| Sunday, June 27, 2004 |
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hmm...i wonder wad on earth am i doin online....i shld be looking at all the stupid econs notes n mugging away!! well...not as if it wld make much diff since i am really really prepared to fail..stupid exams
now back to studying..sian :( life can be such a misery..haiz *sobz* |
| Sunday, June 20, 2004 |
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ok.another week to exams....i juz hope i can pass...juz pass is good enuff..GP..ha! hopefully i scrape thru too...k stop it! no more toking abt exams..arghh
went to interview some soccer players today...they had some U-17 match thingy against hong kong..i tot there was hope for singapore when i saw them play haha! not that bad lah..some pple are juz being too skeptical..yeah anyway we interviewed the coach, the captain n this guy from FAS...tot we were really lucky to meet him lah...provided us wif qt alot of details...so well it was pretty fruitful..though the captain din manage to tok much since that FAS guy kept on toking haha! oh! we nearly went to the wrong location lah thanks to hwee(blur)...luckily I pointed it out hahaha..cos jalan besar n tampines are 2 different places altogether...so din waste time travelling lor... after the whole thing we went to city hall and eat...so full now! haiz gaining weight...i need to lose weight lah! wait...i've been saying this since sec 1....gosh...no determination lah hehe...nvm..someone doesnt mind..bleah haha :P so after eating went back...haha..sian...din wana let go but had to haha... i cant wait for 2/7/04 to come... haiz (L) u |
| Saturday, June 19, 2004 |
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arghh i hate studying...:(
i am lyk not even 1/4 done....n wad am i doin here??? haiz...i really planning to fail exams...NO!!!!! i cant!!!!!!!!! i cant wait for 2/7/04 to come!! esp after 9.30am......cos no more exams!!! then can go out....n have movie marathon! there are so many shows i wana watch lah....hahaha ok better go |
| Monday, June 14, 2004 stressage!! |
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argh..............i call this period "stress-age"
i hate studying for exams!! crazy kelvin is even doin tys for econs le.....n where am i????? no where near..hmm....tot i started almost the same day as u?! ok well...maybe slightly later...haha...humph..pressure pressure.. haiyah!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!! i feel lyk tearing up all my stupid notes...or better still...hope the sch suddenly become so kind n cancel exams!!!! this is worse than o levels..... :( |
| Sunday, June 13, 2004 tired but still happy :) |
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gosh...i am soo tired..as expected..couldnt sleep until 2+..damn sleepy..argh!! still got to study....now really no excuse le...hiaz
studying sucks....stupid exams..i hate it!! hiaz enuff of complaining...shall go..:( |
| Saturday, June 12, 2004 happy happy day! |
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everything..every single thing..is still vivid in my mind.
i am really happy haha....dunno why but i cant stop smiling when i was walking home...n even when i am typing, i am still smiling..haha...gosh i am lyk goin mad soon... n i am shocked n surprised too!!! i din expect anything...regardless of the "heat" or anything! i am really shocked n oh my god...i am lyk really shocked hahah! ok i am repeating lyk crazy... i will nv forget 12 june :) this is one of my best birthdays ever...really... i will treasure everything...the bracelet too :) quote from yvette: i am grinning from ear to ear lyk a 'ding dong bell' now.. i wonder how can i sleep today... i am on cloud's nine now i hope this happiness will stay forever :) (L) |
| Friday, June 11, 2004 happy day! |
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sheila and zhiyuan came to stay over at my house on wed...n we ate alot at ikoi haha..there goes my diet plan which nv really worked out haha..
