Thursday, November 30, 2006
♥ 8:27 AM
Sometimes I just think you are selfishly inconsiderate. You become an extremely wet blanket when we don't do the things you like. And you complain that we are different and boring just because we all happen to not prefer what you like. You also say that we take too damn long to decide stuff just because we consult each other. Newsflash. Our world doesn't revolve around yours. ____'s might but definitely not ours. So shouldn't you be at least a leeeeetle bit more enthusiastic and not throw tantrums ? And it's not as if we don't ever do it your way. Even when we do, it's not fun because it just becomes a one man show. I just find that a lot of the time you are so very difficult to please and it is very tiring to keep you satisfied.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
♥ 10:46 PM
Arrrgh. So I suck at badminton. Pbbfft. Haha, my arm almost died. Going to play again with the class people. :D Heh, I have errands to run and I want to borrow books. Meow. Causeway point seems to be my second home. I've been there 4 times in the past week I think. Rawrr. And it's so far. Oh and the worst thing is that I have no money. GAHHHH.
I hope sooks is alright. (: Am waiting for her postcard. I hope wl remembers my shirt. Hehehe. Carolling on tuesday was.. eventful. We had to stop the budget million bus before we hit the highway.Uncle gpt, xiaokang, longteng and I had to go back for our i/cs. Lame stuff. And we only sang four songs meow. Nevertheless, the kids were REALLY CUTE and my heels are bleeding now and I love christmas carols and mavis was crazy cute. Haha the obscene way she drank her coke. And how dj kept saying she was malay. But yeah, I want to eat waffles again and sing more carols ! Hoho.
Okay really tired. Actually watched incredible tales on youtube. -__- And the hossan leong song ! No wonder I found the tune gpt was singing so familiar. Haha. Ayes tired. Remind me to sing the west side story song in malacca. I feel pretty and witty and bright ! Hahaha.
Okay the last kiss got 3 stars. I want to watch ! Meow. Okay am schwleepy. I need moolah. Cable rocks especially with shows like kronk's new groove. Haha. I remember how ruz and I used to talk about kuzco lols. Yups, I hope tomorrow's fine. (: Goodnight.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
♥ 12:01 AM
Don't wish it away
Don't look at it like it's forever
Between you and me I could honestly say
That things can only get betterAnd while I'm away
Dust out the demons inside
And it won't be long before you and me run
To the place in our hearts where we hideAnd I guess that's why they call it the blues
Time on my hands could be time spent with you
Laughing like children, living like lovers
Rolling like thunder under the covers
And I guess that's why they call it the bluesJust stare into space
Picture my face in your hands
Live for each second without hesitation
And never forget I'm your man
Wait on me girl
Cry in the night if it helps
But more than ever I simply love you
More than I love life itselfElton John. Joyyyy. (:
'I don't have a ring but you can kiss my ass'-Elliot to Dr Cox
Hahahaha, scrubs. (: (: (:
Saturday, November 25, 2006
♥ 11:33 PM
Waiting for spongebob to start. Haha, watched one tree hill just now too. Cable rocks. So I got a new phone and a new number. IM me for it. Hurhur, it's prettayy.
Life so far (meaning the past say, 5 days ?) has been a ball of fun. But it has been expensive too. Haha yeah so today was for recuperating and saving money and spending time with the family.
Watched Stage Beauty in the morning. (yay cable !) Billy Crudup is quite fabulous. Interesting though, haven't watched many shows about gay people. And it's been a while since I've watched a period movie. I didn't realise the prince was played by rupert everett ! Ahhh. Hurhur. I should watch the importance of being earnest again someday.
Okay anyways, I need moolah to splurge in malacca, lols. Few would like their plans to keep changing and their time wasted. I'm no exception. Mmms. Spongebob calls. Goodnight.
♥ 3:13 AM
The reason I'm awake at 315am even though I slept around 12ish is because of the ^%$!@#)( rashes. They're everywhere. To say that it's consuming me (literally) would be an understatement. The cream I use takes quite a while to work and it keeps recurring anyway. This is torture. For two days I've had to wake up at 3am to scratch. The pain from the itch keeps me from falling asleep. ): ): ): Argh. It hurts and it really effing sucks. What the hell is wrong with me ? Is it some damn allergy ? I need to see the skin doctor soon. Can't take this nonsense every single day. Dammit I feel like I need a shot of morphine or something. I think it's worse than cramps. Arrrrrrgggghhh. The only thing I can do about this affliction (no wait I can't actually do anything) is tire myself out until I become so exhausted that I fall asleep regardless. Oh and yeah, the cycle just erm EFFING REPEATS ITSELF.
): ): ): ): ):
If my calculations are correct, it's been about 8 months. And it shows no signs of subsiding. Though I can't imagine for the life of me
why. I'm not talking about the rashes here.
