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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

finally a blog post.

Ok actually i wanna blog on the dramas and anime i watch recently and commented but i think i just brief through my time during this few weeks bah. Lets see, First of all I am send off to Industrial Attachment at Web Professional House. 2 weeks had pass since i been there. I am quite please with work given to mi now. It is not sth i reali like but not to the extend of dislike compare to FYP. The people at my work place are friendly and sociable. In addition i do nid to wear formal but just casual formal. I am very happy bout it.
In term of my skill development, Daiko drum we have learn finish the drum set Hiryuu Sanda Gaeshi and Jap Chior we got a new song name 道, Sensei say it mean move toward your dream. I think is very nice inspiration and a good song.
In term of expenses, i have overuse my budget, Been going alot, Went wif Jap chior on a bowling session and a high tea buffet, Euphoria on a K box Session, Daiko Drum on a Ramen and TCC Session, Travelling cost mi 40 within 2 weeks due to not able to purchase MRT Concession, haiz let Yan jing spot on le. Wif my collegues to places like BlueMist on a western food session and Jap food Ichiban Boshi session. And ytd, eat at pastamania wif Sec sch frenz and today K Box session wif Poly Frenz. Well Bound to sacrifice when gaining something. I shall stop here ^_^

Eugene   7:32 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007

NYAA CAMP

Yea! finally the long awaited camp. Last friday was my presentation day as well. After my presentation i went back home to get my camping clothes. At 7pm, went over to blk E , togther wif sze kee and yilin had our dinnder outside sch. The number of ppl who suppose turn up at the camp are 23 but not all turn up but still it turn up all well. On the first night, we were divided in to group.


My group name is Cetere Paribus, think thats the spelling, taken from economic study. Together wif mi were Min, Nel, Doris, Grace, Sze Kee and Ad nan. on the other hand, team 1 we have, Wallace, Pei jun, Ira, Ivan, Julian, Amirul and Mulyadi. Our main comittee for the camp, we got Lucaz, Lifa and Joyce, as well as other Facililators, Caroline, Lynette, Darren, QQ , Wei Hao and David. We draw Our flag tat night, it actually can see many images just tat dunno where the flag got to now. First night, we have some ice breaking game, Cluedo but acted out activities where we have the comittee member act out scenario while we invistigate. At night, we have this movie screening wif the astronomy club but i forgot the title. After that movie, i went over to SU to catch some slp. By the time i wake, sze kee and yilin is nowhere to be seen.


On the 2nd day morning, we played mostly water game. First we had to fill up this pail using paper cup, and is actually wif alot of holes. Next we have this waterbomb game. Before the game, we were given 3 red, 3 blue and 3 yellow construction paper. everyone is to stick at our body and at the end of game, the remaining paper tat is still dry gain point. This is fun, i was aimed by many ppl, i am quite a gd bait. i remember julian or ivan got his red paper drop on the floor, i simply smash the water bomb on the paper. Next i saw pei jun having the blue paper on her right leg leaving it open, Yea! throw on her leg. Bull Eye! Wallace came to engage mi but i know he hide his paper under shirt, my hand having 2 bombs, i squash it, and pour it on his shirt. LoL. In the end we won. my paper are wet, but my team alot of their are dry. too many ppl are aiming for mi, see i am such a gd bait =X.


After that proceed to the seimming pool, we have the water polo game at the medium pool. Everyone join in the game except Joan, our refree. the people who join our side are David, wei hao, qq and darrren. While, Lucaz and lifa join the other side. We ended this game with a draw but is fun. Everyone enjoyed it. After that Darren, QQ, Wei Hao , David and i went to the basketball and play 5 matches of 3 v 2. Each round change team. Haha, Everyone were so tired, until david oso feel statisfied, can go back without regret. LoL.

