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Don't really feel like i am working at all...more like i back to last sems kind of life...doing the usual, hanging out with the usual group during break...i think that in my sub-conscious, i am trying as far as possible to not go work...For example, my manager called me just now to ask me work this Friday in another outlet which i rejected by giving the excuse i busy...but in actual fact, i am free at the time slot...lol...as i said, i not really interested in services line...

Sian...wanted to get the foreign language grant from IS block just now...Went there and they say the deadline is last Friday!!! and we asked the criteria, AND I MEET THE REQUIREMENT!!! wasted...cause for the jap class i taking now, it my own money!!!! and the other time were also my money too!!!

A lot of project, started doing IAC project le, going school early to discuss cell bio scientific presentation project tmr...and the project seems to be piling up...but good cause got excuse to not go to work...

If u realise, i now put "colour of the winds" for this blog background music...haha...like that song...the lyric is really meaningful...can still rmb the first time i heard that song were when i am still in Brunei...then primary 6 music lesson, then sec sch when Mr Darren Chong were going through the lyrics in the class to teach about the environmental chp for geography...Another song from cartoons i like is "If we hold on together" from "The Land Before Time"...wow...suddenly feel like going back to the past...can still rmb watching the cartoon with the air-con on at Brunei...Life were so simple then and not as stress as now...Well, anyway, heard the song on the concert, so suddenly rmb....haha

hmm, shall write till here...haha...Ganbarimasu!!!!

Labels: life, music, project, thoughts, work

Took the slightly later bus to school today...Reached at 8am which lesson starts....but because joe and my stomach is bekko bekko( not really sure the romanji, but something like that...haha...learn from yesterday Jap class...meaning hungry...onaka bekko bekko)...went to SIM canteen to buy things to eat first...luckily we still not considered absent for the lab practical....

Cell Bio lab were sort of fun?!...took some cheek cell from our cheek and look under the microscope...but for unknown reason, the cell i focusing to will be lost when i focus to 1000x...In the end, i just use my imagination to draw the diagram....were the only one who didn't do finish the lab question before lesson ends lol...just left one more sentence and the teacher went already...even more unlucky, i am the lab manager today...haha, but luckily, Joe did everything already...so i just take the credit as having done my part as Lab manager...

Bstat were sort of confusing, still dun get how to use the stat function on my calculator...and my laptop went haywire for practical, like the graph i did just disappeared! lol...

Went home and starts to play my new guitar...went to surf the net to check out for Chinese pop songs scores which i cant play cause it all in chords!!!! but at least i learned how to play "happy birthday" le, next time can play on ppl birthday...manage to find tab on "tong Hua" but some part of the tune don't seems to be correct and so i went to trial and error...lol...hmm, hope to learn how to read those scores soon...

Have lesson at 8am tmr, that's all!

Labels: life, poly, science, studies

Gotten my guitar today, After getting it, Joe and me went to a corner to try the guitar...And guess wat! my tuner lost!!!!! arh...luckily i have tuned my guitar already before i lost it! Will have to searched for the tuner tmr, hope it still at that table( which i doubt)....

Atarashii no Gita....

Went to Jap class next and well, can catch what the teacher saying le...actually, after learning so much on Japanese and jap culture, feel like going to japan...haha...but should be impossible within the next few year...hmm, Next time when i really start to work, i should aim to be able to afford going to Japan...haha....




Went home and starts playing the guitar and look up net for scores, but still dun understand how to use...well, maybe i will understand when i learn more...haha

Keep playing the guitar till i forget to do the Biostatistic homework!!!...Think maybe i will find time tmr to do before class starts...wan to sleep le..haha...

Labels: jap, life

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where. With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

You are Mahogany

Stable and decisive, you lack the hyper energy of most orange colors. You're still energetic, but you tend to project a peaceful, relaxed vibe. You love to feel cozy. You often rather wrap up in a blanket than go out for the night.

You Have A Type A Personality

You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood You tend to succeed at everything you attempt And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top! You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested You have the perfect personality for business and athletic success

You Are a Chocolate Cake

Fun, comforting, and friendly. You are a true classic, and while you're not super cutting edge, you're high quality. People love your company - and have even been known to get addicted to you.

You Are Warm Nights by the Fire

Peaceful and romantic. The best part of fall.

You Should Be a Doctor

You are practical, sharp, and very intuitive. Optimistic and energetic, you are a problem solver who doesn't get discouraged easily. You are also quite compassionate and caring. You make people feel hopeful. You're highly adaptable and capable. You do well with almost any curve ball life throws at you. You do best when you: - Are always learning new subjects - Use your knowledge to solve problems You would also be a good therapist or detective.

Your Life is 66% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

You Should Play the Guitar

You're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn. You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed. You're not really the type to sit patiently through a music lesson - or do things by the book. It's more your style to master the fundamentals and see where they take you. Highly creative and a bit eclectic, you need a wide range of music to play. You could emerge as a sensitive songwriter... or a manic rock star. Your dominant personality characteristic: being rebellious Your secondary personality characteristic: tenacity

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself. You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it. Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

You True Love Will Maybe Find You

But it's going to be tough! You're not really around to find. You really need to get yourself out there if you're expecting to find love. Go somewhere (anywhere!) new from time to time. Or if you're really shy - at least join a dating site.

