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Wahhhh...I seriously broke sia.....

Spend quite alot last sun for K and mika nakashima album...Bought 2 comics(one being dragonball, so I addicted to dragonball now) last tues and it like spend half of my pocket money....then paid the fees for "thatthing" ytd which is $90....and tmr need to pay $220 for the new level of jap class which will start tmr...

I shall try my best to take jap seriously cause it the last time I am taking it le...after this end, I will be able to take part for JLPT lv 3 at the end of the yr....partial reason I should take this seriously is cause is my own money.....

back to reading dragonballl....

Research and re-search again....even though is doing the same thing everyday, i am enjoying it, I dun mind researching for the rest of my life cause I do love researching and doing experiment...haha...It like my childhood ambition coming true sia...

I rmb when I am primary 2 that time, gt ppl ask me what I wan to do when I grow up and I said that I want to be a scientist and some of them laugh at me...Then primary 3, primary 4 that time gt this card like a project to get the badge from science centre, eg, I wan be a ecologist, botanist, and so on de, and I took part and get the badge, it were them that realised I like biology alot...

So I were like telling my mum I wan to be either a ecologist or Vets or scientist, and my mum will just laugh at me...but I give up on vet cause my mum dunwan me to be vet...and ecologist cause I realise s'pore uni like cannot study it..so I move on to wan to be scientist....

But wat I do and study is like leading me to be engineer, cause my cca is very electrical engineer de, cause is "electronics club", and I gt psycho-ed and betrayed to study "D&T" when I actually deep in my heart wanted POA......but ok la, since I gt first in D&T for sec 3 express...

Lucky my COP for O'level is good enough for biotech, or else I think I will be studying in SP for electrical engineering...I Just think everythings I did during primary sch is leading me to achieve my goal of becoming scientist...though I am still not, at least the attachment is letting me have a feel of it...

things that lead me to science(Bio)
Primary sch- Joined the Science club
Secondary sch - joined computer and science club when later become "electronics club" and no more science, except for physics...
- Took part in work shadowing and get to work shadow as lab technician
- Took part in "lifescience business project plan competition" and entered the semi-final...did a lot of research, trial and error for our product...even though it took the whole of my sec 3 nov and dec holiday and I almost wan to gave up cause like I have no holiday at all...great it turn out well as I really put in a lot of effort for it...

Lets just hope my passion for science will not die and I can make my ambition into reality....hahaha...Must work hard this sems...no hope for NUS, but still gt hope for NTU....

Labels: thoughts

Spent the morning culturing the seeds today..And started on AgNP synthesis again in the noon...cause it a time related reaction, cant leave for lunch till we finish the 2hr de...so after recording the result, I pangseh my partner and went to NP to submit something to SDAR...Had lunch there too...lol..at 3.30pm...managed to NUS at 4.30pm...just nice able to record the 4 hr de...After like 20min, I pangseh and leave early for home too...haha...lol...nt like he always wait for me...

Forget to mention ytd, while discussing with Dr Ong what we did, we told her that the yellow flower she asked us to did gt result, and she was like "the yellow flower with big leaves right"...then both me and my partner alot of ???? cause the leaves we pluck is damn small and have sap one....End up is we did the wrong plant and she said "Eveerything is this plant is poisonous. From the leave, flower sap, everything. Young children who touch this or accidentally eat this will die!"..............LOL right!!!! Lucky I am still alive...


Sianz....i dunno hw to communicate with my partner.............

Labels: Attachment, CCA, life, stress

Spent the whole morning slacking...cause we didnt managed to autoclave our stuff last week as everytime gt ppl faster than us...this morning also someone beat it to us...so can only autoclave in the afternoon....

Went to meet Dr Ong at 3pm...And left at 4pm since we cant do anything that day...overall, we did nth today...

went back NP to settle some treasurer stuff...but some things nt complete...lol..so cant submit to SDAR...

