Sunday, December 31, 2006
♥ 2:13 PM
High Time
What a scene
what a drama
just to find the door
that was mean
that was totally uncalled for
have you reached the point
where you must choose
between what you lost and
what you stand to lose
isn't it high time?
Could it be that the future's going
to turn out great?
well, we'll see
meantime somebody
lays in wait
'til you reach the point where
you must choose
between what you've lost
and what you stand to lose
so come up with a new line
'cause baby it's high time
What a shame
I know nothing's ever
been this tough
out of blame
and out of all of that other stuff
but when you're alone with
what you've left
and you've done bereaved and
been bereft enough
you have reached the point
where you must choose
between what you've lost
and what you stand to lose
isn't it high time
baby it's high time
baby it's high time
***
♥ 12:28 PM
I recently received a very interesting email from gwei about God and having faith. About how it's difficult to establish premises that confirm the existence of God. But what I was thinking about is faith in general. You know, you can't see God or hear him (literally) but you JUST KNOW (or at least I do) that he is present because of the work he's done in your life. The unimaginable that he's allowed to happen. I can feel his presence and I know when he has spoken to me. So although it is difficult to prove with science and whatnot of his presence, I have experienced enough in my life to know that he is not a figment of my imagination.
So I was linking that to faith in other things. Faith in people in particular. Given the abovementioned, something can exist without literally existing. That's why we continue to believe in God. In a sense, I have empirical evidence. But using and judging by the same real life situations, I find little to support the faith I have in some people. In fact, some things I know work against them. So based on what do I continue to have faith ? I don't think it's just about 'ye of little faith' and the whole not daring to try thing. But about daring to try so many times and yet being let down those many times.
I know what I said previously, what God told me about having the highest expectations and giving it your all regardless of doubt contradicts all this. About how we should just have the greatest hopes and let the downfall be the lesson, the positive. I was just thinking about the analogy of ice skating. How it is oh so very very painful in the beginning and from the experience, you are scarred. (like my tailbone which hurt for more than a week ?)But you keep going back. You pull the laces tight, zip up your windbreaker and bravely crack a smile. It's because you know you're going to get better with time, with practice, with every trip to the rink. So all the pain, the hurt, the effort is worth it.
But what if you are unsure about the likelihood of things getting better ? Of relationships improving ? I guess that is the test of real faith. And knowing that chances are slim (based on past experiences and hence, evidence) will hinder one's ability and desire to try again for the millionth time.
I'm not sure where I'm going with this but yeah, a morsel of food for thought that should be slowly digested.
Thanks for really being a friend aloy. (: (:
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♥ 12:28 AM
Yes of course, the arcade people HAVE to visit an arcade. Aloy dancing para para ! Like he was being spider man and swatting flies, funnay. He's really sporting ahaha.
The drum game that the girls played thrice (four times ??) and once more with the rest. And we got the Super grade for one song ! (: Nice.
Our dear aloy fell more than once. Hahaha. Proof of the skating greatness that he is, lols.
Damn gay but chivalrous, offering to carry sueann's tote. Lols.
On the way back from elias mall. Talk about eventful. Haha, singing without rain (:
Too tired, will continue tomorrow maybe. Eventful day. I had fun nonetheless. Met uncle david and natalie. (: Annnnnd PRAISE GOD for the fantastic weather ! :D Talk about having faith mans. (: So I shall continue to have faith. And that alone, in God above all, will help me pull through 2007. (:
Saturday, December 30, 2006
♥ 12:28 AM
So it was the night at the museum.. and the arcade with the two tennis addicts. Lols. Aloy got his dream gold card and we spent 30 bucks playing games ? Hahaha. Daytona, time crisis, lots of virtual tennis, basketball, pingpong, house of dead, some war shooting rifle game, mario racing (the one hrk tried), soccer, motor rally.. Haha, it's one of the better arcades. The pasir ris one sucks. The movie was quite cute, I like owen wilson ! He and octavius were funnay.