You Keep Things Chill

For you, the whole adrenaline thing is totally over rated. You'll take safety over an emergency room trip. This doesn't mean you don't break out of your comfort zone. You just don't stray too far from it.

You Are More Yang

Masculine Creative Angry Spring Summer Morning Sun Space Active Wood Chocolate

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Experimenting

You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them. You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas. The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations. You are good at getting a group to reach consensus.

You Are 78% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others. While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

You are "Face with Glasses"

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

Labels: personality

Yappiii....gotten my pay....haha...wondering y i say first+second pay? well, cause TCC pay is every 2 weeks and i been MIA from TCC for about 2 week, so get both today...BUT, my pay is still very super duper little after a month work( $30+$150=$180 only)...well, maybe it because i not working for so many day, and my working time is getting lesser...this week, 7.5hr and next week, 4hr...hmm...it actually good cause i have more time for project...bad because the handphone i wan to buy is $600...well, buying it next week, i think i can forget about saving up for University le...cause i keep spending.....haha....

Hmm, a lot of my friends is retaking their O'level English next monday, So GOOD LUCK + kito katsu to them....

Hmm, well, the manager tell me to improve myself on the following point today:

• Speak louder with more confident
• Walk faster
• Learn product knowledge
• upsales things

Lol, i admit i have no confident cause i am still not sure with the product knowledge....and i speak softer cause i feel that if i speak loudly, my voice will be very deep, so u will seldom hear me speak loudly, i either normal volume or shout one....haha....and well, i dont really find a problem with my walking speed but will see....and i really have STM, so will forget the ingredient one lol....and haha, without knowledge of product, how can i upsale? Only solution. read product knowledge...haha

Well, thats all for today...

Labels: life, TCC, thoughts, work

Just 2 hr COMT tutorial today...feel so sian, but it been a long time since i able to sleep for so long...went sch earlier to discuss on the IAC project...then lesson...which is boring, it is useful in the sense that it improve ur english and communication skill, boring because i weak in english and when the tutor asked us to write a paragraph on a topic, i have to like use my brain for the first time in so many month to think of some ideas not related to science....plus my grammar is the weakest part and really, in just one paragraph, i got many words that i supposed to put "s" but didnt put...sian...luckily jap grammar is easier than english, jap only have past tense to take note of which is easy...

the second week of the semester have ended and well, may be the last time i enjoy the many free time available, since i starting work again tmr...well, i really that kind of lazy guy, if u dont noe, i am that lazy to that extent that i dont go to the market to buy my own breakfast everyday...it will be once in a blue moon for me to explore my neighbourhood...i am even lazy to go my grandma who live just a few block away...during holiday, i can practically dont go out of the house and stay at home playing console for a whole weeks(not even a step outside the house)...in conclusion, i and a LAZY BUMP....haha..

This bring back to the point i choose my course....haha...other than interest, i also want a regular 9-5 kind of job...

Hmm, read the product knowledge, but didnt put it inside my head....my course is already a memorising-intensive course and i still need to do memorising for work...i don't really mind getting sacked...cause i feel rather stress working at TCC cause of the product knowledge...i have STM, so i need complete silient in order for me to really memorise which is impossible in my house...sian...

Hmm, well thats all...haha

Labels: jobs, life, thoughts

Well, Today is Thursday which means a whole day of Organic chemistry...have three hr lesson today with 1hr tutorial and 2 hr lectures...went to school early 2day to play butch war which i starting to get addicted...have divided into groups for our integrated assignment and guess what!? My group only have me and Joe...which is quite good actually...don't need to meet at extra time...can just discuss about the project when we on the bus or online...

Starting to feel that Organic chemistry seems interesting and i can understand this module...hmm...must do well for this module too since it is also a core module...

Well, project and hw is piling up...shall make a list for me to refer here...haha

1. Jap class Essay and hw
2. Biostatistics + Organic Chemistry + Cell Biology Tutorial
3. Cell Biology Scientific presentation- stem cell
4. IAC + COMT - Divorcee
5. Integrated Assignment
6. Info tech project

In conclusion, every module i am taking have either project or hw...

BTW, went to Queensway SC cause Joe buying a new bag...and went to check the price i want to buy...AND the K850i costs $800+ without contract and $600+ with contract!!! hmm, really need to save up to be able to afford it...Really like this phone spec, so if i really can't afford it, then maybe i wont sign up for a contract till the phone price drops...

And that's all for today...

Labels: life, poly, project, stress, studies

Semester just started and project have starts to pile up...luckily, i don't have CCA for this week and next week...so have more free time, plus i only working on Sat this week...

Have IAC, COMT, Cell Bio scientific presentation, INFO tech....lol...it still ok now, but i not too sure in the future when studies, CCA, work all come together...aiming to get high GPA this semester, so i want to do my best for every single module, I work to save up $$$ for University, so if i don't get good result, then whats the point...like i said, i always have plan...i have planned to quit next year April...then really focus on my second year, cause a lot of ppl says that second year is quite tough and demanding....

