Tuesday, January 31, 2006
♥ 7:00 PM
Wouldn't It Be Nice
The Beach Boys
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby
Just watched like half of fifty first dates. I love Adam Sandler !! ((: He's so goofy cute. He was great in The Longest Yard too, along with a very funny Chris Rock. Anyway, the movie was so sweet. Hahs.
My house is in a mess. Relatives just left. Apologies to sooks, serene, adel, hzbro, hrk, andrew, nicholas and jonas. They all came to bum around. Erm yeah, very impromptu. =/ I felt very bad because I couldn't entertain both groups at the same time. Yeah ah wells. I was too overwhelmed, especially with the gambling relatives. Mmms.
Hzbro asked if I wanted to watch them jam at boat quay. So I met adel and hz on nel and we met the rest (jq, hrk, andrew, nicholas) and they jammed for an hour at this pretty cool albeit shady little erm place. Haha. It was bloody loud but cool lah ! I want to go again. ((: Next time, I'll try the drums. They weren't really prepared but it was not bad still. Though, hrk really needs to work on his vocals. HAHA. Adel and I were laughing about it all the way, when she wasn't giggling about jerry. -_- Thanks my dear but your efforts were for nought. =X Lols. Oh and eternal loop was practising next door. What a coincidence. I heard harry mention 33. Well too bad we're such unfriendly buggers.
Tried reading geog. Didn't get much, boo. I hope our keynesian quiz isn't tomorrow. If it is, I'm pretty much screwed. But oh whatever, it's only a quiz. Cross country is coming up, laa dee daa. Sectionals tomorrow, ayes. Not looking forward to doing psalms 29. Zzz, sacred music, not exactly my favourite. =/ Back to school tomorrow. I'm going to sound like a total ahbeng and shout
SIANZ BOHH.
Oh I just remembered. One choir junior is pissing me off. NO PRIZES GUESSING WHO. Looks pointedly at fellow p10nners. =/ Rahh.
Mich said that I have nice hair.
Adel said that I have nice eyes.
Awwwwww, I HEART THEM BOTH ! ((: Lols.
Monday, January 30, 2006
♥ 6:48 PM
I can't help but nod in agreement.
I am convinced it does not take more than three minutes of consecutive thought to realise that racism and religious bigotry are incredibly stupid emotions.
Ah, and what about the immature people who harbour such ridiculously juvenile sentiments ?
♥ 10:39 AM
Rahh. Trust me to let homework pile up. Econs and geog essays. And some really overdue gp commentary. TSK. Homework is really annoying, booyah.
'cause love's such an old fashioned word and love dares you to care for the people on the edge of the night and love dares you to change our ways of caring about ourselves. this is our last dance. this is our last dance. this is ourselves.under pressure.'
Got this off ber's tagboard. It was a tag from nadiah. ): Even though I admit that I'm not really close to ber, I miss her and her sunshiney personality. )): Jeannie also left for australia. Ayes. Same thing applies with her too. Those people you don't see or hear from very often but somehow occupy this minute little space in your hearts which you often overlook.
Ahhs. At the guides campfire last year. We really love guides campfires ! (: Going crazy and all. Have been to their campfires from 2002 to 2005. Guides are such pretty, happy, nice peopl. Hugs for ber and jeannie. God bless them both. (:
Pretty girls get away with murder.
♥ 2:59 AM
My conversation with my ever so hot slc friend, andrew. ((:
the holy trinity says:bel thinks phang is cute!
BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:O.o
the holy trinity says:ohh! ming jus told us tt liangpei thinks phang is hOT BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:everyone thinks phang is hot lah
BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:jealous aren't we dear andrew..
the holy trinity says:ya !
the holy trinity says: (sad face)
the holy trinity says:y doesnt anyone think im HOT
BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:dots
BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:GOT LAH
the holy trinity says:or cute !
the holy trinity says:wah lao ...................................
BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:gosh i have like how many friends who place you in the league of hot hockey guys leh
BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:and i'm like huh.. that one, my slc friend !?!?
BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:hahahaha
the holy trinity says: (angry face)
the holy trinity says:all hockey guys are HOT
the holy trinity says:only how hot
BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:ARE YOU BLIND LOOK AT HERRICK LAH HE'S BLOODY COLD
BEL-AR-US(: ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssuckers !!! baby you've changed says:lols
the holy trinity says:erm .........
the holy trinity says:ok
the holy trinity says:MOST ?
After a while of comparing notes on how andrew has evolved with tang (who insists he looks the same)..
the holy trinity says:jus say JONATHAN PHANG is hot
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:THEN YOU ARE GOING TO COPY IT AND SHOW HIM RIGHT
Andrew insists he's hot. Tsktsk.
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:dots
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:anyway, andrew can have many hot friends right ?
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:teehee
the holy trinity says:andrew IS hot too
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:yah yah okok..
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:tang was asking me to get over myself and stop drooling over you
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:LIKE HELLOSSS
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:there are cuter people around
the holy trinity says:like phang ?
the holy trinity says:wao lao
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:haha.. pengming cute also..
the holy trinity says:andrew ALSO !
BEL-AR-US(: andrw's friend is hot, hurhur baby you've changed says:i think kianlin also not that bad..
the holy trinity says:andrew ALSO !
