap = Mainstream J-pop...(and not anime song)-> the real me!

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Saying so much, I still wan to cosplay when I go japan next yr, cause It will a cool experience...wahaha..harajuku gt i think...

Went for the dialogue in the dark on thurs....damn damn damn cool!!! Definitely a great experience sia...cool cool cool...

Everyone were damn excited when we found something new and interesting, than we often ignored the facts that it been there...do we really treasure stuff more when we lose it?

Wah....I so great that I am able to see....cause I rely very heavily on my eye, I wont be able to take it if I ever lose my eyesight sia....the thought of it scare me....gonna treat my eye better!

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Went to celebrate SK and Cheryl bday next...ate at czzar that SK keep saying that it nice...lol...

Damn it...cant upload pic again...nite then try again...zzz

Anyway, the service crew ask whether we wan to play the bday song, so I said yes, and I regretted it sia...cause the birthday song they play gt intro, then repeat the song for 3 time, with interlude and ending sia...LOL...damn draggy, + the song is damn slow, so we just ignored the song in the end....

Went to the arcade play...lol...i realised I have not been to great world city for ard 1 or 2 yr sia...everything like very different alr...zzz....very long didnt play at arcade alr...

End the day off by taking the jumping shot, which keep having problem cause at least one of us didnt jump or something, and we took like 30+ shot of it, without any successful one before we gave up....

the last time I seen them were during my bday....and the one time I saw them b4 my bday were jeff bday, since like I will only see them during their bday...zzz....and the next time I going to meet them is next thurs, which is cy bday...lololololol....
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I spent more time with other grps, yet they make it sound I always pangseh them, and never join them de, and yet I feel like I join them more then I join my other grp of friends lol...And also, they always ask me on days that I nt free, or when it too late...seriously I dunno what to say except, use ur brain!

nvm, this grp is die heart le...wahaha...but yet, i didnt treat them as extreme as Mr invisible...but still the fact that they didnt come for even once for the concert make me disappointed in them, despite the fact we are "good/best friends" lol...

Labels: friends, happy, life, thoughts, Unhappy

Woohoo....I always thought that that one comment made by me were a wrong decision...always thought it just me who feel this way....end up there actually alot out there who feel the same way, even though the reason is nt really the same....I always thought it only I feel this way, end up, ppl also have this same thought as me at different stages....ok, abit repeating...

Suddenly I feel as if I did something correct...even though alot have changed for me.....wahaha....

Shall look at things more positively with a wider angle, cause I realised I always slow in realising stuff and most of the time I gt the thought only, but didnt really go think further about it and need ppl tell me before I gt "ohya hor" feeling...

Even though it just a small comment, really made my day...woohoo....

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NPS seriously nt like nt like nps today, and I doubt it will ever be the same....but woo, the freshies still as enthu...wahaha....taught some new ppl today..wahaha...woohoo...I think I really like teaching even though I suck at it...wahaha...cause u can feel the satisfactory when they can play wat u taught them...I teach them damn fast today sia, like normally ppl learn 2 week stuff, I teach all at once, wahaha, nvm, if they come next week, then I reteach the same thing again, cause I think they abit confused le...too much for the first lesson i guessed....

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I shall change wat my world revolve abt le...sec sch were my friends, last 2 yr were nps, nw, I shall spend time with friends again and all the stuff I missed out...woohoo...

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Need do LSS project tmr with grpmates who I dun even noe their names....wahaha...there always a first time for everything, and they seems to be those who are serious in the project kinds....wahaha...then need go NUS for testing...wahaha...can get $50 for doing the test...more $$$ for K....

Waiting for that piece of paper from mr invisible b4 I could start on fyp...zzz, 1 month didnt do fyp alr...Omg sia....deadlines crashing in soon....

Labels: happy, life, NPS, studies

Listening to other grp presenting and waiting for my grp turn...lol...getting draggy and I nt even trying to listen...sianzz...

once the trust is lost, it can never be found back...

for some reason, i enjoyed being an outcast....more time for myself...

