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Will update stuffs that is happening to me...
Be it studies or my life...
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But try not to read if you a sensitive person..

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BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSY

Taking too much stuff....

Next week die.....

Mon-jap test
Tues- freshies class
wed-thatthing
thurs-guitar + violin
fri- guitar
sat-free at the moment
Sun-anotherthing(if I decide to takeup this week)

I think I siao le....today first time freshies class on tues and I alr feeling the effect....damn chui alr....

Seriously chioing my project...making sure everyday gt stuff to do, but still can leave early if gt other stuff....think can finished by end of august....like did most of the stuff required with repeated results alr....

and seriously been chioing, that havent have time to collate my results out....need to type out of the result on my lappy...just hope my laptop dont crash...
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I love gg to cca....like chilling session....and great place to hang out.....

I love my job as treasurer....can see $$$ everything.....ever though i am poor...see the money can act act abit gt money....

I love learning Jap....but after next monday...no more....wont be continue-ing, till maybe after NS....But I am so going to take JLPT lv 3 end of this yr!!!

I love learning "thatthing"....cause I think if noe abit only not enough...must really can use then can....

I wan to learn "anotherthing"....or else everything I been learning for the past few yr is sort of wasted....go anotherthing is the thing I wanted to learn the most...but no courage to....


I hope yr 3 can dragged long long long cause of NPS....I hope yr 3 can faster finish cause of FYP....contradicting sia....

Labels: life, NPS, stress, thoughts, Unhappy

Lets backtrack abit to last fri...

Fri...damn bad day

After my partner finished the report and went....I packed up and left for school like 5min later...

tried to print from blk 73 there...but damn long queue...so went Ourspace, but the photocopy machine there spoiled....so went to LSCT....waited for 5 min for the person in front of me and the bookshop aunty told me that the printer is spoiled, juz that the person using it didnt see the sign and ask me go other place to print....and so went to blk 72 lv 6, cause last time there can print...end up no more....tried blk 73, but still long queue....so went library de....but also long queue and like the ppl infront all like gt 100+ pages to print...

And so waited for 10min...no choice le, cause cant think of other place to print...and a phone call came...cause I meeting my friend to return her harddisk to her....lucky sia...she say ICT can print free, cause she a student there....so went there to print....but alas! The printer gt error!!!! and after 10min, it were finally solved....lol...lucky!!!

Went back to LSCT to submit....then like see alot of ppl bind their work....then check with another friend and he say need bind....GG! LSCT coop closed....blk 73 coop closed....so went back library there.....and return back to LSCT....lol...Wasted 1and half hr to submit the report....and my partner still have the gut to complain....not as if I voluteered to submit. he just like "hey, u go sch submit" and left...lol...

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Practise were "fun"...first time using "timbre"....cool...my room....


Sat....

If u go translate the post in japanese, then can roughly noe....


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Sunday....

Celebrate HK bday by going to ecp for picnic...cool...

met at parkway parade to buy the food....NPS tradition, late!.lol...wasted money to cab there...

played frisbee..woohoo, last time play were PE lesson during sec sch! Hazm and gabriel were trying diff combi of the food we bought...and juliana were busy taking photos!

Cool picking on a location where there is shade...so no sunburn! yay!!!! actually, those ppl who went alr blogged on what I wan to say...so shall not say further...

Happy belated Birthday to hwee khim!!!

Labels: birthday, friends, life, stress

Woo....going to be quite busy for the next few weeks....

First, let this post with all the bad stuffs, then post happy stuff in the nxt post....more ranting here...

LOL....say me eng bad, like china ppl, as if urs very good. Ask ppl do part 4 and 5, yet do my part also, and still claim u wrote alot while I wrote very little. Hello here, Of course u wrote more than me la, cause u wrote what I suppose to write. Cant u even understand wat diff part need to write. and ps la, ur report isnt even organised at all! everything write everyone, think rojak ar, think of wat everywhere put and add more words. still dare to complain about me. and hello, can u count? I wrote a freaking 600+words. and ps la, I only reference ppl and didnt not copy at all. just looking at their format. If U can find anything similar on what I wrote, I let u hack my head off sia.

Nt going to get the binding $$ from him....lol...monetary matter always end up creating more problem....nt as if I am rich sia...