Notice nick changes..
the holy trinity says:nahs!
the holy trinity says:too overdone
BEL-AR-US(: andrew goh is total hotness ! baby you've changed says:okok.. then suggest a way for me to hint it subtly that i think you're totally yummy
BEL-AR-US(: andrew goh is total hotness ! baby you've changed says:-_-
the holy trinity says:it's ok
the holy trinity says:u can leave it as ming n phang are HOT
BEL-AR-US(: ming, phang & drew are hot ((: baby you've changed says:yayyy
the holy trinity says:yea !
the holy trinity says:holy trinity
Lols. PSYCHOTIC ! I miss my slc friends. A lot of times I wished I knew them better. Mmmms. Changed template once again. Shows you how fickle I am. Okay, till tomorrow !
Sunday, January 29, 2006
♥ 5:46 PM
I like my new template, I do. Even though it's quite plain. I prefer to call it simple. And as Sooks always says, simplicity is style. Hurhur. Back from visiting. I feel fat, boo. Nothing new. AS USUAL. Grrrs.
Lch ought to be scolded ! I bet you everything that it was he who volunteered me for the NUS history seminar. Rahhhh. Like I'm not already busy enough with choir and work. Grrs. And I can't act for nuts.. I can't even act to save my life ! Rawrr. Does he have to call on me for everything ? RAHH.
tang: 200?! Wth! Haha.. Big family. Cool.. My family's quite small. Heh. So didn't collect much. Didn't gamble also. So guai rite=P
Waha ! His reaction is hilarious. I miss tannnnnngy lemon. We haven't had lunch with ah hock yet. And I must must must go clubbing with sook next month. =/ Till later..
Saturday, January 28, 2006
♥ 6:18 PM
I'm supposed to be doing my gp blog but well, am feeling lazy and I have to leave for dinner in a while anyway. So ho hum. Technically I have until tuesday. Hurhur, and what can he expect ? It's cny. Lols.
Yesterday wasn't that bad. Even though pe was killer. 2+2 rounds outside school+situps etc. Rahh. Cng let us off early after announcements ! Yay her, she rocks. (: Our little cny thing was quite fun. Mucho thanks to jq and wl who bought the yusheng. It was rather vegless. No one realised that we had to shred our own veg, lols. So there were tons of crackers which we all liked. Then we took retarded photos. Hurhur. Tmx was forcing her wonderful taiwanese egg delicacies on everyone. =X It tasted quite horrid. Then we dared her to do the usual stuff, lols. I bet poor qy felt violated. Lololols. Concert was quite blah, no comments. Haha. Yz looked sexy though. Hurhur. Then I took 72 home with adel and tmx. Mmms..
Spent the morning cutting up cabbage and peas into thin slices. My hands almost died. Haha. Am having cramps. Ahh, what perfect timing right ? Oh wells. I hope we get to visit ocm, jtoh and yappy. Hehee. Although at this moment, I just want to lie in bed all day. And do my geog essay, econs essay plan, gpblog and whatever rubbish I need to clear. Bleagh. I need somewhere to upload photos..
And I can't do this all on my own
I know, I'm no superman
Apparently db has good news. But I still doubt it. Erpx. Anyway, it's not that much help. Lols. And hzbro says that his friend is better than twinky. Hahaha.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
♥ 11:44 PM
Short bursts because am tired. But happy. Becauseeeee, I had dinner with p10 ! Or more like, graces, jema, sally, qua, xunny, michy and chairman mao (graces' new guy.. sort of..). HAHA. They watched memoirs of a geisha before that so there was a lot of talk about eels and bleeding caves. =X HAHA. And there was a lot of groping, giggling, drawing graphs with shoulders, singing, phototaking with phones, card playing and mostly noise making. Hahaha, I love them. They can always make my day. (((x
Had choir today. On monday too. And I'll have it again tomorrow. VERY TIRED. But yeah, it's alright I guess. Making marginal progress. Today was rather depressing. People wanting to leave. Yl cried. Someone scolded her. Erpx. Ah wells. I love how you leave me out of everything and only turn to me when you need me. Oh and I had the rare opportunity to play the keyboard during sectionals.
School has been blah. Nothing new. We had TONS of breaks on tuesday because cng didn't come. (i loveeee cng. she's so nice.) So we went to NYP and gossipped. Hurhur, typical girly behaviour. Adel, pong, tmx, ah huay and I. Then we had pe which wasn't so bad because half of it was the cross country talk and the other half was 2+4 rounds. Mrchin rocks. We were the first class to complete it because we were playing the one word per person story game. HAHAHAHA. (((: Hilarious. We kept bringing tmx into the story. With qy and justin. Then there was some running over of frogs and hamsters and slapping, boxing, crying and falling into stuff. Lololololols. (((: We (minus siyi and regina) had tons of fun laughing so much so that we just sat on the track until our tummies ached. (x We should do this more often. We might be lohei-ing too on friday, haha.
That's as far as I can remember. I think. Currently no backlog so I feel quite accomplished. Apart from geography readings. Frowns. Soccer played sr today. I don't know the score though. Apparently chiang didn't play because he's injured. And oh guess what, we all think he likes his scholar friend who happens to like him back. AAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHHHHH. MY HEART IS BROKEN !!!! Lols. Ayes, no comments. So much for our goals. Dry laugh. No more soccer hunk. ): In other news, mylover is oh my goodness so cute lahhs. He had recess with his form class and was joking with them and stuff. Envious, I am. Sulks. ): I think I have new eye candy. Lols, ah huay kindly pointed out. Another soccer guy. Hoho. There's still twinky ! And hzbro's friend ! And ermm. That's all for now. I think. Hurhur. Okay, madness. But sharon is worse.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
♥ 10:14 PM
Oh, I saw mr gan at paragon yesterday. Along with this short teacher who lectured us for maths last year. Hurhur. He dyed his hair back. Awww.