It great to be back at school, where u wont be bored...but i find that i really have nt enough time for me to work...so like what the use of earning so little $$$ every month...Guess i really trying to push myself to the limit....other than the diploma course module i am taking, i am learning Jap and guitar(CCA)....worse, I'm working too...when i see my other working friend able to manage their work and studies so well, i thought maybe i can do the same, so i went find work...come to think of it, i forget one point- they don't have CCA nor extra EP programme!...Well, life never perfect and it is in those tough time that one will grow tougher and really learn...so i will definitely GANBARE!!!!

Hmm...for my IAC project, i will be doing on Divorcee, so if u happen to have information on impact of being divorce of the divorcee, please let me noe...haha...
As for my Cell Bio, i will be doing on Stem Cell which is a interesting topic and which i have real strong interest in...

Get to noe that Jessica were there too during the concert...lucky that she didn't see me...haha...At least now i noe that there actually 2 ppl who i noe went to listen though not to support me...haha...And she too having a concert on dec 22...wish her good luck...btw, is there anyone willing to go with me to her concert...tell me if any of u are interested to go together...She is in the piano club...

The handphone i wanted to buy have come out already, but i have yet to check the price with plan...hmm...hope that it wont be too expensive and the price will dropped before i go and buy...K850i...I'M COMING!!!

Well, that's all for today...Going early to school tmr to play games with Joe and Ben....

Labels: life, poly, project, studies, thoughts

Did another personality test....and to check it accuracy, i did it twice and i got exactly the same result....



trait snapshot:
clean, self revealing, open, organized, outgoing, social, enjoys leadership and managing others, dominant, makes friends easily, does not like to be alone, assertive, hard working, finisher, optimistic, positive, likes to stand out, likes large parties, respects authority, practical, high self esteem, perfectionist, dislikes chaos, busy, not familiar with the dark side of life, controlling, high self control, traditional, tough, likes to fit in, conforming, brutally honest, takes precautions


Hmmm....haha...so don't blame me if i am being too dominant or being too perfectionist( I'm virgo which also have the perfectionist traits)....find it quite accurate...

Btw, for the test i did yesterday, i forget to put the percentage...well, the percentage is as follows:

Labels: personality

Just did a personality test cause my IAC tutor tell us to do it and discuss it on the next lesson...





And this are what it means...


ESTJ
organized, group oriented, focused, conventional, leader, emotionally stable, anal, attention seeking, planner, realistic, fearless, responsible, finisher, decisive, norm following, respects authority, punctual, hard working, stiff, self confident, thinks rules and regulations are important, follows the rules, clean, outgoing, social, content, does not like being alone, normal, regular, does not like weird or strange people / things - intolerant of differences, strict, disciplined, aggressive, assertive, content, happy, proper, formal, strict with self, meticulous, strong sense of purpose


favored careers:
executive, ceo, supervisor, business consultant, manager, strategist, financial planner, business person, office manager, public relations manager, international business specialist, business analyst, management consultant, operations manager, loan officer, lawyer, marketing, sports management, government employee, investment banker


disfavored careers:
poet, artist, songwriter, musician, novelist, art therapist, theatre teacher, art curator, film editor, video game designer, photo journalist, travel writer, actor, record store owner, camera operator, art historian, music teacher


Find it quite accurate...haha...well, thats all, cause busy...

Labels: personality

Spent the whole afternoon at the hospital cause my brother injured his hand and need to do a surgery...his bone in the thump have broken, so need to put some metal plate and screw to restore the hand to its normal looks...reached at around 12pm, and the operation starts at around 1 and ended at 4pm+...cant believe i can actually sit there waiting without doing anything....guess i have good tolerance...just that most ppl dunno....waited there with my mom...Dad weren't there cause he have to work...My mom and I keep wondering why My brother still haven't come out, cause we thought his is a minor surgery and should be fast...lol...the time taken is as long as when my mom went for an operation last year...We stayed there until my brother finished eating at around 6pm+...And 1/4 of my day gone in a flash....lucky i didn't give schedule to work today....My brother will be fine and he can be discharge tmr...haha...feel relieve....

My brother b4 operation( he is damned nervous)

Waiting for my bro to finish his operation

His hand warped like a Dumpling( yummy)

And have to put his hand like that for his blood to be able to circulate...

He eating a Banana during dinner( like monkey, right? haha)

Seems like many of my family member have been hospitalised lately...Last July, my grandma hospitalised cause she dun have appetite, but i didn't visit her much that time, last Nov, my mom get hospitalised cause she have to operate on her leg, did visit her that much cause i having O'level exam that time and after O'level, i have a chalet...then this March, my aunt get hospitalised cause she injured her hand, didn't visit her at all( cause i not really close to her)....then this Sept, my grandma get hospitalised again, but i also didn't visit her much cause of Chalet...and now, my brother get hospitalised...and today 1 day visit beat all the other visit add up together...the first time i stay in the hospital for so long...