Everyday face black black, sure no one will dare talk to u sia....lol....and still act as if u are the god, everything also u correct and others are always in the wrong.

nvm. I dont think he will ever read this....

average of 10ppl reading my blog everyday....hmm...but dunno who...sian...

Labels: angry

今日は日本でブログして見ます。

朝に車を運転することの練習があります。ちょっと悪い。PDLの有効期限が切れたから、新しいのPDLに申請を行った。先生は親切ですね。郵便局へ運転してさし上げた。遅いですから、＄３５だけあげます。

昼に映画を見た。ハリーポッターとハーフブラッドプリンスです。とでも好いです。でも、僕は本を方が好きです。

後で、友達一緒に日本語を勉強する。練習するが無いから、ちょっとわからない。二週に試験があるから、よく勉強しましょう。いい点が欲しいです。

日本語でブログすることができるので、本とに楽しいです！


Wooooooohooooooo....I just finished blogging using japanese!!!! So damn damn cool....even though I noe gt some mistake, and some words I dun really noe...so use the most appropriate words to replace it....

This is so damn cool!!!!

BoA new MV for "energetic" IS DAMN COOL!!!

One of the coolest I ever see, and her dance move really awesome!!! and she damn pretty in the MV!!! woooooooooo

By the way, I nt as childish as someone who indirectly proclaimed himself as mature, to type out the whole sms conversation/arguement we had. plus adding some additional stuff here and there....lol...wat does tis show? he no life sia....lol

And those who have access to his blog, I swear if I ever recieved that email at the end of that post, I cross the road, get bng by car, I walk, get slipped to death by steeping on a banana skin, and get thuderstuck whenever there a thunderstorm!

woo...I typing this beside that person...wahahaha....his face damn stress editing and I am here blogging....lol...

dunno juz ask, isnt what he always say! lol....god give u mouth to ask. lol....


btw, ever since I 3 time see him do wrong thing, 3 time tell him straightaway, and I 3 time do wrong, and he just act as if he nv see, I see him do wrong now, I also lazy tell him....if he ever ask me, I will just use the same reply he gave when I ask him. "u nv ask, so I thought u know"....zzz....

I becoming black-heart....or was it black from the start....lol...


Been anti-socialing these few days....ppl ask me go out, also try find excuse nt to...zzz...even though is really cannot make it...were thinking of hw long I nv bowled, and feel like bowling to destress..and a msg came ask me go bowl....lol....nvm...cause gt "thathing"....


lol...seriously trying to slack all the way...no one in the lab now....except for zzz....finished my exp for the day(cause is i plan de wat)....managed to sort of complete the report while drama-ing ytd...


wah...i like talking to myself....sianz...trying to waste time away....

rushing report.....not actually....cause sort of completed my parts le....zzz....then check wat my partner did, and he actually wrote my part unknownlying....lol.....and try to ask me write more detailed de for my part that I actually double check with 4 other grp le, and they all didnt do that....lol....plus his report is damn unorganise and not according to part...zzz


slacking......retribution for trying to show off...now see him "happily" editing/deleting....lol....

feeling damn evil....

lol...I managed to get connected to the internet by bypassing NUS network to NP VPN....lol...

maybe gt glitch or something....the other time try cannot....wahahaha...but good...dunnid ask from others for their acc to access net...wooooooooo

I am glad that there alot of ppls out there who cares for me, and willing hear my complains....really helped alot in cooling me down....whether a phone call, or a short chat in msn, I really happy that I am not alone....wooo...suddenly feel like listening to MJ "you are not alone"...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Woo...saw on Ben's blog and decided to try....quite accurate sia....hahaha....except some which I dunno whether is the way others see me as...lol..

Labels: personality

I need 1 more point to get Silver for my CCA.....

Have an arguement with the lecturer in-charge of my FYP...great....

Lost the battle cause my english not power enough....she just dun get my point and keep repeating her point....lol....so like after a few repeatition, I just wave white flags le....If only I could use chinese....cause all my thoughts is use chinese to think de....lol


SIANZ.....

What could be better than having a screwed up FYP.......I dun think any other project counts as much as FYP ba.....sianz...

Trying to chill down...

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Having the worse day of my life!!!!!!!!!!!

wanted to update just now....but blogger seems to have problems.....


SIAN.....STRESS....

