alrights. so yesterdayw as tuesday. haha. kay, DUH. but it was a cool day. woke up...earlir than i normally woudl have. went to kyle's crib. after sortign out all the mess with ying and selvam and allt he other late comers, finally met up with shankar, jas and mao at east coast macs. JAS! sigh. miss you guys. sorry i cant make it fer movies tomorrow. marc asked me first. heh.
anywyas, nadia, de wei marc, selvam, ying and all finally met and we went to the beach. was pretty. and felt nice. reuniting with the gang again. haha. wnet bowling and all...
night went nadia;s house. i gtg now. bro needs to use the com.
today ewent to send off nadia. michelle, de weia nd amrc. belah. typing too fast. going fishing later. byes.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
well well well
"there are two vocalists in taking back sunday, right?"
"whaat. NO! just one vocalist. and one idiot who screams now and then. not vocalist. its different."
hahas. sigh. yesterday went to play bball. was fun. ryan, tyron, shane, kyle, wei jie(from 4E2), samuel(from 4E2) and muah. ryan bought us lunch. yay. haha. after that i went home and was about to go back to kyle's house... but then decided to go skating instead. and guess what! my new bag can fit my skates! Both! and still have loads of space left. woah, yeah. so pleased with my bag. so i shall smile for a while now. please pardon me.
=) =) yay.... =) =D
okays im done. other topics now.
wells so i was skating... when all of a suddenly these two bikers riding past me braked. i looked at one and he looked at me. The words that escaped him mouth stunned me for a while.
"Rishik? your rishik right?"
"uh... yeah." (moments of silence trying to guess him name, or try and think how i know him.)
"Im prem."
"Ram?"(still thinking hard. HOW do i know him? or how does he know me)
"PREM. I was supposed to go riding with you one day, but i couldnt make it."
"OH.." (Ah! a friend of zenn. still doesnt explain how he guessed i was rishik)
"So are you going riding later?"
"yeah. maybe till nine."
"kay then. see ya around"
hmmms. maybe it was the skates that gave me away. cool. i am recognisable. yay. that made my day.
so seeing as how i have a 'street reputation" i decided to justify myself wearing skates by going to pasir ris mrt to grind. was fun. was switching between frontside and backside soul grinds. ahha. yipee. but i got sweaty, and tired, and decided to cut the crap and do what i had planned to do. kept my blades, wore my shoes, and the took a train to tampinese spotlight. saw my brother on the way, but thats another story. anywyas, tampinese spotlight is NO MORE! ARHH! so i went all the way to plaze sing spotlight to buy the dam christmas presents. sigh. got home and spent the whole night working on em. sis made me maggi me. with more chili than should be legally allowed. but it was sweet anyway. sweet in an emotional way. not a culinary way. yeah.
today i woke up early. and showered! yeah. kay whatever. haha. and im sleepy. ive been yawning non stop since crawling out of bed. well, soon ill be meeting kyle, and then ill be meeting ying and selvam, and then... we'll see how the day goes.
shalala. chocolates for breakfast. im eating waay too many chocolates. think thats why im so high these days. and why my face is breaking out again. and why im so full of energy. yay.
tomorrow. piano class. and badminton. looks like i wont be getting braces after all. bite me.
"whaat. NO! just one vocalist. and one idiot who screams now and then. not vocalist. its different."
hahas. sigh. yesterday went to play bball. was fun. ryan, tyron, shane, kyle, wei jie(from 4E2), samuel(from 4E2) and muah. ryan bought us lunch. yay. haha. after that i went home and was about to go back to kyle's house... but then decided to go skating instead. and guess what! my new bag can fit my skates! Both! and still have loads of space left. woah, yeah. so pleased with my bag. so i shall smile for a while now. please pardon me.
=) =) yay.... =) =D
okays im done. other topics now.
wells so i was skating... when all of a suddenly these two bikers riding past me braked. i looked at one and he looked at me. The words that escaped him mouth stunned me for a while.
"Rishik? your rishik right?"
"uh... yeah." (moments of silence trying to guess him name, or try and think how i know him.)
"Im prem."
"Ram?"(still thinking hard. HOW do i know him? or how does he know me)
"PREM. I was supposed to go riding with you one day, but i couldnt make it."
"OH.." (Ah! a friend of zenn. still doesnt explain how he guessed i was rishik)
"So are you going riding later?"
"yeah. maybe till nine."
"kay then. see ya around"
hmmms. maybe it was the skates that gave me away. cool. i am recognisable. yay. that made my day.
so seeing as how i have a 'street reputation" i decided to justify myself wearing skates by going to pasir ris mrt to grind. was fun. was switching between frontside and backside soul grinds. ahha. yipee. but i got sweaty, and tired, and decided to cut the crap and do what i had planned to do. kept my blades, wore my shoes, and the took a train to tampinese spotlight. saw my brother on the way, but thats another story. anywyas, tampinese spotlight is NO MORE! ARHH! so i went all the way to plaze sing spotlight to buy the dam christmas presents. sigh. got home and spent the whole night working on em. sis made me maggi me. with more chili than should be legally allowed. but it was sweet anyway. sweet in an emotional way. not a culinary way. yeah.
today i woke up early. and showered! yeah. kay whatever. haha. and im sleepy. ive been yawning non stop since crawling out of bed. well, soon ill be meeting kyle, and then ill be meeting ying and selvam, and then... we'll see how the day goes.
shalala. chocolates for breakfast. im eating waay too many chocolates. think thats why im so high these days. and why my face is breaking out again. and why im so full of energy. yay.
tomorrow. piano class. and badminton. looks like i wont be getting braces after all. bite me.