Have nt had driving lesson for more than 3weeks le...cause of attachment and the instructor cant find anyday for me...then like wan to try calling him to see if he have any slot, if not I will give up driving since I have no interest from the start...end up he gt a slot at 7pm today, so went to learn...wohoo, very long never drives...almost didnt stall at all except the last 5min cause he gg to fetch his next student, then "shun bian" ask me to park and "shun bian" teach me to park while using the reverse gears...then like I never released the clutch so the car like didnt move and he ask me to released, and I release damn fast...lol...so stalled...

Next mon will have Jap lesson again...the last course I will take for now...will last till sept i think...Plan to learn "another thing" after I finished jap and driving....Also feel like learning "and another thing" also...but I guess I focus on "that thing" before "another thing"...that just so much I wan to learn!!! "the thing thing thing" de all related, so I guess I should finish learning one before I start on another....



Btw, watched the dvd in the Cds I bought ytd...lol..I think MV always psycho me to like a song even if I dun really like it when I only hear the CDs, cause like no visual effect, so unable to understand the sound...but Some MV make me dun like a song even more...like the "I dont know" MV, make me dun ike the song even more...but the rest make me like the song more esp "ORION"!!!

Labels: Attachment, CCA, life, thoughts

Sat...

Watched the recorded show in the morning....and went for "thatthing" in the afternoon...haha...thats why unable to watch "Coming soon" with the NPS ppl...Went home first before gg to tiong to meet the rest....lol...everytime I go Tiong, there will be something different there...seldom go there after O'level...

Went to watch NTU guitar ensemble concert...the soloist quite pro and I like the "Qing Hua Ci" alot too...haha...if only we can play this kind of pop song for the concert...Went for dinner at mac and return home after that...

haha...super summarised...

Sunday...

Went Sing K with my friends...lol...we only sang Jap song today...and I realised hw bad my jap is still cause I cant read the jap first enough sia....can only sing those slow song and nt the fast or rock song...then like singing jap is diff from chinese...I think the best I can sing is BoA ballads...hahaha...

Went to kinokuniya, wanted to buy 1 manga written in jap to try and read...but end up never buy, cause cant find wat i wan and also abit too ex...

Had dinner and went for HMW to look at CDs! haha...bought mika nakashima "Voice" finally...been deciding whether to buy or nt, cause I really like the "ORION"...and the place my dad go to buy Cds dunhav...end up I still bought the album even though it been out for 4 months...and also it is still at No2 for HMW jap/korean album chart!!! This is also the first jap album from Sonymusic that I bought! haha...


hmm...nth much le...attachment tmr...hope wont be bored...hahaha...

Labels: friends, life

Gotten back the result today...wohoo, I improve again...result have been improving haha...mainly because the first sems still nt serious and treat it as sec sch where we can fool around...2 B and 2 B+...and also px for I&E...GPA=3.3182...

work have been quite ok this week...been working on the silver nanoparticle(AgNPs) things...thursday we have nth to do and stoned for the whole morning cause we couldnt contact boss(shall call her that la, dunno wat to call her)...managed to reach her at 2pm and she wan us to do more AgNPs thingy...haha...left early for cca asking my partner help me measure...

And spent the whole day sythesising AgNO3 today...and left for cca at close to 5pm...

Wohoo...my thump hurts sia...gt blister and I went to burst it...then today like keep playing bass note....tmr gg to watch NTU concert...and now gg watch anime haha...

Labels: Attachment, life, studies

BoA US debut Album "BoA" is out!!!!!! And I loving every single song in the album!!!!

"I Did It For Love" and "Look's Who Talking" are definetely my fav from this album!!! "Did Ya" is quite good too! Just that she doesnt sound like her in that song. None of the songs in this album make me feel like skipping, maybe is cause I like her songs, or maybe it just too good to skip. Maybe "Energetic" lyrics abit no meaning, the whole point of the song is just to ask ppl go to the dancefloor and dance...In "Dress off", her pronunciation sometime abit the wrong, cause gt this part is "take your dress off" and I keep hearing "take your breast off" in some part of the song...then I were like checking the song title for a few time..."Hypnotic Dancefloor" and "Obsessed" have quite a nice beat to the song and the lyrics is quite ok...Gonna buy this album when it is out in S'pore...