Now is the lecturer probs....lol...and she insisted is my prob....like hw the heck I suppose to noe what she did....ask her she also dun reply, and reply my partner instead, and treat it as if my partner will tell me. Ask my partner to tell me anything the lecturer say in the future, but he treat it as if i blaming him for not telling me. lol...like wth...

I almost through with life sia.....but even if I wan to die, must find gf first...lol...emo-ing

When you hate someone to the core....any msg sent by that person will seems to be in a harsh tone and annoying to you......first time gt this feeling.

If exact same words is used in others msg, I dun think I will have this kind of boiling reaction....


Hating grp assignment now....

dunwan give any comment, cause anything I say will end up being bias....

Reading lots and lots of Scientific journals sia....

Sian....I realised I dun hate reading it, in fact I do enjoy reading it as its allow me to see what scientist around the world are doing with regards to the FYP I doing now....

BUT....I have no idea how to write my lit review....died....

Is interest really enough for me to cont on as career....lol

I starting to become anti-social sia....Like never interact with anyone in my class fot the library talk just now....and also the last one to reach....first one to go....LOL....

Wah....no friends at all in new class....next sems GG.....LOL....Super anti-social sia me....lol....

Emo-ing/Chill-ing in clubhouse now....like gg to fully move out soon....wooo...cool...still gt air-con....One person down there doing my report....got 2 report due by tmr....lol...And I havent even get started....Need go down NUS to sow seeds later....sianz....Lucky no cca today...or need to chiong even more later....

Slacking......No one wan go lunch with me.....wah.....sian....stupid report....I dont even noe how to get started....

Will be damn boring.....and stress-free cause....

- No NPS....
- No Jap Class

But stressful cause

-cause many report to submit
-and worst! Gt one need do with partner...like wth sia...GG for that paper le...

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And so only looking forward to "thatthing" le....but then, I cant get what the teacher taught last week...GG....


Life look dull and plain for me at the moment....and I still looking for the rite moment to do the rite thing at the rite time and everything.......I wan more time and more $$$$$$$......When the bursary coming????????????

Labels: CCA, life, movies

Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test

Damn COOL rite!!!

the diff percentage is below!

Intelligence Interval Cognitive Designation
40 - 54 Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 69 Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 84 Below average
85 - 114 Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 129 Above average
130 - 144 Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 159 Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160 - 175 Extraordinary genius


I starting to like being me!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO

Labels: personality

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract geeks! Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.
You attract Yuppies!
You attract unstable people!
You attract artsy people!
You attract models!
You attract rednecks!
What type of person do you attract? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Saw another one and did it too....lol....EMO le...why geek!!!!!! LOL....I where gt geek sia!

Labels: personality

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Saw this on Cheryl Blog, and decided to take it too....woooooooo....lol....I everything low sia....FAILED.....but in a good way....

Labels: personality

Erm....Still quite busy even after the concert ended...

Sunday

Went Home, sleep for 1hr+....went out to attend a "anotherthing" workshop with a friend, who I waited for 30min....lol...and the workshop turns out to be more of a talk, trying to psycho ppl to join their lesson....but the instructor is like damn pro de, cause when he say something, and demo, I can really feel what he trying to say must do wat....lol...abit hard to elaborate, cause dunwan ppl to be able to guess what is it....actually "anotherthing" can say la, but nvm....hahaha...

I think I have lack of sleep, plus my friend and I have not had lunch, brian not working well, we like just sign up after the talk and paid for the deposit le....LOL....And we both regretted it deeply....Like wth sia....cause the course is $368(U.P. $736) for 8 lesson (2month), and is 12 lesson for 1 level, with total of 4 level...paid $50 for deposit le....now I deciding whether to forfeit the $50, or to take the course for 1 time only....wahh....first time make such a rash decision.....

Plus, my room TV spoil...repair fee is $500+...and my mum wan me to pay cause is my room de...lol...I gg act dumb when she wan me to pay....room tv downgrade from 32 inch HD LCD TV, to a 14 inch CTV....lol....

Guess I shall wait for my attachment pay+ finish Jap class before deciding whether to take or not....but even If take, I think I will learn 8 lesson and stop....confirm can learn from that school, but I noe of sch that teach cheaper....but then again, this sch I just joined is sort of "branded" and well-known....lol....wah....see first sia....


Mon

Jap class....wan to test myself see dont drink coffee will sleep or not....and I really almost sleep...lol...coffee is still the best cure for tiredness and to stay awake....