So much for attempting to do the tasks and the readings. Blah. I'm done with gp and econs though. Tomorrow is going to be one heck of a tiring day. Ayess. Boo. I'll be perpetually plagued with the monday blues. Choir doesn't make it any better. It makes me cranky and tired. But maybe twinky will be on the bus. HAHA.
Having to use the old phone is making me cranky. There's not enough memory and the buttons are so hard to press. Sigh. This must be retribution. Grimace.
After reading corinna's blog, I've been inspired to go lingerie shopping at tangs. I went there yesterday and it's so pretty. I love how it's decorated. But oh wells, everything is expensive. Boo. Am saving up but I'm not sure for what. Oh, and Gap and Banana Republic are coming to Singapore ! HIP HIP HURRARMADILLO ! More places to shop (((:
Cherr is seriously hilarious. I want to go for ACJC's fun o rama. I think there's a dent in my head. My mouse is screwed, argh. Technology is failing me. Haven't practiced the new songs. Chinese new year is coming. POPIAH HURRAH ! ((:
Losers of the year might even be an understatement.
♥ 2:12 AM
I'm looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know
You don't look different, but you have changed
I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Your lips are moving, I cannot hear
Your voice is soothing, but the words aren't clear
You don't sound different, I've learned the game.
I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight.
You're thinking of me, the same old way
You were above me, but not today
The only difference is you're down there
I'm looking through you, and you're nowhere
Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight
I'm looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know
You don't look different, but you have changed
I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Very nice. (((: And apt. I'm looking through you by The Wallflowers, originally sung by The Beatles. Hurhur. I just finished with my gp blog. Seriously, it's so tiring. I still have to do my influential personalities thing, econs drq and start on the econs essay. Oh, and I should start on my geography readings too. Ayes. The stupid sony ericsson phone is screwed up. It keeps hanging. So I'm using this antique nokia 3310. Haha. Sigh. I want to watched Grey's Anatomy which I taped last monday. I have piano later though, I hope I wake up on time. The clothes at Future State are not bad, I bought a brown top. Except their largest size is medium. And we all know how fat I am. Almost bought this girly top from zara. Ah wells.
Movie night was a failure. Prior to it, I hung around with ahpa and wl and hz and we played a very very warped version of pictionary. Then had a nice conversation with ahpa. Mmms. I later joined yl, hq, and malcolm to erm practice our scores. Hah. But anyway, IT RAINED. What a spoiler. So we couldn't sit around under the stars. And there was some super lame game. It was just.. Bad. The nice part though, was sabo-ing stellala and this cedarian, selina. Oh and looking at the cute malay guy. Haha. Anyway, yz didn't come because she felt too tired. Serene ended co late. Yt didn't even join us. ))): So much for our rah rah cedarian gathering. The stupid dvd kept stopping, it was irritating. The first part was quite draggy too. So bikini, db and I got bored and left. Then we realised we left my shoebag inside so db kindly volunteered to squash past people to the middle of the row to get it. Haha, much love ! The three of us just stood near the bus stop laughing at ourselves and other people. And tried doing the head jiggle action. Hahaha. (: Db's mother was kind enough to send me to compasspoint. Hurhur. Caryn sang too but the first song wasn't an impressive as the second. It was too fast and not loud enough. Oh wells. Hmmmmms.
Pe on friday wasn't that bad. BUT I PUT ON WEIGHT ! OMG. SO IMPOSSIBLE. GAH. I'VE BEEN EXERCISING OKAYYY. Not like some people who lost 2kg even though they missed pe. Bleagh, unfair.
History UN sem today wasn't that bad. Though the best part of course was the food. HAHA. We are such pigs. And wl ate parsley. Commendable ! ((: Anyway, the food was good. The presentations were.. erm, normal. (as in, they're like typical powerpoint presentations.. blah..) Ahpek is hilarious though. During discussion, he asked his own group a question. Then tried to give an answer for it. Hurhur. It's interesting because you realise that the j1s this year are.. well read. Okay, that is an understatement. There was this guy who started talking about the mutually assured destruction theory and all of us were just impressed. But it got a lot of.. response from us j2s. We just have to put them in their place. Haha. Anyway, to digress, my lover was charming as usual. I tell you, his whole family is made up of scholars. No wonder he's loaded. He was telling us about his mum who is in her late 50s who was from vj and had to do a project about the un. Goes to show that his whole family probably took history. Lols. Okay, can't help myself. Hurhurhur. ((:
Okay, I want to watch tv. I hope no one taped over my show. BURTON IS HOT !! And so is my lover and my soccer hunk. Hehe. Lethologica describes the act of forgetting a word. Or something. Mmms.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
♥ 10:48 PM
I never get any credit from hrk. It's always adel. Ah wells. Whatever. I don't care. School was horrid yesterday. Long story. But it was much better today. Was outside choir room after school and my lover and taseng walked past the audi from the pe dept. Then I started waving sort of madly. And he cocked his head to one side and waved back. GRIN GRIN GRIN. (((: Funny how just a smile from him can make my day. Chiang is just like, nowhere. Bah.