Monday, November 28, 2005
make you stutter
kay.. i know i have like an appointment with shane, kyle and the rest, soemtime NOW, but heck. i got to do this post, cause its been behind since last saturday. and i owe myself that much. haha. sigh..
so saturday i didnt go for piano class, or play badminton. seemed like every court in the east as booked. so, yeah. but you know what. i was gonna spend my time at home. cause the body just seems to rot at home. and you feel bad about yourself. and heck man. you aint ever gonna ground me. ill go out when i want. and thats just what i did. threw on my recreational skates, and hit the road. it was amazing. the breeze, the weather, the silence. captivated me, just like it used to in the old days. sigh. and that was comforting to know. that im still the old rishik. my dreams have not been crushed yet. ahha. i got older, but im still young. sigh. skated for like two and a half hours non stop. from pasir ris to bedok reservoir, to a really confused place. it was in the aljunied GRC, but th police station was "kembangan-sengkan" and the spectacle shop behind clearly said, "tampinese Optics." and the road i was "bedok reservoir road"... skated along the estate for awhile, but the wetness wasnt good for my wheels. so i started making my way back to pasir ris. and when i got home, my bro was gonna go out. and he invited me to watch emily rose with him. haha. so being the impulsive person i was i said yes, and before i knew it i was walking with him to orchard to meet saras, and watch the 930 show. only we didnt make it. so we tried to catch the 1040 show. only it was sold out. so we resigned to watching the 1120 show of Noel. was an OKAY ish movie. except one guy got me feeling depressed. just wanted to hug him, or something, and give him chocolate. but hell, its a movie. got home late that night. slept.
sunday was sweet. played badminton with kubo at joo chiat cc. and then this p4 kids started playing after our time was up. and intresting enough, they challenged us. haha. okay. was a good game. i like badminton. only i kinda got blisters from playing barefoot. its not my fault the shoes i wore had like zero gripping capabilities. yeahs. was gonna go to school to see the scouts. didnt stay long at all. went home almost immediately. was pretty tired. at home, was cleaning up. and my cold hadnt cleared. still snivelling now for that matter, but its not important. so yeah. cleaned, had dinner, watched alittle bit of spirit. haha. i think he dies in the end. didnt wtach the end. i had other things to do. like skate. this time, aggresive.
wow. last night was good. okay, fine, im a newbie at aggresive. i admit. i might not be able to jump over curbs, or 180 or whatever. but note this. i have no training. i have no trainer. in pasir ris, im the lone aggresive skater there is. and its pretty tough learning on your own, kay. but whatever, i seemed to have mastered the soul grind. yeah. haha. and i actually attempted a backside soul grind. and it was pretty decent. yeah. wow. skatign around pasir ris. from pasir ris west to pasir ris east to pasir ris elias. felt good. haha. got home at 2. so anywyas, now i need to wait for willy to finish his exams, so i can ask him to teach me. or help me. or soemthing. sigh. cant wait..
anywyas now id be going for bball. and some people should be at the multipurpose hall skating. might join them later. and tonight, i MUST go buy what i have been planning to buy for a while now. this is my last chance. better do it. haha. tuesday is the outing! haha. yipee.
man.. holidays shoudl be free right? not really. so many thing i feel i gtg. havent read much since the KL trip. still stuck with wuthering heights. then i got to clean the study room cupboard so i can bring it up to my room. yay. and then... i got my daily friends commitments. like going out tomorrow, or playing badminton, or bball. then there is my own skating needs. aggresive in line needs dedication. if im serious about it. and i am. so yeah. then there are small little things i always wanted to do. like make the prefect badges. Arthur if your reading this, HELP! prefect badges. and wow. paino class on wednesday! i hardly have time to practise my exam peices, save time for anyother peices? and if i cant even do piano what about bass? dammit. Hahha. ironically im supposed to figure out the tabs for "dammit". sadly i have no idea when the next jamming session will be. then there are debates. sigh. might as well forget about movies, or getting a job. haha. never wanted a job anyway. i need my freedom.
freedom. wow. if anyone ever taped all the conversations i had with zenn, they coudl make a teen based indie movie about life. haha. and all the fuck it entails. sigh. the toast: "This is for St pats...this is for CJC.... this is for all the fucked up exams of our beloved country" sigh....
midnight. ill be waiting. that is my time of the day to shine. between dusk and dawn. and now i better be off. bball. yay.
so saturday i didnt go for piano class, or play badminton. seemed like every court in the east as booked. so, yeah. but you know what. i was gonna spend my time at home. cause the body just seems to rot at home. and you feel bad about yourself. and heck man. you aint ever gonna ground me. ill go out when i want. and thats just what i did. threw on my recreational skates, and hit the road. it was amazing. the breeze, the weather, the silence. captivated me, just like it used to in the old days. sigh. and that was comforting to know. that im still the old rishik. my dreams have not been crushed yet. ahha. i got older, but im still young. sigh. skated for like two and a half hours non stop. from pasir ris to bedok reservoir, to a really confused place. it was in the aljunied GRC, but th police station was "kembangan-sengkan" and the spectacle shop behind clearly said, "tampinese Optics." and the road i was "bedok reservoir road"... skated along the estate for awhile, but the wetness wasnt good for my wheels. so i started making my way back to pasir ris. and when i got home, my bro was gonna go out. and he invited me to watch emily rose with him. haha. so being the impulsive person i was i said yes, and before i knew it i was walking with him to orchard to meet saras, and watch the 930 show. only we didnt make it. so we tried to catch the 1040 show. only it was sold out. so we resigned to watching the 1120 show of Noel. was an OKAY ish movie. except one guy got me feeling depressed. just wanted to hug him, or something, and give him chocolate. but hell, its a movie. got home late that night. slept.
sunday was sweet. played badminton with kubo at joo chiat cc. and then this p4 kids started playing after our time was up. and intresting enough, they challenged us. haha. okay. was a good game. i like badminton. only i kinda got blisters from playing barefoot. its not my fault the shoes i wore had like zero gripping capabilities. yeahs. was gonna go to school to see the scouts. didnt stay long at all. went home almost immediately. was pretty tired. at home, was cleaning up. and my cold hadnt cleared. still snivelling now for that matter, but its not important. so yeah. cleaned, had dinner, watched alittle bit of spirit. haha. i think he dies in the end. didnt wtach the end. i had other things to do. like skate. this time, aggresive.
wow. last night was good. okay, fine, im a newbie at aggresive. i admit. i might not be able to jump over curbs, or 180 or whatever. but note this. i have no training. i have no trainer. in pasir ris, im the lone aggresive skater there is. and its pretty tough learning on your own, kay. but whatever, i seemed to have mastered the soul grind. yeah. haha. and i actually attempted a backside soul grind. and it was pretty decent. yeah. wow. skatign around pasir ris. from pasir ris west to pasir ris east to pasir ris elias. felt good. haha. got home at 2. so anywyas, now i need to wait for willy to finish his exams, so i can ask him to teach me. or help me. or soemthing. sigh. cant wait..
anywyas now id be going for bball. and some people should be at the multipurpose hall skating. might join them later. and tonight, i MUST go buy what i have been planning to buy for a while now. this is my last chance. better do it. haha. tuesday is the outing! haha. yipee.