After having our lunch, we got another competition. Is like obstacle challenge. First station, is the bartener game. have a cup full of water on a wet table. and u got to try to push it without falling at the same time avoid certain spot to avoid eating unknown stuffs. 2nd station, My god, we stuck there for quite a long time. This station, is we having this hop scotch game and a bull eye. first one of the team member got to jump finish the hop scotch and pass the free bie to the bull eye area without dropping. next the person hu catch the freebie got to push this paper box into a bull eye area. It is tough. Finally the last station, Mind game! Crossword puzzle, Maze and Sudoku. After that obstacle, there is the tangling hands and this new game i played. to form in circle wif everyone sitting on one another. This is tough, as it giv my right knee alot stress. My group forfeited for mi. So touched ^^.

Coming up next, i have to say very nice. Amazing race. The game we played at each station got the fitness, the jigsaw puzzle, lame qns, marbles, riddle and pictionary. Of all, the search for lucaz is tedious follow by caroline. the search for them total add up to 1 hr. =.=" throughout the process, my heart is pounding pain, but i am not having breathing problem but like wat joan said, heart muscle weak, probably due to lack of slp but overwhelming of running.


After our dinner, we have the night skit. In our case, we perform game while inviting audience. Is the copy version of the pictionary in Wu Zhong Xian's show. the other team had this funny spiderman act. We got the into Night treasure hunting after that which we cause quite a rukus for the security guard. my team walk through many area, even those deserted path, we to explore. Its a good feeling LOL. Late at night, after shower, ppl are slping, writing, watching movie until bout 3 when everyone turn in. got myself work on the letter writing as well, and slept in at bout 4 plus 5.


Sunday Morning, got woke by Caroline. I had some wash up before heading to hockey pitch to join wif the group. we have the freebie and captain ball game. Very fun. Everyone are participating and enjoying it. Back at the forum, learn this new game using poker, i think its call pool. And there they announce the winner, YAY! Our team numbers small but won it. Nevertheless i think team 1 win as well. LoL. We ended up throw the prizes together. Like last year, unable to finish it. Lynette is so goood~!! she treat us to Pizza. And Coming up the NYAA Tradition, We have the tau puk, and lucaz is the one for us guys while lida and joyce for the gers. But better off than last year where auguestine so skinny, so many ppl lie over him yet we have joan jump on top the whole lot of us. LOL. THis game is so much fun. After that i headed home wif the company of pei jun hu drop of 3 stops earlier than mi.


I feel sorry for skipping, the jap lesson, hip hop and daiko drum esp but i dun regret it ^^


PS: will update the photo once i got hold and once again, pardon the long draggy compo >.<"

Eugene   9:30 PM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Searching for Something


Lets see, Chinese New Year not reali good but at the same time not reali bad. But just very tired. Both physically and mentally i guess...till today, i haven open those red packets and calculate how much i recieve. So, on the eve, went to amk for dinner and then i went to work until morning 6am. After reaching home, play 2 dota match before slp for 2 hrs and head for amk again before heading back to pasir ris and go to my mum side pai nian. Then head to work again at 10pm to 6am. On the second day...together with lester, hou meng and terry, we went to alden's house pai nian. Play the game Blackjack and in between there. Lose 5 dollar~ sobsob >.<. Next, we went to xin wei house to play mah jong. A lot of funny thing happen. sadly i nid to go to work at 6pm. On the 3rd day, went to miss regine house with qin xin alden and my sis eunice. Haha, play mah jong there as well and some chatting. At near 5pm or 6pm, eunice and i walk over to gerene's house, wah seh, so near sia. And yea, i lost 30 dollar that night =.=". After tat gerene's dad treat gavin, mi, yu zhen and gerene half to K. Quite Song! 6 hours of singing until not much of a song to sing, or rather too tired to sing. I fall aslp in there once. LOL.




Hai, on the 4th of chinese new year, went to amk library to study for exam the day after. This year spoil alot of my mood. Like exam during chinses new year, and no break after exam, i be going for FYP. i heard is 8am to 6pm daily. Anyway, the fortunate thing is, i am still able to go genting wif my sec sch mates.




