Saturday, October 09, 2010
life as it isI need to write normally. Really.
Caught a show today, with the BEEEEST movie companion ever! Honestly, I cant imagine what movies would be like without you love. Was thinking a little during the show, and I concluded: I cant enjoy a show at capacity beside a person completely outside my very wide personal space. I dont wanna be beside someone who wouldn't share my food or drinks with me. I cant imagine how it'd be without your hand to hold mine to keep me warm. I DONT WANT TO IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOU.
Lunch was good. Pastamania. And I love how we tend to think alike here and there. And my looooongest craving for Gelare waffles is finally satisfied! :D
Grocery shopping was love. Never the same without you. Never as comfortable without you. Never as enjoyable and silly without you. Never as good, without you.
Didnt have much time to rest in between before it was time to cook dinner. But, I noticed something different about you today. Something very different. I dont know what it is. You just didnt sound the same, act the same, feel the same anymore. There's some sadness in you, but you just didnt want to share.
I really wished the night didnt have to end like that for us love. It felt unsettled, and I cant be at ease. I just wish I could have you close to tell me it'll all be fine when we wake.
I dont know. Tell me love, what's on your mind?
Couldnt stop thinking. And I dont wanna think anymore. I just wanna hold you close and feel like that's all it takes for the sky to be blue again. You, are all that matters.
* you're all that matters in this wicked world, all that matters; all of my sunshine, all of my joys, all that matters... (:
-jiam blogged at [03:10]