Tues

Return sch for PPP....were late...nvm....wooo, first time see the new class for next sems....I think I gonna be an outcast soon for my class....cause like all those I dun really noe de...seriously, things would have been better if only i went oiap, cause can be in same class with more of those i noe de....reason...majority of those I noe de went for oiap....lol... TIM! Wake up! Lol...it too late to regret...lol....they alr returned to S'pore lol....wahhhhhhhh....time to move on!!!!!!

Anw...damn emo....takeaway and ate at clubhouse...woo...so sad, going to be tear down soon....

Went back to autoclave stuff, and that when I gt angry, but I didnt even bother to confront the person....lol....for once the person so kind, offered to help me take some of my stuff up first for autoclave, cause I still preparing solutions....maybe is cause I stupid sia....cause he only say help me take up, he never say help me put inside too....lol....like I start the machine le....went down, slack slack....went up see my culture...pass by the autoclave machine room, and like saw my GA7s hidden somewhere there, like damn nt obvious de...but I recognised it....lol...so lucky the temp not so high yet and I stopped it to put my stuff....woooooo...I am a super idiotic idiot! I actually cant believe that I cant even understand a simple sentence as "I help u bring up"....Idiot sia.... nvm, i shall forgive him for this time, cause he lend me his steriled 10X hoagland solution today cause I toppled mine...


Wed...

nth much except, I realised my partner measure extra wavelength after like when he finishing...went double confirm with my supervisor, before I noe the reason why he use the spectrophotometer can use for hours de...lol...and cause me need go to other labs to borrow....3 wavelength, and he measured all the wavelength....since he alr "happily" measuring and ending soon, so decided not to tell him, so as not to make him feel like an idiot...I so kind right....like real...just wan waste his time, cause he wasted my time much more than that...and I only realised 5 min b4 I about to go...

Main Comm meeting after that...woo...the attendance damn pro sia....lol....nvm....left at 7.20pm...Lol...I wanted to leave at 7pm....but still managed to reach for "thatthing" on time....thought I were using up the next student time, but end up the teacher dun hav the next class...lol...should have asked him more question....and check with him my progress....and I'm actually faster than the syllabus....Lol...cause i learn "thatthing" b4...than like gt some bad habit....ok, only one big bad habit, but enough to kill me, cause it a very very bad habit to have...hmm....need train more...

Thurs....

Damn busy doing the experiment today...like choing 2 diff experiment in 1 day today....

Went talk to Ian abt some stuff....then he suddenly move on to other stuff, which I like not really sure about...then like nth to say, or help shoot back him...hahaha....like keep getting shoot lol....

Violin freshies class....lol...I think my intonation no prob...but my bowing gt super duper big problem....nvm...haha...no violin to practise at home....

Had dinner which is just "Bao" and cabbed home....LOL....super yokemay, keep psycho-ing me to cab home...damn poor le sia!!!!!


Woooooooooohooooooooooo...today post damn long....and helped me waste enough time...woohoo.... tmr need go back NP in the afternoon....lol....wahhhh....lazy.....tmr gg be a boring day....need super charge my ipod to survive tmr....

Labels: CCA, FYP, life, thoughts

wooo....guess u all wont have notice the difference in this blogspot....change the word to "Don't assume and accuse"....the phrase I created and always use to quarrel when In secondary school...wahhaha....

THK BIAO JIE FOR HELPING ME MAKE THE PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!

wooooooo....so now this blogspot is like totally diff from its original coding....wahahahaa....

Wooo....Ripieno Concert were a successsssssssssss....Full House sia.....Like so cool, gt 860ppl watching....and some of the alumni even have to stay outside as the tix were sold out....

Had a blister on my thump on friday, like starting to come out in the beginning of practice....like 2mm when I first realize it and 8mm when practise end....like wth sia, can see the blister growing bigger and bigger. Didnt wan to burst it cause I mainly using my thump for "Por Una Cabeza".....thought it might go down after a night, yet it didnt....so ask px to bring needle let me poke on sat....and for rehearsal, I like didnt use mush of my thump, and played quite soft...but during the actual performance, I actually use my thump sia, and played normally....didnt feel anything when playing the song, but can feel abit of the after effect of using the finger after that....I feel so proud of my for playing normally even though I gt a big blister....hahaha....