Friday, November 24, 2006
♥ 11:52 PM
Owwwch. My tailbone aches. I literally felt my bones rattle when I fell. So almost two hours of agony. Hahahahha. Pongpong, regina and I were struggling. Jq, hrk and humz got it quite quickly. Thank goodness for tmx and siyi, our teachers. Heh. Anyways, it was a good experience and quite fun. Although expensive.
We went to the arcade after that. Hahaha. Fun ! Daytona and time crisis and bishi bashi and capcom. (: I can never sustain my first place. Pbbbffft. Unfair, ahah. But hrk's car stalled halfway, lols. Then we headed to the pool place and pong and I just watched. Lols ! We just cannot make it. Haha. Siyi is good ! Hurhur. And jq's moves are very smooth. Heh. So yup, it was a great class outing overall and hopefully we'll have one next week. (: To celebrate tmx and jq's birthdays and as a farewell for cw and wl.
Wl has kindly agreed to lend me his shirt for malacca concert. YAYY ! Super vietnam boy rocks ! I hope it fits. (:
Met aloy and shaun after that and we played at the arcade again. I was first for most of daytona okay ! Stupid tyco shaun. Hahaha, aloy is fun fun funny ! A charmed fan too, hurhur, funny. (:
Am neither going for choir nor meeting p10 tomorrow. ): ): ): Am too poor and tired. Family stuff as well. Oh ayes, another time. Especially p10 ! Haven't seen them in eons. Stalkers too ! Rawrrr.
Alas, they were just dreams.I think I spent almost 150 bucks in the past four days. Bah. Am watching a funny korean show on channel u now. And the female lead was banging her head against the wall for the reason that the guy she likes doesn't think of her as anything more than his conversational english classmate. I feel like banging my head against the wall.
Had a short conversation with peipei about relationships and sucker boy/girlfriends who just cheat your feelings. Ayes. The world. Full of empty promises. Perpetual rainchecks ? Hahaha.
I need a life. Goodnight.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
♥ 9:51 PM
Well it turns out we didn't do carols today. Hrms. Despite doing nothing, am tired and sleepy. Pbbfft. And oh joy, I have cable ! (: Bounces ! I am never going to lose weight like this. ARGH. Nobody has made plans to cycle at ECP yet ! I must go there or to the beach next week.
I hate this stupid limbo I'm in. And I probably have to blame on myself,
mostly. Dammit, I need to be preoccupied with other stuff. I don't need this hot and cold sequence. It's not like the hot moments are really hot anyway. See and the worst thing is, it's more than likely a one way street. And I'm all like, why am I the one in agony ? Rawrr. On one hand, I'm sick of this grey area. On the other hand, I'm afraid that I'll hear something I don't want to. That's why I'm giving it time. Though it's a painful process currently. And right now, there is a high propensity that it will end up in nought. LIMERENCE. 'To ask is to risk premature self-disclosure.' Also from wikipedia, 'although it appears that limerence blossoms under some forms of adversity, extreme caution, even immobility, and shyness based on fear of giving the limerent object an undesirable view can prevent a relationship from occurring even when both people are interested.' This reminds me of some friend of mine haha ahem. But I digress. Dammit. Perceptions and misconceptions.
See the only person I've ever dared to do something about it was ____. And it was bad timing anyway, he was about to go off to watch survivor. (-___-) But the thing was, I wasn't expecting much. (come on, it was 3 years ago) He doesn't give me nonsense. I admit that I didn't know him as well either. Plus, he had totally valid reasons not unheard of and he didn't like,
break my heart or anything.
Then there was ____. Which I didn't do anything and it just created unnecessary nonsense. ____ would know, at least I had him to talk to last year. I am grateful and I still find him a very sweet person despite crazy at times. In a good sense. (:
And the third idiot's the worst of all. For so many reasons.
It's become something that is no longer harmless. I mean, twinks and tys and cj and chiang.. They're harmless. (speaking of which, I should add twinks to msn one day. =X) But the above three.. Hmmms. I just need to be preoccupied with other things. Other people. (hzbro will never read this but for those who know him, please ask him to set me up with his hot goalkeeper friend. HAHAHAHAHA.)
Anyway. Schwleepy. And poor. I want to borrow books and vcds. I feel lazy. In a sense that I don't feel like waking up early in the morning for choir on sat. =/ Darn, I just realised I need black pants and a long sleeved black shirt. I hope I didn't make a choice that will lead to regrets. As I said, if it's not kept, a certain person's demise will ensue. (come to think of it, it seems to be a case of 'dead already' anyway)
Some raincheck. The moment I realised that I'd walked 5 minutes in the searing heat without my handphone was the same moment I figured I was going to be blown off again. Wonderful eh, these 'signs'. Very superstitious I admit that I am. The whole 'it is fate' and God's will kinda thing. Damn, I'm good.