K...i admit that i don't really like to go to hospital. Cause i feel that it not like we can't see each other again...lol...And i dont seems to have friends that i can confide my problem at the moment....haha...but i like the feeling of a loner too...no stress and no quarrel...have absolute freedom....and can be myself...

Went back home and rushed my Jap hw due tmr...lol...Jap is getting rusty...but finally completed it...and printed out the lab worksheet le...hmm...I WANT MY GUITAR!!!!! cause i can finally understand the scores....want to learn chords!!! hmm...have lesson early tmr! that's all...

Labels: jap, life, studies, thoughts

The Concert finally came to an end today...supposed to start at 9.30am for practise, but it got changed to 12pm...and we didn't really get to practise much...then the rehearsal starts at 2pm...and we have to wait for like till around 3+ for our turn lol...cause our song is like the 12th one...my only comment....SIAN....really nothing to do lol, just sit there to rot...and our song were like accelerating till i cant keep up, though i must admit i will speed up abit too...cause when ppl are fast, i will try to keep up and become faster as a result....then went to eat dinner at around 6 and went to change into our white shirt...

And the actual finally starts at 7pm...and in between, we the year 1 went out to see the 2 guitar solo one...haha....see Zhen Yang play and we keep shouting his name...and our performance finally started at 8.30+....i thought that no one i noe will be there, turned out Benjamin is there cause he wen twif his friend...the most embarrassing part is from the front, Ben shouted:"TIM ANG" and from the back, Jame shouted:"YU HONG IS MY FRIEND"....lol....the music went quite ok, except for the fact that it getting faster and faster+ plus i skip some of the part cause i cant catch up....

And we sang some song for for the graduating senior which i don't really noe the song except for the "if we hold on together" which is "the land before time" song....haha...watch it when i were little...If i didn't rmb wrongly, it should be when i still at Brunei....And the concert finally ended...and we went to Shashin O torimasu( take photo)...

My Group for the Guitar practices( like i say, all girls)

My so-called "cousin"( cause i look like her cousin, haha)

Quite nervous, cause this is my first time performing in a concert...but feel like i have learned new things...there will be another concert coming up next year...lol...see whether i have improved then...none of my friends went( except for Ben), so feel like i performing for the sake of performing( but i also don't wan them to come, if case i play very badly....think that i still did ok)

No guitar practice for the next 2 week, so can relax....but have IAC and COMT project...same group as my tutorial group mates...Edmund, Carmen and Nithya....haha....and Bstat and jap HW....lol...

My Brother just went to the hospital at 11pm+, cause he injured his hand, AND the doctor say his hand bone have broken and he need to stay at the hospital and have operations...lol...guess my family $$$$this month will reduced greatly...

Well, have a long and meaningful day, hope my brother get discharge soon...that's all!

Labels: CCA, friends, life, music, thoughts

Wake up early today, but still get delayed cause still having a bit of problem putting my contact lens...it more of like forcing it inside my eye...lol...first lesson were Bstat, which seems easy, but not sure whether it will be more difficult as time goes by...Then Cell Biology tutorial which i enjoy, cause it were talking about cloning which is one of those topic i interested in...and one of the reason i chose life science course....also interesting in Genetics engineering cause did a researched on it during primary 6 and grew interest at it...so i guess one of my fav module for this sems will be Cell Biology...

Have a 3hr break in which i played computer games with Joe and Ben....For the Info tech, i noe the excel part the teacher were teaching lol...haha...cell bio lecture is okay, feel really sleepy, and went to buy 2 cup of coffee during break lol...

And for the guitar rehearsal, it started at only 7pm+...lol...started to memorise Kranji and asked ZiNing to test me....and we were more of standing behind the backstage staring in the blank air....heard that they will put the scores, so like like OMG, cause i got put the notes in my score...but then i went to practice without looking at the notes, and finally, i memorise the songs for my part...lol...haha...but during the rehearsal, it like suddenly start, and i just cut in and the song go faster and faster till i confused lol, so only play those part i noe when to enter....

And that's the end of the day...lol...guitar practice for tmr is cancelled...so free dunnid to go school at all tmr...guess i will start reading the product knowledge...THE END!

Labels: CCA, life

Wake up 15 min late today...then wash up...but get delay cause i spend around 15min trying to put on my contact lens which keep getting inverted out when it touches my eye...lol...in the eye, i have to like sort of force it inside cause i running late already...must really get used to it...There nothing much for today Cell Bio Practical...but cause i very sleepy, and the teacher introduction and briefing is like 1 hr...feel like sleeping....plus the lab work is not exactly very fun...just measuring the absorbance using the spectrophotometer....get released early and we(my tutorial group friends) went to buy the lecture notes than were sold out yesterday...And i also get the Biostat textbook from SK...damned heavy...and we must bring it to every tutorial class!!!

After BStat tutorial, we went to canteen 3 to tabemasu...seriously, it's the first time i went there...didnt have a chance to visit there in the past...and next up were the Bstat lectures...which i find ok...but not sure whether it will be getting harder as time goes...feel sleepy during the lecture, so went buy a coffee during break and it really perk me up for the rest of the lecture which finally ended at 4...

