| Saturday, August 09, 2008 |
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hi blog. long time no see. i have obviously lost interest in blogging n i am just blogging for the sake of keeping my friends updated on what has been going on in my really mundane life. the pics wld be on my facebook. blogger is too slow. haha ever wondered if ur so-called principles are largely due to the continuous nagging/disapprovals from ur parents or the society n is not coming from within urself? or perhaps why must there be so many dos n donts in ur life. like DONT smoke. DONT date b4 ____years old. DONT slack. DONT come back too late. DO study. DO this n DO that. so on n so forth. ur future may even be set due to all these "responsibilities.' then again, u ask "why do u have to listen to such nonsense" n the reply is "bcos its ur responsibility" or "bcos its supposed to be like that" the qs is: who are u to set the rules for me. dont bother if u dun understand. its just something that suddenly popped out cos i was talking to hwee abt the so-called expectations n stereotypes. then i realised, that my so called rules n expectations are largely due to the pressures put on me- not that i really want it this way. sometims, i wished i was a rebel. at least i probably wld be fighting for what i really want- not jus doing what's the supposedly "right" thing. ok those are just thoughts. as for now, im back to school. its ok so far haha! maybe cos lessons have not started proper yet. i ended work qt a while ago. hip hip hurray!! i mean it was a great experience but it can really get damn boring. nevertheless, no regrets :) my colleagues were just too nice- i actually felt pretty down on the last day. alrightos...im out of here. zzzzzzzz :) |