Outing Planner.

How I wish I can be the one who says, “Confirm already tell me.”
How I wish I am not the one planning.
How I wish others have the initiative to organise.

If it is easy to organise, I won't mind.

Big group outings are hard enough, and to make things worse, people don't reply.

And when I finally decided on a date, they can't make it.

I might as well work.

I really appreciate those who reply.

Okay, I understand that people are busy with their own lives.

But at least reply lar. Not free also say not free mah.

Like I very free like that.

1.5 Years and counting.

Wow, I can't believe I'm working in Ippudo for 1 and a half years now. 7 months in MG and 11 months in Tao.

Often feel sian to go to work, but whenever I start work, I will feel okay.

I was never cashier in MG. But here, in Tao, I am cashier most of the time. But every time I tally, there is a sense of fulfillment. The most important thing is, you have to keep improving and move forward. There are always new things to learn.

And I made some shochu and sake today, the task I am weakest in. But I realised once I passed that barrier, I feel a lot more confident preparing. Alcoholic drinks are still my weakness.

I miss Gen-san. Kohei-san is coming back tomorrow.

Done!

I had a great catching up session with my good friends from SJC.

I nearly died this weekend. Haha. Cos I worked both shifts on Fri (10-22) and Sat (10-23). And had to go SoMA (0930-1330) for another recording, cos didn't get to complete it the last Sunday. And went to work from 16-23. Hahahh. It was a crazy weekend. But well, eh, quite enjoyable.

The korean song at least I got more comfortable to it. But I really cannot sing lar. Hahhaah. But I like the chinese song leh. Got a bit of feel. Hahha. Looking forward to the end product.

Greatest joke of the day.. Cos the producers were not very pleased with the studio and system. And one of the vocalist, after singing, said, "I will 尽力。" And Shermann said, "不可以再尽力了，再尽力它的system不可以了。" And all of us burst into laughter.

As the day approaches, I keep feeling that I can't do it. My confidence drops. How?!

Sometimes I wonder if that day will ever come...

Really don't feel like planning anymore big group gatherings. It's hard when people don't reply. :(

Recording for Song2.

Went to a recording studio in OC SoMa yesterday after work. To help my friend's friend (who is one of the producers) record a demo for an assignment or something. First time doing recording. So scared, excited and nervous. But they are really nice people. :)

Work from 10-5. And recording from 7-10. So tiring!! But I had great fun!! :)

So many buttons!!

The producers.

Resting!!

With my nanny of the day.

Recording is tiring but very fun. It's a good and different experience. Now I know how they do recording and how being a singer behind the screens feels like. Haha!!

I really envy people who are so musically talented. :(

I am fulfilled. Have danced, have 'acted' (as calefare) and now, I have sung. Yay! This is gonna be a even more fulfilling holiday and I'm loving it. And work too. Trying to live and enrich my life to the fullest. Yes!

This is Life.

How can some people be so childish?! -.- Okay, I choose to ignore this person. How can some people not know that they are not as well-liked as they think they are? Maybe they are not as sensitive to those around them.

Some people just expects too much from you. "Your service was terrible throughout the whole day." It is because your expectations are too high, sir. Our restaurant does not only serve you, and your friends, alone. We have many others to attend too. So what if you are in the VIP room? You are not really that VIP know. Hah. Contradictions but oh well. You get what I mean. We were like dying outside due to the sudden influx of customers.

Is there really no happy endings? Like in fairytale. There isn't, is there? I have seen so many cases of not so happy ending. Okay, failures in relationships. I guess it's really hard. Makes me lose confidence in relationships. Haha. 但我还没到绝望的地步。我会慢慢等，慢慢等，慢慢等。。。

It feels good when friends are there for you when you are feeling sad. Many a times only friends can give you the opinions and suggestions you need. Although you can choose not to listen, it will be good reference. The decision lies in yourself ultimately. But you cannot deny that friends are very important in your life.

I love song lyrics cos some songs can describe how you feel and encourage you.