man.. holidays shoudl be free right? not really. so many thing i feel i gtg. havent read much since the KL trip. still stuck with wuthering heights. then i got to clean the study room cupboard so i can bring it up to my room. yay. and then... i got my daily friends commitments. like going out tomorrow, or playing badminton, or bball. then there is my own skating needs. aggresive in line needs dedication. if im serious about it. and i am. so yeah. then there are small little things i always wanted to do. like make the prefect badges. Arthur if your reading this, HELP! prefect badges. and wow. paino class on wednesday! i hardly have time to practise my exam peices, save time for anyother peices? and if i cant even do piano what about bass? dammit. Hahha. ironically im supposed to figure out the tabs for "dammit". sadly i have no idea when the next jamming session will be. then there are debates. sigh. might as well forget about movies, or getting a job. haha. never wanted a job anyway. i need my freedom.
freedom. wow. if anyone ever taped all the conversations i had with zenn, they coudl make a teen based indie movie about life. haha. and all the fuck it entails. sigh. the toast: "This is for St pats...this is for CJC.... this is for all the fucked up exams of our beloved country" sigh....
midnight. ill be waiting. that is my time of the day to shine. between dusk and dawn. and now i better be off. bball. yay.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
eveyr drawing
hey hey...
long debates and analysis over different types of mee, and how they should be eaten. ahha. hlarious. sigh.
yesterday didnt go class... didnt play badminton... nope. wents skating from 6 to 9. yay! haha. strange places. great inspiration. later that ngth went out with my bro and saras, to watch a movie...
GTG! dishes. ahha. bye bye.
today played badminton. cleaned house. and ill be going out later. skates call. byes.
long debates and analysis over different types of mee, and how they should be eaten. ahha. hlarious. sigh.
yesterday didnt go class... didnt play badminton... nope. wents skating from 6 to 9. yay! haha. strange places. great inspiration. later that ngth went out with my bro and saras, to watch a movie...
GTG! dishes. ahha. bye bye.
today played badminton. cleaned house. and ill be going out later. skates call. byes.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
And will you tell all
Grad night. Joshua Siow.
"True friends"
"Haha. yeah. true friends. catch up soon. kawai and all, kay."
And wouldnt you know it. this morning (before dawn of course), i saw kawai on msn! haha. so we chatted. and it was kinda bullshitty but what the hell man. we ARE teenagers after all. we will bull and joke our way through life if we want to.
"How shallow CAN you get"
"Very... we are men... animals."
HAhahahah! omg. so funny.
and dont think ill forget man. BBQ at east coast. girls, booze, and music. haha. as always. as always. and we'll savour every moment of it. sigh. Still remember last year. shane, josh, kyle myself. was good. was great actually.
speaking of shane, here's one of the only pics of grad night i have. haha.
Me, inderpal and Shane. check us out! our eyes are kinda closed though. so whatever. hahaha.
oh, and ALex, kyle, josh and my plan to break into school! haha. dont think ive forgotten that!
dads pissed off now. gtg. sigh. fuck lah. my room IS clean.
Friday, November 25, 2005
Days fly, and months too
Hmms... was just reading all my old lyrics. and playing it on the guitar. sounded great. hahah. and felt so nostalgic simply reminiscing of the old times. the late nights. the angst. the emotions. the mystery and romance of not knowing people very well. sigh. good days... good days they were... sigh.
Mei wei! MUST go out. you all owe me that much. after all, I DID just finish my O levels... hhaa.
"He's just looking for an excuse to party. hahah. his birthday is actually next week."
so i shall follow the pattern and look for stupid random reasons to party and... Party! hahah. sigh... grad night was great... So by the power invested in me I shall declare my official theme song for grad night "Dance Inside" by TAAR. Yeaah. haha.
Key moments of the day.
1) Discovering Glenn also pierced his ears, thus i wont be alone
2) practsiing with the bass at jonathen's house
3) reaching alfred's house and meeting jack.
4) walking around orchard road in slippers, berms, and a torn 'i love st pats' t shirt.
5) missing the bus as i went to buy chocolate
6) arriving at the York hotel
7) meting de wei and nadia and my new tie! (As promised, i shall love you forever)
8) feeling dizzy as they tried to change my ear rings
9) feeling high as david, nick d'cruz and I walked around some dark and cool part of the hotel. probably OutOfBounds but who cares, really. haha.
10)discovering that there was no electric source for the amps. and then deciding it was good enouh that we coudl practise,a nd to screw the whoel dam performance.
GRAD NIGHT! GO ENG TAI!!
11)The final Yam Seng
12)walking around boat queae and clark queae
13) talking my dad into letting me stay out while already on the cab
14) going to serangoon gardens to meet candice, michelle, and eng wai. I think. haha.
15)Sitting, talking, drinking, playing, running, truth or dare, just talking, and enjoying life.
16)going back to alfred's house, scratching jack for one more time, and then taking the cab home.
17)goign to bed at 7 30 in the morning.
teh only sad part was maybe waking up in the afternoon and realising i played out mr gill. and feeling bad about that, the rest of the week. i still feel bad. crap lah. crap...
anyways i later spent that day walking around pasir ris park and then katong with vicnan'nna and kartika'kka. yay. ktong laksa was good. only feel bad about conning them into meeting the aunties. so i feel bad about that too... i feel veyr bad... =(
sigh. i feel shitty. main reason is, my life is a mess. and i miss that the day at the playground.. arghh! i wanna go back! i wanna party again! i miss that! bleah...
anyways, after that day i went to sleep. and woke up at 1 pm again. haha. so i went to play badminton with kubo and zang wei. cool name. zang wei. ahha. nvm. anyways, it was good to excercise again. after a long while. think ill be playing again today..
morning ill have piano class. afternoon ill play badminton....
and since my parents have withdrawn from the malayalee gathering thingamajig i think ill be free to go youth mass. yay. well i think my half an hour is gonna be up soon. so good morning ya'll...
hope grad nigth went well. for everyone across singapore graduating.
and for the record. my room is clean! yay! haha.
Mei wei! MUST go out. you all owe me that much. after all, I DID just finish my O levels... hhaa.
"He's just looking for an excuse to party. hahah. his birthday is actually next week."
so i shall follow the pattern and look for stupid random reasons to party and... Party! hahah. sigh... grad night was great... So by the power invested in me I shall declare my official theme song for grad night "Dance Inside" by TAAR. Yeaah. haha.
Key moments of the day.
1) Discovering Glenn also pierced his ears, thus i wont be alone
2) practsiing with the bass at jonathen's house
3) reaching alfred's house and meeting jack.
4) walking around orchard road in slippers, berms, and a torn 'i love st pats' t shirt.
5) missing the bus as i went to buy chocolate
6) arriving at the York hotel
7) meting de wei and nadia and my new tie! (As promised, i shall love you forever)
8) feeling dizzy as they tried to change my ear rings
9) feeling high as david, nick d'cruz and I walked around some dark and cool part of the hotel. probably OutOfBounds but who cares, really. haha.