Anyway. I feel as if I should move to a more private blog. Now that I am using the beta version. But I like this address too much. So it shall continue to be a frivolous log peppered with the occasional ramblings of a deluded, depressed and deranged psychopath.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
♥ 11:31 PM
So the verdict about vivocity is that it is EXPENSIVE. Pbbffft. Pull and Bear is quite a cool find though. Sizes are a problem. To discriminate against fat people, HMPH. But no matter, maybe I'll go back again on monday. =X I didn't get to have a look see in Gap. Oh, db and I saw mike chia and his girlfriend ! Hurhur. Same black face. We ended up buying junk in toys r us, lols and I got shawn's dad chocolate from candy empire. I saw hrk's gf too but I didn't see janice, hmmms.
After vivo, we went to far east for fried mars bars and cheesy curry chicken. Hehe. And our favourite, lame neoprints. HAHAHA. Sorry, it's customary. Spending 20 minutes on poses, and 5 minutes on actually taking the pictures. Lols. Then we head down to FOS and went crazy. Seriously. Lols, must take zx there. I spent 40 bucks. Shh, you didn't just hear that. But I have more tshirts now yayy ! And a new jacket (: Hurhur, am going to teach dj the art of shopping in malacca, hehe. There's FOS there too.. I hope I have enough pocket money. (: But anyways, it was a good day :D :D :D Yayy db ! Lots of love !
Caryn highlighted her hair and I want to too ! AHHH ! Nonsensical stuff but I am pooooor. I think I can kiss my manicure goodbye too. Cannot travel by my favourite mode of transport anymore. =/ Okay The Last Kiss is coming out next thursday. And I must catch it. ZACH BRAFF HELLOOOOOO !
Okay anyway, I need to lose weight. Pbbfft. Good night. Morning. Pbbfft.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
♥ 11:54 PM
Okay I just want to say that funny geeks like seth cohen, J.D and benji (from so you think you can dance) are hot. Fun fun funny (:
the finger hovering over the dial button
♥ 9:47 PM
HAHAHAHA can friendster get any more amusing ?
Classic case of voyeurism + typical noseyness. I'm not stalking people okayy ! It's just interesting... fodder. =X Some people can surprise you but perhaps it's only because you don't know them well enough. So that probably means when you expect some things to recur time and again, you must be quite familiar with that person.
I'd say thank you.. like, in OPPOSITE WORLD. So that just means, NO THANK YOU. Growls.My feet are aching like crazy. Like really sore crazy. Went to rivervale plaza, toa payoh and parkway parade. Hurhur, diverse eh ? Two pairs of shorts, earrings, a shirt and a dress. :D Life is good. (a shoutout to all my lit and bio and s paper homies ! all my love to y'all !)
See, to delete/block you from msn would mean that I care enough to feel. So. Let numbness ensue. The bane of technology. So. Call me when you're sober hon.
Charlene please oh please resurrect your blog. The alphabetical one, hehehehe. Ice skating, I foresee frozen tongues, bleeding lips and sore ankles. =/ Have no idea how to and 15 bucks is steep ! Meow, we should have a picnic after that. Choir on thursday. Have to work on the carols and the CHINESE pieces (okay fellow bananas, this is your cue for a collective gasp). Pbbbbffffft. Whyyyy christina, whyyyyyyy. =X
Vivocity with db tomorrow (: Hehe. I hope my feet won't die again. Maybe I'll visit the library.. I think I'm becoming more of a zara fan. Mango is getting.. boring. I hope I'm not getting myself into something that I'm going to regret. You don't keep it, you die.
I think my blog posts are fluffy reviews of my banal existence. (to digress, oh ahh, haven't used my ASS display picture in more than a year.. those were the days.. together with DWS, lols) I think I'll try to be deeper. After all, I should exude some eloquence. =/ Ahh, am just waiting for the OC to start. If only we can stop by KL.. so I can buy another season of Scrubs.
I just want moolah and a stalkers outing. And a pten outing. And more class outings. :D Going to do a meaningless quiz later.
Was just thinking about how I like talking to ____ because there's always this familiarity and predictability about him. Not per se but I know that whenever I turn to him, I'll be greeted with this comfortable-ness, something that still persists from the better days. It's nice and comforting. In many ways, he hasn't changed. I like that about him and I really hope that we can continue to be in touch..
Meow on second thoughts I think I'll do the quiz tomorrow. Hurhur. I need to start on my fitness regimen ! HAHAHA. And jlow's condo has squash courts ! (provided she er hasn't moved yet ? =X) Ahh the show is starting soon. Till later..