I didn't realise until recently that spending time with the girls can be so fun. Crapping with adel, pong, ah huay and tmx. ((: We were discussing some serious religious issues during gp. As well as crapping about chickens. Shows that we can have fun and really think deep thoughts at the same time. So unlike the class boys. And yl and bimbolim's mi yu wo cai ni cai da jia cai cai cai. HAHA. Retarded. Watching mr and mrs smith with the cedar girls tomorrow. HOPE IT DOESN'T RAIN !!! (: Pity shing cannot come. ))): It's going to be db, bikini, yz, yt and serene. (:
PE tomorrow. BOO. ): Dtan rocks big time. I have yet to do my gp commentary. But other than that, nothing else much to do. Hurrah. UN sem on saturday. Hmmms.
We taught the j1s the ffx song, part of gaude maria and justorum anime. The altos need to buck up ! Rah. Nothing is new. Siiiiiiiiigh. Same situation is still applying.
May I see my lover and my soccer hunk tomorrow. HAHA. I hope jtoh doesn't kill us for pe. Sigh.
He's the head. But we are the brains.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
♥ 9:32 PM
I shall do this mei style. (:
Thoughts :
1. Gangster. Farmer. Lesbian. Me. Hahahaha.
2. Very tired. But I need to learn up FFX score, finish econs and maybe do the cny card.
3. Miss Tan the pe teacher rocks. No stress. (((:
4. We have got to watch the movie screening this friday !
5. Tons of work to complete, rahh.
6. Choir practice tomorrow. Sigh. Yawns.
7. FISH ! (: I love ah huay, pong, adel and tmx. And I love wl, my 86 kaki and gossip partner.
8. SLAMGHBA,JFHGKFHGOIF GOATNFSDK Zzz. I swear my english has become more garbled and sucky (for want of a better word) ever since I stepped foot into this school. )))):
9. See, I should be doing econs mcq instead of slacking. Typical me. Oh, they're having a sports apparel sale in school tomorrow. And adel, pong, tmx and I came up with a poem for health week. In like, 10 minutes. Lame fun.
10. People get on my nerves. But tolerance and patience is a virtue. Ohhhhmmmmm.
11. Twinky and I aren't fated. As ahpa would say, too bad so sad boohoo life sucks. Indeed, hurhur.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
♥ 11:02 AM
Going to have my piano lesson in awhile. Zzzz. Only got about 5ish hours of sleep. And I can't stay up late today because I need to wake up early to meet jtoh. Ayes. I have econs mcq, gp commentary, geog stuff and erm that's about all I think. Oh and I have to finish my econs essays for submission by friday. Blah. Surprisingly my leg muscles didn't ache after pe last friday. I'll be back later, meow.
Chiang wins hands down. Haha !
♥ 2:54 AM
Rahh, IE is stupid. Was playing pool with cherr and it hung. Ho hum. Did this online quiz just now and it said that I act like I'm ten. Okay fine. I act like a kid. Hurhur. I admit that I whine incessantly, hug my stuffed animals to sleep and go crazy over the most retarded, juvenile things. Oh, and trust me to be blogging and friendstering instead of doing homework. =/
I need to lose arm/tummy/thigh flab, someone please teach me how. I'm too scared and poor for liposuction.
Today's SexEd talk was a waste of time. Somewhat. I'm sorry but I had like, practically the exact same thing back in Cedar. I remember the woman too. Oh blah. The guys except ht, rtoh, ter and pk left halfway. Thank goodness I had adel, pong, tmx and ahhuay for company. (: Bought a skirt for chinese new year ! Hurrah, it's pretty. And I can wear it for other occasions too. Wanted to buy a dress but the likelihood of me wearing it more than once is close to zero.
I want to get my eyebrows done. I don't know how it got brought up during class civics but jtoh was saying that I'd look nice if I do. Hmms. And she said stuff about how ahpa, pk and hrk were good looking. Or something. I don't know. Nuts. Piano tomorrow and tons of work to complete. Monday bluuuues. ): Monday and tuesday are my longest days. So unfun. Oh !! Which reminds me, I have choir on monday and the new j1s will be there and I have to call the altos. Yeps. Ooh, I hope I remember to do so. Can't wait to see how the year ones are like, hurhur.
My library books are effectively overdue. Bother. I need to cut my nails. See, I'm just typing rubbishy little details of my mundane life. How dismal. And I just have to say that kunlin's class seems very fun. Wl (not my 86 kaki) is preeetty ! Okay bad, I need to suppress lesbian tendencies. HAHA. (like I was telling pong and adel today) Ragen and Kx seem very sweet together.
And what would I do without yizhen and bikini ? My crazy cedarian morning table girlfriends. (((: Becky, yt and I were talking about power rangers and robots and kim possible outside the audi during the break today. Then we started talking like surfer dudes. Then surfer dude erm farmers chewing wheat or whatever. HAHA. Fun fun funny. Then we snuck in through the other door just to realise mdmwoon wasn't even guarding our door. And we didn't trip and die in the dark because it wasn't even that dark. =/ HAHA. I love bikini, my darling slacker first aid oal (( :
I found new eye candy ! Hurrah ! Lols. I'm going crazy. Another soccer guy and a hockey one. Haha, looks like I can keep sharon company. Hurhur. Still haven't done overdue history essay but okaaayy, like what is up with my group ? Lols. Bleagh.