10)discovering that there was no electric source for the amps. and then deciding it was good enouh that we coudl practise,a nd to screw the whoel dam performance.
GRAD NIGHT! GO ENG TAI!!
11)The final Yam Seng
12)walking around boat queae and clark queae
13) talking my dad into letting me stay out while already on the cab
14) going to serangoon gardens to meet candice, michelle, and eng wai. I think. haha.
15)Sitting, talking, drinking, playing, running, truth or dare, just talking, and enjoying life.
16)going back to alfred's house, scratching jack for one more time, and then taking the cab home.
17)goign to bed at 7 30 in the morning.
teh only sad part was maybe waking up in the afternoon and realising i played out mr gill. and feeling bad about that, the rest of the week. i still feel bad. crap lah. crap...
anyways i later spent that day walking around pasir ris park and then katong with vicnan'nna and kartika'kka. yay. ktong laksa was good. only feel bad about conning them into meeting the aunties. so i feel bad about that too... i feel veyr bad... =(
sigh. i feel shitty. main reason is, my life is a mess. and i miss that the day at the playground.. arghh! i wanna go back! i wanna party again! i miss that! bleah...
anyways, after that day i went to sleep. and woke up at 1 pm again. haha. so i went to play badminton with kubo and zang wei. cool name. zang wei. ahha. nvm. anyways, it was good to excercise again. after a long while. think ill be playing again today..
morning ill have piano class. afternoon ill play badminton....
and since my parents have withdrawn from the malayalee gathering thingamajig i think ill be free to go youth mass. yay. well i think my half an hour is gonna be up soon. so good morning ya'll...
hope grad nigth went well. for everyone across singapore graduating.
and for the record. my room is clean! yay! haha.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Dippedy doo daa
Hellos. tonight i woke up in my dad's room. and i shall sleep there again tonight. yay.
Morning woke up, didnt go school. Ill be seeing Mr Gill tomorrow... hope he's not angry at me. dont want him to lose any face i mgiht possible have wth him. haha. yeahs....
anyways Dad drove me and my brother's friends to orchard. was rainign so i took shelter in HMV. "punk Vs Emo" album.. Jack johnson...jamie cullum... joh mayer...evan and jaron...new found glory...dashboard confessional...warped tours albums...funeral for a friend...disturbed...mae....
So many good albums, so little money. didnt buy anything.. haha.
met si chung and jonnathen later. went to BK to eat. then we went to some shop where the Ols OG was where jonny bought a shirt and tie. jeremy joined us, then. walked around heerem, and then decided we were not gonna wear dresses or tanks for grad night, and made the intelligent decision to pursue our search in the much more appropriate Ngee Ann City, Taka.. haha. thank god.
OMG! the lady was so cool! haha. first sale person ever to direct us to another shop. im talking right now aboutt he taka sales assitant who asked me to go to G2000. which was the smartest move i ever made yet. got myself a shirt and pants (which i altered) for 75 bucks. sweet. seems very worth it. i need to collect the panst tomorrow though. anyways si chung had to leave half way, and then we met ben mao and dominic at bossini. yeahs. so we shopped... and then jeremy had to leave. then ben mao and dominic had to wait for michael joo. so me and bao went back to his house to string my guitar, and practise the bass tabs. was very helpful. yay. the only scarry thing now is WHERE are we gonna get a bass guitar. by tomorrow. haha. oh well. whatever i guess...
tomorrow morning shouldbe going to school for a talk by the VP. mister aloysiuos young. haha. three-d loser! hahahaha... im sorry. im never gonna get over that! hahaha! sigh... he's a great guy. means well. anyways, after the PAE talk, i gotta see mister gill...
probably go jamming at Bao's house with alfred and whoeevr. pray the bass will be ready by then. anyways, here is a list of other things i got to do.
1)Pick up my pants
2)Do something to my hair. something. anything.
3)buy presents and write cards for all my teachers
4)find the york hotel. hopefully go there with someone's parent. will save alot of trouble.
5)and yay!
Morning woke up, didnt go school. Ill be seeing Mr Gill tomorrow... hope he's not angry at me. dont want him to lose any face i mgiht possible have wth him. haha. yeahs....
anyways Dad drove me and my brother's friends to orchard. was rainign so i took shelter in HMV. "punk Vs Emo" album.. Jack johnson...jamie cullum... joh mayer...evan and jaron...new found glory...dashboard confessional...warped tours albums...funeral for a friend...disturbed...mae....
So many good albums, so little money. didnt buy anything.. haha.
met si chung and jonnathen later. went to BK to eat. then we went to some shop where the Ols OG was where jonny bought a shirt and tie. jeremy joined us, then. walked around heerem, and then decided we were not gonna wear dresses or tanks for grad night, and made the intelligent decision to pursue our search in the much more appropriate Ngee Ann City, Taka.. haha. thank god.
OMG! the lady was so cool! haha. first sale person ever to direct us to another shop. im talking right now aboutt he taka sales assitant who asked me to go to G2000. which was the smartest move i ever made yet. got myself a shirt and pants (which i altered) for 75 bucks. sweet. seems very worth it. i need to collect the panst tomorrow though. anyways si chung had to leave half way, and then we met ben mao and dominic at bossini. yeahs. so we shopped... and then jeremy had to leave. then ben mao and dominic had to wait for michael joo. so me and bao went back to his house to string my guitar, and practise the bass tabs. was very helpful. yay. the only scarry thing now is WHERE are we gonna get a bass guitar. by tomorrow. haha. oh well. whatever i guess...
tomorrow morning shouldbe going to school for a talk by the VP. mister aloysiuos young. haha. three-d loser! hahahaha... im sorry. im never gonna get over that! hahaha! sigh... he's a great guy. means well. anyways, after the PAE talk, i gotta see mister gill...
probably go jamming at Bao's house with alfred and whoeevr. pray the bass will be ready by then. anyways, here is a list of other things i got to do.
1)Pick up my pants
2)Do something to my hair. something. anything.
3)buy presents and write cards for all my teachers
4)find the york hotel. hopefully go there with someone's parent. will save alot of trouble.
5)and yay!
Monday, November 21, 2005
Pretty when you cry
Yeah! all right. wow. it was great... so great... sigh.
so ill write this thign backwards. cause thats how my brain works. deal with it. hahaha.
