Sooooo.....

Training is really messing with my "get shit done at home" time.  I have every other morning later/ earlier schedule.  I use the mornings accordingly:  Monday- FB/blog/email/etc and Wednesday- House work/ just time around the house to regroup.  Friday- I am suppose to be off.  But we have a new computer system and 10 training sessions that we are required to attend.  Now they are paid but it is truly not worth the $15 to drive in on Friday nor is it worth it for me to come in early on Wednesday.  However, I can't say anything about it and I just have to be there.  It's messing with me man!  I already had my tomorrow morn planned out in my head ....when... I hear "don't forget about training tomorrow morning at 7:30am.....ugh ugh double ugh.  We may even want to throw in a "Sigh" here. 

In other news- watch what you say to people because we are imperfect human beings and you will make us question ourselves and in an instant you will or could lower our confidence level instantly.  Even if it is not what you intended.  Point of example:  I wore a short sundress today to work. Because it was (too) short I wore leggings with it and because my bra straps show with it I wore a cardigan like sweater as well.  My boss said something in fun about my outfit (and I do know he didn't mean it to be mean....but....) for the rest of the day I questioned what I was wearing.  When I left the house I was feeling rather sassy and fine.  While shopping later that day someone stopped me and said she loved my dress- thank you!!!!  I said and told her what had happened (hello total stranger~! let me bend your ear) and she said - "ohhhh no!  you look great."   I did move my confidence up a bit....but I do know I will never wear this dress to work again. 

What else?  School is coming to a close as are activities (woohoooo!) however Summer baseball and Basketball camps will be starting up.  Otherwise my family keeps asking me where we are heading on vacation this year (we usually go for a week) and I don't KNOW@!!!*$#&$*#$#( grrr..... any suggestions?