Friday, January 13, 2006
♥ 9:43 PM
Friday the Thirteenth. RAHHH. The weather is irritating. Because of the rain, lots of my clothes couldn't dry in time. So I didn't have an extra pair of school shorts. That made me really cranky. What made it worse was that it SO DID NOT RAIN AFTER IT POURED FOR HOW MANY GOODNESS DAYS ! ARGH ! So for killer pe, we ran 2+8 rounds continuous with jtoh jogging beside us. And my class was in front so we couldn't stop. I'm easily the most unfit person in class with totally no stamina whatsoever so to actually even complete the thing, barely walking for more than 10 seconds, is a huge achievement. But anyway, I was irritated by a particular individual, never mind who. My socks kept slipping down so I now have a blister. We also had to hang on the pull up bars for 30 seconds. Something I absolutely CANNOT do. Rahh. We had to rush through our bath because of the short econs make up lesson. SIGH. But hopefully wtan will be good news. Please let it be. Bleagh. The rest of the day was okay because mong was going nuts talking about xbox, smarties and 'meh mehs'. Cng is very nice too. ((: Though I really really miss loh and johnson. ):
Today wasn't all that bad I guess. Especially after school when db and I were crapping outside choir room and we had a good view of the field and all. HAHA. (: 2 for 1 manns ! Sweet. Hurhur.
Anyway, I just watched Anger Management and it's hilarious !
MARIA
I feel pretty,
Oh, so pretty,
I feel pretty and witty and bright!
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me tonight.
I feel charming,
Oh, so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel!
And so pretty
That I hardly can believe I'm real.
See the pretty girl in that mirror there:
Who can that attractive girl be?
Such a pretty face,
Such a pretty dress,
Such a pretty smile,
Such a pretty me!
I feel stunning And entrancing,
Feel like running and dancing for joy,
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy!
GIRLS
Have you met my good friend Maria,
The craziest girl on the block?
You'll know her the minute you see her,
She's the one who is in an advanced state of shock.
She thinks she's in love.
She thinks she's in Spain.
She isn't in love,
She's merely insane.
It must be the heat
Or some rare disease,
Or too much to eat
Or maybe it's fleas.
Keep away from her,
Send for Chino!
This is not the Maria we know!
Modest and pure,
Polite and refined,
Well-bred and mature
And out of her mind!
MARIA
I feel pretty, Oh, so pretty
That the city should give me its key.
A committee
Should be organized to honor me.
GIRLS
La la la la . . .
MARIA
I feel dizzy,
I feel sunny,
I feel fizzy and funny and fine,
And so pretty,
Miss America can just resign!
GIRLS
La la la la . . .
MARIA
See the pretty girl in that mirror there:
GIRLS
What mirror where?
MARIA
Who can that attractive girl be?
GIRLS
Which? What? Where? Whom?
MARIA
Such a pretty face,
Such a pretty dress,
Such a pretty smile,
Such a pretty me!
GIRLS
Such a pretty me!
ALL
I feel stunning
And entrancing,
Feel like running and dancing for joy,
For I'm loved By a pretty wonderful boy!
HAHAHAH !!! Laugh and sing with me ! ((:
Sex ed talk tomorrow. Erm right. Hope it won't be a complete waste of my saturday morning. Bleagh. Okay, am obsessing with like, half the soccer team. BAD. Pity they don't have a rugby team. Mmms. The hockey guys mostly look like gangsters and the basketballers look like posers. So yes. Soccer guys. HAHA. Obsessing, I am. Not good at all, rahh.
iwantkaishek!
Thursday, January 12, 2006
♥ 10:40 PM
The whole j2 cohort had to sit for a gp diagnostic test. It lasted till 7. Am really drained even though I spent half my time daydreaming and stoning into space like I always do when I can't think of anything to write. Oh wells whatever. Even if I have to go for bridge, I don't mind. I think. Rah. It's just one assignment. I don't see why everyone has to get stressed over it.
I thought twinky was chiang. It was the hair. Fascinating.
Oh and whilst leaving the reading room, I was so distracted that I knocked into the fire extinguisher. -_-. Well done, me. Had a very good time with the class girls in the reading room. Laughing at tmx and joking with radish, adel and ah huay. Hurhur. ((: Must do such nonsensical stuff like this more often.
Too tired to do gp. Tomorrow during my maths break. PE first too periods. ))))): Count the sad chins mann. I really really hope it rains. Because if it doesn't, it'll probably be freaking hot. Ayes, it's tough being fat and unfit.
Rahh, school is depressing. Vday is coming. HAHA. Depressing. I think I have to sing. Which I don't mind. But it just makes me think about how hopeless choir is for me. Depressing.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
♥ 11:43 PM
Bluddy hell. Kill the school.
Lots of work. Cranky. Rahh. Depressed. Choir is depressing. Work is depressing. Nonexistent situation with chiang is depressing. School is depressing.
Thank goodness for people like both ah hocks, darlingseniors corinna and mei and db. (:
I HEART JOANNA ! I swear she's undergone a huge transformation. Miniskirt and home made bag too. I'm so proud. And I had to lug home a few kilos of.. top secret stuff. I LOVE JOA (:
Okay. Rahh. I hate school. Hates hates hates it. )):
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
♥ 6:35 PM
Am feeling very very cranky. Because my nose is blocked and running. YUK. I hate feeling like crap. And my right eye feels as if someone socked it. It hurts when I blink. I know, how retarded right ? I have no idea what's wrong with me.
I'm suffering from erm over exhaustion ? Hurhur. Yesterday was a bloody long day. Spent all my breaks doing GP (which I didn't even complete but I don't really give a shit anymore, thanks alot ocm). Then we had our action packed four hours of three tutorials and a lecture. Which left my head spinning. Thank goodness we're done with our history presentation, though it was crap. Lols. Then had to meet jtoh for sl project. And after that, had to learn a new song for the cca carnival. It was quite easy except for the transposing part which we didn't do in the end anyway. -_-. So by the end of all that, I had a huge, fat, whacking headache, on top of my stupid, hurting right eye. Rahh. That's why I'm cranky. And I only want to go to school tomorrow to sing the song. ANIMAL NOISES ! Hurhur.