We keep doing expensive activities and I keep going out so it's little wonder that I'm broke arrrrgggh ! I'm sorry but even though I love my friends and all, I hate barbecues. I don't like the smoke, I don't like the hassle of bbq-ing and cleaning up and mostly because I don't ever eat enough to justify the exhorbitant cost. Trust me, there's going to leftovers. Barbecues are for socialising. Mingling. Holding a stick of satay for 15 minutes trying to have a conversation whilst some friend fans the fire. So yeah I hope no one will kill me for not offering to help bbq/eat. =/
Okay, am having the most random, nonsensical conversation ever. Hrms. The powers of msn.
My eyes are closing. Rawwwwr. Pray for good weather tomorrow ! ((:
Friday, December 29, 2006
♥ 12:26 PM
Oh I forgot to mention that photo boothing (photo whoring ? lols) on sooks ibook ROCKS MY ASS ! (: (: (: Jiemin, serene and I were going crazy with the different effects, hehe. I want an ibook and a polaroid camera yo ! I gotta find a job soon or risk eternal brokeness. ): Maybe I should sell some of my clothes. And my notes. LOLS. Desperate times call for desperate measures. Aha I just remembered something. I couldn't blog it because I couldn't sign in but aloy owes me because I went down to orchard to support him who was supporting beat. With 3 gerberas. Wahahah. Ayes funny kid. I think am meeting him at the library later but I don't think I'll be helping him with hist/econs, haha. We'll have fun on saturday. (: Going to lunch and make the small presents. Till later.
And ah yes, mucho thanks to AW CHEE YAOand his mum. :D
♥ 1:12 AM
I like my new template even though it's dark. (: I went out with my lookylikey today ! Woots ! ((: Hurhur, it was really nice catching up with her and shopping ! Hurhur. We found great bargains at guess, yayy. :D The only dampener was the rain, we couldn't look at shoes in far east. But it was fun all the same. (:
I almost lost my ring but Thank God and the guy in Isetan because they found it a while later. (:
Hurhur, then I met serene and jiemin and we made our way to sooks place for Defrosted ! Hahaha, we had good food, exchanged gifts and felt giggly and festive. Hurhur. Sooks has really fun friends. (: But yep, am looking forward to the party next year ! Heh. When she scans in the polaroids maybe I'll upload them. Hurhur her friends are cute AND funny (albeit horny =/).
So yes, despite the drizzle, it was a good day, praise God. (: Hopefully I'll be able to draw on my shoes tomorrow. And I have to do the little christmas gifts, hurhur. Oh did I mention I got wonderful stuff today ? A pretty skirt from guess, a really nice, original exchange gift from sook's princess friend (many thanks !!! :D), and commie pins and a bottle from sooks ! GRIN GRIN.
I want a polaroid camera, it's fun ! Sexciting ! Lols, sooks and her friends are funny. Ahh. I need need need a job. Just as I was about to declare that frankie (malcolm for the uninitiated) is an idiot for always daoing me online, he came to ask me about the bbq. What a cow, lols. All I have to say is that frankie is frankie is nuts. And he'd better bring the booze on sat hahaha.
(: Don't screw it up. Or else.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
♥ 11:36 PM
Omg ! I can finally post ! After a 4 day drought ? Hahahah. It's a blog drought but an actual flood especially for the nurseries. Okays, utter nonsense. Lj just cannot compare to blogger especially when I can only use butt ugly ready made layouts.
During our class chalet/gathering thing ! Hahahah hrk when he played mario racing. The picture they took which made jq and I crack up, lols.
Daytona gang. True to our name, the arcade addicts. Hahaha..
I tell you, the way nat and jo screamed whilst playing house of dead... The din they were making could raise the dead mans, lols. And I always thought nat was the composed sort, lols.
Aloy and the one who left to become a man hahah.
