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Friday, February 02, 2007

I had Enuff!!!

Now i am Damn Piss with alot things. I am reali boiling. Kao! Now i think that life start to get better! Why! Fuck! so many years still cannot ah! Why do i have to be the middleman everytime! 8 years! 8 DAMN LONG YEARS U KNOW! the hell with so many sweet talk. what!? wanna see mi married and got children!? WHO de HELL WAN It When You all let MI FEEL adn THINK ALL THESE ARE So MISERABLE! Now WHAt? i grown up? dun so agitated!? who is the one dun wan listen? i listen to what u say But Did U hear from US? IT is SO UNFAIR LA! Y the FUCK!? WHY DO I NID TO CARE BOUT THAT CHILD WHEN HIS MOTHER DUN EVEN CARE! EVERYTIME WHAt! WHO done WRONG!!?? EVEN I KNOW CAN UNDERSTAND THE PAIn! The betray! the trust! now finally okie le WHAT? wanna move back in somemore with that CHILD!? CUT ALL THESE BULLSHIT. YEA PAY for the HOUSE! ISN THAT THE RIGHTFUL THING in the FIRST PLACE!? That time oso! uncle and er shen quarrel wif grandmum then cannot live there Y NID to BOTHER until mum!? Reunion dinner nid go AMK coz they cannot live here? that argument wif uncle bah! But y does it even concern until mum!? Think about it la! EVERY YEAR! hu is the one nid to Tolerate all this things! I honestly if i am her, I CANT SORRY! ASK MI TO THINK THINK THINK! WHO IS THE ONE NOT THINKING AND HAve A Thought!! Dun make Mi Hold HAtred! Else I wont know wat i wanna up to!

I reali alot things wanna say out...wanna find dear talk de...but then the atmosphere just not right...not as close as last time...i suddenly reali dun feel gd and nothing to talk about. just keep switching topics. Nxt eunice just come ranting as if i know i wont go out ah. i oso call alden den know cancel. I am still trying to go out leh! wan slp go slp la...i dun promise u anything. today such a waste of day...if i know just chiong from the start heck care everything...now wanna go central have dinner terry oso dun wan anymore just buy card nia. Paiseh La! At most I JUST GO OUT LA! Happy! Screw all things man! my mood is totally spoiled!

Eugene 11:08 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007 I had Enuff!!! Now i am Damn Piss with alot things. I am reali boiling. Kao! Now i think that life start to get better! Why! Fuck! so many years still cannot ah! Why do i have to be the middleman everytime! 8 years! 8 DAMN LONG YEARS U KNOW! the hell with so many sweet talk. what!? wanna see mi married and got children!? WHO de HELL WAN It When You all let MI FEEL adn THINK ALL THESE ARE So MISERABLE! Now WHAt? i grown up? dun so agitated!? who is the one dun wan listen? i listen to what u say But Did U hear from US? IT is SO UNFAIR LA! Y the FUCK!? WHY DO I NID TO CARE BOUT THAT CHILD WHEN HIS MOTHER DUN EVEN CARE! EVERYTIME WHAt! WHO done WRONG!!?? EVEN I KNOW CAN UNDERSTAND THE PAIn! The betray! the trust! now finally okie le WHAT? wanna move back in somemore with that CHILD!? CUT ALL THESE BULLSHIT. YEA PAY for the HOUSE! ISN THAT THE RIGHTFUL THING in the FIRST PLACE!? That time oso! uncle and er shen quarrel wif grandmum then cannot live there Y NID to BOTHER until mum!? Reunion dinner nid go AMK coz they cannot live here? that argument wif uncle bah! But y does it even concern until mum!? Think about it la! EVERY YEAR! hu is the one nid to Tolerate all this things! I honestly if i am her, I CANT SORRY! ASK MI TO THINK THINK THINK! WHO IS THE ONE NOT THINKING AND HAve A Thought!! Dun make Mi Hold HAtred! Else I wont know wat i wanna up to! I reali alot things wanna say out...wanna find dear talk de...but then the atmosphere just not right...not as close as last time...i suddenly reali dun feel gd and nothing to talk about. just keep switching topics. Nxt eunice just come ranting as if i know i wont go out ah. i oso call alden den know cancel. I am still trying to go out leh! wan slp go slp la...i dun promise u anything. today such a waste of day...if i know just chiong from the start heck care everything...now wanna go central have dinner terry oso dun wan anymore just buy card nia. Paiseh La! At most I JUST GO OUT LA! Happy! Screw all things man! my mood is totally spoiled! Eugene 11:08 PM
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