Turning into a 100% 宅男..................

Wanted go down for CCA today....suddenly no feel le...zzz

OMG...didnt do a music update like for 5 months alr...wahaha...nt that I stop listening or updating myself, in fact, I still very updated for the jpop industry...wahaha....shall post on those singles that were recently released, or is worth listening even though they have been released for a long time...

Yuna Ito - Let it Go

Woohoo...Yuna ito new song ever since she released her album in May this year. Like her style in her MV, and the song is catchy too. The song is abit of RnB, with some rock feel, and she sing it like singing jazz song sia....cool, and it sort of match surprisingly...

Ikimono Gakari - Naku Monka

Their fourth single this yr...hope a new album will come out soon too...Naku Monka is sort of a pop ballad, abit like the "Planetarium", but simplier, which is the type of songs I like...wahaaha...

Exile - THE GENERATION ~Futatsu no Kuchibiru~

Woo...Been watching "Tokyo DOGS" recently, and EXILE sang the theme song for it...so sort of been "psycho" by the song alr...And I love their ballads sia...

Mika Nakashima - Nagare Boshi

Another ballad from Mika Nakashima....She really damn pro in singing sia, cause the way she sing and the technique she use is damn nice sia, and she gt a great voice...Nagare Boshi mean "shooting star" if I nt wrong(lazy go find translation)...woo...the song is damn long too...6min...Going to buy her next album sia (same reason as buying her previous album cause of orion)

BREAKERZ - Love Fighter ~Koi No Battle~

Starting to like BREAKERZ songs more and more sia...even though they are sort of an idol band....The main song, really bring out the battle feel....and the chorus is very catchy as well...woohoo, and their B-side "Winter bell" is also a very cool ballad that is worth listening to...

BIGBANG - Koe wo Kigasete

Listened to this song cause of "Ohitorisama", another drama I watching now....the song damn wavy, and really stays inside my mind sia....for some reason, more and more Korean group are targeting the japan music industry sia, and BIGBANG can be considered successful alr....

Nami Tamaki - Moshimo Negai Ga...

Out of the 3 single she released this year under her new company, I like this song the most. First time her her sing RnB, cause she were more well known for her dance pop and techno pop kind of sound... the repeating of "Aishi tai, aishitai" damn addicitive sia...and her new image look much better than in the past....

Wanted put more, but lazy le...wahahaha...cause watching video now....

Labels: music

End sch early on Wed and thurs, so watched 252 Signal of Life, My Girlfriend is an agent....

And both movies damn damn damn nice!!!! Even though both are damn long sia....

If only the 252 signal of life can make all the natural disaster all come at the same time and not one after another on the same day...wahaha....i damn evil...But I feel the ending more weird then "touching"....Like, a child who were mute, suddenly can call out ""papa" sia...lol...seriously only a miracle can make it happen sia....

And the "My Girlfriend is an agent" also damn damn damn funny...seldom watch korean movie, but the female lead damn hot...the story plot abit like "mr and mrs smith", but better by alot! wahahaha....seriously have to go watch the movie to noe hw funny it is. dunwan be spoiler, cause it just open in S'pore theatre...

Stupid 61!!!! Made me wait for 30min in the rain....zzzz...have to skipped tutorial cause late for 20min+ min alr....

Stupid Imeem for removing all the song I uploaded from Sony Music saying wat copyright infringement !!! LOL....Mika Nakashima, yui and Uverworld all gone...zzz....

Labels: CCA, friends, life, stress, studies, thoughts, Unhappy

NAPFA Test again....lucky today didnt rain!!!

this time took 6 station and I only pass 3 station sia...

2.4were total give up...

1st lap (1min30s, woo, fast)
2nd lap (3min30s, wow, maybe I can pass)
3rd lap (5min40s, OMG I no more strength le)
4th Lap (8 min, started to walk instead of running)
5th Lap (11min, can I give up?)
6th lap (15.02s, aiya, run finish once and for all)

LOL...I gt a nice start, but bad ending....nt gg to retest le...nt like I am able to pass the pull up...zzz
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Went out to buy new spec with my parent....woohoo...they initially wanted me to buy those black plastic frame kind of spec so that I dunnid buy again when I enter NS which look sucky on me sia...So I tell them I dunwan buy that kind first....wahaha....so choose something more "cool"...