Fri....

After practise ended, stayed over at the loft....damn big, like bigger than my house!!! order Mac, and for supper and also tooks pics in our formal wear like mad....too many photos, need to filter abit first later b4 uploading...Chat till sleep at night....

Sat

Gather all the instrument, and we all set for VCH!!!! Abit of rehearsal, and also some practising in the changing room...went to funan and bought Kfc for lunch....Like time pass damn fast for the whole day....

And like cause the selling the reserve tix back o door sale if ppl didnt collect it by 6.40pm, I like damn rush, cause helping biao Jie, HY, ZN to buy their tix....lucky they gt tix...And thanks a lot to Juliana, who helped me reserve all the tix I wan.....whahahahahaha....

And ya, this is the first time I dun feel nervous when playing for a concert sia....cause sweaty palm, is not the indicator that I am nervous(Cause when I damn relaxed, I sweat too)...it's when my leg start shaking abit....hahaha....woo...Cause I noe biao Jie they all outside, and some of my friends outside too supporting...hahahaha...And I didnt make mistake for Por Una Cabeza....woo....but some ppl say they cant hear bass....so sad...

As for Viva, and love story, abit mistake here and there, but I managed to play correct for the first part(just need follow keyboard only)...hahaha.....And like one of my lecturer sit right in front of me sia....like damn "....".....

photos taking session after that...woo....And took out everything b4 10pm....

Debrief in sch and back to loft for some "daidee"....and also asked James to buy cup noodle back...wahahaha....Bingyi and wei sheng joined us, and like took some photos and also played "cheat"....chat with BY till 5am before like finally went to sleep....

coooooooooooooooooooool....


I guess the reason, I nt nervous is cause we only playing one song, and also, we practise the song for like almost half a year? even though we still deciding on the dynamics on that day itself....Thk everyone in the comm for making the concert a success....I guess the whole point is a successful concert, and they did it...even though there is some unhappy stuff in btw....hahahaha...

Woo....and Now, I cant wait for family concert 2009!!!! My last concert, and the last event I am part of the organising committee in NPS....And will also sort of compesate by playing more songs...wahhh....less than 4 month time...Lets make it a success too....


*Pics will be uploaded next time....cause too many....just filtered the pis from 200+ to 150+....

Labels: CCA, concert, guitar

3rd time blogging today...cause damn sian....wanted to compile all my FYP datas....but ended up msn-ing for like damn long....

Just ask a damn awkward questions....lucky, sort of switch ard....curiosity kill a cat....lol....

1 more confirmed coming.....woohooo

So total of 3 complete stranger to each other coming!!!! hahaha....

I dropped my laptop this morning....direct hit to the floor.....lucky it still alive....but with new scar and open body that cannot be sew back....damn sad....cause I thought I gg to be able to make my lappy not substain any injury for 3 yrs....lol....but 1 still manage to keep it intact for 2 yr +....quite good enough....maybe go try try ask see can change the LCD screen or not...

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Another friend sort of confirm he wan to come......wooooooooooooo.....I love all those who will be coming to support me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U guys are the best!!!!!!!!!! wooooooohooooooooooo....just hope they wont leave halfway, cause it wat I hate most....more than if they didnt come....hahaha....

so 3 friend I make from diff "era" de coming....wooo....

Woooo....damn touched again today....hahahaha....cause one more friend decide to come and also on his own!!! woo....my primary 6 best friend...cause we only noe each other in P6....lol...

This kind of situation is seriously the time u can see who is ur true friend and who is not....alright! I promise to try make time for any outing he organise next time!!!

Haiz...this friend and the other friend coming dunno each other...cannot ask them sit together....haha....

Wooooooooooooo.....I seriously from the bottom of my heart want to thank them lol...cause they dun like classical music, they dun like instrumental....they those kind will fall asleep in these situation de(I think)....and they coming on their own just to support me....damn damn touched...and to think I spend so little time with them sia...


Seriously, I make a correct decision to leave the clique....cause they mouth say we are friend, their actions say otherwise.... but then again, I contradicting with myself, cause if they went this concert and didnt went next concert, I will cry sia....cause like I mention b4, the next concert meant super lots to me and i going to put in 200% in practising!!!!...

Wooooooooo.....Sometime I think I am blind....hahahaha....