♥ 1:08 AM
The heart is a bloom
Shoots up through the stony ground
There's no room
No space to rent in this town
You're out of luck
And the reason that you had to care
The traffic is stuck
And you're not moving anywhere
You thought you'd found a friend
To take you out of this place
Someone you could lend a hand
In return for grace
It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
You're on the road
But you've got no destination
You're in the mud
In the maze of her imagination
You love this town
Even if that doesn't ring true
You've been all over
And it's been all over you
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
It's a beautiful day
Touch me
Take me to that other place
Teach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case
See the world in green and blue
See China right in front of you
See the canyons broken by cloud
See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out
See the Bedouin fires at night
See the oil fields at first light
And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth
After the flood all the colors came out
It was a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
Beautiful day
Touch me
Take me to that other place
Reach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case
What you don't have you don't need it now
What you don't know you can feel it somehow
What you don't have you don't need it now
Don't need it now
Was a beautiful day
I guess that said enough. (: Slept amidst a thunderstorm, played sims pets, watched so you think you can dance, ANTM, scrubs, frasier and am watching CSI now. (: (: Life is gooooood. And Nick Stokes of CSI is hot stuff. Hurhur, along with Nigel Barker. Ahhh, I just want to spend moolah. Hohoho.
Better than you.
I love the Zach Braff picture (: Till tomorrow. (:
Sunday, November 19, 2006
♥ 11:15 PM
Seething at the wrong time. And I admit I'm not usually one to provide the benefit of doubt. But well, experience has yet to prove me wrong. And all these.. coincidences. Maybe it's because I'm inherently not a very trusting person. Maybe it's because I know your capacity and capability. Trust, crossing a web with a 60 foot drop.
I'm sorry, but after all you've done, I don't trust you.Shrugs. That spoilt everything. But oh oh, what else is new in my world eh ? Dry laugh.
On a happier note, less than 12 hours to go ! I love dafc. Lots of hugs especially to tmx, ahhuay and mrs hady. Ooh and YT too. (: They're so thoughtful.. The well wishes and all. (: Some good friends I have. (:
To borrow corinna's word (and use it incorrectly =X), history really mindfucks you. Or maybe it's just the As in general. Goody.
calling all angels
I need you near to the ground
♥ 12:07 AM
I find it funny that aloy calls poahsin, 'puss'. HAHAHA. So cute lah ! Poahsin is funny understated cute. Hurhur. Meh. I am sick of SEA. Ahhhh, the phone I want is so expensive, boo. ): Who is going to give me 400 bucks ? Rahh. Demand is price inelastic. Okaaaayy, econs knowledge that I should've dumped when I finished the papers to make room for the megatons of history stuff. Pbbfft. Oh, am going to lend vietnamboy spongebob ! Haha, I feel..charitable, lols.
There's something in the water.Not literally, lols. Ahhh I hope tmx (HINT HINT) can plan something this week for the class, hurhur. I want to spend every waking moment (after 1100hours on the 20th) enjoying myself. Hehe. Guy Pearce is hot stuff. I want to watch Happy Feet ! Reminds me of a certain bio penguin, HURHUR. Remind me to watch Emma with db. MYYY MR KNIGHTLEY ! Those were the days.
Okay, have to wake up bright and early tomorrow for the final lap. Meow, I can't wait for it to be over. I'm planning to walk out of the gates singing U2's Beautiful Day. Hurhur. (:
Saturday, November 18, 2006
♥ 1:30 PM
Ooh I need your love babe
I guess you know it's true
Hope you need my love babe
Just like I need you Hold me, love me, hold me, love me
I ain't got nothin' but love babe
Eight days a weekFrom the season 3 finale of Scrubs. (: (: Eight Days A Week by The Beatles. I looove such oldies. :D
BLESSED 19TH BIRTHDAY LOOKYLIKEY MEI !Hope you're having a great time in england and taking good care of yourself !
LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS (: (: <3>I suddenly find that I have tons of things to do. As in, lots of things previously unplanned. =X Lols. Hrmmms. We'll see how it goes, haha. History history history. I hope that the questions won't be killers, rawrrr. Don't think I'm going to study much decolonisation. =/ Am bad with nationalism, pbbfft. Okay 1350hrs, going off to continue studying about the politics of pre jap occ SEA.
and the monkey's uncle ain't for me
(my brother keeps singing this song and I'm starting to like it, ahah)
Friday, November 17, 2006
♥ 10:03 PM
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might be a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.They keep playing this on class 95's love songs segment at night. Which I always happen to tune in to because I bathe during that slot. Either that or car tunes, haha. Anyway, it's a nice song. (: James Morrison.
