My Way

I had my days, days of sorrows.
I had my days, days of smiles in a row

this is a life, a journey of  me !

Redha with what is written...faith surrounded my strength.

I'm the chosen one to glide and crawl this path,

though I rebelled and stumbled,

I have YOU and them in my every breath.

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aku bukan penulis, bukan penyair,
tapi aku rasa setiap insan punya keupayaan tersendiri dalam meluahkan kata hati..
lintang pukang ayat tu..beginner level
kira ok lah tu..(kes "kau BOLEH" ! )

hmm... kala aku down, lagu MY WAY~ Frank Sinatra akan automatically terngiang di minda..

nie lah Soundtrack bila sampai bab sedih dlm hidup aku..

kira lagu penguat semangat lah konon nyer..

(blom sampai bab happy lagi.. nanti kita cerita pulak Soundtrack bila bab happy,yek!)

I like the lyrics. Very inspiring.. (walaupun kadang2 nampak mcm eskyen..hehehe)

tapi hakikatnya, kita adalah kita!

walau punya mak, ayah, saudara mara.. kita sebenarnya sendirian.

Keyakinan kita hanya pada ALLAH dan diri kita sendiri bukan bersandar pada org lain. So, lagu nie mengajar aku yg hidup tak selalunya indah.

namun, walaupun tertulis hidup kita tak seindah kehidupan org lain,

yakinlah, itu lah kehidupan TERBAIK yg ALLAH berikan.

HE knows the best for you..and it's our job to make the best out of it!

Lets hear it together, ok! ;-)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8L1sg7RImyM

MY WAY

And now, the end is near,

And so I face the final curtain.

My friends, I'll say it clear;

I'll state my case of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life that's full -

I've travelled each and every highway.

And more, much more than this,

I did it my way.

Regrets? I've had a few,

But then again, too few to mention.

I did what I had to do

And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course -

Each careful step along the byway,

And more, much more than this,

I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew,

When I bit off more than I could chew,

But through it all, when there was doubt,

I ate it up and spit it out.

I faced it all and I stood tall

And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried,

I've had my fill - my share of losing.

But now, as tears subside,

I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that,

And may I say, not in a shy way -

Oh no. Oh no, not me.

I did it my way.

For what is a man? What has he got?

If not himself - Then he has naught.

To say the things he truly feels

And not the words of one who kneels.

The record shows I took the blows

And did it my way.

Yes, it was my way.

pain has a name....

-ccc-

Restless...Allah lead me the way!

There's a time when u feel that u are stumbling down over and over....

Heart beats fast, hands sweat , sit or stand can't seems to be right...

But there's always ALLAH in the light....

Waiting for His servant to weep in the nite.....

Seeking His bless and 'nikmat'....

Insyaallah, WAYS and WILL will be in sight...

I trust you ALLAH, for my presence here is because of You and only for You..

You give me one restless but thousands of happiness, what else could i have ask for....Allah Hu Akbar!

restless go away...

-ccc-

Curley Hero temporary downnn...

Hi CCC fwenns...

for those yang dah bayar... shipment will be interupted for one day yer..

my Curley Hero landed in Paed ward... need to settle this lil' task prior..

shipment will resume on Wed Sep29th onwards, k.

thanks for ur understanding and support!

Luv alwiz,

-CCC-

Bila "pesakit" dah tak duduk diam.. doc soh duduk atas katil, pesakit main bawah katil...
well...it's a sign "TO GO HOME..!!"
Jom lah balik, sayang oooiii....mama dah tak larat!!huhuh..

Lebaran 2010

Tahun ni, anak2 beraya bersama ku... happy and thankful! Syukur to Allah. 

Can imagine the fun "chaos" awaits... esp with my Amazing Trios running all over my parents small cottage.

Tahun kedua menumpang raya bersama Mak Ayah. Buat masa ni, belum mampu berdiri 100% sendiri. Syukur Mak Ayah sentiasa disisi menyusuri melodi hidup ku sebagai single mom.

Not more and not less... raya kami just as the way we are, seadaanya semampu kudrat dan kewangan ku.

Alhamdulilah rezeki Allah berikan tak pernah putus..walaupun ada ketikanya hidup seumpama kais-pagi makan pagi.... well, not that bad actually cuma aku masih belum stabil menyusun kewangan keluarga buat mak ayah dan anak2 tersayang.

Syukur... setiap hari ada customer yang membeli di CCC.... lepas lah buat beli pampers and susu for a week or we get to berbuka something "extravagant" for that day for Tok and Opah.

2 minggu sebelum raya, syukur pihak "sana"  membantu kos baju raya dan barangan raya buat anak2.

They finally got their baju raya, kasut raya and some fun-stuff for those munchkins..thanks Mr.Papa.

For me, mak and ayah....looks like we have to settle with last year's baju raya.  Still look good, what? :-)

Priorities are for the kids, some delicacies for majlis takbir di malam raya and a few selections of kuih raya for the guests.

I think raya this year will trun out well... yup! Insyaallah.

Salam Eidil Fitri buat semua teman setia CCC.. maaf zahir dah batin atas segala salah dan silap.