First thing i did when i got home was charge my phone. okay it wasnt. it was on the computer and start panicking at the sight of the speakers dismantled. anyways, after entering my room, stepping over the luggage, re arranging my CDs, plugging in my charger, while climbing over my bed, and then steppingover the luggage again to walk out of the room i realsied something.... there was luggage in my room. oh. wait. now that aint right. hahaha.
apparently my brother's friends are stayig over in my room. cool. i think someone told me last week or something. just didnt know WHEN they would be here. haha. yeah.
My mom is in NZ right now, and my sis is out at the night safari with the backpackers. Dad went to play badminton. so, to answer Marc's dad's question: "Yes, i Do have my keys, (thankfully)."
to the next point. Why woudl marc's dad ask me that? Ah. for you see, in fact Marc's dad drove me to my door step. Really sweet of him. hahah. yay. super cool.
he was driving back marc, michael joo, jonny and myself. sigh. omg. so much to write on. no idea how long i can continue writing in this continuous style, with all the thoughts running through my head. ahhaha. sigh. arghh! YAY!
sigh. i was late. from arriving there, to this morning, when we had to leave the hotel room. haha. and bryan cheang brought back his key by accident. he was my room mate by the way. yeah. wow. it was so incredible. the whole thing. the bus ride there. talking with mao, marc, alfred, dominic, michael, being interviewed with jeremy by michael joo and jonnathen Eu, with max as the camera man. haha. Supposedly doing a talkshow. didnt work out in the end. hhaha. but was fun. sigh. jonny bought me guitar strings! YEAH! haha. and we bought periced our ears. and wow. walking down the SEXY KL streets, buying 95% alcohol bottles, and spray bottles. haha. And laughing non-stop for half an hour for no reason. he's a great guy to hang out with. dam fun.
"hahahah. uh... what did we just buy?...oh shit....hahahahahahh!" hahaha. omg. dam funny. sigh.
Watched this really cool show bout rock and roll in his room. "Almost famous". super great movie. i recommend it to all teenagers out there. My favourite line from the movie went like this
"Your too sweet for rock and roll."
"Im not sweet! Im dark, and mysterious and pissed off! Im the enemy!"
haha. wow. i think i found my dream profession. A rock journalist man! YEAH! hahahah. how kickass is that! hahahah. sigh.
watched a few other good movies. like waterboy. and a REALLY REALLY STUPID ONE. duece bigalow, european gigolo. yikes. it was painful to watch. stupid show. gawd. th only thing worth watching of the show was the canadian tourist. ahhaha.
News update from Marky marc: The prefect exco appeared in the catholic news. yay. prefecst rock. speaking of which, open house tomorrow. COME! bring all you p6 brothers! and cousins. and sons... or is it tomorrow? haha. i dunno. hmmm. maybe tomorrow is only the briefing day. haha. not my fault im out-dated. im retired, remember?
first night was spent waliking around sungei wang shopping centre. wasnt much for me there, save the factory outlet shop. where i splurged on surf shorts and socks. haha.
In my whoel trip i have splurged on exactly three things.
Surfshorts.
School bag. (which is waaay cool)
Shoes. (Which is kinda cool. still prefer the converse ones though. though those cost 150 ringgit more than the ones i got)
yay. now i gotta save up for christmas. and presents for the teachers. For graddy ngith! haha. this wednesday! so dam cool. soo dam cool. im gonna becoem a graduate. Imagine that.
"hey, im jack. im a first year in RJC. What about you?"
"Who me? Or. Im a graduate." hahaha. whatever. sorry, you had to see that. i get lame now and then. its true.
I mean hey! we are only human arnt we?
Saturday night's dinenr was great. indian restaurant. haha. and my tabel ate teh most, not surprisingly. jeremy, alfred, chris, marc, arthur, myself all were stuffing our faces liek there was no tomorrow. kay maybe not all of us. but most. haha. so i was personally not surprised when the bill over shot. sigh. thanks to mrs helen of course, who so graciously sponsored three hundred dollars. awfully kind of her. a real inspriation to us. that such magnanamous people exist in today's society. she is a school counsellor, by the way. wow. how giving can one person get.
party at alfred's place saturday night. was cool... some people watching TV, others got drunk. thought i dont see how that was possible considering the minute amounts of alcohol present in huge jug of seven up. bet they were faking it. haha. hahaha. haha. sigh. sorry. laughter was very contagious that night.
"Alfred. Your Party Sucks!" hahah. sigh. its so fun to see alfed and marc fight. and then to get caught in a fight between them is...Tiring. haha. yes. thats the word to use. But it also helps pay for alot of expenses depending who you support. like alf helped foot my beer bill. and then marc bought me a seven up. haha. that was the second night, when we were in Jay's room watching waterboy. Jay is cool by the way. seriously. just wished i could have spent more time with him. but like marc said. its at the expense of time spent with my other friends. sigh.
Second morning bryan, jeremy wong, arthur, max and I had breakfast in the crappiest table posssible. nonetheless the food compensated the weak eating position. hahah. as a class we went to Time square, to check out the theme park. was OKAY i guess. not bad. jeremy wong was very sporting. alas me and alfred neevr could get the first seat on the roller coaster. and then there was bumper carring, with people getting left out. haha. sigh. and my HAT. GOSH! its just a hat...
Bryan went back to the hotel affter the 'Ferris wheel" haha. poor kid. no one likes getting sick on a holiday.
OOH! i forgot to mention the fat fish on hte bus ride there. there was a giant fish! like... BIG! bigger than jeremy yeap! i swear! like... OH MY HOLY GOD, THATS NOT A FISH! big. and there was TWO of them. haha. kay i think i expressed my surprise well enough. on to other topics now.
oh yeah. so i didnt bring my guitar in the last minute. haha. i think i was already subconsiously against bringin it. so all it took was a sms from jonny for me to change my mind. jonny. haha. yeah man! haha.
"I am a Golden god!....Im on drugs!" hahahaha. think i spent the whole afternoon with him after the theme park, shopping. after the arcade. haha. the BANG BANG game was dam fun, but marc cheats! i swear by it. ahha. but still so fun. the other best thign about the time at the arcade was watching Ben mao para.ooh lala. never knew he could be so Diva-esque. haha.
so i was pretty bent on finding converse shoes that looked liek alfreds. cause it just looked so dam good. and i found it, with jonathen's help. only it cost 200 ringgit. gawd. ended up buying some cheapo metrix brand that couldnt hold a candle to converse. alas, it was cheaper. went to look at shirts then. and we walked around for dam long. incidentally i have yet to buy my grad night shirts up till now. all i got is shoes. haha. whatever.
we were tired. so we went back to the hotel. and we watched 'Almost famous'.. yay. the soudntrack was great. and the acting was dam touching. starred kate hudson. but the boy stole the show. excellent acting. and i want his hair now. haha. yeaa.
