Saturday, January 28, 2006
Hamamatsu High School visit to NYP

Ni die gamba yg aku nk post. Meh aku citekan ape actiivity kteorng hari rabu lepas...


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We welcomed the Japanese students at the carpark and group them to thier respective groups. Then we proceed to LTS1 (a lecture theater) where most of the activity takes place. We begin with Surah Al-Fatihah and followed by doa selamat a speech from Mr Ota Kenji, our Japanese Language so called Head Teacher. Then followed by FIVE more speeches from the Shizuoka-ken Representative (Shizuoka is where Hamamatsu Hi Sch is located, and Mt.Fuji), NYP Foreign Language Department Head, Hamamatsu's principal, a representative from NYP (which is my japanese class classmate) and a representative from Hamamatsu. Of course, most of the speeches are in Japanese. I daydreamed when the Singaporeans do the speeches but listen when the Japanese to thiers. Japanese Language sounds better when spoken by the Japanese themselves.





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Next, the two schools (NYP and HHS) exchange momentos. The lady holding the mike is HHS principal, the man in white is the foreign lang head, Mr Kenji near the podium and some random woman holding the plaque. There's also a kite as a momento from the Japs. They siad Shizuoka Prefecture people likes to fly kites, thus the huge kite which u can see in the picture below.





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After that, performances by the Japs. 3 performances. One performance from each Homeroom class. The first one was pretty boring. They just recite some sort of short poem i think, monotonously. It goes lyk 'Sakura,Sakura blablabalbalbalbalbalbalbalbalabla...' and finish.





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The 2nd performance was the same as what the Japs that came to MWTI did. It's on of thier traditional song and dance. Luckily I remember that the cam i had can record video. (Thnx again MFR..eheh). I can't remember the third performance one.





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I dunno wat happen but one of the teacher from HHS wants to fly the kite, suppose to have some sort of symbolic meaning or sumtin. 3 tries, but the kite won't stay up for more than 15 secs. In one of the failed tries, the kite smash down dangerously to the crowd, luckily no one was hurt physically.





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Then we went all the way to the sports hall, I managed to took the pics of the jap that i'm in charge with.Takabayashi Shunta,Suzuki Hajime,Hattori Takahiro and Sakami Hoje. I can;t remember the name of the other person.And i can't remember which name belongs to which face but i remember tho, Sakami is the one in the middle.





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In the sports hall, we play some games. Only one actually cos of the time constraint. The game was for US(the s'porean) to learn the traditional dance and perform them. Kinda easy to catch up since the dance steps are reapeated. After that refreshements, mingle with the japs, exchange presents, basically it's free-time session. Here i took the chance to get more pics. And you can play spot the difference in the pics! hahaha. Can you spot which are Chinese and which are Japanese??





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Just wanna say sumtin about this pic. 50 cents.





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One of the groups.




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My group. plus some other that just barge in. I better get from my fren a clearer pic of this.

So, that's that...my feelings during this event: Nervous,Excited, Bored.

We end it with doa penutup and then we see them to the bus at the carpark and wave at them as they leave the school premise...

...THE END...










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Thursday, January 26, 2006
なかま Friends

in no order of preference:

-BloodBrothers-
Me - sch,keje
Min - sch,keje
Azli - sch,keje
Ammar - sch,keje
Fadhul - ajar tuition
Azim - tngh menganggur agknye
Rudy - mengajar
MFR - keje
Salman - keje
Acap - sch
Khairani - keje most likely.
plus Asrory - keje

Most of us blm 19, da susah nk jmpe. da keje. bile la blh hangout lagi cam dulu. ingtkan dorg dabis sch lagi senang nk jmpe. skali tk. for me, i try to prioritze going out with them above anything else if there is no family problem that is. tapi skrg sume da besar2, otak pon da mcm2. ntah2 lagi 10 thn, dari 11+1 org ntah tinggal brape je yg blh dicontact lagi. All I ask is we gather ouselves pastu gi melancong m'sia ke mane ke, acam?! boys only vacation!! sebelom korg pegi lua negri, sebelum aku attachment/sch.

hmmm....bgs jgk eh idea ni. nk kene bobal ngan organizer...heee..