So christmas came and went. And I have loads to be thankful for. (: Ahhh. Shan't do all the thank yous now but ayes, God bless us all everyone. :D
***
On another note, I'm thankful to have found a good friend in aloy. (: I'm looking forward to cycling on saturday ! Hahaha and our erm beachwear theme, lols. But first, SHOPPING WITH LOOKYLIKEY AND SOOKS CHRISTMAS PARTY WOOOTS ! Hahaha, am I lucky or what ? I get to spend some time with fab people. (: I hope I get to buy shoes. (to digress, I desperately need a job ): )
I hope db's family is okay. And I hope that most of the people in taiwan are safe. And and also nessa darling. Plus the people who are taking the tests now especially xiaokang.
I don't know what I'll do without people like him and db to distract me.
So what do we do ? What do we do ?
I finally watched Garden State. Zach Braff rules. :D
So I just count the hours. And then I count them again. I pray for good weather tomorrow but then again, I'm leaving everything to God. (:
Thursday, December 21, 2006
♥ 11:46 PM
I'm back from the very very very pathetically sad class chalet. Which we had to share with the track people so it made things awkward. After eating at BK and playing at the lousy arcade, the 8 of us gathered and locked ourselves in one of the bungalow rooms to watch terence and jq eat spicy chicken. But it turns out that cy and qy are just faggots. =/ There was char, terence, jq, hrk, cy, qy, josh and I. Then mrs toh played cards with us and we did the name game where the loser had to drink water. Hahaha, seriously, jq and tmx were really unfortunate and abit clueless, lolsss. Funny, they are. Their corner has bad fengshui. Orang Utan, Horse, Bear, Komodo dragon, emperor penguin, polar bear, killer shark (flying chicken from outer space ! hahah, seriously qy is funny and funnier still with the beatles hairdo), hippopotamus and boa constricter. Lols. Then we played heart attack. Hahaha, lame lah but okay quite fun to see people diving to be first and being flustered. So yups, that's all we did there.. I can't wait for the next time when tmx and regina will be in the same room, LOLS. It's just hilarious. In fact, I hope the girls will meet up soon. Especially adel and ahhuay.
Okay I really need to find a job soon and proper. Pbbbfft. I don't like having to keep asking my parents for money. And the piggy bank is filled only with coins. Meow, okay going to sleep now. Pray for good weather. (:
:D
♥ 12:05 PM
And I'm thinking, waddup wit josh's nick yo ! Hurhur am ever so curious.
Had another weird dream. It was quite dark and shadowy though, like I couldn't see our faces properly. But I know that we kept setting it up so that aloy would end up beside _____ to take photos. Ahahah ! Funny, dreams are.
And I had an interesting revelation before I went to sleep last night. I was thinking about the fine line between having hopes and expectations and at the same time, ensuring that the bar isn't set too high to allow leeway for disappointment. It was in the vj prelim compre this year if I'm not wrong, talking about hope. How there is only so much one can take from failure, rejection, whatever. But what dawned upon me was how we should have faith and take the leap. To jump. To go ahead with those high hopes, lofty expectations. To dream and follow through with the dream, to say the least. And should we fall, should we crash and burn, it'll only be because we are meant to learn how to deal. How to catch ourselves, hoist ourselves back up again, how to rise from the ashes. Yeah, so that was my revelation about leaps of faith.
Kiki sounds like she's having fun in NY, the lucky girl. (: Can't wait to meet p10 again. Mich was saying how we should have a complete outing with the 2Es ! Lols, nothing is impossible. Ahhh, I miss everyone ! Oh, and I got these lyrics off her blog. Jimmy Eat World's Polaris. It's quite sad really..
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me
I wish I was in sooks house with loads of art supplies to just go into a frenzy of lines and colour. Rawrr. See you tonight.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
♥ 11:22 PM
Everytime I blog, the last thing I do will be to add the title. Hrms. Not that it actually shows up though. Time for a template change though. So even though I don't like to be cliched and prefer to be a different kind of same, I'm sticking to this template for now.
Had a nice chat with aloy and am having an interesting conversation with hrk. Just goes to show that first impressions or rather certain impressions should never be perpetuated. People rarely change a lot but one should always give his own perceptions room to morph. It's funny how people can change but some things you can always count on, good or bad. Bad habits die hard ? I don't know.