Meow. Hates feeling sick. I think two of my okiki friends are together. Hrms. Lols. Goals goals. HAHA.
Monday, January 09, 2006
♥ 12:40 AM
Damn. I have to finish my notes for the history presentation, GP file, GP articles and econs drq during my break tomorrow. GAH GAH GAH. Damn that ocm.
I'm looking forward to practice tomorrow. I want to learn budget songs. (: And I hope jasper brings his notes for me !
Boys are useless. Seriously. There are no gentlemen anymore. It's quite sad really. Ingrates. Rahh.
I lust, I like, I craze, I obsess. But, I never love. -Sooks.
How true, how true. Am currently lusting/obsessing like crazy.
Going to meet joa on friday. Winkwink. HAHA. Maybe going to study on tuesday. IT'S A HOLLI HOLLI DAY ! WHEE ! NO PE ! HAHAHAH ! Okay, ahem. I'm sure they'll kill us on wednesday. I hope my dad's friend can get my bag. Haven't asked though. Mmms.
Ayes, the 2nd week of school starts again. Yawn. Monday's a long day. I hope all goes well..
Saturday, January 07, 2006
♥ 10:20 PM
It took me quite awhile. Html can be quite a pain. But I like the picture of the westie. (: So my piano teacher didn't kill me. Yay her, she rocks. Grins. I forgot to mention that yiting is here for the first three months ! My campcraft understudy. Mmmms. Going to rtoh's house tomorrow. I hope we finish our project. Nothing is worse than being in a group with people who don't care. That is just plain selfish. But ah wells. So what else is new ? Nothing ever changes in this school.
It's depressing because the people I thought I could count on, are as unreliable as everyone else. Reciprocity is unheard of these days. Ayes.
Oh, and I have such pretty juniors and friends. I feel like such a slug when I look at their pictures and all. Hah.
Too much gp to complete. How dismal. And I left my file in ht's locker. Smart, very smart.
I want to be so happy, I want to be mary freaking poppins.
But well of course, that is quite hard. Seeing as how the situation with chiang is and always will be nonexistent. Which is probably why lesbian tendencies are running high.
♥ 1:29 AM
This is my hundredth post here.
I am very very tired so I shall try typing in short bursts.
PE totally killed today. I hate effing pe. It's aching everywhere, groan. Shan't go into specifics. But for whatever's sake, it's only the 2nd pe lesson and the first damn week of school. ARGH. Today wasn't that bad because there was no econs. Luckily, we didn't get screwed for civics. Mong is still weirdly hilarious. Cng didn't come so we slacked for lecture and had an interesting tutorial with loh. Our group (seriously, my group is quite boring. I miss adel ): ) merged with hrk's and cw chaired the 'meeting'. Quite amusing, it was.
Went to compasspt with db. Exchanged retarded stories, terrorised kids, looked at quitepretty girls, wasted money, felt ugly in nice clothes and yup. Haha. Typical. But fun anyways. (:
We're going to learn new songs for choir busking. Apparently cheapo songs like the lion sleeps tonight and the longest time. Which is totally yay for me because I like cheapo songs. It'll be quite fun to sing in small groups I think. I hope. But there is a SERIOUS lack of basses. CCA carnival is next week, mmms.
I came to the conclusion that I have long legs and short arms. Which would explain why I have fat, stumpy arms. I can't touch my toes. Boo. ):
Prettyhappycrazy Ber is leaving for perth to study. BOO. ):
I HAVE LOST HOPE IN CHIANG. HOW DEPRESSING. ):
Piano tomorrow, the first time since november last year. AND I DIDN'T TOUCH A GRAM OF THEORY. So so so screwed. Considering my exam is coming. Rahh. ))):
Ayes. Tomorrow. Too tired. Burton is still hot, yayness. Aching. Oww. Despondent. New skin soon. Meoww. I must get my fredperry bag and gucci envy. Mmms. Ayes.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
♥ 8:49 PM
So I couldn't sleep after Scrubs. I tossed around fitfully and was so restless that I kept waking up. I think I kept slipping in and out of sub consciousness. Rahh. ): Wasn't a good night. But at least I woke up real early. Then something else happened. I banged (not on purpose or anything) into my bookcase and my clock fell. Shattered glass. Ayes. Not the best way to start a new year. )): So now everytime I look at the area abovethe bookcase out of habit, I just see a blank wall. Ayes.
I saw quite a bunch of cedarians. But they seem either really weird and nerdy or bitchy. Hmmms. Haha. Interesting. But no fantastic juniors. )):
Anyways, today wasn't all that bad. PRAISE GOD. (: And I got a really nice good morning good morning message ! Hehe. It's quite funny how I'm suddenly into songs by the Beatles and qy has his hair cut in true beatle fashion ! Hoho. It's quite hilarious because the adel, pong, yh and I kept singing beatles songs around him. Haha, funny. And when we were introducing ourselves to zhu, we had to state something we liked, disliked and something we were dying to tell her. So I said I like the beatles. To which the whole class responded with 'qy!!'. It was amusing. I continued by saying I didn't like qy and that I love Cedar ! HOHO. (:
Five Ups
1) My lover in a light blue shirt. Have never seen him in anything apart from dark coloured coloured shirts. So yay. ((:
2) Crapping with the other girls. Especially pong, adel, ah huay and tmx.