A white frame spec which is sort of like those I wont imagine myself wearing...but I think it look nice...waahahaha...and LOL...damn expensive!!! dun dare talk to my father for the next few days...wahaha....the frame alone is $230 and the len is $180, cause buy those wont break de, better quality+ cause my Astigmatism increase to the above the max level for normal lens....wahahah...so more ex...


Total is $410 rite, but cause I always went there buy, so he charge me $330 only...BUT STILL DAMN EX!!! My current spec I think is $200+...forget hw much le...zzz...OMG...must treat my new spec as if it is gold next time...but it look cool, so I might wear spec more than contact lens next time...wahahaha...maybe only la...

Labels: life

And so, no NPS for this week, quite slack...

Sunday

Went out for breakfast b4 heading home with the NPS ppl....went home, sleep for 1 hr, prepare and went for "anotherthing"....I think I look like zombie sia when I went there, cause only sleep for 3 hr+ the previous nite...didnt really went practise, lucky the teacher sick of the old one, so can change, wahahaha....the moment I say wat I wan to learn, he were saying "Dun choose those hard de hor"...Lol...cause I were thinking I nt gg to cont le after this month, so wan learn some hard de...end up he also cant find it...zzz....so choose another one which I also like, but easier...woohoo...then it sort of make me wan cont...must be firmed! dunwan cont till next time maybe? wahaha...2 more lesson...next week(which is tmr when I typing this) is test.....

Mon...

Labwork were more fun.......went to makan place for breakfast since the incubation is ultra long....but the prac more time-consuming then the previous two, and cause I were late for 30 min, so dunnid try waste time...

Gt a friend who auto find me for lunch...surprising cause been eating lunch alone for the past weeks....

Tues

nth much....


Wed!
Woohoo...end sch at 11pm!!!! like so OMG sia!!! went home and sleep for like 5 hrs!!!! lol...finally slept my tiredness away!!!...cool!!!

Guitar lesson in the evening (previously known as "thatthing")....zzz...my chord change to barred chords still abit lag, so the teacher gave me more barred chord songs....some david tao song I nv hear b4(Cause I dun like david tao)....woohoo...but my progress in the lesson is fast according to the teacher, cause I learning in 30min is wat individual student learn in 1 hr...zzz...but the biggest problem with me is still that I cant sing in tune with the guitar....zzz


Thurs

Finished sch at 10am cause UTM is e-learning....

Went queensway to change the vest I bought the previous week cause it too small...and to see if my spec(very loose the previous day) can be fixed....but the person shake shake shake and it broke...lol...I seriously stunned lol...then the person still say "nt I spoil de hor, u can see rite, it alr spoil when u pass to me"...zzz...nth to say...went back home and taped it...so nw still can use...


Friday...

yet another very very very slack day sia....

start sch at 3pm....reach sch ard 2.15 cause wanted settle some treasurer stuff....but nt everything is there, so did wat i could do first lol...Ben and phil came to play the guitars too...wahaha...Ben damn pro la, he just started learning, and he can play so well le!!! Better than me lol!!! And first time hear him sing sia, nice sia!!! We been talking abt guitar in yr 1, but first time really see each other play sia...

Went sdar get form and fill...lucky I gotten the more impt form alr, or else die....managed to pull off the form le...lol...been covering for other since ever since I started the post, so like second nature le...

Labels: life

And so, it is the 3rd time I'm playing for family concert....2nd time being one of the organising committee...

First song- Doraemon.

Played the song while eating the lolipop to emphasize the baby theme...quite cool cause U will seldom see such a "informal" stuff in concert...but is damn hard cause of the saliva...have to quickly swallow my saliva whenever I reach some bar I can rest...abit rush, but still good....