On the Ren ri, saturday, I meet up with qin xin to hou gang to sing K with chu hua and her boy frenz. Haha, Halfway, Chu hua and her bf board the bus. Not plan de wor...and there we go to K. Haha i am actually quite surprise how well they can sing. Chu hua is so hyper that she keep on standing up singing and dancing LoL. Going out wif different group to sing is gd as, get to know more gd song to sing in K LOL. We end our singing session at 3 and went to mall while chu hua search for clothing she wanna bring over to shang hai but in the end she bought another pair of glove.


On Sunday, i meet up with qin xin and di fei at very early 5.45am, near 5.55am. Went to Changi Airport to send chu hua off. Bon Voyage~ wish you good luck there! then went to eat mac with qin xin and di fei. Oh ya, Chu yun is oso flying soon, thier mother especially must be reali worried and at the same time lonely de. Anyway, we chat until bout time for mi to leave for Jap lesson. haha have some gd chat wif di fei and qin xin regarding the topic eternal love? LOL.
That day is a reali tiring day, i fall aslp half tru the lesson, and still nid to head to hougang to pai pai>.<


yesterday, haven touch this topic DMID, went to find jia wei quite late to do some last minute revision before going to sch and have our exam. Well I think i am ok with wat i can ans. Still thinking bout wat qin xin and di fei have say but then sound quite right but at the same time still got sth not right, aiya thing kindda thing not in hurry, i still got stuffs i wanna do. After tml exam, everything is gonna be over ^^ but at the same time, FYP gonna start, so i guess i will maybe go into MIA mode or 3 months? probably hopefully not, Maple training is one the of the prob i will face >.<


Eugene   5:39 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Happy Valentine Day~!
Happy FriendShip Day~!



Yea...it been some time since i last update. Past 2 weeks, been spending most of the time on bed due to the back injury. Somehow, it is still not fully recover but better le. I didn went to work but spend my time lying on bed otherwise mapling during my 2x...yea quite silly of mi to sit there playing for long hrs when my back still hurt. Oh well. Meanwhile, when i was lying on bed, i was watching 少年楊家將. This is a very gd show. I put some pic of hu acted below. acted by hu ge as well. This show is very very nice, very touching. I cry at the last part of the shows. Reali cannot ctrl, will cry more than 天外飞仙.


Alot of things happen around me. But i dun think i wanna post everything. Friendship this kindda thing oso nid fate. But then reali astonish, when a closed friend just become so distant. In maple, a friend hu i trust can lie so many times. My god, i guess, friend this kindda thing reali nid alot commitment as well. Family matter is kind of disturbing especially CNY is around the corner and for that, wanna say i trying to avoid oso can, i work long hours during the CNY. Yea, if possible, i dun wan see any of them.


Thank to many ppl hu are concern my back but then, is i deserve de LOL. But still have to cut down on maple as exam is next week. and yea, thx yue...and ya quite naggy but appreciate it la and thx xin wei~ listen to many of my prob that DAY. hee. Yesterday, is happy Valentine, but then for mi is Happy Friendship Day, along wif keegan, xin wei and zhi wei we went to vivo. haha though childish game we had in arcade but reali Fun! LOL. I learn another new thing that go against my logic. There is this couple, marriage had last 79 years. Till now, They are still 熱戀當中. Their way of maintaining is to giv each other a kiss before slp and to them everyday is like Valentine Day, so they nid no worry bout what and how they going to celebrate unlike local couples =.=" yes i shoot alot ppl liao. To them, everyday, they wil use different ways to express thier love to each other. I reali envious them and wish them Happy 79 years Anniversary ^^


Today went to Jurong to redeem the laptop, along the way met john. At first, quite regret for not asking them to deliver to my house at the cost of 30 dollar but not anymore now. As on my return, i met shu jun. Yea...Very long nv see her le. I am so glad she say she very happy and doing well. she become thiner though. haiz but well wish her best of luck though ^^




Eugene   6:29 PM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Thank Again -.-"
Coz i this few day nv blogs so nv post. So i like to thank hou meng, yian hian, charn and xin wei for the wishes...i hope i am not forgetting anyone out ah...And also euphorians for the cake too ^^ hehe...yesterday final presentation is over went to sakae sushi wif the class with my sprain...darn pain oh well...not like everyday got outing liddat...

