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Been getting lots of comment that I get bullied easily, or I too good, so ppl bully me sort of stuff....but I dun really see it as bully la....especially those verbal kind...

If u say stuff to ppl I noe, and I wont mind cause like ppl will noe and stuff and wont really affect their opinion of me, I will just smile and nt say anything la...cause I can take this kind of jokes...

If I werent even close to you, and you say things that sort of de-faming me and to ppl that I dun even really noes, that when I will show my black face, but I still wont say anything at the moment, but rather, I will tell ppl nt to sort of say this kind of stuff like when there no one else...and alot of time, this kind of ppl will say stuff that is not true at all about you to stranger, and let the others have bad impression of you....wanted make it angry tone, but now mood is ok...wahaha...so if you have nt see my black face, means is not u....but dun go over the board la...

Currently, I will only show my damn obvious blacker than the black hole, black face to 1 person, but is cause of another reason, and why? thats a big question mark to me too....

I cut short alot sia, i rmb I gt more to say when I were thinking of posting this on the bus the other day...everything forget le...zzz.

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I seldom say ppl stuff....but if I really cant stand it, I will still comment...and even if the person is sort of erm...hw to say....dunno wat word to use...zzz....but I try to be bias, if I say someone from the other side "wat, wat, wat", I cant really ignore it if ppl in my side is doing something like that too ba...dun really wan to be bias...and I dunwan to be hypocrite, pretending there nth wrong sia....tend to be abit more direct when ppl are nt who other really see them...I dunhav anything against the one person, just that it always the person who just happen to let me feel this way...

So sorry if I offended anyone in the process...wahahaha....zzz


Somehow, I dun really know who i really am le....work is work, and personal matters is personal matter to me...dun really wan to mix the two together...And if things doesnt work out well, and ppl hate me for that, there nth I could say except that I tried to do my best alr....

Labels: personality, thoughts

I'm tired...

4more pts to gold...woohoo!!! can seriously consider giving up le....wahahahahaha

Somehow, I quite happy with myself for "死心了"...I were emotionless when my friend say he might be going....lol...this mean that I wont feel really get affected should they do nt come tmr....Just wan to make the concert a memorable one...

somehow, I dun feel surprised if there is any last minutes changes, or problem crop up tmr....
are we seriously ready. Chui....

concert is tmr (nw 1 am alr)....woohoo...need more practicing....Hope turnout rate is good...

I learnt nt to give myself false hope alr.....

Anyone who promise to be going, I will nt really believe till if I really see them on the actual day...cause I dun really anticipate anyone to come le...

but then, gt 3 ppl who told me that they confirm will be coming...which make me sort of happy deep inside...but hope is real...wahaha....I started to trust ppl less and less....


OMG...been neglecting studies, yet feeling stressed! Woo...last time organising things....trying nt to cross over the line, and also nt to spoil my own image...cause I very long never show temper le, for real...

Somehow...I am getting more and more prone to explode anytime....and there someone who out to make me show my ugly side...zzz....OMG...Dun wan scold ppl on the actual day....If I can supress it for almost 3 year alr, then I hope i can for the next 2 day, and nt really go scold ppl...I mean, u can tell the person wat to do, but definitely nt taking charge and do everything yourself, it isnt fair to urself and the others...lol...

quite fed up with some ppl who dun do anything, and didnt bother finding out what is happening when they are suppose to be in the comm, worse still, still show black face...nt targeting anyone in particular, and ya, there is more than one who do that...wan ppl prac more/ do homework, dun waste time dragging and end up having less time for prac/homework la...lol...

I hope the last memory of Me with NPS would be a nice and memorable one....

well, NPS peeps! GANBARE!!! LET'S MAKE THIS CONCERT A SUCCESSFUL ONE!!!!

Labels: concert, NPS, stress, thoughts

This was published in a Seoul Newspaper today (091028)

It's a summary of the much detailed contract that cause the member to sue against S.M Entertainment...




OMG!!!! Nobody in the right mind will sign this contract unless they are desperate to be famous sia!!!! there isnt anything in this contract that is fair to Tohoshinki at all!!!!

