Pissed.

Okay, I must admit that my mood is not good these two days.

Anyway, Stefanie Sun came Ippudo on Monday again. There was no queue this time.

Hmmm. How long more can we tolerate? Heh. Maybe one day we will burst and they will die. Don't expect people to be there and always help you.

I miss those who left Ippudo a lot. Without them is really not fun anymore. And the others are not on the floor anymore. And more has quit, more are quitting. Well, it's just about 2 months more right? I have worked there for almost 4 months now. I don't plan to quit yet. I don't want to find another job.

I dropped 3 things yesterday. First the SOL beer bottle, which bubbled and wet the floor. Luckily it didn't break. I wonder how Matsuoka-san could still laugh at me. And saw that his bag was a little wet and laughed at me again. He is very forgiving. This GM is sometimes scary but cute most of the time. He was learning English during my break and started practising. He uses Singlish now.. "Sorry arh." Learning the bad things.

Secondly, I dropped the menu during the quiet period. It dropped flat on the ground. So loud. So paiseh. And then I dropped the crusher. Luckily not the plate.

Wah, don't drop, don't drop. Drop then 3 times in a day.

Went YMCA with Pamela and Jaclyn just now for Adult Ballet for Beginners. Yes, Ballet. Haha. 12 lessons only. Have to buy leotards and stuff. Spend money again. Today's lesson is only talking.

Finally finished watching 下一站，幸福. It's a nice show.

Passed Audition.

It's PAYDAY!! This is the earliest we ever got our pay. Heh. I thought have to get it at night. But it is ready by evening. =D

Applied for uni.

Went for a social ballroom dance audition with Pamela last Thursday at NUS. It is called Viva Latinus. I didn't really feel that well before that at work. Haha. But after the dance, better cos kind of exercised, fever after that. Didn't know how I survived Friday's full day. Haha. Went to NUS and got lost. Well, I saw the FASS building, which I guess I can't make it. I have not danced for two years. Haha. Rusty already. Ballet will start next week. Heheh. I miss performing. I miss dancing.

And they sent an e-mail yesterday saying we got in. But I cannot make it. So I rejected it. And my mum don't really like, I guess. I like their dress. But I think work is more important for now.


KARAKA!!!! <3

There is a new manager/supervisor who is more junior than me. LOL! He is quite nice, I think.

There is a Japanese media crew in the restaurant today. Filming kitchen and floor. President came down. Me, Jun Siong and Karen-san got interviewed. Nervous.

Today thanks to the photo shoot, we get to try a lot of food. Goma Q, B.Tofu, Tonkotsu Croquette, Dashimaki Tamago, etc. I tried one tonk croq, which costs maybe $3-$4 for one ball.

This week's chef special is Fisher Man. And yesterday while promoting, I said "Would you like to try the chef's special, Fisherman's Friend? Lol.

It's kind of sad too. Working hard everyday. And it feels like I have not seen and talked to my brothers for days. I don't really know how they are.

Stars.

Stefanie Sun came to Ippudo on Monday. I attended to her. =) Counter 4. Everyone was quite excited but doesn't show it- Professional. =b That time Mark Lee came too. Many artistes came too- Chen Li Zhen, Chen Han Wei, Rui En, Zhang Yao Dong, etc. Not bad working here, eh? Hehe.

Tuesday went dinner with Jiaxin, Clement and Marcus. Played arcade too.

Work everyday. Nelvin, Melissa and Gracia's last day tomorrow. =(

Jiaxin and I are the most senior part timers on floor now, since Jin Han is working in the kitchen these few days. Higher expectations? Min Ho is back! Soo is coming back too.

It's Saturday tomorrow again!!! NOOOO! The busiest day of the week and I am working FULL!

Group photos again, yesterday. =D

Not bad arh, 2sec timer, and I could run to the back.


I don't know what and how to apply to U. Scared I can't get in too. I feel that my results are not good enough. But compared to my results for the past two years, it is the first time I pass. But then again, it can hardly get me anywhere.

Known.

Hmmm. Okay. Brother Paul's speech was quite torturous. Haha. The more he say, the scarier. To the classroom, really didn't want to get the results.

I don't know. It's not very bad, but not good as well. I don't know where to go and what to do. I can't get into FASS, that's what I know. Never mind.

Off day. Went back Ippudo for dinner. Many were concerned. Love the pork bun and calpis a lot. Haha. Tried Ramen Cyampuru and Agedasi Tofu. Back to work tomorrow. Ohh, it's a Saturday. The most busy day of the week.

HAHAHAHAHAH. My uncle just called and asked if I got my results today. (I thought oh no, nothing good.) Then he asked straight away, "How many As?" None. "Bs?" Don't have. Then I said Cs. He asked how many. -.- Then "Can get into U?" Forget it lar, nothing to hide anyway. He has a smart son mah. Then he asked for my father who is not home. Excuses? HAHA!

I felt okay before that okay. Thanks arh. (for the concern too)

This kind of feeling sucks. Happy that you improved but unsure if you can go anywhere.

The passenger service area is so scary now. Infested with those bank people who wants you to do surveys and stuff. I hate walking pass that area now.

D Day.

5 March 2010. A Friday. An off day. The results day- the day that determines. No matter how much I don't want it to come, it has came.

4 Mar. Work full day. Lots of spelling errors. Lol. First vegetarian, then sesame, then mussels. Lol. Forget it. Hehehe.

Not attendant today. Just a normal server. But then, I'm tired. I took V Room order. Heh.

Group photo after work today. Forgot to bring camera, only phone. Next time bah.

Night shift.


Sleepy. But after sleep, it will be so much closer to results.

I don't know. People are worried if they can get their As. But I am thinking if I can get passes.

Don't know what Brother will say. Don't know what the teachers will say, will they be disappointed or happy?

Results are coming out.

So confirm Friday is our results day. I don't have much feelings and expectations about that. Maybe just let nature take its own course, maybe feels no hope? Or maybe I will only get nervous and scared on the day itself or maybe the day before? But then again, what do I do after that? Where can I go? I shall think about that after I get my results.

I got annoyed when my dad asked if I can retake A Levels. I haven't even got my results and you are saying that I will fail? I don't have confidence in my 'A's. But rather than having no confidence in me too, why can't you just encourage me? Or is that concern in another way?

Okay, I shall not think about it anymore, till the day itself.

Met guzheng exco on Sunday. Dinner that Crystal Jade.

KARAKA Staff Meal again yesterday. Yay!! When they announced that can choose Shiro, Aka and Karaka during the meeting, I smiled, and Karen-san laughed at me, said I smiled until so happy. Haha, hope they can make me happy more often. Hehe. And koped nori (seaweed) from Gideon and Kohei-san added additional topping- negi into our bowls. The taste of the onion is quite strong, destroyed my soup.

Full day attendant. Monday not so busy. Did a bit of cashier yesterday. Luckily tally arh. Haha. And first time swipe the credit card, normally the few I tender has the chip. Haha. And tore the receipt thing a bit. Opps. Haha.

Off day today and Friday. Wow, got a lot of sleep today. Happy. =)

Thursday changed to full day, replace Sayaka. Hmmm. I guess it's good too. I think after a day of work on Thursday, I can sleep right away without thinking about anything? Haha.

Thinking of quitting in maybe two months time, together with The Others. But what if my results... Hmmm. Two months seems like a long time. But look, three months has almost passed. And time is passing faster and faster each day. And at that time, I guess at that time I will not bear to leave. Lol. We said that we will meet up soon, but till now, no outing/gathering. Hmmm.. How?

On second thought, I'm scared.