;forever till forever meets no end

Friday, March 11, 2011

♥ 1:54 AM

I think my last post was a good three months ago. LOADS OF THINGS happened. You know, as per life. Haha. I don't think I've quite outgrown this space but maybe it's that the nature of things are more personal than usual. Twitter just happens to be more convenient and it is good for my short bursts when I need an excuse to procrastinate. (wrong, I never need an excuse to procrastinate !) I also retreated to tumblr.

2am and I feel like I have a million things to say and no one to say it to. A million other things need to be done as well. It seems that ten times a day I ask myself what I am doing. It tires and worries me. Sigh.

It's the beginning of Lent, the run up to Easter. I'm not sure yet what I'm abstaining from. Alcohol should probably be on that list though right...

I guess it is precisely because of such immense and overwhelming doubt that I need to cling to the vine.

Jlow is right. When you rely too much on technology, you forget that relationships have to be maintained by making a genuine face to face effort. There are some things that cannot be conveyed via facebook or twitter or just sitting in front of a screen. Even the phone is good. Go back to being old school. I guess since it's less convenient, it's that much more sincere right ?

It's funny how now it's so often that I'm alone and feeling alone and yet I have not yet learnt to cope with it. Dammit, how pathetic.

Lots of expectations for the next week or so. Hope that they are met. :/ I really have to pray.