The thing I hate most: Insecurity.

大人的世界好難理解, 太複雜了. 朋友與敵人, 是與非, 誰對誰錯, 有誰能告訴你答案?

口口聲聲說是為你好, 真正的目的又是甚麼呢? 有如此的單純嗎? 還是事我想太多了?

想保護身邊的人, 但會否顯得太大驚小怪, 小題大作呢? 此人或許不會了解, 也不會感激. 或許是用錯了方法, 或許...

常常試著為生變的人著想, 但是否真的被當成理所當然了呢? 真的累了, 難道想對自己好一點點, 就這麼一次, 也有錯嗎? 不行嗎? 能不能不要一直默默守護別人, 別人或許永遠都不會發覺.

是默默的好, 還是表明的好? 我覺得真心的最好.

不想長大, 不知道能不能信任他人. 是真心關心, 還是想影響你的思想?

我不善於表達, 不喜歡跟別人分享. 我, 又能跟誰訴苦呢?

或許對你而言, 我不如他人. 我漠不關心, 很無趣吧. 是你, 還是我?

이해할 수 없고 이해하고 싶지않아.

혼자서 살 수 있어? 더 좋은 거야?

Sing, and everything will be fine. Hopefully.

I feel that.. My Jap is more fluent than my Korean. Although I only had jap lesson for 2 months plus, but Korean for 1 year plus.

Maybe cos I'm listening to Jap almost everyday. But my vocab for both are so limited.

If only I study hard. But so lazy.. I haven't even self study katakana.

Hong Kong Trip & WG

My first time taking a plane. Jetstar. To Hong Kong! 11-15 Dec.

When it first took off, it was really scary. Seeing the ground and infrastructures getting smaller, while the plane flies higher.

Seeing the sky getting from dark to bright. So pretty. Now I get what people say, about clouds like cotton candy. But it is quite different from what I thought it was.

Never expected the airplane to fly so high, being above the cloud.

A must for me to try other countries' Ippudo.

I am really becoming an Ippudo Maniac. I mean, since we are there, why not just try Ippudo HK. It is a rare chance, to see and taste the difference in operation and food. And even the cultural. If I am rich and have lots of time, I would love to go to each and every other outlet in the country.

One of my favourite photos of the trip.

 I look so happy, natural and carefree. Who would have known this is actually a selca. Hahahah.

Definitely one of my favourites. With a beautiful background and happy faces.

Such a pretty scene. It is like a huge Sun above the castle. But it is actually two fireworks crossing path.

I haven't taken cable cars since years.. I don't even remember taking it. That was how young I was.

The night scenery from the plane.

The trip home was night time. The bright lights from below. Beautiful, yet mysterious.

Mysterious as I do not know where I was above and what they were.

Back home safely after flight kept being delayed due to weather and congestion. My whole family was there at the airport waiting for me to arrive. So much love, even my younger brother. Hahha, the (always) little brother who has a sharp mouth yet soft heart. :)

Sometimes I wonder, how would I have been if I made a different decision in many parts of my life. Like, if I have not joined Ippudo 4 years ago, where would I be? But I believe in fate and destiny.

And Ippudo at Westgate is opened. Asked my brother and Eihan to try it with me. I hope they really like it.

Really happy to see Kohei-san once again, after about 1.5 years. He is back from Sydney for 10 days. Really appreciate the warm welcome and hospitality I get whenever I visit any Singapore Ippudo as a customer. Ippudo is really like a second family to me.

My brother thinks that all the Japanese are handsome, he calls Matsuoka-san the handsome one. I call Miyazaki-san the charismatic one. And Kohei-san, the Sydney manager. But Kohei-san is so smiley these days. He kept smiling when he visited the office yesterday.

All these memories are irreplaceable. So precious.

Thank you for always being so welcoming and entertaining.

Haahah, I was asking Kohei-san about Sunday. And he was saying, just the two of us? Karen-san told him my brother was standing there. And Kohei-san immediately bowed and apologised to him. Why sho cute?

:))

Thanks for making Ippudo my second home.

 當人與人之間的關係越來越複雜, 越來越難理解.

人際關係真的好難理解.

My managers are adorably cute.

No idea what lies ahead. But just enjoy every moment. :)

或許管得太多, 真的苦了自己. 該學會放開.

真的累了, 倦了.

我沒有你們想像中堅強.

真的有想放棄的念頭. 但是到最後是否會後悔放棄曾擁有的夢想呢?

這條路走了很遠, 但還有更長的路要走. 這條路真的不簡單.

也許放手, 我才會快樂些.

A good and tough question.. Do I like Ippudo or (Ippudo) Office more?

Actually I really like both a lot. I'm in love with Ippudo..(?) Hahahah. Feels like a family to me, even if there are politics which I might not know of.. So far, everyone has been kind to me.

I like to work in the restaurants because there are a lot of interactions and relationships seems better, at least to me. Office people are nice as well, being a backstage support for the outlets. And learning a lot of behind the scenes jobs.

Always, and still, whenever I look back at the photos, the memories will never fall to bring a smile on my face. My bosses who are overseas, I do miss them.

Probation ended. But it also means more responsibilities. I feel it coming. >.< Which is good in a way.

난 어디에 잘 못해? 진짜 몰라. 어떻게?

혼자서?