A lot of nice things turn bad so surprise me.
Part of the Mr Big song.. Tmx and I are the only girls going for the class/track ? chalet tomorrow. ): But okays will get to observe the guys, lols and quietly psychoanalyse them. We'll see ayes. But I'll miss the other girls ):
It's funny how it takes time for me to feel the beauty of some songs. I'm naturally a very slow person when it comes to processing anything, forgive me. But some things I need to be led to to truly begin to appreciate. Like waternight. I didn't get it when I first saw it on shawngoh's blog but now, listening to the choir practice it, I am in awe of the chords and the depth of the lyrics. Haven't had time to properly analyse but yeah. (: Am definitely going to take a third look. That's why I want to learn how to sing the song, to be immersed in the wells of the chords and notes. (:
It's been awhile since I blogged deep stuff. Haha, should dispense with some of the frivolity since I have time now to sieve through thoughts and memories. Oh, and I should take the time to read true literary classics. Dickens, Tolstoy, Austen, the Bronte sisters, Shakespeare ? Maybe. Hahaha, I have an attention span that rivals that of a gnat.
Don't have much to say about my trip except that the next time I'm going to genting will probabably be never. I froze my ass off and the outdoor theme park was unaccessible due to the poor visibility thanks to the mist. So yeah, only the breakfast and bumper cars were good.
And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?
Missy Higgin's Scar. Haha, quite a one hit wonder ? Maybe. Some outing on friday, hope the weather is favourable, hurhur. Up to God. (: We have both dry and (pending) wet weather plans ! If only moolah grew on trees man. Have been having really weird dreams. The george bush one, one with jacelyn tay getting married (i was in the wedding car) and having to eat a petshop full of animals (bugs and pugs included) as part of the ritual, and another one where I was supposed to go for dinner with thierry henry but ended up meeting zx at wheelock and wondering why shaun was learning how to pot orchids in a hotel. LOLS. Warped eh ? My life is much less glamourous and exciting.
Heard interesting fodder, hurhur. I want to know the truth ! Unfortunately, gossip excites me. Am getting fatter by the day, arghhhh. So much for my planned weight loss regime, hmphs. My sentences seem to always be punctuated with grunts and groans and other miscellaneous noises. Oh wells. Am overwhelmed, have been an internet camel the past almost 5 days so staying on the computer for more than four hours straight is a little hard to take.
Commie stuff ! I miss sooks so ! Mrs M, my dear sister in law who has been freezing her ass off for almost a month. It's been that fast eh. I like how my calender is packed but I don't like how I don't possess the funds to accompany a crammed schedule. Mentality is directly proportionate to amount of moolah. So I'm very kooky right now. Oh, and I haven't talked to tang and jacob and jwei in E O N S. At least the last time I texted cherie was a few weeks ago ? Hurhur, I shall one day, I shall. Scandals are exciting, I should ask SDU if they can offer me a holiday job. Lols, seeing as how I am to be a future recipient of its aid, hahahah.
Okay too much for me to take tonight. Tomorrow (today ?) beckons. Ciao ((:
Friday, December 15, 2006
♥ 11:18 PM
(: short lived happiness.
