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My GD (= yes, miss tai tai, you matter. (=


im sorry for not informing you, so here! the post becomes prettier with your picture. (=

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Never fails to bring a smile to my face, when the raindrops come a fallin'





its been such a dull week i've brushed aside the collective inert laziness to read (=








so 8 books lie in my coffin, 3 finished within 2 days [ hurray for speed read!] they were all easy , familiar proses from writers i already worked[their books, mind =p] on before.





an addictive hobby. not to mention expensive, therefore... hurray to the national library! =D





if you know of any interesting titles do recommend! (=

im lucky enough to be completely influenced/psycho-ed/brainwashed by a certain person early in my life *hint hint: universally known [= as well as other special ones along the route so far

that advent instigator put thoughts into my head. thoughts to tell me to speak the things way should be. not just truth, but how i feel about things, or in particular, people.

it may hold little weight, words, especially in this age of cynicism, but what matters more is we express out how we feel. at least, thats important to me. how else do you know you arent taking granted of your loved ones? i guess one easy way is to always express it verbally. & that was how i've always been taught. though not necessarily followed.




i have the worst habit of sliding off on people, with or without the intentions. so i guess again, the only one way is to tell people directly how i feel about them. it can be awkward, it can be embarrassing, but i know, at the end of it all, i've spoken my heart. have you? (= pride stands between your way, more often than not, between the realisation and fruition of things.marvellous things. maybe unhappy things sometimes. yet. if you give in to pride, then you would have lost everything you worked/fought/aimed/strived so hard for, only to perhaps salvage what you already owned in the first palce-that very little piece called pride.

im not preaching, i hope. this goes out to a few people who i know arent doing so great right now because of their scenarios they face.or the people that they...=X....but! it comes from mr ee.'s kay. its priceless! XD

& do you know, how much you matter to me?


at the very point of that decision, that very moment

it would never, could never, be the same again.

a defiant whisper argues otherwise. a reluctance to hear.

why am i not letting it die

or does my sturbborn heart, with its endless faith

believe otherwise

may be so, may be not.

nevertheless,

goodbye.





Hanson: " it can only get better when you work at it" [=