then today went out wif sheila(zhiyuan went home)and she treat me for my bday! haha thanks gal! so we went swenson's to eat...then this gal made me walk so much..up n down n up n down till i had blisters...she insisted on watching movies but there wasnt any nice movies to watch..so when we went to lido....i had really bad blisters on my feet n had to buy plasters...this smart alec picked the most ex plasters i ever heard...i spent $11 on juz 5 strips of plaster!!!!! i got a shock when i received my change...thanks gal...u are the bez cousin i ever seen :) so nothing to do le...so went to borders....stayed there for more than 2 hours...stand until my legs feel so suan....then went off to meet my vjtt team at suntec..they celebrated my bday haha....bought a big softtoy for me then make the name bracelet thingy..n gave me a card....n oso bought a black forest cake for me...was qt surprised when i saw the cake haha...but was really happy..thanks alot peepz! |
| Sunday, June 06, 2004 |
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went seoul garden wif tq, cheryl , hwee, eldon, jy, christine, keith and eldon today
hwee they all gave me this floral top for my bday haha thanks guys! is ok lah haha...mum said it is ok too!! i shall wear it :P ate there for lyk 4 hours....n din feel very full hahahah.... toked abt many things! learn alot once again!! hahahah......i am less ignorant now hehhee then went home..watch harry potter... ......................... |
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somehow i dun haf a gd feeling after wad i said..
did i take a wrong step? i suddenly feel so messed up... i haf a bad feeling abt this all of a sudden... wad do i wan... in a fix, in a dilemma |
| Saturday, June 05, 2004 |
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went out wif serena, amy n louisa today...long time since i've seen amy n louisa..not much change haha
walked around for a very very long time.....stupid shoes gave me prob...having blisters now....after this outing, i tink will be a very long time b4 we can meet again...kinda sad actually..then serena bought a handbag for me haha....amy n louisa suppose to treat me but in the end nv...but is ok! :) no prob...hahah din manage to get amy's n louisa's present too...though louisa's bday is lyk in august! but we figured out that we wun haf chance to meet one another until lyk the next hols! pathetic.. argh!!!!!!! i haven started on my revision...everyday i am lyk goin out...gosh i am really goin to fail....i hope i can even finish studying....suddenly i am panicking lah....pple start asking me whether i haf started...gosh...y cant they get rid of the stupid exam system thing... |
| Friday, June 04, 2004 |
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gosh i am damn full!!! feel lyk a pig......eat n eat non stop....
n always feeling sleepy n i dunno why mum thinks wo3 hen3 hui4 hua1 qian2 haha! suppose to do hist essay now but really no motivation i am really prepared to fail my mye..... gd luck to me... my mum will probably blame me since i haf been out practically everyday this week.. better think of an excuse to calm her down when she sees my results hehe...well not as if she will scream lah..since i am always so hardworking in her eyes..haha :) |
| Thursday, June 03, 2004 |
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jus saw my fren's nick
tot it made sense " You learn to love, not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" went KFC wif jiaxun n hweemin today...talked abt some relationship stuff that kept me pondering...is really diff to find the perfect person nowadays...is juz too hard... so sometimes we juz haf to accept each other as wad we are n try to accomodate n make the relationship better...there is no point thinking back on how gd u all were last time cos time cant be turned back whether u lyk it or not... so juz look forward...tomoro would be a better day if u make it better, if u wan it to be better... |
| Wednesday, June 02, 2004 Move on, get over |
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sometimes is juz so hard to get wadever u want..no matter wad aspects of life be it in relationships, studies, career or wadever..
life wld oways haf ups n downs..it all depends on how we handle them..whether we are willing to face it or escape from this reality.. escaping from reality wld juz make us happy for a while..but deep down inside, we noe we are still deeply hurt, deeply affected, still resentful its not easy facing reality i noe..but still we haf to..this is life. Everything cannot be so smooth sailing..it may be difficult to let go n move on..but we muz..or else we wld be forever dwelling on some stuff that cannot be changed..so why make it so difficult for urself? There are other things in life that are so much more impt. Why shld u be so sad when the other party is feeling so happy, so carefree, not guilty at all? why shld u torment urself lyk this when u haf a chance to get out of this sticky mess, realise how unworthy this person is, n save so much of ur time putting effort in the relationship that wld probably end in a matter of time.. i sincerely hope for those hu are hurt esp in relationship matters to get over it..soon...its juz not worth ur tears as for me....well...hiaz hopefully |