Sunday went to jap class like usual. But mi and Benjamin sign up the choir there and oso the drum but then nid to go audition for the choir LoL. and its normal session will clash wif my piano so i guess is out. And also somehow saturday or maybe friday i offended somebody...coz i kana shoot cold arrow twice>.<" then the reply is somewhat not natural de. Very Sorry. i am wondering izzit becoz i forget to reply a message but then like not also. Anyway very sorry ='(
Also, one good thing is, my back feel much better though is still pain but at least it show that is recovering. ^_^ and hou meng thx for that message, i am coping well ^^

Eugene   4:30 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007

I had Enuff!!!

Now i am Damn Piss with alot things. I am reali boiling. Kao! Now i think that life start to get better! Why! Fuck! so many years still cannot ah! Why do i have to be the middleman everytime! 8 years! 8 DAMN LONG YEARS U KNOW! the hell with so many sweet talk. what!? wanna see mi married and got children!? WHO de HELL WAN It When You all let MI FEEL adn THINK ALL THESE ARE So MISERABLE! Now WHAt? i grown up? dun so agitated!? who is the one dun wan listen? i listen to what u say But Did U hear from US? IT is SO UNFAIR LA! Y the FUCK!? WHY DO I NID TO CARE BOUT THAT CHILD WHEN HIS MOTHER DUN EVEN CARE! EVERYTIME WHAt! WHO done WRONG!!?? EVEN I KNOW CAN UNDERSTAND THE PAIn! The betray! the trust! now finally okie le WHAT? wanna move back in somemore with that CHILD!? CUT ALL THESE BULLSHIT. YEA PAY for the HOUSE! ISN THAT THE RIGHTFUL THING in the FIRST PLACE!? That time oso! uncle and er shen quarrel wif grandmum then cannot live there Y NID to BOTHER until mum!? Reunion dinner nid go AMK coz they cannot live here? that argument wif uncle bah! But y does it even concern until mum!? Think about it la! EVERY YEAR! hu is the one nid to Tolerate all this things! I honestly if i am her, I CANT SORRY! ASK MI TO THINK THINK THINK! WHO IS THE ONE NOT THINKING AND HAve A Thought!! Dun make Mi Hold HAtred! Else I wont know wat i wanna up to!

I reali alot things wanna say out...wanna find dear talk de...but then the atmosphere just not right...not as close as last time...i suddenly reali dun feel gd and nothing to talk about. just keep switching topics. Nxt eunice just come ranting as if i know i wont go out ah. i oso call alden den know cancel. I am still trying to go out leh! wan slp go slp la...i dun promise u anything. today such a waste of day...if i know just chiong from the start heck care everything...now wanna go central have dinner terry oso dun wan anymore just buy card nia. Paiseh La! At most I JUST GO OUT LA! Happy! Screw all things man! my mood is totally spoiled!

Eugene   11:08 PM

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Thank ppl!

Okie...i think not bad for my 19th...better than last time. Thx you alden, zhi liang and eden for the testis esp alden...yeah thx for not forgeting and post before u go army LoL. Also lester for the early wish. Gavin for the so many wishes and mega in maple. Terry, Han bin, Wei jie and aurron for the wishes too. ^_^ Also wei foong for the tag wish though i am quite surprise u able to find my blog 0.0. Also many thx to cali, magnus, meli and gerene for the sms. Thank alot Nic and zhi wei for the msn wish but zw hope u cheer up ya? same to eden and meli! Smile~^_^ ALSO a BIG BIG Thank to Xin Zhen, Evonne, Pek Hwa and Fulin. Though 3 packet of apple juices LoL but i appreciate! reali wor! sad to say those are my only gift=.=. Also thx Xin zhen again for the "R & B" Birthday Song ^^. Also Charn's belated wish lol. Thank! Last but not least my mother for treating pizza ^^

Eugene   2:26 AM

Friday, January 26, 2007

COMPLETE
YES! Finally Finish Up all My Use cases! Thx to Teng Fei, I completed my Upload Function from Excel. SO HAppy! Statisfied sia. Wash all my unhappiness away~! Tml present the usecases then monday will nid to hand it in. Then i am sortta FREE for a moment before getting ready for exam...