Going to Mr Alex house later to collect the small group and tico tico score.

Mr Alex called me in the morning sia...like before 8...lucky My lesson is at 8 today, so wake up le...or I guess I wont even pick up the phone and continue sleeping...wahaha...were told that he havent complete the score! WAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Dunno what to response sia....but nonetheless, he ask me to come and collect the score from him first cause he made some changes to the scores and say we can practice it first...OMG!!!

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This week quite slack...slack till it trick my brain into thinking now is holiday....lol...sort of....


Monday...

Proteomics Practical at 8. Have gt 30min of preparation and 2 hr of incubation time...sian sia...nth to do...so went music room practise guitar and violin....Next were electrophoresis, need wait 1 hr...end up sms-ing ppl to ask them whether they wan come down to practise...wahaha....at least found ppl to eat lunch with...

Went back prac after my lecture...cool that alot of ppl came down for a short practice...even if short, at least can see everyone trying to put in effort...wahahah...


Tuesday....

Morning lesson sort of ended 1 hr earlier....nth to do...so went music room again....practiced abit here and there...Went Canteen 4 for lunch since very long never go...haha...went like damn early and no queue, wahahaha...

Hazm came over music room while I went for lesson....and lecture ended early again...LOL...like this sems everything end early...went back music room for a while b4 gg for next lesson...zzz...

prac were @#$%^&*....decided to change the small grp pieces...wah...haha...


Wed

Tutorial were cancelled...so only went for a 1 hr lecture...zzz....went back to NUS to realised my seat hve been taken from the other sems ppl who are having attachment there now...decided to just clear eveything there to let them have more space since i think I dunnid do anymore experiments...

Went home for lunch b4 heading out to meet hk, hazm and gwen for movie...lol...someone wan watch "500days of summer" with family...so we watched "funny people" instead...like the jokes cracked were all more toward sexual kinds....lol...no wonder M18....quite a normal show...will rate it 2.5/5....

Didnt join them for games cause still gt guitar lesson at night (nt PSK!!! wahahaha)

Woohoo....guitar lesson were 1 hr, cause last week didnt go....first 30 min were playing the song from the last lesson, and second half of the lesson were spent on trying to pitch out the song...didnt noe which song to choose, so chose BoA "be with you."...wahaha...must say out, or else I will keep making excuse to drag...cause the other 2 song I suppose to pitch out just stuck there and I didnt really bother to continue....lol....but then, be with you. like keep changing keys...gg try to pitch out when free on weekend ba...

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As for today, were late for 30min for WISP....lol....lucky the teacher seems to be the "good" kind...so nvm...wahahaha...nt as boring cause the teacher quite interactive....

UTM were alright too, but I spent more time playing facebook games and minimizing it when the lecturer come near....

And also class ended early...so here I am blogging rite now...zzz

GG catch some napped before gg mr alex class...


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Labels: CCA, guitar, life, poly, studies

Just realised only 1 module gt practical for the next sems....

WOOO

DAMN DAMN DAMN HAPPY!!!

Cause I am damn troubled by the fact the I might nt find anyone to partner with me!!!

But if only 1 module need practical, then can try to solo....wahahahah...

Lets hope for the best for tmr....


And Realised my table damn slacked!!! woohooo...cool!

Back from Music camp 2009!!!

Overall, the camp is nt as "chui" as wat I have expected....which is good....

But, I guess cause I skip the ice breaker with my grp, I like nt really bonded with them sia....But still enjoy being with them, cause they quite enthu...yay...kita!!!

Kita

The guitar freshies are damn on sia....like quite bonded le also...hope their "survival" percentage is higher too...

Guitar Main ensemble...

Rehearsal during the camp werent going that well....can see like very very not ready for all side...then like abit cannot control my temper le....in the end, I just heckcare le, as long as the guitar side nt the one who messed up the concert....lol...

Dirty games is seriously damn dirty and damn disgusting!!!! the worse is the baby pool sia!!!! Feeling as if I been in the gabbage bag for 1 week after the games!!!!

