Sometimes, I wish I was a few years younger, and be living in another country. Would things be different?

Yeah, I highly think so. I might not be able to sing and dance like I do now. I might not have supportive parents and friends. I might not meet that many people who changed my life.

So, I'm really grateful for what I have now. I just have to treasure everything I have now, and live it to the fullest.

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My greatest resolution of 2012 met.

Thank you for everything.

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I love how some of my favourite singers' voices are so gentle and have the power to heal my sometimes depressed soul.

I hope that one day, my voice will have that ability too.

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Today I was singing. And my mum said, "If I knew you like it, I'd have let you learn since young. But last time you so timid."

I'm happy with what I have now. And all parents are really willing to give the best to their children.

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So funny, Onew!

Although my imagination was not exactly the reality, but it is good enough. I am grateful.

And I am really very lucky.

Thank you for putting your trust in me once again. I will continue to work hard. I will work even harder. This chance is hard to come by, I will break that barrier someday.

My mind says give it up, my heart says no.

I am too creative, imagination too wild. Come back to reality.. But curiosity kills the cat.

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SHINee World Concert II.

Omg, seeing all of them so closed up. I feel soooo grateful and lucky now.

Jonghyun was the first to come over. Haha, okay.. Minho is so cute, kept waving too. Key is so good looking. Taemin kept smiling while throwing the balls. The first time Onew walked over, my heart was pouncing like crazy. And when he threw the balls, he opened his mouth so widely. Lol.

I saw a live of the Onew's Lucifer part. So funny. His head was hit by a beanie which was thrown on the stage. And he gave the what-just-happened and where-did-it-come-from-face. Then he saw Jonghyun pouring water on his own hair, and shaking it off, and pause looking shock, the "what are you" doing face. At the ending speech, he played with the snake, preventing it from biting him and battling with it. Just before he went in, the snake 'bit' him.

Onew: "Thank you for being a part of my life." Lol.

Sorry for being such a fangirl..

Ps. Onew's make up was really thick. But still.. <3 and="and" awesome="awesome" heavenly.="heavenly." his="his" is="is" just="just" p="p" voice="voice">Minho's smile and wave so cute, but can never beat Onew. Lol. He's for Marilene anyway.

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So surprised to see my name with a position "management". A shock of my life, cos I am just a part-timer. Last time was "admin". Makes be ponder again.. Should I continue working here after my graduation? I'm quite happy with this job. But is this really what I want? I don't want to serve for the rest of my life also. So I'll give it some serious thoughts first.

I know how much my managers trust and rely on me. But I've came to a point where sometimes I panic cos I feel life I can't improve anymore. Not that I am perfect, but just I don't know how to do better. Others are good too. I don't want to be stagnant too.

Maybe a change in environment will be good. Sydney outlet really looks fun.. I miss my 2 managers, who are there currently..

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If something keeps happening, it means something right? Maybe the problem lies with me, just maybe.

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Stupid me, I didn't think of the consequence. But was it that serious? Courted my own death.

It is more of having heartpain than being angry. Seems like you never thought the problem lies with you. Seems like you haven't got it. Okay, maybe I didn't think the problem lies with me too.

But are you the only one with feelings and bad mood? If you haven't already realised, I doubt you have..

Just let me be alone, for now.

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I miss my bosses overseas, I really want to go there for maybe half a year. I miss all my friends.. :|

But I feel so bad, cos I don't feel like talking these few days, please pardon me if I appear to seem uninterested.

This feeling... I'm feeling so empty. This feeling reminds me of years ago when we got bronze for syf. Where a small reminder makes me sad.

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