The funny thing is that I'd rather spend more time in malacca than genting. Even though I've been there so very recently. Amusement parks don't really appeal to me and I can't fathom anything else to do in genting so yeah. Hrms maybe just the bumper cars. Pbbfft. I'm more of a food/shopping sort of person. =X Anyways, I watched jurassic park just now. Hurhur, it's such a cool show, not that predictable too. And I watched the project runway finale too ! Yayy, I like the winner's collection. (: I should start reading terry pratchett again meows. Maybe I'll watch them carol at changi airport, still am not in the christmassy mood ayes. Hopefully we'll be ECP-ing next friday ! Talking to tzechong is akin to receiving advice from an old man, lols. Funny, he is. Ahh, herrick tells me that mrs toh's chalet is next thursday. I'm fine with it as long as the DAFC people turn up. (:
What's up with my heart when it skips a beat? (skips a beat)
Can't feel no pavement right under my feet (under my feet)
Up in my lonely room
When I'm dreaming of you
Oh what can I do
I still need you, but
I don't want you now
When I'm down and my hands are tied (hands are tied)
I cannot reach the pen for me to draw the line (draw the line)
From this pain I just can't disguise (can't disguise)
Its gonna hurt but I'll have to say goodbye (say goodbye)
Up in my lonely room
When I'm dreaming of you
Oh what can I do
I still need you, but
I dont want you now
Oh yeah
Ohhhhhhhh Oh-Ohhhhh Oh-Ohhhhhh Oh-Oh Oh-OOhhhh
Up in my lonely room (my room)
When I'm dreaming of you
Oh what can I do
I still need you, but
I dont want you now
The Coral's Dreaming Of You. (: It's a really quirky song from the scrubs soundtrack. Okay I know I'm obsessed with anything remotely zach braff related. Meow. Okays anyway I realise I say okay alot. Hokays. Something For Kate from The Anchorman OST is quite nice really. I should really go now. See everyone on wednesday. (:
♥ 6:53 PM
Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then advances with the form
So, honey, back for more
Can't you see that all the stuff's essential?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can't wait
You roll your eyes
We've twenty seconds to comply
Frou Frou's Let Go. It's so beautiful ayes, was used in the garden state soundtrack too. I so need to become a video ezy member. Leaving for malaysia tomorrow morning, will only be back on wednesday or thursday. Hurhur, I wonder if the stalkers are going to meet. I found a pushcart in cine which prints photos on bags for $68 which is cheaper than a grey and blue crumpler. Meow. Either way, am dead broke. ): Didn't meet yl & gang to celebrate her birthday. I need to pack gah. Anyways, we should all go out again. Tzechong and zx want to cycle at ECP and eat at changi village. Finally ! Hurhur, exercise and good food. (: We have to go to chomp chomp one day too. Oh and we can laugh at aloy who cannot cycle, hehe. He can try the ghey double bike option too. But yeah, the breakwaters, the stars, the sound of the sea. We have to go soon. (:
I had Gwen Stefani's Wind It Up on repeat, lols. It's so addictive. All her songs are really quirky, very her. Her MTVs are cool too ahh. Heh. Watched the Pink Panther again on dvd today. I VANT TO BOI A DAMHOLDER ! Hahahahahha, verbal jousting. Steve Martin is hilarious. Oh I was just thinking that we should do a podcast of all the disney and other misc. songs. Like, dj can do his whole one man les mis repertoire and aloy can come what may. Lolss. Which reminds me, DAFC have to meet again and bring sexy back ! Hahaha. Or rather, just cla ris sa. Haven't seen her and adel in a lonnng time. I hope the date for thailand can confirmed soon. I don't care, up there on my places to visit list include hongkong and paris. Beauuuutiful. Okay, dinner calls. I will be back.
♥ 12:02 AM
Kudos to the planner !
