New favourite song!

Because I Don't Know How To Love -FT Island

Love the melody~

How can one sing with so much emotions?

Decided to visit a doctor for my sore throat. Super worried about throat now. Hurts. CJ Concert is coming so soon. Have to heal it asap, for practices. Strained quite a bit for yesterday's practice. Losing my voice, yet again.

Most common problem of mine stiff neck and lost of voice. Why like that.

I myself can't understand my body.Only had 15 minutes for 7 hours of work, it's crazy. But I survived. Cos I'm from Mandarin, where I once had 7 hours without break. Cos it was the first few weeks after opening, too busy and lack of staff.

Pimples everywhere on my face. Have to sleep early.

Hate losing my voice. Hard to speak, can't sing. Such a torture.

不能吃太热，也不能吃太凉。真是的。

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You say people and things are taken for granted. Don't you take people for granted too?

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Sucks to be a middle-person. Why am I even in this? Hah.

I am afraid that things will be worse if I were to give any wrong suggestions or views.

Hehe, I'm so happy today. I got assurance regarding my dance. Was having rehearsal for basics 2 when some crew members came and watched a little. Many were shocked that I can dance. Delwyn, Alton. Heather said I danced like Yuzhen, just that she is more manly when dancing. Guin says I have the seh.

They said it was nice. Chairul said from the Monster choreo that time, he realised I have the lines and can catch steps fast, the people in front were unable to.

I am happy. Cos I was always told that I was very soft last time, cos I was from Chinese dance. So I guess there is improvement. But I think I have to work hard even more!

And for vocals, why am I still a little unconfident? Although I feel slightly more confident singing in front of people now, but I was trying to avoid eye contacts when Sophia was picking people for solo. But in the end, I got the part with just the 4 of us.

Shouldn't I be more confident and proud to do solos?

But I dare to sing more now. Which is good. Around 1 more month to CJ concert. I still have time to improve myself! Jiayou! :D

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So thankful for Facebook and Twitter. Now we can be updated about Gen-san with Facebook and Kohei-san with Twitter. Talking to Kohei-san on Twitter. Thankful for Internet.

I miss them. I will really consider going for working holiday at Ippudo Sydney next year. Please wait for me! 제발 날 기다려!

And I'm so excited for CJ Concert already! Can dress up prettily! But in order to look good on stage, I'll need to lose some weight and fats first. Wanted to go jogging this evening. But like always, lazy! Maybe tomorrow! One month more to go! Have to reach my targeted weight. But like underweight leh. Exercise!!

It's gonna be lots of fun!

Farewell, 3rd Boss.

I'm back from the airport. It was rather happy than sad. Only Naomi-san and I were there. And we were staring into space for 2 hours. But luckily it was not a wasted trip. One angmoh management with powerful English, carrying the buckets for pork soup. So cute. Lol.

Kohei-san said he could not stop crying when he shook hands with Matsuoka-san. Cos Matsuoka-san always takes care of them very well. Matsuoka-san called Naomi-san too, to talk to Kohei-san. Cos Kohei-san returned his phone and was uncontactable. So we were so afraid to miss him. While talking on the phone, he had lots of laughter, but can see that his laughter will easily turn into tears.

Kohei-san treated us to a cup of coffee at McCafe. Naomi-san is so friendly. I was not awkward with her at all. She did not let me pay for my cab fare, she's so nice. Shall drop by office and buy her something some day.

Take care, Kohei-san. I will aim to go for working holiday in Sydney next year after I finish exams! Janeh!

Tearing on the bus to the airport to see my manager off. Shall be happy later, so he won't cry. Respect him.

Hope we can find him later. Gonna camp at lane 10.

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And this reminds me.. Just how much I hate planning. It's really impossible to accommodate everyone. Every one of them are precious to me, I hope all of them will be there.

*Pulls hair*

I am so grumpy these few days. Why? I must stay positive. +ve!

Farewell, Kohei-san!

Korean BBQ at Tanjong Pagar Dae Jang Geum with MG and Tao. For Kohei-san's farewell, Fujibe-san's farewell (for MG) and welcome (for Tao), plus Ivy's wedding celebration.

Done with the video and gave it to Kohei-san. I really hope he finds it meaningful. :')

Because I am a perfectionist, I did not trust anyone with my not-so-perfect 'masterpiece'. Cos I like things my way. Good or bad, I don't know. I just want everything to go according to what I wanted. As in not forcing people to think like me, just that I like the things I do to be what I want it to be.

He said he was homesick when he first came to Singapore, but now he does not feel like leaving anymore. I will really miss him. 2.5 years since we first met. 1 year 4 months working with him in Tao. Gen-san only 6 months. So he is actually the Japanese management I worked with the longest.

Although we seldom talk, due to language barriers, but there is just this.. this... telepathy thing? Lol. It just that we work together so long. So yeah.

Talking about relationships.. And Zhao Ping thinks I am the stubborn type. Karen-san disagree and say I am the type who either gives it all, or do not give at all. Either bid it all, or bid none, just like Gen-san.

And now I wonder.. How can I ever bear to leave this place? Feels like a big family. I guess the day I leave will be a day when all the management changes, when all the Japanese and Karen-san leave. Still a long way to go, although sometimes I feel bored of the job. But I really can't imagine a day of being not-an-Ippudo-staff.. So attached to Ippudo now. Maybe after I graduate, I will go to Ippudo Sydney to find Kohei-san and Gen-san, or to Ippudo Seoul to utilise my Korean (still struggling to learn), or to Ippudo TW. The future is so unknown.

Kohei-san wants to portray and keep his strong image, so he didn't cry. Actually I didn't want him to cry also, don't want him to do things he does not like. But I think the day I leave, I will cry.

Okay, I have already teared twice before this. So gonna miss him.

Sometimes, we have no choice but to feign ignorance.

I know you are a 千金小姐 at home, but me, I am also a 千金大小姐 at home. Everyone is. So don't expect that people have to go according to you and wait on you all the time. People are not your servants.

A word "lazy" and you expect people to do everything for you? Even how inconvenient it is? Cannot be that case.

I. Am. Not. Your. Boyfriend.

Just saw the reply from Kohei-san on twitter (saying that he might cry if we send him off and he will feel embarrassed) and with "I Can't" by 4 Men playing in the background. Tears can't stop flowing.

The sudden thought of the 2.5 years working with him. Hmm, maybe I shouldn't have the thought of making him touched and cry anymore. Cos I think I will cry too.

But whatever it is. Yeah, that's the assurance of his ability by the President. So should be happy for him.

Funny, customer pretended not to hear me. "I would like to take away a pork bun." "Sorry, we don't do takeaways." *pretends not to hear" "I would like to have a pork bun on the go." Like my answer will change.

Then, like our answers will change. He went to ask my colleague. -.-

And why are some people so cheapskate? Pots not enough. Customer requested to have ice green tea first then change it to hot green tea when we have pots. I explained that they can choose either one, cos it is chargeable, so I offered warm water first. Then she said, tell your management, it is your fault that your pot ran out, it is only right that you serve us ice green tea first. Like what! Earrings once tried, considered sold. Once broken, sold. Once drank, sold. Where got like that one?

I hope I won't get any more messages to add on once I am done. The last time, there were a few last minuters.