So the verdict is that I'm going to malacca. I figured I need an overseas retreat. Mmmms, without the family unit, lols.
Jianqi recommended really nice songs by Mr Big (they're a band with a weird name, lols). They did the one that goes 'hold on little girl'. Haha, yep, Shine, Wide World and Superfantastic are really great too. (:
Was reading sooks blog.. Going to miss the girl, don't think we can meet up before she leaves. But there will be a time. (: Anyway she made an interesting point. I don't necessarily want someone who is smarter than me (I need to feel smart, haha.. but can't be dense either lols) but I want someone who can challenge my thoughts and perspectives. Not challenge me but add depth and dimension. Deep thinking, yeah. But cannot compromise on humour. That's a huuuge plus in my book, hurhur. Okay rambling. Calling all funny soccer hunks with bling ! Heh, and where is my bungalow ? Lols.
2344hrs, going to return to pre jap occ SEA.
Calvin:
I'm in a very crabby mood so everybody just leave me alone ! I hate everyone !
Calvin:
Nobody recognises my hints to smother me with affection.
♥ 10:48 AM
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.
Just saw something hilarious. Tmx, go to
acy's chick's friendster profile and see the testimonial he left her. I literally laughed out loud. Funnay !
Thursday, November 16, 2006
♥ 10:50 PM
Wish enough, wise man'll tell you a lie
Window broke, torn up screens
Who'd have thought that you'd dream
Of a single tragic scene
I just wanna sing a song with you
I just want to take it off of you
Cause Blue Eyes
You are all that I need
Cause Blue Eyes
You're the sweet to my mean
Fess it up, dot on the palm of your hand
I can help you to stand
Saved it up for this dance
Tell me all the things you can
I just wanna sing a song with you
I just wanna be the one that's true
Cause Blue Eyes
You're the secret I keep
Cause Blue Eyes
All the lights on and you are alive
But you can't point the way to your heart
So sublime, when the stars are aligned
But you don't know
You don't know the greatness you are
Cause Blue Eyes
You are destiny's scene
Cause Blue Eyes
I just wanna be the one
I just wanna sing a song with you
I just wanna get it on with you
Cause Blue Eyes
You're the secret I keep
Cause Blue Eyes
I just wanna sing a song with youBeautiful beautiful song. Cary Brothers' Blue Eyes from the Garden State OST. (: Death week is OVER BABY ! But I still have SEA left. Pbbffffft. So unfair. But it's okay. The trials and tribulations of being a historical geographer. Let's not talk about this week's special: Sucky Papers A La Mode. No, it's neither dessert nor beef.
I reiterate, it's your loss. I'm undecided for the wrong reasons.
Who wants my prom ticket ! Tmx is funny, but that's not the only reason why I love her. :D Don't fret my friend ! She can spend the 15 minutes before the econs paper asking me why I'm not properly registering renny and regina's marriage. LOLS. Okay, Shawnie is funnay too. He suggested that I go marry any average guy on the street and whilst the guy works, I go around flirting with people and extracting money from them. So in the end I'll be rich. LOLOLOLS. Crazy ! HAHAH. Like, did he even think about how I'm going to find all those rich people ? Hurhur. And I also need to con some poor hardworking chap off the street. For the latter, it's okay if he's not rich as long as he's cute. Okay madness, ahpa has the craziest ideas. Remind me to get his dad a present..
Nancy Drew makes me want to go to Paris. (the computer game, haven't read a new book in a long time.. Calvin and Hobbes keep me happy during mealtimes) You know, it's interesting because when I shifted to this blog address, I didn't intend for anyone to know except selected cedarians. I don't know, even here, I'm not a very public person. Shrugs. Actually, even with people, I'm not one to unabashedly bawl my eyes out whilst telling someone my sob story. I don't know, it probably has to do with the image of myself I want people to have. Why should it matter ? I don't know, it does. I'm the sort of person who cannot like people unless they like me. Which probably explains the whole.. hoopla with ____. Sigh, shrugs. That's why, don't blame me if I become cold. I don't do things without reason. I hate it when I don't get a legitimate reason and when I have to ask. Pbbfft, your loss. You know, 6 months ago last year, I'd probably be really gleeful if what happened today happened. Small but hrms. Interesting.
Can't wait for it to be over. Probably going to sleep the whole of monday afternoon/evening. Going to laze on tuesday too, go to the market with my mother. Play sims pets. Sleep some more. Then vivocity with db on wednesday. Was thinking about getting a manicure, lols. Then hopefully some class outing on thursday or friday. Tmx was suggesting the swimming place at jurong east. Or maybe cycling. Can't wait. Hurhur.