And because i have CCA at 6.30pm...i asked Ben to stay back and play computer games with me to 打发时间...played the elemental war which i lost after lv 47...sian...always never get to lv 60...really guilty cause Ben have to stay back until so late...

Guitar practices is fine, i noe how to enter back the song if i am lost now...noe the melody le...haha...but still missed my way, or use the pluck the wrong strings....like supposed to pluck the 4th string, and i will pluck the 5th strings...haha...and have rehearsal tmr...lol...lesson start from 8am -6pm and i got rehearsal from 6.30pm to 10pm...sian...will have a long day tmr...

BTW, Happy birthday to Yong Xin whom birthday is tmr...too bad i can't help him celebrate cause i have rehearsal...Feel sleepy now, shall write till here....haha

Labels: CCA, life, studies

Back to school today...Have a really long day...Went back and see familiar classmates...first lesson were extracting caffaine from tea, which is quite fun....after practical, went to the newly opened alumni clubhouse for lunch...lol...dont really like what i order...bought some lecture notes...and spent a lot on it...lol...then return to lectures...

Wanted to change my Jap class to tues, but to my surprise, there only lesson for monday and not any other day...lol...but find out one of my CCA senior in that class lol...haha...get to noe another guy who like me, just jump straight to B103...haha...guess my jap getting really rusty...cause the teacher teach in eigo and nihon-go, and i like dont understand at first what she talking about, but slowly get used to it...haha...need to restudy my katakana...and we starting Kranji now...k...must learn time management...And luckily i am unable to change to tuesday class, cause my cca will switch to tuesday this semester...

Supposed to wear my contacts for 7hr, but seem i can get used to it, i wore it for like 9hr...haha...going to have class early and cca tmr...shall stop here....

Labels: CCA, jap, life, poly

Really happy today( i mean 14 oct, sunday) cause finally get my contact lens (k, just bought it on Thurs)...went back to the shop at 12 pm and the optician teach me how to use it...at the start, i keep unable to put the contact lens in my eye, cause my eyelid keep sliding back, after like 5 min then i finally able to put the lens in my right eye...lol...then next is the left eye, which also took me quite a while....Then the optician want me to take down the lens back cause i need to learn how to take out...lol...have a hard time putting on it! But when i put back, it just took a while...Practice really make perfect...haha...Feel really great not to wear glasses...like back to primary sch, where i don't have to wear spec to go out....My eye seem to be strange, lol...cause i don't feel anything in my left eye, but my right eye feel uncomfortable cause can feel like there something extra in my right eye...need to get used to it...

My kawaii contact lens

Me wearing Contact lens...

Went to work without my contact lens....cause the optician tell me to wear for 4hr for the first day...then 7 hr for the second day and 10hr+ for the rest...haha...tmr is the second day...today work is quite smooth...i really have STM...cause i keep forgetting things....haha....off for next week...asked the manager when will i get my pays and he said on NEXT TUESDAY! lol...not working next week...too bad...next target will be K850i....the chosen handphone that meet all my specification...haha....want to upgrade from K750i to K850i...increase by 100...

Have school and guitar practice tmr, shall stop here...will write again soon! Good luck for those staring the semester tmr...NP and NYP students!

Labels: holiday, life, work

Holidays is coming to an end now...have enjoy 酸甜苦辣 this holiday...well, if u been reading on my blog, u will noe which is which...well, a lot have happened during this holiday, didn't really enjoy the holiday until the end...and thing that i wan is getting less and less, have bought a guitar, contact lens, new bag this holiday and found a new job...When there is gain, there a loss...seems true for me...haha...most of the thing bought is wif my own $$$$ except for the bag...well, i treat it as my birthday present, cause dun have any this year, and didn't celebrate this year...$500+ from my bank account gone in just one holiday....almost equivalent to 100hr of works...but i think it worth it cause it something i like and will benefit me unlike things that have negative effect...learning new thing like language and guitar is quite positive

Every family seems to have someone who save and someone who spend to balance out...for my family, both me and my mom is the spender, and both my dad and brother is the saver...I seems to have inherit more of my mom character rather than my dad...haha...so it very ironic when she scold me and say i always spend money...actually my dad spend money too, but more toward CDs, like Fong Fei Fei songs...I find one thing my mom say very ironic too early this holiday...cause i lent my thumpdrive to Bao Qing aunty for dunno how long le, and my mom keep saying why i so stupid go lend her...lol...and say i should lie and say i need it, or it spoiled or something like that...funny cause when ppl are young, parent keep telling kids to be honest, and when i grow up, she wan me to lie...lol...

Well, went to work early today...haha...gt 1.5x pay today...cause public holiday...but have spent more$$$$ then save...AND STILL HAVE NOT GOTTEN MY PAY....dun noe why, for the first few week i went to work, i didn't really make any serious mistake...but this two day, i have been a bit clumsy, like overturning the beaker and spill water all over the floor...luckily, it morning shift and not many customer were there...

After work, Matt called and say he coming to Novena Square cause his church near there...and so i waited for him and i asked him to tour around the mall cause i haven't explore there yet and no one accompany me...haha...it been a while since i last met him...and we went to the arcade and play...very long never go arcade...went to timezone at the start of this holiday and went again now at the end...this reli is 有头有尾...