Not really an Utada fans...but this album is definitely one that could make me start liking her songs. Her second eng album under the name Utada(overall 3 eng album). The first single off is "come back to me" which really psycho me to like this album! Next is "Merry Christmas from Mr Lawrence - FYI", the difference is the "FYI" in the name! haha, and I think it damn cool when she keep using FYI in the song, like sacarsing ppl...

"Give back my money" is also damn cool. the song is about a guy who make use a gir for her money, and she wants it back. haha...sound realistic as I heard this kind of incidence before...So it like I straightaway can relate to a story I noe...

Aqua Timez 3rd album "Utai Sarishi Hana "...Thought this album can make it to No1 on the oricon since their singles sales have been doing so well...end up No.4 cause the top3 are all the like super strong band and singer(utada)...

I SUPER DUPER LOVE THE ALBUM SONGS!!! The album make me have a feeling that they are making music like their first album with the 2 song I putting on my blog now, "Wakare no Uta -still connected-" "Re:Birth", They are somewat Jap version of Mayday to me...abit hard to compare who is better...from the "Re:Birth", I can hear a part where it goes like "Hito wa hito wo..." "human is human", think it should be some encouraging song...Thinking of buying this album too...

Realised all the Jap album I bought is all female artist from Avex(BoA, Ayumi, koda kumi) and is charted No1 on oricon...shall start buying Sony artist album(Yuna Ito, Aqua Timez, Yui, Mika Nakashima)

Yuna Ito's "Trust You" is currently use for gundam 00 ending song...Like this song too..."I Love You, I trust You"...haha...obvious rite, how can u like someone u dun trust...I Like the album art too! Cause Yuna Ito look damn pretty here!

The album art for Ayumi Hamasaki's "Next level"...Abit too colourful...heard 4 song out of the 14 song in the album is interlude...now I gt t reconsider whether I will buy this album...

Labels: music

Went to visit my grandma in hospital today...I noe I damn bad, cause I never visit her till today even though she been hospitalised for almost 2 week...From she being is ICU to normal ward sia...Gt a shock when I saw her today, cause she like become damn thin le...and she not eating her food...according to my uncle, she had nt been eating for quite a few days le, and keep saying she full le...Hope she can get well soon...

Went next to the IT fair to help my cousin buy his laptop...the model I help him choose all sold out sia...lol...last day le, all the good one ppl buy le...end up buying nth...wanted to buy earpiece, but my parent like keep rushing me, so didnt buy...maybe I should start saving and buy a good one next time...saw a $58 de, quite nice, but is headphone...haiz...and the harddisk is selling for damn low price sia...mine abit gt problem le...should go buy new one when the next fair come...

My mum wan to help my aunties(more than 1) in Brunei to buy some cooking utensil cause she thought gt sales at OG, end up nt today and is at different outlet...At least I get to find out from my Dad the shop where he can buy all those CDs at price lower than retail...Bought Taylor Swift "Fearless" Singapore edition...And the CDs retail price is $11.90 but I bought it at $11 only...lol...dont get why singapore version of US CD is so cheap when Asian Album is so much more expensive!

Went for Jessica's KE concert next...manage to reach in time, cause they started late...lucky I noe her family, or else damn emo to sit by myself, cause cant find anyone to go with me...realise I have many friends yet very few friends now...almost became a hypocrite wanting to ask friends I dun really wan to talk to, to like make use of them to go with me, but end up didnt ask them, cause I hate hypocrite, so dunwan to be one myself...haha...End up being alone cause her family and Yong Xin went off first during the intermission....

the concert were quite ok la...even though the first part the performers gt alot of mistake, but they are playing solo, so will be stressful sia...lucky NPS is play ensemble, even if play wrong note, ppl cant really noe who play wrong or even hear it...the second part where all the pro play is quite good...not forgetting Charmaine singing, also damn nice! haha....

wanted to do an music update today...but too late le...later tmr too tired at work...gg to collect JLPT cert tmr too...so shall sleep early...sry for the lengthy post...