3) Slack tutorials and lectures. Hurhur. Yay for zhu and cng !
4) Getting grouped with yh, wl and jq for geography. Should be quite fun.
5) Joking with the other cedarians in the morning. Serene, yz, yt, marie, bikini and db.
Five Downs
1) Broken clock. ))):
2) Screwed mp3 player. RAHH.
3) PE AND THE STUPID FACT THAT WE HAD TO RUN 2 + 6 ROUNDS AND THE NEW STANDARDS FOR PASSING NAPFA ARE HIGHER AND THAT WE TOOK HEIGHT AND WEIGHT AND I DIMINISHED IN HEIGHT BUT LIKE, GREW FATTER RAWRR ))):
4) Lousy timetable. And I don't think we have a proper homeroom. And we got the same form teacher and econs teacher. Ayes. =/
5) I'm not an OGL. ))): Can't miss lessons and bond with year ones and play retarded games and be like a psl all over again. ))):
Oh, but I feel so free now without maths. HURHUR. More time to do work ! Lols. Ngps is going to be so disappointed in me. Blahh. Till tomorrow.. Pray I survive gp and econs !!
Monday, January 02, 2006
♥ 10:57 PM
Okay. The new school year will begin in about 8 hours.
BOOOOOO. ))):
Watching grey's anatomy now. Scrubs is later. I think I'm only going to get 5 hours of sleep. Hmmms. Project runway is hilarious. Jay and Austin and this other guy are hilarious. Lols.
Patrick Dempsey is quite hot. His eyes.. Mmms.
Okay anyway. RAHH. Darlingsenior mei just wished me a good new school year and told me to mug hard. HAHA. And I was just thinking of watching Elizabethtown. I think I need to 'wake up my idea'. Ayes. We'll see how it goes yeah. (:
♥ 1:17 AM
Fix You
Coldplay
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from all of my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
Beautiful song. Enough said. I want Coldplay's A Rush of Blood to the Head. And I don't care. I am getting my Fred Perry bag. Am not going to budge on that one. I even went as far as asking cy to ask his friend where she got hers from. And I searched for it in technorati and tagged/asked everyone who had one. =X Hurhur. Still, I must save money ! Haha. I must go back to Cedar one day to get my exercise books. Hoho. Chiaaaaanng. =/ Mei is sending me a ton of Beatles songs. YAYNESS ! Beams. Thank you ! (: Beatles = Love.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
♥ 2:05 PM
My 2004 Resolutions.
1. To be a more God fearing person. Because He's the lover of my soul and the one person I cannot live without.
2. To be a more obedient daughter and a better sister. To hold my tongue and fight less with my siblings. Oh and to love Clara lots lots more too.
3. To do all my homework. Or die trying. I can't help it, I need to be less lazy. Argh. I've kinda forgotten about homework. Haha. It was so long ago. Lols.
4. To lose weight. I've been saying this forever. Blah.
5. To have a less violent temper and shorter fuse. I can fly off the handle very easily. Not good.
6. To still keep in touch with everyone else. I hope they do the same.. Friends are very important to me.
7. To pass grade 7 practical if I do end up taking the exam. Lols.
8. To study hard. Because well, I dream of getting a scholarship. Note, dream. So yes. Need to hit the books to make it happen. Gah.
9. To spend less. I think I will since school will take up most of my time. Yeah.
10. To be a better person. Less selfish. Less proud. Less procrastinating. Less is more. Hurhur.
In retrospect, I barely kept any of my resolutions. I still have a long way to go from being just a surface Christian. I am still a lousy daughter, horrible sister and mediocre lover of my dog. I NEVER complete my homework. And I've never died trying either. =X I still get angry too fast and get paranoid too easily. Hmms. I'VE BEEN PUTTING ON WEIGHT GAHHH. ): I haven't been studying hard. I failed grade 7. I've been spending so so much more. And I think my morals have deteriorated or something.
AYES.
But I've been keeping in touch with my friends. Erm. Yeah. ((:
'I was amused because the vs guy seems a bit mad.'
Okay, this was what I said almost a year ago about WL. OMG. Lols. Hilarious. Am reading my old entries.. I like my old self better I think. Ayes. Am digressing.
So my resolutions for the year 2006.
1. Be on fire for God ! I want to run to the altar, and catch the fire. To stand in the gap between the living and the dead. (:
2. Be a better daughter, sister and lover of my dog.
3. Save more, spend less.
4. Lose weight. Or at least never weigh beyond 60. =X
5. Pass theory. I MUST.
6. Study harder. Stop procrastinating. Since I don't have the burden of maths anymore. Yup. And I have something to prove. I'm just so lazy that sometimes I feel that I have the brains for nothing. Ayes. And I want to get good grades. The As are the only thing standing in my way to entering U ! More conscientiousness.
7. Love my friends more. And keep in touch with my darlings. And stop making the STUPID ASS MISTAKES that I made last year.
8. Be a better person. More honesty. More listening. Less pmsing and losing my temper. Less involvement with things that don't concern me also. Less envy. Less regrets. Less paranoia. More taking things easy, living in the moment but not forgetting the big picture.
9. To spend more time with my family, especially my aunts and grandma.
10. To learn to love myself. Somehow. And not hate every single imperfection.
Yep. I hope this year will be more of a success than the last. HAHA.