Yay carolling ! I like. (: YT if you're reading this, come sing on the 28th of November ! Changi Airport, carols. Shortage of altos. Haha yep. Meow, we should go bugis again one day, sengkang friend ! Oh and Tmx, I have this nice korean series called My Girl and it's quite nice and my parents and sister are obsessed with it so when they're done and when you're done with princess hours, I could lend it to you. (:
I want to paint my own shoes and jeans. Art supplies are so expensive. I NEED MOOLAH. Hot, rich guys, show yourselves ! Apply here. Hurhur. Ahh, there'll be time during the hols to ask adel to ask hzbro, lols. Ooh, and I can finally go clubbing ! Must ask ahhuay to bring us, hurhur.
Very very very tired. 6 hours of pure agony. Need to rest to start on SEA. Okay, good night world.
Monday, November 13, 2006
♥ 10:27 PM
Meow. Restless and tired. Nougat is my friend. Watching ANTM just makes me feel so darn fat. (okay the thai guest judge is so pretty.. I like ! lols) If korean war doesn't come out, you'll probably find me with like 14 new scars on my wrist or something. Lols. I have this weird gut feeling that it's not going to come out though.
Haha, I have to keep calm regarding tomorrow. May the power of simon be with me. Hahahahaha. I'll only breathe easier after thursday. Wish me luck. (:
Calvin and Hobbes make me happy. (: Thank goodness for internet cheats. If not my mind will be on nancy drew, lols. A week more I cannot wait. East and west coast parks, siloso beach, the zoo, they're all calling. And the shopping ! And sleeping and reading and making stuff and eating and lazing. Hoho. And I can't help it, corinna has the nicest quotes/nicks. Kudos senior ! :D 2323hrs, back to EPAM.
you don't hate me but you don't love me either
Sunday, November 12, 2006
♥ 5:30 PM
I feel restless. I have to keep eating nougat and chocolate. Somehow I don't know where to start in compiling my urban geog case studies. Meow. Sorry, I just am the spoon fed sort. I really really really cannot thank my
lookylikey Mei enough for all her notes. Seriously, they've been a big help. And
Joa too. Hurhur, shhhh. Yeah, I owe them both big time. (:
You are a sad, strange little man. You have my pity. Farewell.HAHA ! Guess who said that ? Buzz Lightyear to Woody in Toy Story. (: Okay, I just can't seem to grow up.
♥ 12:23 AM
Life is a highway
I want to ride it all night long
If you're going my way
I want to drive it all night longSomeday, somehow, I'm going to travel route 66. And behold the inselbergs, mesas and buttes in their full glory. (:
Disney/Pixar's Cars made my day. Seriously, it's funny and very heartwarming. (: (: (: The scenery is wonderful and maybe I just might appreciate having gone through the torture of arid and semi arid environments. Lols. I'm going to have some cartoon marathon after the exams, heh.
The movie makes me want to travel and see the world, trusty digital camera in hand. Though I think four megapixels won't ever do justice to all there is to take in. So now I feel up for malacca again. For the change of scene and culture mmms.
Oh, and anyone with this year's voyaje FF videos (uncle gpt ! this means you !), please send. Thanks. :D
1am. Time to continue with all sorts of pollution and overfishing.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
♥ 4:02 PM
If I'm not wrong, I've NEVER EVER done an arms race essay. So why should there ever be a first ? Lols. I hope there won't have to be one. Oh and you know what ? It's times like these I wish I took maths. Then again, it's times like these time and time again. Ah wells. ): Maybe I'm not meant to be a pure arts student. (technically, I'm a purely social sciences student. hmmms, go figure.) I always feel like I kind of miss maths. The challenge of racking your brains hollow to get the answer to the exact decimal. It's hard to believe but I remember that when I got the hang of the maths topics in secondary school, I'd be crazy-delightedly immersing myself in the papers of other schools. Seriously, I enjoyed the challenge and gratification. The feeling of knowing that your answer IS the correct answer and that you're going to get the marks. I guess for maths, you just know. It's good and bad in a way. Unlike say, history. You can try to argue and know what you know until the cows come home and still get a mediocre 12/25. And that's like, all the time. I mean yes, it's interesting and all but I guess in this system there will be a point when it's too tiring and boring. Shrugs. I have no idea how markmark and jasper did it.
I love the weather now. Perfect for sleeping or curling up with a nancy drew mystery. I'd much rather read about urbanization and population and environmental management than the UN or China or how/why the darn Cold War was globalised.
Sometimes I think I'm dreaming.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
♥ 12:21 PM
The stand now is currently neither prom nor malacca. Bite me, I had a bowl of bitchy for breakfast.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
♥ 10:56 PM
Shawn is funny-crazy.
Shaun is crazy-funny.
