PANIC

yep i know its only 6 jan 2006 but i cant help it after seeing the article that o level results will be released early meaning that A LEVEL RESULTS WILL BE RELEASED EARLIER TOO.

-looks for panic button-

and all my worries come flooding back. i think i'd get an A for bio, but then again i'm not entirely sure also because i know i have one essay qn completely wrong which means 8 marks gone plus i'm quite uncertain of many of the short answer questions. plus there's the curse of SPA. math was completely horrible, i lost close to 30 marks for each paper so now my worry is that it'd be worse than a C. which is honestly very unthinkable for a student coming from a school where more than 95% of the cohort gets an A. econs... what can i say? case study was quite badly done (the 8 marks consumption question!! god.), data response was on my favourite labour market and my essay points were quite different from so many other people. so, B?

now i wish i didnt come from a school where 50% of the cohort gets 4As so if i do get my predicted grades i'm already at the bottom 50% of the school. no wait, 25% or so gets 3As so i'd be bottom 25%?!

like that how to go anywhere?

i dont feel like facing the world already.