Exhausted. But really have to thank aloy for organising shaun's farewell. Hurhur. Salutes the arcade addict ! Seriously, you should have seen his face. He was almost shaking with delirium, LOLS. So we watched Eragon and aloy didn't surprise us. Haha, the joker bought 1305hrs tickets for a 1430 show. But yeah the movie wasn't that fantastic. So ahhh. And we did our usual thing, waste coins at the arcade. Lols. There was shaun, zx, malcolm, yl, aloy, sueann, jo, saffie and later dj. Hurhur. Okay, too tired to properly blog but we should go out again someday ! Heh, up to aloyy again. BEAT- Hahaha ! (: Met db and her classmates after that. Am broke beyond brokeness. Ayes. Parents unhappy. Pbbfft. Sadness. Good night.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
♥ 12:17 PM
Everlong
Foo Fighters
(The Colour And The Shape)
hello
I've waited here for you
everlong
tonight I throw myself into
and out of the red
out of her head she sang
come down
and waste away with me
down with me
slow how
you wanted it to be
I'm over my head
out of her head she sang
and I wonder
when I sing along with you
if everything could ever feel this real forever
if anything could ever be this good again
the only thing I'll ever ask of you
you've gotta promise not to stop when I say when
she sang
breathe out so I can breathe you in
hold you in
and now I know you've always been
out of your head
out of my head I sang
(: From the Garden State soundtrack. I'm meeting db in school later, going to pass peiyong the shirt and return zx's pants. I feel like carolling on the 21st with the alumni but I'm not sure if I'm free, hmmms. Oooh. I just heard something nice. (: I love my lookylikey ! Hoho. I still need to meet the stalkers. Cherr has set the date to be the 24th ? Not too sure. And I want to meet sooks when she gets back. Ahaha.. Ayes, I hate this neverending cycle of poorness. I want to watch frat pack shows ! Like Old School. Oh wells, anyways I should go. Ho hum.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
♥ 11:01 PM
(: (: (: Too tired to blog properly. 400th post. Yayy me. Loves jiayi the leezard and joa the lianzy. LOLS. Have to go back to far east to get shirt. Hoho. Prata rocks ! So do photobooths. Saw cute champagnes bassist ! (: Bel is poor but life is good. Till later. (:
♥ 1:51 AM
Cranky. What else is new ?
Thanks to a fucked up filter which rates EVERY DAMN THING as mature content. Dammit. I can't even read blogs or look at photos wth. Coupled with the fact that I HAVEN'T BLOODY HAD MY BATH ! Feeling greasy does not make for a happy me. Just because I had to come online to run an errand (as always) for a friend. The one time EVER I want to go offline, a whole bunch of people talk to me. Talk about ironic. Anyways, it's almost 2am, I have to wake up at 8ish for my appointment. Am meeting joa and jiayi later too for prata, heh. But a broke bel is a very unhappy bel. Pbbffft. 13 days to Christmas and yet it doesn't really feel like Christmas. Maybe I haven't been out and about enough. Oh wells. Cranky poor and greasy.
Like I was saying to db, it's just this constant vacillation between love and hate. Okay, make it like and loathing. So it's just going to be this perpetual limbo unless I do something. But why me ? And why should I ? It's never going to end. I'm always going to come a close second. Oh, and please tell me why I should ever doubt that.
Chiang looks really hot in the photos. Lols, cn too. Twinks just looks weird, hahah. Oh wells. I need to get drunk or something. 5% is too little mans, haha.
Tony Leung's new movie.
Lust, caution.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
♥ 7:20 PM
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
One my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Nickelback's Far Away. One of the songs that jq's band is doing. Ahhh, it's all too fast. It's already the 10th ! Only 15 days to Christmas ! I haven't even planned my cards and whatnot much less presents. Rawrr, it does't hurt that I'm broke too. I feel like having beef la mian at crystal jade's xiaolongbao outlet, heh. I have to go back to jonker street and get more funky t-shirts ahhhhh. Hehe and I so want to get my dvds ! Argh. Have yet to watch Garden State also. Meoow. Okay I think I'll be changing my layout but I think I'll still stick to white/light layouts. The illusion of space. Heh. Later. (:
Saturday, December 09, 2006
♥ 9:29 PM
Three more posts to my 400th entry. Ahh I just thought I'd take down the analogy that xunny used when the three of us were talking and qua and I were lamenting that we were going to die old maids (or something like that).
She ripped it off someone's blog lols and it's about how girls are like apples. The bad girls (by that meaning erm cheap and horrible I should think) are like the bad apples that hang within reach so they're easier to pick. But the good girls are way up there on top. And they are the most out of reach because guys are afraid that if they reach out and pick them, they'd fall. So the good apples have to wait for the guys special enough to dare to choose them. Or something along those lines.
Anyways, if all else fails, I should just take up qingqing's idea to learn line dancing and meet old men when I'm fifty or something, lols. And the latest update is that cw went out with the j1 girl on tuesday ! Hoho, and he won't tell me who it is, pbffft.