Labels: family, life

Day 9

Reached early even though I took the later bus...Spent the morning preparing hoagland solution with copper inside...lol...we did the calculation wrongly, so have to redo...lucky I check again, cause nth better to do...lol...

Autoclave the GA7, but cant use them as they still wet...lol...camped around doing nth for 1 hr, before leaving the place at around 2.45pm...

Went home to slack and watch 1 epi of anime before heading to NP for guitar practice...lol...6 ppl including me only...At least I rmb the por una cabeza le, and know the intro for maliendo cafe le...helped restrings some of the guitars till close to 11pm...lol...YM were like rushing me to go to the bus stop faster, So I like run damn fast, and the bus really came at the same time, so lucky sia...cause damn late le...


Day 10

Reached early even though I intended to be late...Prepared the stuff for surface sterillasation...sow some seeds...And went for lunch at like 11.30am....damn early sia...

returned and stoned for 1 hr before gg to meet Dr Ong...She told us more on what we have to do and its seems quite interesting if we can succeed...

Pluck some leaves and uses it for silver nanoparticles synthesis...LOl....no synthesis at all...so it's a failure...

Went NPS...11ppl for today only...all I can say is guitar side is damn pathetic now seriously...

Went to KAP with the NPS ppl...And we missed the last 61...thought raynard were gg to board the bus too, cause he keep saying 61 come le, end up he wan to cab home to take ZhiJie home cause ZJ feeling unwell...And the bus just went past us...lol...end up taking cab...haha..



Being slack is tiring sia...feel like sleeping le...

Labels: Attachment, CCA, life

Starting to get the bus time pattern to go to NUS...lol, morning alot of ppl take the same bus, lucky I will go to the bus stop b4 the MRT station...so still able to get on bus...lol..Going in took 40 min from mine house, Coming out only took 25min to reach my house...

Nothing to do in the morning...read manga...lol...I keep looking at the door whenever I hear the door being open just in case Dr Ong come...haha...tried contacting her to ask her what are we suppose to do for the nanoparticles..but failed...Went for early Lunch, and she called after that and tell us wat to do...

Learn a new technique today...damn cool...the purpose of today experiment were to test out our technique only...Lol...my partner wan to go after we finished, but I rmb dr ong say she coming back, then like super drag in packing, and she really came when we about to leave...lol...lucky, showed her our result, and will be discussing with her more about what we have to do for it, cause it another experiment from the seed germination...


wah...today the day Aqua Timez 3rd album is released!!! But I feel damn sad sia...it only reached no.3 on the Oricon chart for its first day sale....The No.1 is some other band I never hear before...Still thinking whether I should buy their album...haiz...sian...If only my allowance is higher...

Labels: Attachment, music

Day 6...

Did more replica of seedling in different concentrations of Hogland soln...That alone spent 3 hr plus...cause like total of 15 GA7 and 25 seeds in each GA7...wah...initially for the first few still alright, as I do more as more, i feel

After Lunch, went to measure the shoots and roots length...lol...I like this kind of work, but do too long will have the "Bu Nai Fan" feeling de...lol

In the end, didnt have time to study for the Jap test...thought that I will have time to study...Wah...I gg to do so badly for Jap test...the hearing, the person speak is like machine gun...can only catch the easy part...forget alot of the form usage sia....Lucky can continue to the "Advance 1"...After that will be able to take JLPT Lv 3...I think I will stop after this...reason: Cause the school only offer till Advance 1....cause Advance 2 and higher is harder to teach...Maybe I will cont learning during NS or after NS ba if possible...


Day 7...

Reached Early today...went toilet for a while, when return, Dr Ong were there...Discuss abit of our progress an she also tell us what we need to do...

Seriously nth to do in the morning...read like 10 chps of One Piece(ya, I started reading one piece from the start)...about to go for lunch when Dr Ong came and tell us more about what we have to do, cause she wan us to do anything as the same time...

