Days

Days has gone by so very fast and now its nearly the middle of the year. I'll be turning 31 this year and i feel like getting old. Just starting my new life being married and apart from my husband. The distance is really difficult but we are trying our best to handle it. But- well sometimes the longingness really makes me feel sad. It seems like the world is trying to test our love for each other, our hopes and our dreams. It's not that simple as people think but hopefully soon we'll be together and i can't wait for that moment to come.

Can you tell me?

I am hurt, my tears are falling and can't help it. .....Why is there people who sees only the things that is not good in you? Why can't they see the good things that you've did? Why is it hard to deal with a narrow minded person who only believe what they only like to believe? Why can't some people be happy where can you be happy and be supportive? Why is it hard to prove yourself when they don't know how to appreciate? and why is it so hard to be in between all of those? Can you tell me?

New Year

Two more days and we will bid goodbye to 2008. We never know what may the year 2009 brings us but what is certain is that we learned some things from the past that makes us a better person. The past years surely had thought us few hard lessons in life which will guide us to become better whenever the new year comes. Well now, a new year is nearly coming again and it will be another journey for all of us. We maybe have success or failures, no one knows. But-well what may the future brings us only God knows. The important thing is that we never lost faith on Him and that we never forget to serve Him as its the ultimate purpose of our existence. Anyways, wishing you all a very Bless and Happy New Year.

Diet Pill

I have tried taking diet pill the other month. That was when i desperately want to lose weight. Well, i was hoping that it would help me. Now my experience was not really good when i tried Lesofat. I saw the advert on tv just when i'm thinking about losing some extra pounds on my belly. It was very timing then so i tried without researching it first on the net. At first, i thought it didn't work for me because i only took one capsule just for a try and it was 4 days since i took it i never felt anything like discharge or discomfort. So i assume it didn't even affect me.

Anyways, little did i know that the effect on me started right after 4 days. Remember the post i made about my swelling back and hips. Gosh! that was the painful side effects on me. I was really in terrible pain like i almost think of going to a Doctor for a check up. I am not sure why did i have that side effects because according to other people experience which i have read on the net is that you will only have waste discharge which is true but being in terrible pain like what i experience is really unexpected. However, i could say that it is true that it takes off those oil and fats in your body through waste discharge. I would like to try it again but i guess i'm too scared to feel that same terrible pain i've experienced.

It's not a bad day after all...........

It was a big mess today, not me or someone but it's our house. We have to get fix the bathroom and Dad has decided to furnish it as well so no one has the chance to used it yet at the moment. We haven't got the chance to even have a bath. The whole day of waiting feeling hot, dirt and sticky due to sweat is really not a good feeling. I couldn't even make myself work feeling uncomfortable but it was not bad after all at least i took my bath later afternoon when the worker gone home. It was a relief feeling refresh. The water is cold and it was really refreshing. Got back my mood and i feel much better. I had made special dinner for all of us since its my sister's birthday. Little nieces have fun playing and we had the chance to chat with sister-in-law at least for couple of hours before they go home. Just simple celebration really....not that extravagant. Well it was not a bad day after all.

Cream-O Biscuit and Cup Noodles .............

All alone but not home alone. It is just quite as all are already sleeping. My insomnia strikes me again and now found myself browsing around here. I guess the opportunity are hard to catch as well and it's very unpredictable this days. I was thinking maybe that would help me make busy for a while and will make me feel tired i hope but unfortunately there's nothing to work on. I've only got myself here a Cream-O biscuit and a cup noodles that my sister brought here from Japan. It's the last cup so its like a treat to myself since i always have little nieces to share it when they are around most of the time. Well, don't get me wrong here. I love sharing it with them but sometimes you have to keep something for yourself too and besides they are all sleeping now . Oh well, I guess i have to finish it now while its hot.

Just another day....

Just another ordinary day had past. Nothing much to do at the moment. I was hoping for an opps to work but i haven't catch one yet so far. I am not sure if the outsourcing job has been also affected by the global financial crisis. Oh well, what am i thinking....of course it's been affected but i guess what i am trying to point out is if how badly it was affected...hmmmm just a thought! I just hope that i will still find writing jobs even at least few. I know i am not that much good in writing but i believe that i can improve myself in the future.

Weather

The weather is really unpredictable for this past few days. Sometimes it's too hot and later on it rains. The hot weather is surprisingly not good as it really really hot for me. I don't feel like this before when it's hot like in summer but it is really different nowadays. Sometimes i can't help to think that our ozone layer that protects us from too much heat of the sun is really bad now and it starting to show signs or maybe because i have gained few pounds that's why my body reacts but i guess i much believe 90 % is because of the ozone layers situation. I think we have to help each other on saving planet earth because we know that we are the main reason why it was destruct. If we don't act then we have to suffer the consequences it may result in the future. We need to get back the beauty of the nature as soon as possible before it's too late.