Haha oh ya...more and more ppl know bout this classmate of mine got gf and the shocking new is hu is his gf LoL. SHHH =X Well so nice of it so hopefully nothing go wrong becoz of the fact that some of us know as one wrong move from us, anything might happen.

Today leh, open house day but i nv help out...alot ppl ask mi y oso...coz firstly, get bored? secondly...no sense of belonging in the cca group...so i rather hang around wif classmate playing magic...though will miss some memories from the past...but well look forward...its good to have some change in activities at times. must get myself busy to get tru this horrified month. few more days to Feb! HipPE!

later morning present use case then i suppose can go home le then shd be going to piano then work. sat morning playing bb wif tian xue then work from 6pm to 2am... Sunday i shall attend my jap lesson as usual...and hopefully dance class can commence soon.
Now dun feel like slping...hehehe...go play ps2 bah =P

Eugene   12:36 AM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

The meaning in life
This month is not a pleasent month for mi once again...January...is always a month i dun like. This time, double...projects etc...and many quiz in continuity...haiz...my mentor tell mi my grade for J2EE is F. my attendance oso not reali gd...if gonna retain, i wont say much also...but i wonder if gonna retain...the first semester what shd i do...haiz...still long...I Finally finish watching the korean drama...ALL IN...the male char has a unfortunate life in the show he went tru alot thing, to be wif his love and seperate from his love...many times...but finally they manage to be together and he bet everything he have on to forcus loving this one ger. Is a great show...i wonder if i able to ALL IN one day...

It make mi think that...i have to change my life somehow as well...anyway...tml is J2EE exam...whether izzit gd or bad...let luck decide...i have nth to lose in any case...Recently...feel quite lonely sia...haven been going out wif frenz except working and get to see some...everyone is so busy too...wanna go out oso dunno hu to call...coming monday is a boring day...it shd be a special day for mi but since some yrs back it just turn out to be a day i dun like alot. It always give mi unplesasent feeling...Project presentation is on that day as well...Sianz...after watching ALL IN and Tian Wai Fei Xian... make mi so emotional...but it is about time i start to change the habits...and start forcusing on my study and oso things i REALLY wanna do...

Today i heard one sad new from my classmate...newspaper show ayumi got illness that is like aids...heard she went to find 10 gigalos...my god...i just heard that she got bf de...but then OMG...she is my idol...i reali like alot of her songs and even plan to make a trip wif alden and others to go count down wif her this coming yr end...Haiz...Slp early and prepare for exam tml bah...Life is always full of surprises...I been taking things for granted...but i was grateful that i am lucky...Be able to promote to sec 4 when my english shd almost retain mi...to pass my O lvl wif a score that lead mi into poly when my prelims had show mi that i cant even get to ITE. Grateful that...i am able to pass all my modules so far when no effort is being put in...But then... This should not go on...is time for mi to do some work le. Else i wont be able to face people who reali put in alot of effort...must search for a whole new meaning in life.

Eugene   11:10 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

STATISFACTION
know what it mean!!! I MANAGE TO COMPLETE 3 USECASES right BEFORE UAT!! WHAHAHA. Especially this View de. This teach mi dun copy blindly, keep trial and error and understand the code!! MUAHHAHA I FEEL SO HAPPY~! Use case Update, Delete, View now left onli Upload. LOL. tml classes Heck care ah~~ morning is jap~~ i finish my roleplay le~~ LOL. I AM SO SO SO SO STATISFIED!! OWNAGE!

Eugene   4:19 AM

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