Saturday, April 3, 2010
I just don't know
I have no idea where this blog is taking me. Somedays, I wish for my old anonymity. Maybe I will start anew, which seems to be the theme of my life as of late. After my second surgery, my body seems to have grown more tired than ever. I wish to run around the block or even walk for that matter. I wish for so many things and have been quite disappointed that my reach is so far. It seems I have changed in so many ways and so have the people around me. I counted on so few but still feel let down. It is tough enough to recover but even tougher to try and mend a broken heart and the sense of abandonment that I feel. I only hope for you that you have a very Happy Easter and that your baskets be filled with loyalty, friendship, love, and joy. I am lucky enough to be alive, so with that I am lucky enough.
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Wishing you sun, joy and better feelings soon. Feeling bad physically can be more than draining.....Hoping for the truth for you of This too shall pass
Linda
I am sorry to read that. But, I reckon their friendship is questionable, now that they have done so. Happy Easter!
Wishing you a blessed Easter and a dawn of new hope. Your blog will take you where it takes you, and when you arrive where it is leading, there will you be. None of us knows where we are going. The journey itself is the interesting part -- good or bad, it is still interesting (IMHO).
Hope you keep recovering and that Spring adds a new zip to your step. It is normal to feel blue after surgery and during recovery, especially if you are confined. Hang on, and find things you CAN do while you are getting back on your feet. Sometimes WE have to be the ones to make our joy.
I hope as the days go by your body becomes stronger. Your body and soul intertwine and you become to a peaceful place. I hope you had a wonderful Easter and you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Katelen
I am sorry Noelle, - hugs to you!
the heart is a lonely hunter,
one girl said
the heart knows no bounds
said a girl
the heart said, i will tell
the truth
i will keep you alive
i will love you
Noelle
I haven't left you, Sweetie. just don't get around much anymore. But I think on you often. be well~rick
I'm sorry that you are having such a difficult time and that friends are letting you down. Hang tough and rely on those who are true - especially yourself. Being kind to yourself is paramount.
I know the lure of anonymity and starting over is tempting. And maybe it is what you need - reinvention and a fresh start. But then again, here you have a large online support group of people who care about you and respect your work. I know I would miss you!
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