Am watching scrubs on youtube again. 'What comes before part B ?' ' Partayyy !' Hehehe.
JD to Turk
I miss you so much it hurts sometimes
LOLS ! Damn gay. I can watch season 1 episodes now, heh. Ah wells, we'll see how it goes ayes. I don't know how I'm going to survive. But I'll live. I guess, lols. Yikes, we haven't scheduled a stalkers outing. I don't know if the tallies are still meeting on tuesday. At least I've met most of p8 once already. And and 33 should meet again before the boys leave. So yups..
Anyhoww, slacking around the house with cable and chick lit is the life. (: Ahh, I look forward to 11pm conversations. I should have lunch with xiaokang soon.. Heh. Rawrr, goodnight all..
♥ 9:58 AM
So anyways, I'm back from malacca !
Let me recall yesterday first. Slept almost throughout the day before having sushi with my family sans the sister and then meeting my wonderful darling fellow ptenners ! Actually it was just qua and xunny for a macs dinner but it was FANTASTIC all the same. I miss them so. ): We had fun bitching about the usual suspects =X and remembering the good old days and just talking, like how we used to last time. Hurhur, next time we meet, xunny's going to 'accidentally on purpose' bring the hardworking malay guy with her for qua, hehe. Then the four of them can double date and have a romantic escapade ! Mwaha ! :D And xunny's career choices, tsktsk. An air traffic controller, osama, a matchmaker and the check in counter bag lady. Lols.
Then we made our way to the airport to send kiki off. (but not before we were 'be shock' at the lame neoprint machine in hougang mall) She was in the check in queue behind this really hot american ! Haha, qua was going nuts. There we met sally and jema who lost her voice. Yups, it was kinda sad to see her go even though she'll be back in about a month. But she'll be leaving again for good in february. ): ): ): ): ): MAJOR TEARJERKER. ): Ayes, we're going to have to do something really special and meet up lots more next january. But anyways, it was really great that I got to meet the half of p10. 75% of p8, lols. Even though we didn't get to talk properly and stuff. Mich is working and Graces is still at church camp.
Speaking of graces, I met her at watercity malacca ! Haha ! It's a small world eh ? And she was living on our floor also, in 3-4-F1, having her church camp. Dawn was there too with VJ. I feel quite lazy to go into proper details so,
5 Worst Bits of Jubilate II
#5. less than 3.5 star facilities, ie no go karting so we cycled a few million times around the resort at noon
#4. Sucky resort food
#3. The unnecessary drama =X
#2. The fact that it was bloody far from melaka city
#1. The expensive rip-offness that it was
5 Best Bits of Jubilate II
#5. Singing singing singing along the streets, in the bus, in the mall (carols and disney and come what may lols)
#4. Shopping at Jonker St.
#3. The Food ! Pizza and Laksa (:
#2. The Playground- Drinking, Bitching, Sliding, Laughing at people who cannot swing/ride a bicycle =X
#1. The Company. The Daytona/Original Playground people- Dj, shaun, aloy, grasshopper/lizard/beansprout/ballerina SueAnn, bridge/daidee kakis Saffie, Kat, Mavis, Evon, and 3-4-C1 flatmates Nat, Jo and Candice.
I'm lazy so I'll let pictures do the talking. (:
With my favourite, one and only beansprout sueann. (: (huiting's hand, haha)
Alto sectionals ! Saffie, NatKwok and Nessa.
The first night's concert, a Timeless Noel, when we all went super high and crazy.
Apartment mates ! 3-4-C1 ! Candice, Nat and Jo. Haha, us looking kinda retro ninja ish.
Good Company. I shouldn't have had those reservations. (: Rm25 pizza at Shakey's at Jusco.
I think we spent Rm50 at the arcade over the 4 days ? =X (I must brag that I beat shaun at time crisis and came in first for daytona when the four of us played at mahkota, mwaha !)
1, 2, 3, EMO LOOK ! LOLS !!! Our like, 8th try or something thanks to luke nambi our photographer.