Hope the same ppl below will still remain(or maybe increase) by the time I graduate!!!

The NPS guitar!

Remaining 2 days of holiday....practising SLS/AMP small grp song tmr....hope everything turn out well...

Labels: Camp, holiday, NPS

Woohoo...borrowed like 8 CDs from a friend just nw....even though I gt all the songs alr...wan better quality!!! and also to watch the MV from the DVD....

And have been watching Tohoshinki's "The secret code" album MV...like all damn cool, and their dance moves is damn awesome!!!! And some of the song is really quite hard to sing sia....made me start to really seriously supporting them le...wahaha....hope their lawsuit end soon, and start producing a new single for a brand new Jap album!!



Gg for a 4 day 3 night camp....wont be updating for a while...

Need go sch do exp earlier tmr....so I guess I shall sleep "early" today....

Labels: Camp, life, music

Today lesson were....okok la...didnt make much mistake...but i think I sux at it...lol....seriously no talent....wahahaha...

Only need to go back for exp next tues....woohoooo...Holiday!!!!

BUT!!!!

only 1 day of holiday actually....cause going for camp from tues to fri....zzz

Tues still need to go early to measure the plant growth, need ard 3 hr+ I guess if I can do fast...or even longer...sian...

sian sian sian....

damn bored...


The Fall season japanese drama seems interesting....gt 3 I am planning to watch....woo...cant wait for it to be aired in japan....


Sianz....slack at home for the whole day...whole body aching after NAPFA....

wah....damn damn damn tired....wan to sleep my tiredness away....

Took my NAPFA test this morning....Sian sia....all the results nt counted cause cannot run 2.4 cause of rain...

Surprisingly, even though I have nt exercise for more than a year, I still managed to pass 4 out of the 5 station...lol...

gt A for both sit-up and shuttle run....

Gt E for both sit and reach, and standing board jump....

pull up, only do one time, so fail...lol...nt like I planning to get gold or silver for NAPFA...I rather do the extra 2 month of IPPT in NS....

Maybe sit-up werent really a surprise, cause I will do when i free or bored....but shuttle run is a miracle...cause I always damn slow in secondary sch....but after that 9.9second, I feel breathless sia....hw to pass 2.4?

Damn nt looking for the retest....

Labels: test

NAPFA Test tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Die!!!!!!!!!!!!



Havent train!!!!



Didnt went for FYP today cause flu....lol...been sneezing for the past 1 month...a few months actually...then gt slight headache....lol...didnt went see doctor...just hope my supervisor dun ask abt it....



Practised guitar in the afternoon....went online find some songs to try...sian...I cant sing along to the song de....my pitching confirm off.....






Anyway, family concert coming soon!!! Oct 31!!!!

And I will be playing at least 6 songs (maybe 2 more, nt sure), and is like almost half of the concert songs!!!! Cool rite!!!! first time play so many songs!!! And this is the last concert I'll be performing before graduation(even though still gt 5 more months b4 I graduate)....

So come on down and enjoy a night of that will take you down the "rhythm of life", bringing you songs you heard since you were a toddler, to teenage and adult. Think that it will be a boring concert cause we only play classical songs? Fear not, we will be playing a wide range from classical to pop, to tango and even metallic that is sure to blow you off ur seat!!!

LOL...I say till like damn nice like that...but really, I quite like the song we are playing for this concert, cause, wahahaha, gt pop songs!!! woohoo!!!! and also cause we will be playing more niibori songs that we normally do!

Dun feel like asking my old clique to come...guess they wont come since I decided nt to go for their chalet this monday....lol....cant blame me rite, weekday i gt fyp, cant go wat...then they keep thinking i gt holidays.....ok...this is excuse la...I just dun feel like going...every chalet I went with them end up confirm gt unhappy stuff...1st chalet, quarreling with cy.....2nd chalet(forget wat happen le), 3rd chalet, bbq $$$ lost...4th chalet, when one of my friend didnt talk to me throughout...And in all chalet, there confirm something we will argue abt...and they will keep saying wat, "this is the last chalet we be holding, so must treasure" sort of crap....then always end up organising more....zzz....anyway, we gt nth in common to clique anymore...I talk to them also nth to talk abt....then they say wat, no common topic also can talk, but still, the topic is just jokes or stupid nonsense....lol...damn dry....