Going to get my contact lens tmr...really looking forward to it...Well, going to wear it to work...cause need to see how long can i last with the contact lens...cause my eye sometime will become dry one...

Going to have a new start for the semester, with new contact lens, new bag, new classmate, new module, new lecturer( except for Dr Ong) and new project(k, this is nt reli wat i looking forward too)...And first lesson would be a practical with Dr ong about decaffeinating...

BUT...I STILL HAVENT COMPLETE MY JAP HOMEWORK...SHIT....maybe i will do it when i free at school...cause i look and find that the verb i learned is a bit different...haha...i use "taihen "while NP uses "totemo"...lol...world apart....I checked the translator and they both have the same meaning..."very"...hmm...will see first...haha

Shall write till here...eager to get my contact lens...haha

Labels: holiday, jap, life, poly, work

Worked from 11am -3pm today...returns home...and received at call at 6pm+...that my contact lens have arrived...lol...just bought it yesterday and it arrived today...were quite happy and rushed to collect it immediately since it at queensway shopping centre and i lived near there...when i arrive there, the shop ppl whether if it my first time using it and i say yes...and that tell me i have to wait till earliest Sunday if i want to collect it, cause an optician is required to teach me how to use it...lol...make me happy for nothing...arhhh...i wan my contact lens....sian...working for 2 more day and school start and i can don't work for a week, cause i requested not to work next week since i won't have time to, with the practice and lesson that can't fit next week, so can only work after the concert...haha...want to get my guitar soon too...

Hope to start school soon...haha...thats all for today...

Labels: life

Don't have to work today, so went to cut hair in the afternoon...haha..cause only wake up at 12pm...then decided to buy contact lens today since i am free...thought that i will be able to get the contact lens today...but because i have astigmatism, i will have to wait for longer...lol...but quite happy cause only my right eye degree worsen, and my left eye is still the same...but find it strange cause i alway use my left eye when using microscope...

ME wearing that white shirt and new haircut...(use HSS tie...haha)

Well, going to work at 11pm tmr...so shall write till here...

Labels: life

Well, have been quite busy and rushing these few day...Going back to school after work on tues and wed...haha...Went to practice guitar on tues...and my timing is like 慢三拍...k...not really that serious la...just slow half to one beat...dunno whether it me or wat...cause my mind speed is constant, while the rest keep playing faster and faster and i didn't follow them at all...haha...and the time i change my fingering is quite slow too...hmm...need to practise my chromatic skill when my guitar come...haha...as for the practice just now(cause now 12+ only, so considered just now) which is rehearsal, not practice...well, i start to play listening to the guitar 2 beat...haha...i can catch up at the start, but towards the end, for unknown reason, the beat keep getting faster till i can't catch up at all...so it like i halfway disappear, then reappear agian...lol...And then i start playing the timing in my own world again....haha...

For unknown reason, i find that i starting to like listening to classical music, the songs played by the senior and Strings side for the concert...i find the melody is really relaxing...i quite like one song which sound like Rainie yang "庆祝" chorus...

Hmm...my work for tmr have last minute cancelled....so will be cutting hair tmr...lol...hair very long and thick le...plus keep getting insult by the chef cause i didnt comb my hair and he say i look like kid...lol...

Haha...get to noe more friend ever since the camp...like my Thursday group have nt talk to the other groups and now i find that they are quite friendly too...and i finally rmb some of their name...but there still a whole lots from tues and Strings side that i've forget their name or don't noe at all...

Going to be busy next week...cause got to practice...my timing really sux...haha...but i finally rmb how the melody go...it were inside my head when i were waiting for the MRT to work and when i were working...but i will still get confused...Have told the manager that i don't want to go work at all next week except for this Sunday...this sat have 1.5x pay, but i only working for 4 hr...the manager called and ask me to go another outlet to work which i rejected...haha...cause after work this sat, i wan to buy contact lens...haha...finally...pay not out yet but i spending...will also need to shop for a collar white shirt for the concert (wondering whether can use sec sch uniform...haha...joking!)...

I think i won't be going for the guitar practise for today...haha...cause it for those who didn't went for the camp...plus, i also don't really talk much to them...will have to read the product knowledge later...MEL have been updated...and i check my class list...and there are 4 more newaddition to 1F01...haha...find it lame...cause initially, my class have 15 ppl, now have 18ppl...and the other two class have 14 and 13 ppl respectively...lol...whats the point????

Didn't watch anime for a few days now...6 more episode to the latest epi for the latest...going to watch now...

That's all...haha!

Labels: CCA, life, work

From yesterday, i can conclude that there no longer a bridge between me and my tomodachi...instead, there no more gap or bridge, it have broken already...to me, there no longer any trust...we can still be tomodachi, but not good tomodachi...it like the gap have stretch until it finally break...and the chalet worsen it a lot rather then shortening the gap...No more comment about that...just what i feel...
Disclaimer: this just what personal feel....

Well, back to my life...watched all the show i asked my brother to help me record in the afternoon at 1 shot...haha...

