Sunday, May 31, 2009
♥ 2:15 AM
It ain't over till the fat lady sings.
Although 2 fat ladies have sung. Damn they're awesome. They all sound kick ass. I should get a voice coach eh ?
Exhausted to the bone. Throbbing headache and it's not like I went to have beer with them. More like chee cheong fan at the kopitiam with zab.
It'll be all over in less than 24 hours. I love my job but I need to just nua at home. And hang out with pten and stalkers and liv people and choir mates.. And I need to learn 329048 freaking songs :x
Yes of course, but what can I do ?
HELLO PEOPLE WHO READ THIS TELL ME WHEN YOU ARE FREE THIS WEEK ! HELLO TO JEMA IF YOU READ THIS ! I WILL REPLY YOUR EMAIL SOON, xx :D MICH TANG WHY ARE YOU SO UNFULFILLED !!! SLIN WE NEED TO HAVE A STALKERS KBOX OUTING SOON ! PYONG, I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN OUR DRINKS and HOWIE WE SHOULD HAVE A SCREENING OF BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S, DAMN ROMANTIC.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
♥ 11:22 PM
'I'm not unhappy. But I'm like you. I feel like something's missing. I'm living a normal life, I suppose. I'm dancing. I know the steps, and I'm dancing. It's all right. But socially speaking, I've got nothing. I'm thirty four, I'm not married, I don't have a regular job, I live from day to day. I can't get a public housing loan. I'm not sleeping with anybody. What am I going to be like in thirty years?'
-Dance Dance Dance
Haruki Murakami
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Am feeling extremely, irrevocably alone. Detached and a bit hollow. Could be the lack of sleep.
I'm exhausted. From the lack of sleep. From the running to the office and back to the theatre in the crazy weather. From dealing with nonsense. From irritating transport operators. From having such high expectations. From mind numbing boredom. From making conversation for the sake of it. From not being alone. From being alone.
I feel as if it is all a microcosm of my future. Not the job specifications, nope. Just this choking feeling now. A struggle to no end. Abysmal hollow and blinding white noise.
And all I can hear is the high frequency hum of static.
Monday, May 25, 2009
♥ 10:26 PM
As I surrender unto sleep.
I miss my chauffeur :x
I'm such a sucker for cabs I tell you. Where is my handsome prince charming and his horsepower in the form of some awesome cabriolet ?
Am missing the brazilians still.. :( But work is starting all over again. Going to be a crazy-hectic-confusing 6 days. Good thing I have Zab. I miss performing overseas.
As Coldplay says, just waiting for till the shine wears off..
Sunday, May 24, 2009
♥ 2:21 AM
I get high with a little help from my friends ! Jlow's 21st was a hoot. Thanks to crazy drunk people also known as my friends cherr, sk and slin. It was totally punjab versus china, some racist party. Gosh, utter madness. Photos another time !
A lot of things are making my cranky and sulky and in a ranty mood. KTHXBYE TO YOU. But I'm so amused by my friends. In response to my gushing about sexy bald musician,
ym. says:
bella. you will SO marry a caucasian man
i don't think there's any other type for you!
Yes, I've been called a closet spg more than once. The other time was by ubin boy :x
christabel.: HOT ! you must go there and see for yourself
wah
sexy like anything
i cannot tahan
'jianqi': LOL
cannot tahan = horny?
tsktsk
Whaaaaaat ? Hahahah trust jq to say something like that.
What I want for my 21st birthday. Hahahaha. SEXY MAN. He is a piano, keyboard, guitar, bass, trumpet, saxophone, flute, recorder, oboe/clarinet (I can't tell), drumset... HERO. :DHehe. A lot of exciting things are unfolding. Work starting again on monday.. Am missing the brazilians, meow ! Exhausted. Shall be more coherent tomorrow maybe. Thanks joey for asking and listening :)
Friday, May 22, 2009
♥ 12:40 AM
A long time ago, we used to be friends
But I haven't thought of you lately at all
If ever again, a greeting I send to you,
Short and sweet is all I intend.
-The Dandy Warhols
Disappointed.
Where are my postcards from far away ?