He will wipe away all tears from their eyes, and there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying, nor pain. -Revelation 21:4
♥ 12:50 PM
I don't think I want to do this chronologically. Too tiring to remember. Haha. Anyway, I want to say a humongous
THANK YOU !!!
Sharon. Dearlybeloved. Hurhur. For always sticking by me and listening to me rant and bitch and feel close to tears. For always being there and just being a really understanding friend. Thank goodness we're together in this hellhole, haha.
Shiying. My other half during the first three months. I couldn't have survived without her mans ! She brought so much joy to me and also to the class. It was so goshdarnit fun with her around and it really broke my heart that she left for literally greener pastures. But really, those were the good old days..
Sooks. My darling sister in law. Even though I didn't see her much this year but she's always been a source of comfort and encouragement. Online and on the phone too. Yup, cannot thank her enough for always believing in me.
Xunny and Qua. My going home partners since.. erm, the end of sec3. I love how we all can still talk and confide in each other after so long despite not seeing each other often and having other commitments. They are really some of the sweetest and most fun people I know.
The rest of p8. (LOLS.) Michy, Sally, Jema, Grace, Kiki. For all the fun and great times hanging out and having fun and being lame and reminiscing and playing cards and re-living the old days once more. I can always count on them to make me laugh.
The Stalkers. Jlow, Slin, Cherr, Ruz, Ber. Okay, so we only met ONCE this year. But in that singular occasion, I had soooo much fun. It seemed like things never changed. We can still joke and be totally normal with each other. Totally no awkwardness. (: We have have have to meet again.
The Tallies. Jiayi, Joa, Shiying, Nuan. We only met once this year too, haha. But it was fun yah. And I still want something that joa has !! Hurhur. I'm thankful that after so long, I'm still remembered. (:
My darling SLC friends for still keeping in touch. It's really very sweet that they still bother. Jacob, Junwei, Wilberg and especially my dearests widdle baby tiger cub a Cherie and lemon Tangy. (: Really goes to show that lasting bonds can be made in just a week.
Shawn. My favourite classmate. ((: Needless to say, my ahpa has been a great listener and confidant. And it's always fun to talk to him too. I know he has other commitments but he still rocks for being so nice. (oh and our linking games and prata eating sessions !)
Corinna, Mei and Lynette for being three very darling and precious seniors who despite their hectic schedules, have let me in on abit of their lives. And they are great because they never stinge with advice and encouragement. (: Oh and hugs too. Hurhur.
Charlene, Peipei, Pong, Ah Huay and Adel. One of them is my favourite sop, another is a tiny bundle of energy, the third is a solid, honest rock, the fourth is my fellow AJ161er and the last is my other sis in law (oh and she comes together with bro hz, both whom I love because they are mature and fun and are going to introduce me to some rich guy HAHA.) They really liven things up in class with the other girls. ((:
The Other Cedarians. Especially Becky, Yizhen and Yingtong. For making me smile whenever I see them around school because I am reminded of Cedar. And they're nonsensical and fun. (:
Wl and Pk and AJ161. For putting up with my crankyness and rubbish during PW and working so hard throughout the ordeal. Haha, my pw group rocks. And Wl and Pk, the two most free people who are fun to go out with and even more fun to talk to. Yep, and our failed econs essay sessions..
The Teachers who have made and still make me smile. Johnson, Yap, Hong and Loh. Oh and Trevor (who still sends messages, how thoughtful), Clim (hilarious msn nicks) and Joan Chia. Especially Ah Hock and Ms Chiam. (((:
Cedar Juniors. Who until this day, still cheer me up through the littlest ways. Like, just reading their blogs or msn nicks. Maybe it's that one little instant. But yeah. (: Fatima, Danny, Lilin, Preetonut, Clarara, Xiaobelle, Jeannie, Fiona, Yingwai... (:
Other Cedarians. Darling Flora, Charlene, Hema, Yang Simin.. (:
Choir friends and seniors who made the experience just a little more worthwhile. Yl, Bimbolim, Ishita, Jm, Liru, Nad, Szemun, Dj, Zx, Hq, Markmark, Jasper, Shaun, Shawn, Tc...
I can't really think of anymore groups of people so I just want to say again a gigantic
THANK YOU !!!
to everyone I love who has made me cry only because I laughed, smiled or loved them too much.
I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS !
Finally, I want to SHOUT TO THE LORD !!! (((: For He has blessed with the forementioned and alot more. For my family and friends. He has worked small miracles in my life and I should be nothing but grateful for all that He has done for me. Whether I perceive it as good or bad. Because like my mother said, all these trials and tribulations are meant to test us. And I trust that ALL He does for us, is NOTHING but the very very BEST for us. Thank you Jesus ! ((:
♥ 2:23 AM
I shall begin the new year with a few random notes.
1. Am listening to Stevie Nick's Edge of Seventeen because I watched School of Rock just now. (:
2. TONY LEUNG IS ONE HOT OLD MAN. Smiles. He's my phone wallpaper now. I took a picture of the television. Haha.
3. I can only think of TWO reasons to look forward to school.
a) So that I can get the A Levels over and done with and be free to go to the U
b) So that I can get to see chiang more. I hope. WHY IS IT COMPLICATED. RAHH.
4. Tons of work left. But am not really in the mood to care. As usual.
5. I have a lot of people I want to thank and resolutions I want to keep track of.
Tomorrow. Tomorrow.
Have a very very spectacularly blessed 2006 (:
May the Lord bring us Better Days.
And anyway, I trust He will do what's best for us.
God Bless !