| Thursday, July 29, 2004 |
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hmm haven been blogging lately..no mood i guess
well results are ok except for stupid lit which i got a beautiful O..guess it was expected though...haha anyway results arent everything..screw it went for national track n field meet yesterday...screamed my lungs out..miss cedar loads n loads..the spirit is still there..yeah man! it was damn exciting...esp the last few races...i cant wait for the next one! n yea...stupid mooncakes suck..stupid cheena boys argh! everything is so sian....hw! i seriously haf no motivation to do aniting argh!! |
| Tuesday, July 20, 2004 Erased |
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i deleted the previous post to show that i wld forget everything that happened yesterday 19 July..its really ok...everything wasnt goin really smoothly yesterday n i understand...i am fine :) as happy as a lark cos i noe i still got u..hope u be happy asap :)
to those applicable, is juz a matter of time when hard work wld pay off...wo men yi qi jia you ba! sometimes, u cant wait for a lifetime..someone has to do something wadever it is, i will support u :) |
| Saturday, July 17, 2004 |
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watched brotherhood today...is qt a nice show though most of the parts i closed my eyes...is qt bloody.. BUT is still touching...the storyline is gd...the bond between the two brothers can really be felt..gd chemistry between the two actors..n is so sad!!!!!! haiz..life can be such a misery...:(
war....so scary!! i hope there wld nv be war..onli peace peace n only peace...hmm why must pple die? why muz we age? cant we juz stay young at lyk 21? thats lyk the best age..why muz there be a phrase " all happiness comes to an end?" cant there be happiness forever???? hu cares abt the ups n downs we haf to experience..i for one dun care cos the disappointment would override the happiness...why wld i wana haf more wrinkles on my face n feel so down everyday? okok...i will be strong(i hope) hmm..maybe i am juz too pessimistic...even she dun worry as much as me!!! she assured me today when i asked....so i shld feel assured..juz realised how impt she is to me.. n of cos thanks to YOU....for supporting me always You give me strength You give me hope You give me someone to love someone to hold when i am in your arms i need u to know i've nv been, never been this close (L) u |
| Friday, July 16, 2004 i need LUCK |
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things are not goin right at all....is not as if i had not haf enuff of bad luck n unhappy stuff..cant life be much happier??
i rather haf a life that is much simpler in the sense that there are no ups n downs....one that is really plain....i tink i wld be much much happier!! i am really worried....fine nothing is confirmed n i noe that! but sometimes i juz cant help worrying.. pls....pls be fine...i won't be able to take any bad news anymore...one is enuff to affect me badly...i cant lose someone so impt n dear to me.... i pray really really hard n sincerely that everything wld be fine...n that there wld be sunshine after this heavy rain, this stupid thunderstorm that had killed or changed part of me |
| Sunday, July 11, 2004 |
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quote from lijuan's msn nick: "no one ever wants to think of the heart ache and what it means"
somehow it reminded me of someone hu said something similar to me today.. i juz hope u can cheer up life is full of ups n downs...no one is a loser/failure..they are one onli when they escape from reality..someone hu gives up easily..these people are then losers...this sort of provoked my thoughts n made me think abt it again... i shldnt blame u..infact, i haf no right to blame u..guess i refuse to accept the fact too...so wad does that makes me? tomoro is 12 july..:) let it be a happy happy day... |
| Thursday, July 08, 2004 |
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i felt lyk covering my face today...felt lyk digging a hole in the ground n juz hide in there....argh!
ok fine..i shall NOT brood over it anymore..humph.. went back to cedar to collect the cert...couldnt stay for long though..:( miss my sch...haha then met yvette n liwen n passed yvette the tys...n she gaf me my bday present haha! thanks alot gal!! nice earings..:) i am lyk so damn slack..not gonna do any work again....haha |
| Monday, July 05, 2004 |
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actually i blogged on sat but somehow it wasnt posted..argh i wonder why...
went out wif tq on sat juz to chit chat haha...some pple are juz jerks..they wld haf their own retributions soon....n then i will laugh..wahahah!! k today is youth day...i juz dun get it! why those pri sch KIDS haf youth day???? unfair!!! they are juz a bunch of naughty kids...juz lyk my bros..argh!! went sentosa today...memories came back as i walk along that beach...rained qt heavily for a while but was not for long...so weather was actually pretty gd..n there was rainbow!! it was really peaceful..really comfortable...really nice :) |
| Thursday, July 01, 2004 relax... |
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haha yeah tomoro last paper.....today exams unofficially ended...goody!! did a test which was posted on sharon's blog..my name supposed to be called "Jade" haha which means funky, outgoin n also well-known....heheh how's that?? agree????? or disagree huh?(threatening look)
ok anyway exams...ha! i am qt dead lah....write crap...maths was lyk "oh shit.."..tq is damn funny lah "for the Either or Or qs, i did NEITHER" hehe...but i deserve it lah....din study much...so cant blame anyone haha cant wait for tomoro!!!!! yeah!!!!! |