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Barney Stinson: I've wanted the trouble for a long time. With you the trouble doesn't seem so troubling.
AWWWWWWWWWWW :D I heart Neil Patrick Harris.
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Rio is firmly in my book of places to visit. I wonder if russia and south africa will make it to the list too..
I miss the brazilians already. :( Mariana, Bruno B, Ugo, Leandro, Luis, Thiago, Danilo, Eduardo, Filipi, Bruno W, Bruni (3 brunos, haha), Kleber and Kristiano. :(
You know what ? So far, I've met some pretty great people this year. I really like Jennifer. She's efficient and very easy to talk to. And KC too.. They don't put a lot of stress on me. Maybe it's also because Grupo was really easy to work with and the group is small. Had an accidental lunch with jennifer, wendy, huiyun, kennie and wei liang (I think ?) and they're all very nice. Don't quite like working with the bus company this year though. I miss Ros ! BUT. I met this very awesome driver from China who gave me a lift home twice. Zhou xian shen. Slightly awkward though cos I can't converse in mandarin and I thought he was going to kidnap me the first time, lols. Mmms, hope the next two shows will be as smooth though I doubt it. First time going solo but it was great :)
Photos another time.. But first, please take a look at the awesomely hot bod that filipi has. Yum. Jingkang was totally scolding me for drooling again haha but I couldn't help it obviously...
And I was just reminded of the baldie from howl at the moon. Some guys look really good bald. All I can say about that talented musician is YOU'RE SO DAMN HOT. :D
Monday, May 18, 2009
♥ 11:35 PM
You know it's weird to have so many guys clamouring for my number (and some of the brazilians have pretty hot bods). But it's only because they need a local number to get the password for wireless @ sg. Ah wells. One can dream. HAHA. The hottest one looks like Pharell Williams from N.E.R.D., heh.
Anyway am bushed. VT is no fun. Also, am lonely. Finished Sideways last Friday and I'm done with Tom Perrotta's The Abstinence Teacher. When I was not running around with ice packs or running to Funan for fruits, I was reading. Pretty confusing ending if you ask me.
Am missing missing missing the slovenians. :( And the esplanade theatre backstage too.
Should head to bed. My mother is awesome. :) Taxi drivers are crazy. 110km/h is normal. Yah yah and my heart rate of 140bpm is normal. Welcome back to the land of crazy people lfunnyw ! I leave you all with a picture of handsome Guy from Coldplay.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
♥ 1:37 AM
Really nervous. The fest managers are new and I haven't gotten the bus driver's number for my first transfer !!! :S On the plus plus plus side, 12 brazilian guys and their lady manager. Haha, and most of them are in their twenties. Ooh lala~ But then again.. VT. Meh.
Hope all goes well ! I miss the slovenians dancers and the british musicians. :(
Leftrightleftrightleft :) Thank you Chris, Johnny, Will and Guy.
Hello to high and dry.
Friday, May 15, 2009
♥ 12:43 AM
Am still high from our virgin trip to Howl at the Moon. Mark will love it for sure. Loads of singing, awesome musicians and tons of sex jokes. Come to think of it, Jasper will love it more. Anyway it started out a bit off cos we were the only other group in the huge room with the very interactive band. :B But they made us feel welcome and played more recent hits. Haha (VIVA LA VIDA !! WHEE !) Anyway they're all really fun people and the bald guy is especially hot. HAWT. There was a crazy ass japanese lady, IT WAS HILARIOUS. I was crying. Hahaha okay words cannot express how crazy retarded she was. Then there was this drunk guy who made sharon lin and ber dance.. And thanks to my lovely friends, I was sabotaged on stage to spin this wheel. So I won a lap dance (the second one in 6 months I might add. how lucky am I........) from this guy from another table who was sabo-ed also. Unfortunately not the hot baldie. :x Lucky I didn't get the blow job bit when I spun the wheel.. :S Haha AWKWARD.
It was awesome. We howled at the bald guy and were howling with laughter at the japanese woman. I made a good suggestion after all, heh. Should definitely bring people there on their birthdays and con them up on stage. Anyway need to go back to claim my free drink and see the bald dude. Hehe. Moral of the story: Singaporeans need to let loose but we can't lose it like the Japanese girl hahaha.....