Get to noe last minute that i have guitar practice i the evening tmr...luckily, i start work from 12 to 5...so will be able to go...also have rehersal on wed from 5-10...haha...guess now i will focus more on guitar, work and studies...hmm...have been betrayed by friendship a few time before...so now don't want to think about it...luckily, i still have friends i can talk to...haha...that the reason i like playing "harvest moon", the end result is alway what u expect...

Have work and guitar practice tmr...shall write till here...

Labels: CCA, friends, jobs, life, thoughts

Finally back from the MUSIC CAMP'07. It were quite fun overall...get to meet new friends from the Strings side( Violin, viola, cello) and guitar side(the tues group)...the only thing is...my left hand 3 finger is damn pain...lol...haha...shall say the reason later.



FIRST DAY



Anyway, for the first day, reached at close to 12pm (the time that supposedly to start the camp), but the camp only start 1hr later...haha...a lot of waiting time in the camp (e.g suppose to meet at a time but i the end, start later)...The Icebreaker game is quite fun...good to play in a big group, like during chalet (杀杀杀杀杀杀杀)...Next, we learn the mass dance with a partner they choose....lol...Then bring our belonging to the dormitories at level 5 (didnt noe that there is a dormitory at school) then we had dinner at 6 and guitar practice at 7...plus guess wat...they change the song from "Dance for being Young" to "Gavotte". cause they say that the first song is harder to learn and we will need to play it on the Family Day Concert on the 20Oct...i like the "Gavotte"more cause it really nicer, plus it seems like a full of "feeling" kind of song...the bad thing is, i play Guitar 3, which is bass string, the metal kind and rough one( make my three finger super pain after practice) plus is one of the difficult one...cause the fingering is special for some notes...And thats the end of the first day

View from outside the dormitories

Inside the male dormitories

SECOND DAY (i considered 12am to be next day)...

Talked to matthew on the pnone for dunno hw long...haha...cause bored, so call him to chat...then start to play the guitar and learning some chords...haha...managed to rmb E minor and C chord le...haha...were trying to play jay chou "qing tian"...haha...maybe it because i still havent find the struming method i gt the most feel in...so it like strange...cause different ppl have different struming method...and there no correct or wrong...lol...then went to mac at around 2 to eat supper...and when i return....everyone were sleeping already...so went to sleep...but like sleep halfway, wakeup and sleep agian kind...cause someone sn***...

Wake up at around 7am...wash up and went to eat breakfast... the back to guitar practice agian...And they change the song agian...lol...from "Gavotte" to "Andante"...cause the senior say the "Gavotte" is quite hard too, with those fingering...so change to become easier...and i'm playing guitar 3 agian...BASS STRING!!!...the song sound quite nice too...except, guitar 3 timing must be good....lol...i those kind that timing is super lousy...cause it like i play at 1 then pause from 234, then play agian at 1, pause until 4..kind...so i must listen carefully or i will be lost...but mine starting not that worse, guitar 1 must wait till the 4th bar then can enter...haha....but my finger is super pain after that...feel that my left hand finger is starting to harden....

After lunch, we went to play some game...haha...the game is really fun...really enjoyed it...the only thing is the water bomb...cause i target at someone from another group, and the next thing is i fully wet...cause that group member direct attack me...

After dinner, we went to watch movie and prepare for the night walk....and the senior purposely one...make us watch ghost movie cause we going to nite walk after that...but the movie is good...9.56 and final call...haha...luckily, i watched final call b4, so nt scared after watching that...Dunno whether i should say myself lucky or not...cause i were paired up with my dance partner again too...haha...the nite walk is fun...but i skip some of it, cause got one is we run damned fast and reach the exit b4 anyone scare us...and the senior were like behind shouting "wait, i haven't scare u!)...haha...funny...

Then went back to our dormitory and get back to sleep...


DAY 3

Wake up at 9.30am + and wash up...then went to eat breakfast (which i didn't eat)...Went back to music room and my group discuss about the skit we will be doing at night...haha...ours is really super funny, cause our group senior(also call Timothy) will be acting a mom...haha...very funny...


Next, we went to LT 26 for rehearsal...And it like my timing is really bad...the first run, i am slow but 8 bar(nt beat) and the second try, i were slow by 3 bar...and i were mumbling 1n2n3n4n1n2n3n4n to keep up with the beat...lol...there only 6 guitar 3 and almost everyone get lost....haha...but i have perfected the art of pretending i am playing and my left hand is on the correct fret...tested it with someone and it look really like i playing when i am not...After the rehearsal, we went to discuss our Major group cheer...there 2 major group and i in 'Ketchup"...

At night, we have a buffet...haha...the food is really taihen oishii...the best meal for the whole camp...then we have the skit, which is damned funny...haha...there were all kind of idea for the 7 different group...and the we have competition for the best cheer...haha...nearly lost my voice shouting...luckily, my voice return back at night...haha...And finally, the last event for the camp...Mass dance...hmm...quite fun...haha...

Timothy(nt me) acting the Mom

DAY 4....