Anyway, for the last 4 concert, I been asking them to come, they only came once, and I specially told them if they going be late, or going to leave early, to dun come and all....and guessed wat....they came late and left in less than 30min!!!!! LOL.....and they tried to trick me by saying they still there when they are at the bus stop alr...lol...nt like I forced them to come...dunno why, I get more and more irritated as I think abt this...At least they should glad that I still willing to reply their msg or even bother talking to them and nt treating them like Mr Invisible....

Labels: concert, friends, life, thoughts

BoA - Bump Bump!

Woo!!!! Love this song!!!! BoA returning to Japan!!!!!!!! Woohoo!!! Gonna be released on oct 28!!!!

But I more looking forward to the winter single BoA going to release in december....heard the preview, and is quite nice...cause her previous winter single such as "Meri Kuri" and "winter love" are damn damn nice!!!

If u guys are free, can try listening to it...wahahaha...

Labels: music

went sch practise for SLS/AMP Small grp songs....but very few turned up for the prac....Didnt really made any progress....need to get the complete from mr alex ASAP!!!!

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Went Sakae Sushi to celebrate Jessica b'day with brian and yongxin....

Seriously, I think the last time I see yongxin is like almost 1 year ago!!!!! since we went celebrate his b'day last year!!! ZOMG.....

Went vivo and ask jessica to choose a present she like, then we 3 share....give present must give something the person will use wat...wahaha....

chill at the skypark for like more than a hour....nice catching up session....wahahaha....

Labels: birthday, friends, guitar, happy

Suddenly feel like I gg be damn busy for the next few months.....

Family concert in 28 days...

Need practise for 3 main ensemble song
Need practise for Lady di (small grp)
Need practise for SLS/AMP Small grp songs
Need practise for freshies violin song

Music camp in 2 weeks time (my only week of holiday and I stuck there)

Japanese language Proficiency Test Level 3 (JLPT lv 3) on Dec 6

Driving retest on Dec 22

School starting...confirm gt lots of projects to do

Not forgetting that I am learning guitar outside, and barely have time to practise....

And there also 'anotherthing" which again, I been neglecting....

I guess after FC, I will focus more of guitar and anotherthing and Jap, since these 3 are the one I paid to learn!!!


I need more life!!!

Labels: life

Chose "Understanding the media" for my elective cause dun have stock market...zzz..

Then wanted the 8-10 slot for WISP....but dun hav cause i too late...end up with 1-3 slot...

Lucky just nw, I camp at npal for 15 min, before seeing the slot...immediately swap classes...wohoo...so IS is from 8-12...and can go home sleep before coming back to sch...woo...love it!!!

And gt a classmate same class with me(nt planned, just found out 1omin when i ask)...at least dun have to worry abt project partner...

wooo...sian....FYP is coming to an end(or so i hope)....Gotten most of the results alr!!!! which is damn good!!!! Hope dun have to go back to the lab for more exp...cause I seriously cant take it...

I need plenty of rest....zomg...My schedule seriously packed till I keep falling sick...and it nt the kind that are so serious that u must go see doctor, and yet irritating enough cause you wont feel like moving...

And for the past few days, I dun even wake up when the alarm rings, and will use 10 min to drag myself to the bathroom...and will only leave house at 9....then still have to squeeze the bus with the NUS student...must find a timeslot that nt many ppl take the bus then can....anyway, i used to being late for fyp....go early, later finish early, also nth else to do....go late, drag the exp, just nice 4 pm(sort of the safe time to leave), and leave....

have nt been focusing on my guitar lesson, cause I practising it less and less.....wah...but I guess cause I learn abit from nps, alot of theory he teach, I will get it immediately...only the chord change for barred chords still abit slow...


SLS/AMP practise this sat!!! woohoo!!!! Must practise hard, cause I like hw mr alex arranged the song!!! woo!!!

Labels: life, poly, studies