THANK EDWARD!!!! The second best friend I made in my primary school life and the only one I still keep in contact with(like 3month nv talk to him le...guilty....)....


Still gt one more who also one person de still deciding....hope he can come....but no pressure, cause if my so-called "good friend" dun even make the effort to come, I cant blame you...haha....

I LOVE ALL MY THOSE I NOT IN THEIR CLIQUE FRIENDS!!!!!!


I like gt alot of super emo post.....hahahaha.....I like been using my blog for the reason why I creating it in the first place....indirectly scold ppl...haha....


actually I feel very guilty for asking them to come......cause like it my final formal concert, but I play 1 and a 2/3 song only....

Labels: friends

I think I the one starting to have attitude problems....

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

there just too much unhappiness within me that come wait to be heard....shhhhhhhh....relax and stay inside my head....lol....

i need to really chill..............................

I cant wait for bursary to be given............

I cant wait to go japan next year using the bursary money................................................

I cant wait to graduate.......................

I dunno what is happpening to this world.......................


I wan to learn everything I ever wanted to learn or try learning before I die.....And soon, I be ready to die....cause "anotherthing" is the only thing I have not tried learning b4....

I learnt guitar, jap, hiphop, abit of piano...etc.....

If I say I wan to learn, no matter what it takes or how long I have to wait, I will keep my promise to myself....cause I living for myself, and not for others.....and learning is for yourself not for others....And I dont like give up halfway...even if there a point when I learn nth le, I will find opportunity for me to learn elsewhere....woo...if u understand the previous sentence, then u will understand why I said that....hahahahaha.....

And I cant stand ppl who keep saying I wan learn this, I wan learn that, but talk only no action...(Maybe I also like that? Just need time + $$$$)

I just feel like gt nth to do...

trying to waste my time writing craps....


My mum say I no stress....cut open my brain and u can literally see "S T R E S S" written big big there.....


My brain is 24hr thinking, planning, reflecting, imagining, coming out with idea...coming out with possibility for any desicion I wan to make....

And this is TIM ANG YU HONG....

And I managed to waste 30 min writing these crap....wooo...back to dorama-ing...

Location: Bus stop waiting for bus to NUS
Time: 9am (suppose to reach at 9am, but I were never early b4)

Receive a call from Ben " Hey, u nt coming to the talk today ar?"

LOL....Like huh....cause I thought it gt cancelled....ended up still on...lucky he tell me sia....cause attendance so called "compulsory"....and lucky My bus havent reached yet...so manage to hop on 74 and reach on time....wahahaha....

Tried calling Boss but she didnt picked up....lol...And gt a "interesting" talk that I almost sleep after the first speaker...cause the other 2 are not relevant at all lol....more for CBE.....

had lunch and chill in the lab first before returning to NUS to sow my seeds for FYP....

Asked Boss the question I been wanting to ask, but dunwan to be bad guy, but still asked...lol..."this FYP, do we need to come everyday"...lol...she say better come everyday in case NP lecturer come check on us...lol...wah...so sad....but went home early today...wahahahah...

lot and lot of seeds to be sow tmr...woo..."cant wait"....I become a farmer sia.....

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Tried psycho-ing more friends to go for the concert....like gt 2 more might go....woohooo....and the one who agreed, wah...damn touched sia....cause he going one person to support without motive ever though he gt church at late afternoon, unlike others who gt motives, and backout when cannot everyone....that how "good" a friend is sia...still dare say wan be friend...lol...just so disappointed....Wah....anw...thk Zhen Cheng!!!! hahahaha....so sad..."ahma" cant come again....lol...everything I gt concert, she gt something on(nvm...cause I also nv go her concert...wahahahah)



Hating life yet enjoying life........life is full of surprises and not everything is a happy one....just need continue the path chosen....I hope I do not make any more mistake along the way....And I suddenly dunno what I wan in life anymore....like lost track le....continue-ing science? Sianz....my ambition and yet I feeling lost now....


Someone told me today....If 1 person say something abt someone, and others do not agree, then that person is the one who have problem, If 1 person say something abt someone, and many ppls agree, full stop.


Concert concert....lol...the comm ask us put poster on blog...yet like half of them didnt post....lol....


And I havent finish my internship final report....crap!!!! need 200 more words!!!!!!!! wahhhhhhhhhh

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