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speechless....

Well, the quarter-final of the competition I join today were....haiz....I think cause I chose something damn easy, so like didnt go practise, and also only practise on everything else, and nt the start...zzz....

The competition is sort of 2 by 2 de, as in out of all the contestant, 2 will sort of PK each other, and the one with the higher point will advance o the next round. Then I look at those contestant today, like all damn strong de, and I every see some of them demo until damn pro before.

And so, I waited for my turn to be draw out(sort of lucky draw, see who ur opponent), and today gt 14 ppl. when there is only 6 ppl left, I were damn shock sia, cause the other 5 are pro!!!! zzzz....and gt this person I keep thinking in my brain, cannot get him, or 100% guarantee plus chop confirm lose. And guessed wat, he draw the lot and gt me....and he pick a damn difficult de...so I were like sian le...so just stand there smiling and thinking, confirm lose le, no fight at all.

And so, after him is my turn....and...I sort of die from the start....My mind went into a blank...I sort of dunno hw to start.....and all my bad habit that I had before I started learning 8 weeks ago, came back...lol....what the judge after that is like what I noe I am weak in sia...at least not that bad la, cause I gt enjoy myself since like noe confirm lose le, might as well just enjoy. And my opponent damn good sia, cause I starting alr wrong, then he were helping me from behind to keep me on track...even though my friend say is cause he didnt even treat me as a opponent at all....

In the end, I gt 12/30(lowest of the day)...and he gt 25/30(highest of the day)....but well, to lose at the guy who gt the highest points seem to make me feel not as bad sia....dun really have the disappointed feeling that I always will get whenever I lost a competition....

Good experience, cause I noe I actually really enjoy it.


Gt alot of thing I want to say, but the term like damn obvious....but I dun really mind saying...just abit paiseh....wahahahaha.....


My friend's turn next week....wish her good luck....and see whether i can make it in the revival round....

Labels: life

You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

went Sing K again with some of my sec sch friends juz nw...woo...been singing K...I love sing K....wahahaha

And in btw, from 4-5(actually longer), went out for "anotherthing".....LOL....didnt sing much, so gt voice left...and gt "force" to join this competition in the sch...audition is at 7pm...zzz....then me and my friend keep saying we confirm out de, so dunwan take part....but like get "force"...

And today lesson sort of like a test....zzz...and I still went choose back the hard hard de....then the teacher say I starting is good, then went back bad....wahahahhaa....lol...emo...gt 60/100...my friend gt 75 sia.....should have use the one I gd at...

finish the 8th lesson le...requested to change teacher...dunwan the exp de le...cause he too pro...we wan the basics...wahahaha....

went back k....and rush baack for the audition, cause we tell them we wan be first few, cause at least out, will be fast, and dunnid to wait...

and so, just nice my turn when reach....damn nervous sia...I wanted to like greet them...so like accidentally say good night....then think about it for a while...like something wrong....and say back good evening....lol...damn malu sia....use the one I practise for weeks for audition....sort of my trump card....and I get it the quarter final...lol...but cant repeat....next round is next sun....GG...die...wah...my friend lucky...hers is the following week sunday....

Asking those who noe wat is "anotherthing" to help...wahaha...Think next round will out...cause I still dun have the technique...and my foundation is very weak....but still worth trying....maybe a miracle will happen like today(even though I think is cause almost everyone will get in)...

Dunwan make "anotherthing" very obvious....but this look obvious to me....If I enter semi-final...maybe I will reveal, if nt, I might nt reveal till damn long.....wahahahahah..



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Enough of that.....went with brian to people park complex to find atm machine....saw Mr invisible...I think when both our eye meet, both our face turn black straightaway...and both look away like immediately....I dunno abt him, but that my reaction...

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PH tmr....wanted to go back do exp....but maybe drag to tues ba....even though the result wont be as accurate....

So shall slack my day away tmr by practising guitar, anotherthing and maybe violin....

Labels: happy, life

I guess I can say what is "thatthing" le la....like gg to be 8 month le....and like alot of ppl noe le....nps guitar more than 70% noe le...zzz

*drum roll*

dadadadadadadadadadadaadadad

thathing is thatthing...ooppss....typo...

thatthing is ........


Pop Guitar....


LOL...alot of ppl guessed guitar...but dun have the pop...so I say wrong...wahahaha...and the group I dunwan to tell is NPS ppl....so if u realised, like alot of ppl say they noe in the tagboard....

Dunwan say cause of some reason la.....wahahahaha....nvm...dunwan say the reason...


Dunwan say anotherthing cause of 面子problem...hahaha....


Went sing K with wave and james ytd at Halo Bar....woo..cool...skipped violin prac(zzz, alr intended to skip cause very tired...but a call with the magic make me went back to sch)...they give me some pointer too...I seriously gt alot of problems sia....


Going to discuss japan trip tmr...woohoo...cant wait...

Labels: CCA, guitar, life

I failed the test again...