Ooooh. aunty eunice just called. And i forgot all abotu my peices! oh no! haha. i got four days to brush till class this saturday. goody. how fun. piano restarts.
And i got my fisrt public performance this wednesday! haha. yeah! how firghteningly-scarry is that. Im gonan playing my bass, live in front of a hundred plus strong crowd. haha. For those of you who dotn know whats happening, let me fill you in. This wednesday is grad night! yeah! haha. anyways mrs leslie put me in charge of the class performance, so i made thngs simple, by having the "teacher's version of Doing that thing you do" played by the whole class. shoudl work out just fine. Mao shoudl be lead singer and Bao shoudl be lead guitarist. and the remaining guitar and bass shoudl be by alfred and me. i think. and tehr est of the class will lend their voices
and feet and hands for clapping out the beat. only problem is, now i got to borrow an electric bass. ahha. jonny has the bass amps so thats taken care of. sweet. hopefully (HOPEFULLY) we can cram in a jamming session before grad night and fter the PAE talk on wednesday. yeah. its all up to alfred now. he's a busy man, and you gotta respect that, i guess. haha.
tomorrow i got to go school regarding the prefects thingy, Mr gill told me about. im shitting in my pants right now considering all the prefects will be busy doing thigns for other teachers like mr goh and for their own cca... and that i cant even get mr gill his minimum 6. gaaah. and the worst part of all was i asked dannel to help me check, so im taking his word... and its shitty when work gets delegated to that extreme, cause you just dont know. and your power is just SOO SOO limited.
anyways, back to music. haha. bus ride there was sepnts inging songs at one point. i remember now. ahha. "little froggies sing a song..." haha. whata waste. that was the back up plan in case we couldnt think of a proper item for grad night. ahahhah! and the way home, i sat at the back with mao, dominic, alfred and marc writing the song. yay. its always nice to be near friends. gives you security. really. and then the ball throwing! hahaha. oh my. how fun. jeremy's hariy green ball! haha. so cool. throwing it around. classsiest line on the way back was by jeremy immitating. "Can you dont aim for the face!" ahhahah! sigh. dam funny.
night market was fun. to an extent. nothing much really. the better parts were spent walking backw itht he rest of the guys. namely marc, max, jonnathen, jeremy wong and... was there anyone else? alfred. right. and arthur. haha. my memory gets crappier by the day. shalalal.
Dinner on sunday night was great. Max paid for it. And the food was awesome. the lemon juice simply blew me away in all its freshness. so great. oh and don paid for my drink. haha. Don liew! haha. sigh. the whole trip, every time we met, we woudl sigh and maon out each other's name. haha. And it made no sense, but i dont knwo why, we just foudn it funny.
"DOOOooOON! How don, how!?How did it come to this!"
"Re-Shiiiik. Its you again! Wow,man, wow. Always an honour. so now what happens?"
Haha. see what i mean. stupid and nonsensical. but these are the thigns that are the makings of friends. the unspoken retardness that is shared by each other. ahahha. Im serious, by the way. hmmm. i think i became a friend of Don before i even knew ben mao's name. intresting isnt it. hmmms..
This morning was woken up by bryan cheang to go have breakfast. was better this time. we got real tabels and chairs sat next to mrs leslie and miss teng and her son. and mao, justin gium, dominic and michael joo. yeah. haha. Revisited our primary school days and all the old 90s pop music at that time, justs itting there, listening to their selection. after that bryan and i went to KLCC to help my buy a shirt. which i still dont have. might possibly go out with si chung tomorrow to buy it. but all that is pending of course. haha. soo many choices to make.... sigh.
anyway, i helped bryan get lost by taking the wrong train. oops. haha. and so at KLCC we went window shopping ran into max, si chung, jeremy, chris, arthur and more. then si chung bryan were kind enough to follow back to time square to buy my bag. its a cool bag. sigh. hopefully. no regrets... 80 ringgits... tahts alot of cash. but i dunno. if you want it enough...you should just do it.
speaking of bags, i owe nadia one.
so by the time we were done witht hat, an si chung finished buying his famous amos cookies, it was already 1.15. we were supposed to be back by 1. Ran back virtually. haha. okay, fine, maybe i didnt run. i skipped. proudly. ahha. yeah! Beat that! haha. so we amde it back in time anyway for the bus. thank god. and so the long forsaken bus ride home began. hahas. incidentally si chung bought the cookies for marc and gang. and since i was sitting at the back with them i got some too. Yeah! haha. i liek si chung's english name. Keiron. freaking cool name. keeron. kiron. Kieron. Keiron. haha. forgive me, for that moment on weridness. i just think its a nice name.
so to the topic of tomorrow. Do i go out with si chung and buy my clothes for grad night? Do i go to jonnatehn's house and string my guitar (YOU ROCK MAN), and practise for this wednesday's performance? or do i take the two aussies to orchard road as ordered by my sister. haha. dads' home
BYE! haha.
so ill write this thign backwards. cause thats how my brain works. deal with it. hahaha.
First thing i did when i got home was charge my phone. okay it wasnt. it was on the computer and start panicking at the sight of the speakers dismantled. anyways, after entering my room, stepping over the luggage, re arranging my CDs, plugging in my charger, while climbing over my bed, and then steppingover the luggage again to walk out of the room i realsied something.... there was luggage in my room. oh. wait. now that aint right. hahaha.
apparently my brother's friends are stayig over in my room. cool. i think someone told me last week or something. just didnt know WHEN they would be here. haha. yeah.
My mom is in NZ right now, and my sis is out at the night safari with the backpackers. Dad went to play badminton. so, to answer Marc's dad's question: "Yes, i Do have my keys, (thankfully)."
to the next point. Why woudl marc's dad ask me that? Ah. for you see, in fact Marc's dad drove me to my door step. Really sweet of him. hahah. yay. super cool.
he was driving back marc, michael joo, jonny and myself. sigh. omg. so much to write on. no idea how long i can continue writing in this continuous style, with all the thoughts running through my head. ahhaha. sigh. arghh! YAY!
sigh. i was late. from arriving there, to this morning, when we had to leave the hotel room. haha. and bryan cheang brought back his key by accident. he was my room mate by the way. yeah. wow. it was so incredible. the whole thing. the bus ride there. talking with mao, marc, alfred, dominic, michael, being interviewed with jeremy by michael joo and jonnathen Eu, with max as the camera man. haha. Supposedly doing a talkshow. didnt work out in the end. hhaha. but was fun. sigh. jonny bought me guitar strings! YEAH! haha. and we bought periced our ears. and wow. walking down the SEXY KL streets, buying 95% alcohol bottles, and spray bottles. haha. And laughing non-stop for half an hour for no reason. he's a great guy to hang out with. dam fun.