Aku da gunting rambut! ahah! rimas rambut tebal2,panjang2. aku ade baaanyak gamba nk dipostkan pat sini, tapi nnt ah. gamba jepon2 aritu dtg, gamba hidop aku pat poly. Thnx to MFR sbb bagi pinjam camera, wlwpn camera kau sucky sikit tapi aku tetap berterima kasih. Jasamu akan ku kenangi sahaje...hahaha.

ok slamat.wassalam.

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Monday, January 23, 2006
Anger & Jealousy Management

Usually when i feel angry i wld try to keep it from escaping from my body. It's not as easy as u think. if u never done it b4, mari aku bagi korg gambaran cmne rasenye klw simpan prasaan marah tu dari terlepas pat org lain.

imagine a very wild beast, a four legged beast. imagine it look similar to a huge lion, with claws and fangs, yellow eyes with slit-like pupils, covered with long course fur. Imagine the beast is reddish in color. now imagine a metal cage, the kind of cage that circus keep thier lions. now the cage will be u and the beast will be u're anger. the beast, who likes to be free, of course didnt want to be put in the cage. but who cares, let's put the beast into the metal cage. The beast is VERY furious right now. the anger itselfs has it's own anger and it is trying to break free of the cage. The cage shook wildly as the beast is trying to escape but the cage still try it's best to keep the beast from escaping and harm other people. the metal cage is strong but sooner or later the beast will break free of the cage by itself. all it has to do is keep it from escaping until The Anger gives up.

That's how i do it, keeping my anger from exploding. you need a will as strong as steel and determination as strong as....err..strong determination. don't let u're emotion gets the best of u, u're mind is in control not u're emotions. all u need to do is remember that u are in control. when u're angry usually the brain will not function properly so the way out is to THINK. yup, use u're brain. make that brain of u're working, send all those electric signals jolting around the brain. Use the brain to think u want to calm down. better still, use u're brain to 'create' a new emotion, Calmness.

So that's more or less how i deal with my anger tho u can just take wuduk evrytime u feel angry.

Now about jealousy. I confess that i have this feeling often, especially when there's sumone that i like. To feel jealous (about love) is good and bad. Married couples are encouraged to have this feeling to show that they care and love for each other. But of cors la, jgn melebih2 pulak cemburu tu. jgn sikit2 nk jealous. istri bobal ngan llk lain sikit je da jealous, tu da mrepek ah tu.

For me, personally i wish to eradicate some of this feeling cos sumhow, if jealousy is tangible (check u're dictionary), then i think i have too many inside my body. unnecessary jealousy. i wish i can just throw those unneeded jealousy away. it's irritating u know. i can't help it. furthermore, jealousy makes me think unnecessary things....AKA سوءالظن. And jealousy is also the reason i started this considerably long post. all those messed up thoughts in my head right now. Damn it.

How have i tried to manage this emotion? well, i havnt. but one thing for sure, jealousy leads to anger, so i can manage anger, InsyaAllah. Just now i tried to do wat i did for my anger management by using my brain to take over the emotion. it works but for awhile tho. cos those messed up thoughts are hard to erase. a few seconds later they would emerge again with a wicked smile on it's face (if they have one) as if trying to say "You'll never get away from me...you can run and hide wherever you want but i can still find you...". When i get jealous, messed up thoughts form in my head and when messed up thoughts form in my head, i came up with messed up conclusions. and when messed up conclusions came up, i do messed up things and when i do that....well, I'm messed up. one thing for certain is that the things that made me jealous is if i think that think that happen is to my disadvantage.

Oh how I wish some part of me is a software that i can just delete and install whenever i want.

That is all for tonight.

dammit i need to start doing the poster now!
dammit i just need to meet u one time and confess and be done with it!