No one to blame but myself....too careless...

Tim Ang Yu Hong!!!! Take things slower!!!! wah...

And so the day started with a 2 hr driving lesson from my house to ubi, and in the circuit....nth much happened, and didnt make any mistake during the lesson....like super smooth alr....

And so waited in the test room....and like 1 min b4 the tester called up my name, Mr Alex called, and ask me whether we are gg to his house to get the scores....lol....then I were trying to put the phone down, but like gt no chance to cut....and the tester call out my name.....GG...lol...so while moving towards him slowly, I managed to end the conversation with Mr Alex 1 second b4 I reach the test....ok, abit drama, but really wat happened....dun really wan to just end the call, cause abit rude...

And the total demerit pts is 26...zomg....but i seriously drive damn smooth...first time in my life that I drove so smooth...just the first item in the circuit, alr fail the test le....emo....my fault.. Hit the kerb in the directional change, so request for 1 more try, and hit again...lol...20pts....fail....

Mistakes made during the test
Description Location Pts Awarded pts

Require additional reverse manoeuvre/attempt Vertical Parking 2 2

Require additional reverse manoeuvre Narrow course (Directional change) 2 2

Strike Kerb Narrow course (Directional change) 10 20

Incorrect Braking/Jerky/Suddenly/late/very late In gate 2 2


Total number of Demerit points: 26
Total number of immediately failures: 0
Results: FAILED


zzzzzzzzzzz....Sad sia...and i still went back NUS to get readings for my experiments....since I gt say I taking for that day, I leave within 1 hr...lol....see, that the amount of time I need for my exp, yet I wasting 7 hrs there!!!! LOL....the other 5hr+ is spent trying ways to drag the time so that I can dun finish so fast....

Went home and get nagged by my mum and dad for failing.....spent the rest of the afternoon playing jap version of pokemon heart gold ( damn nice!!! But I forget wat to do for each stage le, so have to really read the jap hard)

Need to fork out my $$$ for the next time I take driving lesson...sian...maybe reducing budget from the $$$ I saved for Japan trip....I need $$$....

Labels: life, thoughts, Unhappy

Tues...

B'day!!!! woohoo!!! but nth much...after fyp, went back sch to teach freshies...and the turnout rate were damn disappointing...gt a wasted my bday feeling...lol...

Had dinner before heading to find my old sec sch friends...lol...didnt wan to go, but for the sake of "present'...oops...haha...went for bowling after that....damn long nv go...like ever since the last nps chalet 9months ago...

At least I like the present I gotten from them...so THANKS!!!!!


Thurs...

Left FYP early for mcm....lol...and i were early...zzz...nvm....

Violin lesson next....and borrowed a violin home...


Fri...

Supposed to meet Dr ong...but I forget to bring the result that I print out...lol..so delay to next week...die...this critical period, and I did something wrong...zomg...Nvm...my mind is focusing less and less on my fyp...zzz

main ensem prac next....played 3 songs...woohoo...and i switched to alto 1 for Haru ga kita...sort of can play le

when going home that time, saw mr alex at the bus stop, and have a long talk with him on the bus trip home, cause he taking the same bus...and he like keep seeing the bus no. wrongly, scare he took the wrong bus when he transferring, so alight at the same stop at him...think he feel bad cause I waiting with him (ard 11.20pm alr), so in the end, he cabbed home for the 3 stops....wahahaha....


Sat...

driving lesson in the morning...

Watched recorded shows....

Practised "haru ga kita", "tico tico" and "lady di"....lol...still cant get "lady di"...practise for "thatthing" and "anotherthing" as well....

Reorganised results to add in those new datas as well...


Sun...

Driving lesson in the morning as well...

Went back home, and head out to the IT fair with my family...cause my bro wan buy ipod...wahh...I wan one too...his ipod capacity is almost is 5 times more than me!!!

Went back home for like 15min?, before heading out for "anotherthing"...lol...waited for my friend who is late and didnt pick up my call...lol...abit pek cek sia...

Haiz..."anotherthing" today were haiz...cause the first try i choose someting I wan try, but the teacher need time to find, so chose something I dun really noe well and screwed up seriously, cause i dun wan keep repeating same thing..but end up still repeating...keep drifting....lol

lucky 2nd try get to use the one i practised for a week de....wahahaha...cause when I say i wan that, the teacher say it difficult, then i were like, maybe he wont let me...lucky can...woohoo....but he -3....emo....K, must practise more...gg use the same cause is I like de!!!


wahhahahaa...I say till damn confusing...using term to make ppl cannot guess what is it! wahahaha

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And TMR IS DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!

DIE DIE MUST PASS!!!

OR WILL GET NAGGED BY MY PARENT!!!!

AND WILL HAVE CHANCE TO PSYCHO ME TO LEARN "ANOTHERTHING"!!!!


Wish me lots and lots and lots of luck!!!!!

DO you know?

