And when I couldn't sleep at night...

And when i couldn't sleep at night, scared things wouldn't turn out right...by Miley Cyrus.
She depends on her father, Billy.
But I depends on Abba Father, cuz, I lay down and sleep, I woke up in safety as Lord is watching over me.
Isn't it?
And had running nose now...and injured knees...
Oh, Lord, comes and healed me.
Okay...get back to tutorial works...

I LOVE YOU, GOD

Took my results several days ago. 3.9, I tell you aloud. I was not disappointing, instead I really thank God to bless me with 3.9. I prayed before I took the results. People were crying, no matter what, 1.99, 2.68, 2.98, 3.44, 3.9...as long as they didn't see the 4.0, they cried. Some were sobbing with tears. I just felt uneasy with that. It's fate, or more accurately, for Christian,it's on God's hand.
We do nothing on that, but we need to work hard also cuz hard work pays off. God tells us that we need to sweat in order to live.
Sad to say, I was that kind of person that cannot be easily satisfied, but that 3.9 really matched my efforts. It's just some kind of lesson telling me to work hard for this sem.
More importantly than the results, it's the relationship between me and God. I missed His blessings, His spirit watering me and His words awakening me. I missed His teaching, His wrath when I sinned. I guess, no matter what, I should make it to church, but more importantly, make it to read His words everyday, live in Him everyday and let Him guide through my pathway.
I'm not actually want to talk about my results or even my depressed mood on my sucked life recently. But after all, I felt that every difficulty I had is a chance for me to show to the dark side that I'm a strong child of God. Oh, God, Oh, Abba Father, don't leave me alone cuz I love You.
The Lord is my shepherd, i shall not be in want. Psalm 23...


p/s: Hey, dude, never blame on God things you never get, always give thanks for things you always get. What more you want when your sins are redeemed by the death of the Son on cross?