Geog was alright. Thank God. ((: Lucky I had the 5 hour cramming session in the morning. YESSS ! No more phys geog. No more butte kissing or salonf--king ! Lols. (that's only because I can't for the life of me remember what rhymes with salonchak ! pbbfft.)
Okay, am wayyy behind time. Long day tomorrow rushing human geog. And econs. And coldwar. I swear my room has its own heat island effect. The computer is emanating heat. Or maybe it's just me. Am feeling woozy too, radiation ? Throat no longer very sore but I've developed a dry cough. Pbbfft. If only the deadline could be extended, I'd join the project runway belt competition. I like creative challenges.
Mas Que Nada is so addictive hohoho. I feel like buying a dress. Teehee. Okay kooky girly me talking. Next stop, This Fashion. Seriously, they're not that bad and tasteless. Meow. Oh and remind me to embark on rigorous weight loss regime. ):
11 more days. Jittery wriggles.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
♥ 11:26 PM
This is me panicking. Even though I love the challenge of DRQs, I can't help but feel afraid. Am hoping for the best and not a repeat of last year's results. Shudders.
My blocked nose is making breathing difficult too. Bel, you know stuff. You're good at geog. Celine Dion's 'It's all coming back to me now' is what you'll be singing tomorrow. This I pray.
♥ 12:05 PM
Think latin america. Think caribbean. Think martinis and tikis. Erm, I wouldn't know. Sergio Mendez's
Mas Que Nada featuring the Black Eyed Peas. (: It's quite a hot song, very very danceable. I like.
Oh, and find of the day ?
Michael Learns To Rock. Sappy ballads that sound familiar even to the untrained ear. Haha. That's Why You Go Away, Sleeping Child, 25 Minutes and Paint My Love.
Confession/Fact of the Day
Everyone is at least 1% lesbian/gay.Even my homophobic friend, or so he claims, admits it. HAHA. My point has been proven.
Monday, November 06, 2006
♥ 10:35 PM
Here's the day you hoped would never come
Don't feed me violence, just run
With me through rows of speeding cars(: Imogen Heap's Speeding Cars.
You know, I hate any reminder of you. The most off tangent of relations and I'll be spending hours on end (okayyy... so I exaggerate, lols) examining both sides of the same coin. The overarching theme always settles as disappointment. On a related adjacent angle, I might not look like the ruthless type but once the cogs are sufficiently oiled and set in motion, I can be pretty merciless. Shrugs.
I dreamt I was playing some car racing game and my character landed in winnie the pooh's hot air balloon. From last place to first but just because I reached the end and didn't cross the finish line, I lost anyway. Hrm. I wonder if this has some bearing on reality. Lols. Over analysing mmms.
I'm itching to say something. But I can't. At least not now. Confrontations make me shake anyway. As in, epileptic sort of shaking. (not literally ! pbbffft. but such stuff make me feel all jittery and unstable.) It's funny how something that looks so equal actually isn't. Not in my books anyway. Cryptic, hahaha. And I'm like, look who's talking.
Wan smile.
So anyway, I'm going to take a leaf out of dear senior corinna's book and try to be positive. (note sarcasm, lols.) I need to widen my social circle (somehow) after the exams. This means everyone has to introduce me to their hot and rich friends. They can be either one of the two too (the likes of hzbro and jacob with their bukit timah posse please ! hahahah !).
♥ 12:23 AM
Thank God for geog notes online. Thank ms zhu, ms johnson, mr yap and mrs ong too. Couldn't find the stack of desertification notes. But ah well, 30 pages mmms.
My throat hurts like &=!@&!# to say the least. And I feel feverish. This is a friggin bad time to feel (not even fall but feel) sick. It's times like these when my vocabulary is expletive laden. Double frick, life sucks. I don't think I can meet cng tomorrow. AND SHE'S ALREADY CANCELLED TWICE ON ME. Wtf lah, I won't ever get to see her. Dammit. ):
Had another one of those dreams again. First hands, now arms. Ah mmms, it was nice.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
♥ 5:51 PM
Being alone is fine. But to be alone with someone else who's also alone. Alone together, that's perfect.-Next Stop Wonderland
)):
♥ 4:05 PM
Okay all I want for Christmas at the moment is a pair of dunks and the nokia 7373. Oh and how about seasons 2 & 4 of scrubs ? QUICK QUICK GIMME NOWWWW.
Had two reaaaaally weird dreams. Probably explains why I'm quite exhausted. Dreaming must be thinking whilst one is asleep, heh. I always have these unexpected, will never happen in real life, sort of dreams.
Anyway, IJ guy (if I'm not mistaken), is from soccer and has a girlfriend. Owch. ):
until I hear it from you
♥ 12:12 AM
Before I round up climo, I want to share an insolation joke. Coined by yours truly, b
el nino. Beams. (:
Joke #1Walking on sunshine ?