For the rest of the day were preparing copper solution...lol...we make a damn concentrated de, cause stock solution...And I actually forget how to calculate all those concentrations le...And is like for chem, I like calculation most, cause it is the easiest...

So left early again today...3.30pm knocked off...but I think will get busier from now...





Just realised "K" is releasing an album "Travelling" on March 18!!! Cant wait...haha...even though he nt famous in Japan anymore, I'm sure anyone who watched the drama "1 litre of tears" will have hear his song b4! And I actually like all those singles he been releasing for this new album...

Labels: Attachment, jap

Went K with James, Huiying, peixuan, wave and huiying's brother...damn long never K le...haha...Didnt noe there another cash Studio beside centrepoint...Brian! Lets go there next time!...

I like sing ballads even though I cant sing very high...haha...Went to the cathay for dinner and then went to play pool near bugis...

I wan go K again!!!!

Short post cause I watching "She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan" hahaha...

Wanted to post about something....but think will make matter worse...

Hello, nt like u noe what I thinking, nt like only u gt brain sia....I also gt think about it, I standing on ur side de lol...Don't assume and accuse can...no wonder matter is getting worse and worse...just dun add more trouble can le...b4 anyone destroy it, we will all self-destruct le...

haiz...

ps, this is nt about attachment, in case another person misunderstood...

I think I need a private blog to scold ppl as much as I wan....hahaha

Were taking my own sweet time to leave my house today....saw the bus I need to take, but I just walk slowly, yet another bus I can take came, so took it and reach NUS like the normal time I will reached...

Surface sterilised the seeds and sow the plant in the GA7...wat, I arranged damn nice, and just 1 small knock on the GA7 and all the seed will scattered around...damn sad sia...

Prepared more GA7 for autoclaving so that we can do more replica on next monday...and knocked off at 1pm...lol...earlier and earlier...

Met SK for lunch at NUH...

And blogging now...gg to cca later...haha...

Labels: Attachment

Were the first one to reach the lab today....lucky I gt the key, so can enter...waited for my partner while reading manga on the com...Autoclave all our solutions which took 2 hr, in which in between nth to do...read some more manga and also did some revision for Jap...

Took out all the chemical out at around 11.30am and quickly did the Solution in the flow hood...wanted to faster autoclave after we finished, but like someone beat it to us...So went for lunch first at 1pm...

AND I Didnt bring out the key with me, so when we returned at 1.30pm, the door is locked, cause today like not many ppl came..then waited for like 1 hr before someone came to rescue us...put everything in the autoclave machine and chiong to NP for main comm meeting...told my partner I will come back later to collect all the stuff from the autoclave machine...

Meeting till 5 and chiong back to off the machine...but I guess some kind soul help to off the machine le...put all the chemical we need back to the lab and left NUS within 5 minute...

And end of work!!! Cool rite, still can go meeting halfway through...better dun let any lecturer know this sia..haha

Went to Marina to look for theZais...haha...had dinner together and chat abit...and home sweet home...haha...



Ohya!!! I saw a snake in NUS today, a baby snake I think...were walking to the lab and saw this snake in between the hole of the wall...cause gt this hole there...the snake like want come out, but saw me, then hide inside again, and it come out again...lol...startled me sia...I hate snake...

Labels: Attachment, CCA, life

Reached at 9am today...but my partner havent reach, so cant start on anything...Studied Jap till he came at around 9.30am...

Went through the SOP for the Plant tissue Lab and once again, nth else to do...plug in earphone and studied Jap while listening to music...lol...I think last time Mrs Rama damn exaggerated, like wearing bonnet and wash whole hand to the elbow, but there like dunnid so exaggerated, lets hope that contamination will be less than during PTC prac...

Went for lunch and after that, prepared the hogland solution...lol, lucky can just divide the weight on the container, dunnid to be like during PAT, all those calculation...

Today can only autoclave biohazard waste...so need wait till tmr...and can only start the plant germination on friday...Guess tmr nth much to do also...

And I knocked off before 2.30pm...damn slacked rite...