Pokemon Silver and Pokemon Gold have been reworked and upgraded to be able to be played on DS!!! Both game are released 10 yrs ago, and like one of the classics game I love to play most when I were still in primary school.

GG to try playing the jap version which is released today!!! Woohoo....english version will be released next yr...still damn long...

woohoo...gg to try to read all the jap words in the games!

Pokemon Heart Gold and Pokemon Soul Silver, Here I come!

wahahaha....

K...I childish for still playing pokemon.....emo...

wan to blog...no time to blog...

Lesson 6 for anotherthing le if i nt wrong....can feel my improvement sia...cause my friend, classmate and the teacher all gt say...

or maybe is the 1st lesson nt prepared!!! finding excuses to say I gd from the start...lol...no la, I can also feel the difference before learning and after....

But I wanted to change wat I learning nw...but cannot, cause the teacher dunno...end up use the same de...then wanted to change to another, but no chance to say...lol...emo...I practise for so long for nth....nvm...next week try to ask again...

Loving "anotherthing"..but still lack confident...nvm...whole class also like that...wahahaha...

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My family celebrated my B'day today....cause my mum thought today is my lunar b'day...end up my lunar b'day for this yr is the same as my eng b'day....LOL...Like damn rare sia...nv hear anyone both at the same day sia....cool!!!...So I will be having my 19th and 20th bday on the same day....3rd cake for this yr....

A friend asked me what i gg buy for myself for my bday, cause he will buy something for himself even if it is damn ex....but I guess signing up for "anotherthing" and "thatthing" is alr the best gift I gave myself alr, cause it something I wanted to learn for yrs!!!

woo.....guess I still have friends out there without 2 other grps...One is I gave up on them, the other is I avoiding them....nvm...I'm prepared to be an outcast when I return back to sch...


I wan my life back sia.....Life-less....busy busy busy....

forget part of my bank acc contains club fund....

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means still need save up to have enough for learning stuff and trips...

Woooo....

Had ard 10+ of theZAIs outing just now!!! FUN FUN FUN!!!!

Sing K for 6hr+++ wahahahahaha...feel guilty cause I like sing too much songs....oopps...noe too many songs....

I feel like i sort of like the saiyan race in dragonball....the saiyan race will get stronger everytime they get defeated...And I like will sort of "improve" singing when I sing till no more voice...wahahaha...Use too much throat voice...and still cant control my "jia ying"...sian...everytime in KTV will cannot...at home then can...And I wan my voice back fast!!!

woo..they surprised me by buying cake and celebrating my B'day in the middle....even though I sort of guessed it when they pass the handphone, and dunwan let me see...and also went toilet for damn long...wahahaa...WOOO...ARIGATOU!!!!! Second cake before my actual B'day....

theZAIs is supposedly a "band"...but this is the first time we sing together sia...wahahaha...fuN!!

Walked over to esplanade rooftop for some chilling and chit-chating session....gain knowledge exp for me...wahahaha...jkjk....talked for more than a hour 1 think before YY have to go and the rest of us going to marina square(for some reason, theZAIs outing always end up there) for dinner...

Bus-ed home with hy and the end of the day....

woo...next outing, roller blading/ jamming....waahahhahaaha...

Shall post abt the SLS/AMP outing next...

Labels: friends

Woo...SLS/AMP Outing today(even though I typing this on a saturday)....

Main comm meeting cancelled very last min...make me rushed my experiments in the morning for nothing...sit in the lab and rot for more than a hour before leaving...

Went home early after FYP...and went buy contact lens first, cause thought hk and zn will nt be on the bus so fast...end up they on the bus when i reached queensway shopping centre...make me rush home fast...and then told me they reached somewhere near my house le, when I almost reached my house...lol...ran down to the bus stop to meet them in the bus...then hy also come up the bus...woo...no one late for the outing...reached just nice on time...guess everyone must be looking forward to this outing....

splited up btw SLS and AMP for a while...went play PS3, and walk ard abit....met up with the AMP again at kim gary for dinner....and went to rooftop chill and catch up...

Werent expecting them to celebrate evan and my birthday...cause really nv think la...even though some of them going to the toilet for so long, and keep asking me and evan to go to the rooftop were suspicious ....wahahaha...surprised sia...thk for celebrating!!!! first cake for my bday....ARIGATOU!!!

soon to be 19....didnt really wan to celebrate this yr cause chinese believe is nt gd to celebrate bday that end with a 9...even wan say, must say happy 20th birthday(dunno why also)...but woo...at least gt ppl celebrate bday with me...wahahaha...dunno wan go cca on next tues or nt...

Back to the point..chatted for quite long...like our future and wat we wan do after graduating all these....went home quite late sia...

Looking forward to a full-attendance SLS/AMP outing again soon....

Labels: friends

updated bank book....

Should have just enough for "thatthing"+"anotherthing"+Japan....

But also mean cannot withdraw $$$ at all....

SLS/AMP outing tmr...cant wait...