Musette/Moon River

First time performing as violin player...woohoo...ok, didnt really practise much, you could almost say I didnt practise at all...I think I fare better during the rehearsal for musette. cause I were most of the time lost in musette. Moon river were air-bowing all the way...zzz...To be frank with those who came.

Tico-Tico

Don't know whether i am off-beat or not, but it sound ok to me. some of my friend like this song, when other dun really like it. But well, diff ppl diff taste ba...ahaha...I love my part cause it is very catchy...


Intermission.

Woo...look for ppl who came support...woohoo...normally during intermission I will be at backstage "emo-ing" or just talking with the others, but this time, My mum, bro, and cousin came to support( Reason: They no excuse cause I went asked michelle to help me bring them there). My sec sch friends, Matt and Zhencheng went too...woo...thks thks....even though is halloween!!! wahaha...Ben and Philbert came down as well...were damn surprise when philbert told me he will be going for the concert last week. haha...thk phil!!! Saw yanying with her hahaha too(why u dunwan perform!!!).


My Heart Will Go On

OMG...The worse song of the day sia....zzz...even though I thought I were on beat, my friend told me I were nt...emo...wahaha...and the change Key part is damn OMG...everyone sort of get lost, so gabriel play it damn slow and let us end the song together...zzz...So some of my friend say their heart break that night...wahahaha...


Yi Ren Yi Ban

SLS/AMP songs!!! WOOHOO....I think this song quite ok la...the first part abit boring....but when it come to the strumming part, OMG sia, I think it sound damn nice...wahaha...and we like still having lots and lots of problem during rehearsal that some of them even consider giving up the song, but we still managed to do it!!! Woohoo!!! so cool rite!!! especially the ending zhijie randomly added sia!! woo...cool!


Baroque Kaze, Haru ga Kita.

The most awesome song I played for the day I guess. And have practice this song ever since feb or march? like more than half a year...cool sia!!! Finally get to perform it. The direct translation of this song is "Spring have arrived", which is wat I also waiting for, cause when spring come next year, it will be time for me to graduate, and also I will be going to Japan for holiday...woohoo..cool!!! And didnt really made any mistake when playing this song, which made it even cooler for the last song I going to play for concert...woohoo...

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And so concert have finally ended.....have some photo taking session with the NPS peeps....

1,2,3,4,5...theZAIs

When playing yi ren yi ban

Me with the freshies

The remaining SLS/AMP who didnt went off early. (I like this photo cause everyone seems to be smiling from the bottom of their heart)

The NPS Guitar family!!! Woohoo (with weili sticking out at the side)

Labels: CCA, concert, guitar, happy, life, stress, thoughts

Family Concert is finally over after months of preparation....I wouldn't say it is very successful, but it is also nt that bad....Quite normal ba...

Can consider being a fortune teller...wahaha...wat I posted previously all came true...lucky I didnt harbour any thoughts that they will be coming....wahaha...smart me....and problems really cropped up during the rehearsal...why why why!!!!

Just lucky the actual concert is better than the rehearsal...by alot, too much that I became speechless, cause everything go damn fast when the rehearsal took like forever....Rehearsal took like 3 hr without the intermission, like damn OMG sia. Then on the actual concert, we only used 2 hr 30min even after adding the intermission. speechless...Tone were harsh, cause even those ppl who are supposedly seniors alr and should noe wat to, and wat nt to, didn't treat the rehearsal seriously sia...totally gave up after more than 10 time of "shhhhhhhh-ing"

And also, everyone were late for rehearsal...zzz....wasted time here and there...but nvm, cause everyone were late, managed to have time to eat breakfast...some own comm member nt auto de, end up few ppl help setup the place only...ok la, I didn't really do much also la...

Some accident during the rehearsal cause the house light were off completely. Hope PX leg is ok....

Yi Ren Yi Ban Were damn CMI....I just hope for miracle to happen sia....

everything were cut short in the second rehearsal....cause of the time....

Labels: concert, NPS, stress