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Mini-Reunion January 2006






Semalam, Sunday, 22 Zulhijjah 1426 bersamaan 22 Januari 2006. We had our mini-Class Reunion. I said mini cos not evryone came and not evryone knew. Even I knew of it the day before ie, Saturday. Kteorng pegi mkn pat Bugis, yg kedai makanan arab tu ape ntah name kedai die yg ade shisha tu. Tapi walau apa2 pon aku tk stay lame sbb schedule pack gitu kan...pkl 4 aku blah. sayang nye lepas aku blah ade bende gerek jadi but watever, aku jmpe salman lak, nk buat poster utk seminar. pastu lepas buat bnde tu patah balik lavender ngan farah jmpe balik kanak budu tu sume. main bowling. tu pon ade yg kene bastard gitu kan buat aku marah wlwpn bkn aku yg dikene bas3rd. tapi mngkin dorg ade reason sndiri. mngkin tk. tk tau la situasi dorg cmne sampai buat gitu skali. tapi kan klw aku, aku tk kesa, aku tepon je dorg pat mane tros join dorg, tapi tu aku ah ngan bdk2 llk.

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Friday, January 20, 2006
Kepale cam nk pecah pon ade ah....

aku rase2 kan, klw aku asik bnyk pikir2 ke, stress sngt ke nnt aku *pap*, tros KO. sbb pernah last 2 sem aku buat project programming C++, abih adaae part ni aku dpt secare rambang cmne nk code that certain part, so aku start pikir btol2 ah cmne nk code part tu. aku rase aku pakai otak kuat sngt sampai leh rase denyut2 pat pale aku. tapi aku press on jgk sampai dapat solve.

so tadi aku imagine ah, blood vessel kite ni ade lemak, abih komfem blood vessel pat otak ke, kepale ke pon ade. so klw aku stress ke, pikir bnyk sngt ke, happy sngt ke, sedih sngt ke, marah ke, darah mesti jln laju kan? abih darah jln laju2 cmne nk lepas lemak yg clog pat artery/vein? mesti cam pass tru secare pakse gitu kan? and den ape jadi dgn lemak2 tu bile darah dpt pass tru secare pakse? so aku cam conclude lemak2 tu cam kene tolat tepi gitu utk kasi darah pass tru. imagine it like this la, korg tngh jln pat lorong sempit ni, abih ade org block jalan korg. klw korg nk pass tru either korg tolak org2 tu sampai mane aku pon tk tau OR tolak tolak dorg ke tepi so kau le pass tru. tapi klw lorong tu dikelilingi tembok kertas, klw korg tolak dorg ke tepi mesti tembok kertas tu koyak kan? kire same ah cam artery/veins kite. darah tolak lemak tepi lemak2 tu. klw lemak tu bnyk? blood vessel da la kecik, klw asik di tolak tepi je abes ah, burst a blood vessel. klw blood vessel pat otak? abes la....hidop kau.

aku tk tau asal aku bobal psl ni pulak...hahahaa. klw korg phm tkpe jgk. nk bagi graphic demo tkde pulak gamba die.

aku pikir nk tuka layout ah. nk design sendiri. da lame tk buat keje design website ni sume. mngkin aku tuka bile cuti sch nnt KALAU blm kene attachment.

aku tk blh tngk muke kau!!!gamba kau!!!not even a glimpse!! nnt aku angau!! rindu tau!! lame tk jumpe!!

wednesday ni budak jepon dtg nyp. Hamamatsu High School. and it's gonna gauge how well i can verse in japanese with the native speakers themselves (my teacher is an exception cos she knows english). and it's gonna be my first time speaking in japanese outside class. not counting those random japanese phrase/words i said with my frens, those are for fun.but this! Conversing with the natives! komfem hancur! ahahahha!

ok thank you~bye2~

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Monday, January 09, 2006
My sis...?

adik aku? cool? tk pnah pulak org ckp gitu. ade bdk mwti ckp adek aku cool. sape? belut...

skrg pat umah nenek aku, bwk laptop. ade wireless sak. tk sangke aku org pat kallang pakai wireless. aku curik org nye connection..ahah.

and Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha sume.

bye, wassalam, ja na.

aku solat pat wak t esk, masjid ke madrasah blm tau. kemungkinan besar masjid.