Labels: Attachment

Reached quite early today...actually my work like dunnid to be punctual de lol...doesnt matter....its a good habit to be punctual...nth to do....so read journals for 3 and a half hour straights before gg for lunch......

Lucky after lunch turn out, work seems to be more interesting...Dr Ong roughly tell us what we need to do and hw is it going to be linked to the FYP...

Counted seeds, weigh them and did some preparation for surface sterilisation.....

Lol...surface sterilisation sia...really PTC!!! but I forget hw to do le...just now can only rmb tween 20...haha...forget about alcohol and cholox all those...wohoo...actually I have interest in plant also....cause I think plant is really very useful and gt alot of things plant can do while human cannot...so I dun eat veggie...I treasure plant...wahaha...lol...excuses only...One of my dream when I were young were to retire in a rural area and be farmer...haha...

Then like down there nth to le from 4.30 onwards...stare at blank air sia...And went home at around 5....damn slack sia...I hope can get more busy....but I think when become busy I will hope it be more slack...

Hmm...should I be early tmr...haha...Aiya...just go as normal time as poly...haha...


I regret not gg OIAP!!!!!Wahhh......shall an wei myself....I get to cont studying jap, "That thing", Driving and also can go for cca...regret sia...I think the biggest problem as pointed out by lots of ppl(even my hand +leg also cannot count) is the lack of confident....haiz sian...really the regret of my life...

Labels: Attachment, personality

Went early today to NUS so as to be able to tour around NUS...haha...then tried looking for S17, but can't see S17 in the campus map sia...So went ask ppl...then they give me rough idea where i it, like say this is S16, so S17 should be around there...lol...end up I went to ask Security guard, and S17 change name le...LOL....

Manage to find my way and be on time for the internship...today first day, so we were allowed to reach at 10am....waited for my partner before the the lecturer tell us what we will be doing and what she want us to do for this internship...

Woohoo...I think this IAP-linked project going to be damn cool...cause will get to use things I have learnt from lesson and apply it to project...And I seriously feel like thanking Dr Mallick and I forget the PTC lecturer name le...haha...cause mine gt to do with plant...then like the project esp the reading of scientific journal helps alot...haha...Hope I get to use as many technique as possible...

Anyway, we were to research on Heavy metals, phytoremediation and bioindicators today...lol...read the journals till want to sleep sia...lucky first day, can leave early....so manage went for Jap class on time...haha...so today work from 10am-4pm...

Manage to see 2 other interns from NP (BMS) during lunch...haha...

And thats all for attachment part..........


For Jap.....I seriously need to study!!! next week jap test and I will finish intermediate 2 and proceed to Advance 1 if possible...then will make it for JLPT Lv 3 this year! wohoo....I more and more into jap language...

Labels: Attachment

Attachment starting...So went for haircut...haha...cause exam period ppl say cant cut hair as like cut away wisdom...A busy week ahead sia

Forget to mention ytd...gotten my JLPT result le and I passed!!! yay!! 308/400!!! 77%!!! haha...wahh...were aiming for 80% and above...doesnt matter, going to take JLPT Lv 3 this yr!

Watch "She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan" the whole day...haha...damn addicting! Jinyong story damn nice sia! Think Lin Yi Chen damn funny and cute playing as Huang Rong...lol...think I watched over 9 episodes today...haha...Really like the story plot!!!

My Dad help me bought Koda Kumi "TRICK" le...lol sia...the Disc is M18....no wonder Taiwan out le S'pore still havent and like delay for a week...guess they have been pasting the M18 tag on it...I dont see any M18 stuff in the DVD sia...just her image abit Ero-kakkoii(ero-cool) as japanese said...But I Like the songs in her album!!!

tmr first day can start at 10am...haha...so gt lots of time looking around NUS sia....Roughly noe hw to go there le using Ben web...wohoo...Hope can do interesting things there...LO told me gt 2 grp went there b4, 1 grp did some analysis on the plant while the other I forget le, but is boring stuff...haha...

going to read manga le....6 more chp for bleach!!!

Labels: life