New Year Resolution.

Last/This year's target achieved: To get into CJ Singing Crew. Or at least halfway there.

This/Next year: Get into CJ Dance Crew. So I will be able to do Sing & Dance. :)

There's New CJ Crew meeting tomorrow. Excited, but a little scared too. I wonder how it will be like. Is the schedule hectic? Will it clash? Will I have time to continue working? Will I be in singing or in dance as well?

But first, I HAVE to manage my studies first. Cos I realised my probation will end in April, and my one and only finals is in May. So I might just die, happily. Hahaha. But Celine (the founder) said she won't 'touch' me during my exams. But it is during my probation. So I guess, I just have to manage my time well.

And I better go study like now!!

Project U.P. 4, a success!

Whee! I got through the CJ Project U.P. 4 audition! Two rounds of auditions, and yay! I still dare not use the phrase "I'm in CJ Crew!" Cos I still can't believe it! I'm in the singing crew! OMG! Never thought of it, cos it's normally dance, dance and dance! Although I love singing a lot too.

2 months of waiting is worth it. It is going to be a great and fun experience. And one thing for sure is that I can learn singing for free. It is really too ex for me to afford. Haha. But main thing is, I can continue to perform. I will have more chances for public performances!

Yay! I can keep singing, and dancing!

But I have to survive the 3 months of probation before I'm an official member of the crew. I hope I won't get kicked out in that 3 months. I really hope I can manage school, work and trainings. But at least it'll be the end of my Chingay journey next week. Just nice. Now I have to believe that everything is planned nicely for me. So lucky of me.

Suddenly I don't feel as confident anymore. Starting to wonder if I got through connection? Maybe not to that extent, but maybe a few good words were put in for me? Did I really not use my own ability to get in? Hahha, but anyways, I'll do my best! I'll enjoy it!

But one day, if I don't get kicked out, I will prove to you that I have a bit of talent! Just a bit. HAHHAHA!

Ehm, I have no experience in vocal, so it'll be a totally new experience for me. I hope I will be fine.

And I'm trying to learn SHINee's "Juliette" dance on my own, for my own entertainment purposes and interest.

CJ Audition Round 2.

YAY! The Audition Round 2 is over! Hopefully, I'll get a better sleep tonight. But I still think I'll wake up early tomorrow. But extremely relieved now. At least till the release of the results.

Was soooo nervous on the bus to F1 Pit and while waiting for the rehearsal to start.

So I sort of wasted my time at the F1 Pit for Chingay Rehearsal. But actually okay lar, cos of friends and experience a little. But I didn't even get to feel the water. They just had to start the moment I stepped out of the contingent. Tsk.

Rushed to CJ for audition. Not late. I'm so proud of myself. Make up- bb moose, eyeliner, loose powder, eyeliner and lip gloss- within 5 minutes. WOW!

I was not nervous while waiting at all. Cos I rushed, so.. Not in the mood to feel nervous? The group of people beside me seems to know a lot of people. People had friends, and I was just a loner sitting by myself. All youngsters, I felt so old. People were busy listening to their mp3, practising their dance outside (like pro only), singing beside me, and I was there stoning and watching the MVs on tv, there's SHINee!! HAHA! My turn was quite suddenly, I was expecting the group of friends before me to finish first.

So I went in. Stunned, so many people inside, actually I expected it, but still STUNNED. The first question was.. "So, what are you going to sing?" And I paused for a while, 3 secs? Hahaahah!

I messed up a bit, the tempo and the lyrics. A bit only. But after that was fine. And dance, I feel the confidence while dancing, but I have no confidence in my own steps. The judges and the crew are nice, you can see them smiling, trying to make you feel better.

I overheard a girl who came out talking to her friends, saying that they didn't ask any questions? But for me, the boss asked me quite a number of questions leh. First question was "What is your height?" The guy judge was so sad, he said I'm taller than him. HAHHAHA! Then she replied, "She doesn't have to know your height!" LOL! And other questions include "Are you affliated to any performing schools?", "Have you ever learnt singing?", "Have you taken part in competitions?", "You were in dance last time?" -Chinese dance- "So can you do split?", "Which school were you from?", "What are you doing now?", "Are you able to commit?", "Are your parents supportive?"

I forgot to mention that I learnt dance from CJ. Hahah.

Come to think of it, there are really a lot of questions. Maybe my answers were too short. HAHA! My conversation in oral is really.. horrible. HAHA!

And I feel so paiseh and embarrassed solo dancing in front of Evy and Yuzhen, especially Evy. I really think my choreo kind of suck, but it's over liao. Just waiting for the results.

My first choreo is out!

My blog seems alive again. Haha!

Yay! Finally done with my 1min choreo. It took me 3-4 days. But I think it's weird. Cos it's my first ever choreo, and I have no confidence with it. Some parts are a little.. weird? I'll change them soon. And I keep forgetting my own steps. How sia.. Luckily I have 4 more days.

It's so tiring. Physically and mentally. How can those instructors come out with different choreos every week? Maybe with more experience, it'll be easier.

Singing bit is more or less done. Just have to catch the timing better. And put in more emotions and attitude.

I feel like sleeping now. Hahahha, drained. But there is still test tomorrow. Alright, I will try to study.

Sigh, stressed sia. Sometimes even if I just think of it, I get nervous. If I don't get in, the next audition should be the end of this year already.. Well, I guess I'll just have to do my best.

Wah, they need someone who can sing, dance and choreo in their crew? I can't do the choreo part sia. The other two still maybe mian qiang okay.

If I can choreo better next time being a part time dance instructor is not that bad too. Hahha. That is if I can choreo.

I should be proud of my own choreo right. Cos at the end of the day, I did not receive any help. Although I wanted to give up and asked for some. I guess this is what the purpose of the audition round two, to let us have more confidence, and train us for hard times? Hahah. So no matter if I get in or not, I have already did my best. So no regrets hopefully! Just have to keep practising until I get all right!

And "I'll Be Back!"