Well, didn't sleep at night...went to see the sparkler...they were making rocket with sparkler...but after 2 failed attempt, some of us went back to the dormitory...and four of us started playing games...then start to chat until senior came and we started playing poker with them till 6.30am....lol...haha....then went to mac to eat breakfast...when i returned to the dormitory, i were knocked out instantly...slept for around 2 hr while the others continues to play poker...then start to look at them play...mind still not awake then...haha...supposed to meet at the music room at 11am, but the senior say that don't have to be punctual, cause they still need to come up to lock the dormitory b4 they start, and really, they came at quite late and the debrief still haven't start yet..and we watched a video about the camp b4 finally break camp at 12.30pm...haha...yay...

THE END!

Well, really enjoy the camp...and sorry if this is too lengthy...haha...afterall, its a recount of the 4day camp...and my diary too...haha...really great, cause know more ppl now....well, anyone wan to come the the family day concert?...its free...haha...but i guess none of my friend will go, cause don't even want to ask...it be better if no one i noe come (and another reason too), cause then i won't feel pressured, and can use my art of pretending...haha...

Labels: Camp, CCA, life, music, poly, thoughts

Just rmb that it Edward birthday today...and quickly send sms to him...haha...too bad can't send it at 12am sharp...but at least it just 30 min late...Happy Birthday Edward!!! haha...hmm...feel really bored suddenly as i were watching Naruto Shippuuden...suddenly feel like i got nothing better to do...Sian...haha...feel very empty. Have reached epi 20 for Naruto Shippuuden...haha...watch too fast...10 more epi to reach the latest...

Have prepared for the camp tmr, or rather today...cause 12.40am now...hmm...have to reached by 12pm...wow be able to blog till Sunday...hmm...plan to read the product knowledge, but in the end, didn't read at all...haha...watched smile pasta for the whole afternoon...

Lol...School reopening in 10 more day...already noe when is my jap class day...Monday...feel like changing it to wed...cause since wed is from 8am to 6pm, might as well change it to 8am-8pm....12 hr in the school...

hmm...really nth to write le...maybe I'll write what happen in the camp on Sunday bah...haha

Wake up early today to go school for the guitar fair...plan to go there then return home before going to work....luckily i have prepared the uniform in my bag already or i will be late, cause when i reached school, i were the first customer there lol...12.30pm...and so went to see the model of the guitar i plan to buy...AND TO MY SHOCK....The guitar wood colour is super disgusting-like....plus the senior tune the guitar and in while, the guitar go out-of -tune!!! and the music quality of the model i planned to buy sux! Well, i don't Noe how to hear the sound quality, but i can hear the deepness of the sound...haha...so i check out the other guitar which is quite good and cause my budget were below $200, i could only get the laminated-top guitar(Super Regret Now)...Cause got 2 kind of classical guitar- Laminated Top and Solid wood....The laminated top guitar is loud, can withstand heat, but sound quality not as deep as solid, sound quality will deteriorate as time goes by...the solid guitar have deep sound quality(which is good), less heat resistant but Sound quality will improve as time go by, so is definitely a good purchase as it can last for very super long....

Got a choice to buy another solid wood guitar at 50%discount, but it will be the one on display...lol...i like new thing, so didn't choose it...and since i a beginner only, the vendor recommend to choose a guitar that i have the more feel with, like can easily play it...so i try the finger board skill, and choose a $189 laminated-top guitar with package in the end...cause that guitar is the only one i don't have much trouble controlling and don't have the "plucking sound"...Regret it cause should have bought a solid top guitar...hmm...maybe next time when i am good with guitar, i will buy a solid wood one...and all these choosing take me 1hr plus...but luckily i wait...cause the model of the guitar for display i bought came only 1 hr later...but need to wait for 2 week before the guitar i buy come...they have to go make...And so i thought i were going to be late( 1.50pm already and i have to work at 2.30pm) and took a taxi which took less than 20min to Novena Square....

Wonder what occasion is today...cause it like suddenly a lot of ppl wan to buy Whole cake....even one of my colleague went to Cedele to buy a whole cake...maybe today a lot of ppl birthday....cause i happen to noe someone whose birthday is today....Happy Birthday to Jessica....lol...dont think she noe i got blog....

my colleague tell me to faster learn the product knowledge so that they can teach me barista things...lol...haha...really cant find enough time to read the stuff...but still rmb that i noe most of the thing in Sakae in just 1 or 2 week...lol...and i even forget stuffs read before now...thought that i am working tmr, but turned out i see wrongly, but never mind, cause i work earlier yesterday...yappi....so the hour is still the same, just 1hr less because of break...

Spent lot of money this holiday...from my own pocket i mean....lol...$160 for jap EP + $70~ for chalet + $204 for Guitar( cause i add a tuner too)...seems like i spent more whenever i worked....lol...cause spent on Ipod video, nintendo DS lite and laptop the other time...my pay will only come one month later cause i just started...sian...$$$ is really impt since ppl quarrel with u because u don't have enough $$$...this is Wat i feel...plus i can buy quality stuff with $$$...Also need to save up if i really wan to go uni in the future...

And that's all...haha...waiting for my new guitar that's coming in 2 week time!...

Labels: birthday, CCA, life, music, stress, TCC