"hahahah. uh... what did we just buy?...oh shit....hahahahahahh!" hahaha. omg. dam funny. sigh.
Watched this really cool show bout rock and roll in his room. "Almost famous". super great movie. i recommend it to all teenagers out there. My favourite line from the movie went like this
"Your too sweet for rock and roll."
"Im not sweet! Im dark, and mysterious and pissed off! Im the enemy!"
haha. wow. i think i found my dream profession. A rock journalist man! YEAH! hahahah. how kickass is that! hahahah. sigh.
watched a few other good movies. like waterboy. and a REALLY REALLY STUPID ONE. duece bigalow, european gigolo. yikes. it was painful to watch. stupid show. gawd. th only thing worth watching of the show was the canadian tourist. ahhaha.
News update from Marky marc: The prefect exco appeared in the catholic news. yay. prefecst rock. speaking of which, open house tomorrow. COME! bring all you p6 brothers! and cousins. and sons... or is it tomorrow? haha. i dunno. hmmm. maybe tomorrow is only the briefing day. haha. not my fault im out-dated. im retired, remember?
first night was spent waliking around sungei wang shopping centre. wasnt much for me there, save the factory outlet shop. where i splurged on surf shorts and socks. haha.
In my whoel trip i have splurged on exactly three things.
Surfshorts.
School bag. (which is waaay cool)
Shoes. (Which is kinda cool. still prefer the converse ones though. though those cost 150 ringgit more than the ones i got)
yay. now i gotta save up for christmas. and presents for the teachers. For graddy ngith! haha. this wednesday! so dam cool. soo dam cool. im gonna becoem a graduate. Imagine that.
"hey, im jack. im a first year in RJC. What about you?"
"Who me? Or. Im a graduate." hahaha. whatever. sorry, you had to see that. i get lame now and then. its true.
I mean hey! we are only human arnt we?
Saturday night's dinenr was great. indian restaurant. haha. and my tabel ate teh most, not surprisingly. jeremy, alfred, chris, marc, arthur, myself all were stuffing our faces liek there was no tomorrow. kay maybe not all of us. but most. haha. so i was personally not surprised when the bill over shot. sigh. thanks to mrs helen of course, who so graciously sponsored three hundred dollars. awfully kind of her. a real inspriation to us. that such magnanamous people exist in today's society. she is a school counsellor, by the way. wow. how giving can one person get.
party at alfred's place saturday night. was cool... some people watching TV, others got drunk. thought i dont see how that was possible considering the minute amounts of alcohol present in huge jug of seven up. bet they were faking it. haha. hahaha. haha. sigh. sorry. laughter was very contagious that night.
"Alfred. Your Party Sucks!" hahah. sigh. its so fun to see alfed and marc fight. and then to get caught in a fight between them is...Tiring. haha. yes. thats the word to use. But it also helps pay for alot of expenses depending who you support. like alf helped foot my beer bill. and then marc bought me a seven up. haha. that was the second night, when we were in Jay's room watching waterboy. Jay is cool by the way. seriously. just wished i could have spent more time with him. but like marc said. its at the expense of time spent with my other friends. sigh.
Second morning bryan, jeremy wong, arthur, max and I had breakfast in the crappiest table posssible. nonetheless the food compensated the weak eating position. hahah. as a class we went to Time square, to check out the theme park. was OKAY i guess. not bad. jeremy wong was very sporting. alas me and alfred neevr could get the first seat on the roller coaster. and then there was bumper carring, with people getting left out. haha. sigh. and my HAT. GOSH! its just a hat...
Bryan went back to the hotel affter the 'Ferris wheel" haha. poor kid. no one likes getting sick on a holiday.
OOH! i forgot to mention the fat fish on hte bus ride there. there was a giant fish! like... BIG! bigger than jeremy yeap! i swear! like... OH MY HOLY GOD, THATS NOT A FISH! big. and there was TWO of them. haha. kay i think i expressed my surprise well enough. on to other topics now.
oh yeah. so i didnt bring my guitar in the last minute. haha. i think i was already subconsiously against bringin it. so all it took was a sms from jonny for me to change my mind. jonny. haha. yeah man! haha.
"I am a Golden god!....Im on drugs!" hahahaha. think i spent the whole afternoon with him after the theme park, shopping. after the arcade. haha. the BANG BANG game was dam fun, but marc cheats! i swear by it. ahha. but still so fun. the other best thign about the time at the arcade was watching Ben mao para.ooh lala. never knew he could be so Diva-esque. haha.
so i was pretty bent on finding converse shoes that looked liek alfreds. cause it just looked so dam good. and i found it, with jonathen's help. only it cost 200 ringgit. gawd. ended up buying some cheapo metrix brand that couldnt hold a candle to converse. alas, it was cheaper. went to look at shirts then. and we walked around for dam long. incidentally i have yet to buy my grad night shirts up till now. all i got is shoes. haha. whatever.
we were tired. so we went back to the hotel. and we watched 'Almost famous'.. yay. the soudntrack was great. and the acting was dam touching. starred kate hudson. but the boy stole the show. excellent acting. and i want his hair now. haha. yeaa.
Ooooh. aunty eunice just called. And i forgot all abotu my peices! oh no! haha. i got four days to brush till class this saturday. goody. how fun. piano restarts.
And i got my fisrt public performance this wednesday! haha. yeah! how firghteningly-scarry is that. Im gonan playing my bass, live in front of a hundred plus strong crowd. haha. For those of you who dotn know whats happening, let me fill you in. This wednesday is grad night! yeah! haha. anyways mrs leslie put me in charge of the class performance, so i made thngs simple, by having the "teacher's version of Doing that thing you do" played by the whole class. shoudl work out just fine. Mao shoudl be lead singer and Bao shoudl be lead guitarist. and the remaining guitar and bass shoudl be by alfred and me. i think. and tehr est of the class will lend their voices
and feet and hands for clapping out the beat. only problem is, now i got to borrow an electric bass. ahha. jonny has the bass amps so thats taken care of. sweet. hopefully (HOPEFULLY) we can cram in a jamming session before grad night and fter the PAE talk on wednesday. yeah. its all up to alfred now. he's a busy man, and you gotta respect that, i guess. haha.