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On a separate note, Wendy is very tall and skinny and pretty :D Hope she's nice too. I'm going to miss working at the esplanade theatre side.. Vic theatre ? Meh. The brazilians are coming !
Sunday, May 10, 2009
♥ 12:15 AM
I hope no one falls sick. :/
I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and baby then you'll see
A different side of me.
HAHAHA. Lyrics from Matchbox 20's Unwell but it totally applies to me. When I am sick, I am cranky to the max. Sorry in advance if I snap at you ! :S
Oh and manymany thanks to all who came despite the disclaimer. Mrong, Pyong, Saffie, Aggie, Nat lim, Zkai, Gwei, GPT and especially Howard for loaning us his guitar hero world tour set and coming over to my place yesterday and sweating it out (literally) for an hour to fix it. :)
Thursday, May 07, 2009
♥ 2:44 AM
Few things...
1. EXAMS ARE OVER BABY !!! There goes AY08/09. Year 3 in August. :S
2. We were kinda thrown out of SYF. Didn't manage to get tickets in the mad hello kitty-esque rush for the meagre few. Didn't help that the system was utterly inefficient and stupid. Didn't bother sneaking in. We sat OUTSIDE THE HALL to watch and after one performance were told to leave to 'make space for the officials to move around'. RIGHT. LAME SHIT. So much for having a screen outside right. And plus people did that in the AM session. Mark, Joey and I left for macs to bitch about everything. Markmark said it was the last straw and he's done with the syf system and everything. Haha. Truth be told, I wasn't desperate or excited to watch it. Ah wells.
3. I didn't get the ballerinas but I didn't get the office job ! :D Yay !!! On a :S note, 2/3 shows I got Victoria Theatre. On the plus side, it'll be a new experience. On the down side, it's not as cool as the esplanade which I love and it's more inconvenient, commute-wise.
4. Tan En just told me that the season finale for Scrubs airs today in the US ??? :'(((((( SADNESS. It started out as something I caught by chance at some alien hour of the night on channel five like maybe 7 years back ? But that was a good thing :) It's made me laugh over the years and I'll definitely miss JD and the gang..
5. Will be auditioning with LIV for a busking license this friday. Kinda last minute and I haven't sung in a long time (not counting the numerous occasions when I record myself on my phone for kicks). Banchunhong, Evening Time and Blackbird. Am excited to hear how we sound cos I've never sung it with the rest and Blackbird is an awesome song. :) Originally done by the Beatles. Evening Time seems a bit scary but I guess we'll see how it goes..
Blackbird singing in the dead of night / Take these broken wings and learn to fly / All your life / You were only waiting for this moment to arise
:D
6. Graces is coming back in July !!!!!!! EXCITE !!!! It's for a while at least. This is the first time we're seeing her since... 2007 ??? Gosh, WE HAVE TO MAKE IT AWESOME. Kiki's coming back too ! :DD All we're missing is Jema :(
7. I. Have. To. Move. You aaaannnd you. Right. We'll see how this pans out.
8. Random note, I love Coldplay's Shiver from their album, Parachutes. And I love tweeting.
9. Life is goooood !
Friday, May 01, 2009
♥ 1:24 AM
This was probably..2007 ? Haha. Sold my quad cam.. I think a lomo camera with flash makes more sense :/***
I feel extremely restless. I don't have that I am so prepared I can give you the answers in a snap feeling (actually when do I ever?) but I feel slightly as if I can't be bothered. WHAT IS UP WITH ME !?!??! I don't have things down pat and already I am like a ZZZ. Rawr. Horrible feeling. Can't wait for the 5th. Oh and I have considerably less to ramble about this year cos of MCQs for biophys and hydro. Fingers crossed.
I want the Sims 3 !!!! Oooh lala, ages since I've played it.. Heh. And jlow just emailed us details about her party ! Excite ! :) Still wondering if I should throw one. :B I don't like the attention but I'm curious to see what it's like to have everyone in one setting, haha. Hrms...