PRETTAYYYY ! Nicole Kidman. Heh, our last day. Parkson Grand in Mahkota Parade.
Laksa at Jonker St. :D Delish ! With my er bodyguards. More like the daytona gang without which I wouldn't have had so much fun. (: (:
Till next time. (:
Sunday, December 03, 2006
♥ 9:03 PM
Instead of packing like I should be doing, I'm stoning to snow patrol and the fray. Like, stoning. Lols. This is so reminiscent of the night before xiamen, haha.
SCB ! Super chocolate bear !! Hahaha. That's what JD called Turk.
Elliot to Jordan
'You don't like Cox ?'
Jordan to Elliot
'...actually I love Cox'
The Todd who happened to walk by
' Greatest conversation ever'
Some random person in the cafeteria
'These sausages are huge !'
The Todd
'Excuse me ladies, I'm needed somewhere else.'
ROFL. HILARIOUS. I love love love Scrubs. (: I hope they have dvd stores there. Actually now with an FOS branch here, I don't think I'll be as crazy over shirts. Darn, now I think I want a crumpler. I'd stick on diamante crystals or something to make it look different, lols.
Ahh, the scene where molly and elliot explain the rap cracks me up everytime. (: (: (: If only my zen had a longer battery life I wouldn't have to fill my limited handphone memory with songs.
Okay I'll be back on thursday. Hopefully I'll be back with a lot of nice pictures and good memories. And hopefully it's worth missing the post prom party with 33. Oh and one more thing, a shoutout to my
DEAREST AUNTY CHARLENE JOSEPHINE MARGARET 1000Z TAN MING XIA !
(boy is that a mouthful, phew)
Blessed 18th birthday Miss single but unavailable Iron Lady ! I'll write you a proper card someday and we'll go out again soon. Till then, LOVE you loads loads !
So goodnight all. (:
♥ 10:44 AM
How To Save A Life
-The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
It's part of the Scrubs soundtrack. Beautiful and sad. (:
Saturday, December 02, 2006
♥ 11:38 PM
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Oooooh laa laa ! Hahaha. I have no idea what to do next actually, lols. I shall ask hrk later one day. Hehehe. (: It was another day about town for me. Picked up my sister's phone at wisma, had a sandwich at the raffles hotel, walked around vivo abit and totally hated the bloody crowds. We went back to orchard and I got myself two new blisters and a new pair of shoes. (: Joyyyy. It's an early christmas gift. Yayy, I want to get beach slippers next, lols. I have a feeling I'll go bonkers in mahkota.
Argh, just about 30 hours to go and I've yet to master Gesu Bambino. Hrms. Runs around in crazy circles. Remind me to pack the shades and lotsa batteries for the camera. (: I hope it's not going to be rainy. 23 days to Christmas ! (: (: Laaaa ! And I still haven't met p10, the stalkers or the tallies proper. ): Oh, on friday I watched casino royale with zx, shaun and xiaokai. Totally didn't get the show !!! Rawrrr. But okay lah, it's not as bad as charlene made it sound, lols.
Okay, off to bed. Meeeow.
Friday, December 01, 2006
♥ 10:18 PM
Christmas is coming,
Shaun is getting fat.
Please be so kind and buy him a hat.
His hairline is receding
and Gerald is balding too (=X)
If you're afflicted with hair problems then
God bless you.
Ahhhh. The 25 days to Christmas. (: (: (: My most favourite time/season of the year. Even more so since I don't have to deal with homework or projects or assignments or whatnot. (since when did I ever deal with them ? puh-leeeaze.) If I'm not wrong, I've gone out every single weekday since last monday. Heh, the good life. I'm just watching clip after clip of scrubs on youtube. (better than incredible tales -_- just like the vietnam boy, tsk.)
I think you're incredible. Oh did I say incredible ? I meant incredibly PSYCHOTIC.
Okay anyways, got to go R and R. (: Malacca next monday ! Yay for the change of scene ! Heh. Till later..