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Sunday, January 08, 2006
Sneezing has evoled to Coughing!

whew~ what a weekend! i went for jap class on sat morning, followed by work till 11pm!

today, i'm suppose to be at Pergas, smalam tk teringat ade klas nari, dats y balik mlam2. abih pnat sngt at last nari tk pegi klas. first day lak tu. pastu ingt nari ammar dtg interview, abih last min tk jadi lak. da nk klua baru nk blg mak die nk pegi interview, abih mak die tk bagi sbb mak die tknk die carik keje bnyk2. so a list of ppl i've tried to recruit so far:

azli - 25/1 baru nk dtg
ammar - tk jadi
yanti - bz sngt :p
nisha - komfemkan by wed

and ppl who have replied my advertising...ahaks.
serene - bobal tk abis, aku terdc stngh jln pastu tkleh connect balik.
ira - pon bz jgk, fyp.
eka - well, kwn die...da bobal2 at last tk intrested lak.

wah, baru prasan. 7 org. tapi satu pon tk jadi. azli tu pon blm tntu dtg. well, tkpe la. carik lagi. Hardwork, hardwork, hardwork! and then, kene buat appointment lagi! klw tk, tk gerak LV aku.

tk phm? klw tk phm senang je. dtg Robinson Point, bangunan seblah Lau Pa Sat, Raffles Place, anyday at 1.30pm, 3.30,5.30 or 7.30 pm. Make an appointment with me before going. =D

k bye.wassalam

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Friday, January 06, 2006
Floo..InFLOOenza..flu dammit

Oh man, i caught a flu. been sneezing and sniffing all day. maybe it's because i walk under the drizzle yesterday afternoon. Genius h3rman. do that often.

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Thursday, January 05, 2006
Wanna know if u and u're crush have a chance getting together?

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/239818965

This link really bring me surprising result. Try it. Just don't take it too seriously.

I just had Ramly Burger. Best man...tngh hujan2 gini mkn burger Ramly. fuuh

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but?

apparently, i realized ppl have a problem with my butt...

do i care? hmm. depends,

kk, back to work.

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
What my name stands for...


Hunk Exchanging Rapturous Massage and Arousing Necking


Handcrafted Electronic Repair and Masterful Assassination Neohuman




Hitchhiker-Eating Redhead-Mangling Abomination from the Necropolis


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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Bi zi

punye la sibok aku tis week~

-nk kene buat script utk role play Japanese, deadline: bsk. completion rate: 0% as of now
-Programming project, C++. deadline:Thurs 3pm onwards. completion rate: approx 13% as of now
-nk kene tepon orang one of this night
-nk kene carik 2 recruit
-anta product makcik aku pat tamp
-bsk balik mlm
-thurs start sch pkl 8 balik pukul 6
-fri start kol 9 balik kol 6
-sat start kol 9 abis kol 12 pastu gi keje komfem balik mlm.
-ditto for sunday...

nmpk cam sikit tapi effort die bnyk yg diperlukan. lagi2 fikiran tngh runsing ni...ceh, runsing. ade bnde dlm otak ngan dada aku yg aku nk kene lepaskan, tapi org nye tkde dpn mate aku. so aku harap dapat lepaskan ASAP.

kk, nk start abiskan bnde2 di atas ni...

wassalam
PS: nnt aku kol kau, jgn takot, aku blh spare kan time utk kol kau k?

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Sunday, January 01, 2006
These things are just too troublesome...

I never thought i would ever say this but right now i will...

I dont wanna go to school anymore, i'm tired of studying.

Hurry up and graduate!! get to University and graduate!!

kau tngk ah F****, kau pnye pasal aku rase cam nk ketok2 kepale aku pat tembok...asal kau letak 'bnde' tu pat kau pnye 'tu'. kan aku da start balik angau aku....aku tk pedulik, kau kene arrange kan aku utk jumpe ngan die~~

aku hepi tapi bnyk sangt endocrines pat blood system skrg ni

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