Depends on your latitude.Hahahahhaa. I wonder if people get it. Lols. Okay I think am going nuts. Like, rawrr. Who the hell cares about the earth's wobble as postulated by milankovich.
Joke #2Simon Says:
Shaun, you're very photogenic !
Ahh yes, in his dreams or maybe in his next life perhaps. =X
Fact of the YearSimon Says:
Shaun, you look metrosexual !
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
Oh so true. Ahem. Some primate in shrub connotation. =X Lols, simon is funny. Okay I can't wait for the exams to be over so I can watch Zach Braff (joy ! john dorian ! :D) in Garden State. And and, I found new eye candy ! Along with The OC3 on tuesdays, there's The Office which stars Steve Carrell ! HOHO (: TV = Eye candy. Heh. IJ guyyyy. Where art thouuuuu.
Okay waiting for the arrival of the rest of my family from the airport. Rawrr. 17 days to freedom. Malacca anyone ? Pbbfft. Goodnight all.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
♥ 12:50 AM
'i tink that you just gotta believe that no one is so special that you can't afford to lose them. because it's so easy to lose friends and so hard to keep them that when the other person doesn't care as much as you do, you're just gonna tear yourself apart if you keep on caring.'To quote the tag of friend of dear senior corinna.
Can everyone go add something to the yahoo timecapsule ! It 'expires' in a week. Haha, I remember how we wanted a stalkers time capsule. Lols, we should really do one someday ayes ? I added the xiamen photo with the banner under ajchoir. (: Argh, I want to add tons of stuff but it takes quite a while hrms.
I am quite incensed by the insolent daughter of white shirt guy blog issue but not to the extent of rambling excessively about it. Apathetic minority ? Maybe. Pathetically passive ? I hope not. It's interesting (oh no, here we go..) [see, the two sides of me talking, weird innit ?], the whole debate on elitism. What I'd like to discuss is how just like the elite pride themselves for being just that, everyone else (apart from fence sitters I suppose) is rising up in the spirit of defending the underdogs, presumably the 'middle-lower income earners' (which brings to mind tmx's jibe during the podcast- '...I guess you are from the lower income group ?' LOLOLS funny how we can laugh at this, hrms). It's interesting to see that they're no different. They have their pride as well. And even though they may not be able to put it across as eloquently (some might say..), it does not dilute the opinions they have that actually stem from something very real.
Which brings us to the age old issue of poverty. (I'll steer clear from censorship for now..)Okay, I don't exactly think the one dollar a day definition would be appropriate but yeah. The divides in society. Inevitable ? I should think so. And it doesn't help that circumstances today spawn clear and widening distinctions. Maybe it's not so much just differing incomes but also starkly contrasting attitudes. Generalizations. But also realizations. I admit that my disdain sometimes stems from the privilege I've been blessed with. Doesn't it all begin there ? Pride. The belief of superiority. Prejudice. Aversion. Subversion. And money, status, glory. It makes us all feel so good. So that's it ? That's life ? That sucks.
Don't get me wrong. I love my school immensely. (not the present one really.. =X) But does that love have also to do with the ahem, side fact that it's a 'branded' school ? Do I love it more because of all its accolades and how people are in awe when it is mentioned as the alma mater rather than my experiences ? You have to admit, they reinforce each other. Good teachers. Good students. Good experiences. Good name. Good money (I should think). Good, clean environment. Good students.
I hope not. After all, the people maketh the place. Hmms. Anyway, this isn't my actual point, lols. Rawrr. Whatever, some nonsense. Mmms, watched the OC just now ! It's season 3 omgah, I am so out of touch. Caitlyn is grown up and avril lavigne ish ! Heh, quite pretty. Apparently Caleb died. And johnny is so not cute/hot. Not like seth/ryan. Ah wells, I miss it ! Really trashy but fab dramadies that make you want to live by the beach forever and wonder if you are going to die an old maid. Hurhur.
I'm going to have to bring clara to the vet after the exams, hmmms. She's acting all weird. If the malacca thing goes through, (which I hope it does because viewing clim's virtualtourist profile, I can think of nothing more exciting at the moment than exploring some foreign country :D not that malacca is very foreign or exotic =/) it'll be a blast wandering around ourselves. (: Let's see ayes ?
I hate my rash thing. Sucks. Guy at tuition with reeeally cute side profile. Mmmms. GP is screwed. Zx called just now panicking, lols. AAAAAHHHH. Meow.
http://www.virtualtourist.com/travel/Asia/Malaysia/Negeri_Melaka/Melaka-1281809/Shopping-Melaka-BR-3.htmlAm excited. I think prom is/will be overrated. Don't kill me. =X GP GP GP. Only divine intervention now.