tomorrow i got to go school regarding the prefects thingy, Mr gill told me about. im shitting in my pants right now considering all the prefects will be busy doing thigns for other teachers like mr goh and for their own cca... and that i cant even get mr gill his minimum 6. gaaah. and the worst part of all was i asked dannel to help me check, so im taking his word... and its shitty when work gets delegated to that extreme, cause you just dont know. and your power is just SOO SOO limited.
anyways, back to music. haha. bus ride there was sepnts inging songs at one point. i remember now. ahha. "little froggies sing a song..." haha. whata waste. that was the back up plan in case we couldnt think of a proper item for grad night. ahahhah! and the way home, i sat at the back with mao, dominic, alfred and marc writing the song. yay. its always nice to be near friends. gives you security. really. and then the ball throwing! hahaha. oh my. how fun. jeremy's hariy green ball! haha. so cool. throwing it around. classsiest line on the way back was by jeremy immitating. "Can you dont aim for the face!" ahhahah! sigh. dam funny.
night market was fun. to an extent. nothing much really. the better parts were spent walking backw itht he rest of the guys. namely marc, max, jonnathen, jeremy wong and... was there anyone else? alfred. right. and arthur. haha. my memory gets crappier by the day. shalalal.
Dinner on sunday night was great. Max paid for it. And the food was awesome. the lemon juice simply blew me away in all its freshness. so great. oh and don paid for my drink. haha. Don liew! haha. sigh. the whole trip, every time we met, we woudl sigh and maon out each other's name. haha. And it made no sense, but i dont knwo why, we just foudn it funny.
"DOOOooOON! How don, how!?How did it come to this!"
"Re-Shiiiik. Its you again! Wow,man, wow. Always an honour. so now what happens?"
Haha. see what i mean. stupid and nonsensical. but these are the thigns that are the makings of friends. the unspoken retardness that is shared by each other. ahahha. Im serious, by the way. hmmm. i think i became a friend of Don before i even knew ben mao's name. intresting isnt it. hmmms..
This morning was woken up by bryan cheang to go have breakfast. was better this time. we got real tabels and chairs sat next to mrs leslie and miss teng and her son. and mao, justin gium, dominic and michael joo. yeah. haha. Revisited our primary school days and all the old 90s pop music at that time, justs itting there, listening to their selection. after that bryan and i went to KLCC to help my buy a shirt. which i still dont have. might possibly go out with si chung tomorrow to buy it. but all that is pending of course. haha. soo many choices to make.... sigh.
anyway, i helped bryan get lost by taking the wrong train. oops. haha. and so at KLCC we went window shopping ran into max, si chung, jeremy, chris, arthur and more. then si chung bryan were kind enough to follow back to time square to buy my bag. its a cool bag. sigh. hopefully. no regrets... 80 ringgits... tahts alot of cash. but i dunno. if you want it enough...you should just do it.
speaking of bags, i owe nadia one.
so by the time we were done witht hat, an si chung finished buying his famous amos cookies, it was already 1.15. we were supposed to be back by 1. Ran back virtually. haha. okay, fine, maybe i didnt run. i skipped. proudly. ahha. yeah! Beat that! haha. so we amde it back in time anyway for the bus. thank god. and so the long forsaken bus ride home began. hahas. incidentally si chung bought the cookies for marc and gang. and since i was sitting at the back with them i got some too. Yeah! haha. i liek si chung's english name. Keiron. freaking cool name. keeron. kiron. Kieron. Keiron. haha. forgive me, for that moment on weridness. i just think its a nice name.
so to the topic of tomorrow. Do i go out with si chung and buy my clothes for grad night? Do i go to jonnatehn's house and string my guitar (YOU ROCK MAN), and practise for this wednesday's performance? or do i take the two aussies to orchard road as ordered by my sister. haha. dads' home
BYE! haha.
Dedication
This one is for Dora Claire David. haha.
IM SORRY!
I swear. i want nothing else right now, than for your forgiveness. Please. I mean it.
Gtg. ill be back tonight!
IM SORRY!
I swear. i want nothing else right now, than for your forgiveness. Please. I mean it.
Gtg. ill be back tonight!
Friday, November 18, 2005
yeah!!! YEAH!!
So many sleepless nights, just wishing that youd call....
I read the ending twice, both times, i were to fall....
Too scared to say, too proud to be, to try and carry on....
My word was gold, your look was cold, and now i write this song
Who do i be, its an agony, a crisis is at hand
of what i say, and how i play, its how they judge a man.
oooh....
and i see yoooou.
and i know that, i will never ever be
what you want, nor what you need
there seems that there is nothing left to saaaay.
And it ends this way.
I have right now, a chance to sing,
cleanigng my room, of my suffering,
hearing my frends, pericing my skin,
youd think i forget, but my skin is thin,
so have you ever tried, tried hard to cry
and to see yourself fail, see those dim eyes die
oooh....
and i miss yooou.
and i am trying so hard to be
what you want or what you need.
but it seems like i will always be this way...
and so, ill stay.
Dear God.
just want to say i love you so much. Thank you for this lifeforce and soul within, which has helped me through so much. which has gone against the odds of my body, time and time again. thank you for the strenght to stand at all. for the loved ones that make my day. for my emotions and senses through which i feel this world in all its beauty and horror. and for comforting me, when im lost. We did it. we made it this far. and i will do you proud lord.
I will continue, oh my god, to do all my actions for the love of you.
Dear All
Its over. now i just got a KL trip, a st pats open house, another debate com, a survival camp to take care of. shit. why the debate camp? more stress.. ahha. sigh. ill do what i can. godbless.
To my classmates: Rock on.
I read the ending twice, both times, i were to fall....
Too scared to say, too proud to be, to try and carry on....
My word was gold, your look was cold, and now i write this song
Who do i be, its an agony, a crisis is at hand
of what i say, and how i play, its how they judge a man.
oooh....
and i see yoooou.
and i know that, i will never ever be
what you want, nor what you need
there seems that there is nothing left to saaaay.
And it ends this way.
I have right now, a chance to sing,
cleanigng my room, of my suffering,
hearing my frends, pericing my skin,
youd think i forget, but my skin is thin,
so have you ever tried, tried hard to cry
and to see yourself fail, see those dim eyes die
oooh....
and i miss yooou.
and i am trying so hard to be
what you want or what you need.
but it seems like i will always be this way...
and so, ill stay.
Dear God.
just want to say i love you so much. Thank you for this lifeforce and soul within, which has helped me through so much. which has gone against the odds of my body, time and time again. thank you for the strenght to stand at all. for the loved ones that make my day. for my emotions and senses through which i feel this world in all its beauty and horror. and for comforting me, when im lost. We did it. we made it this far. and i will do you proud lord.
I will continue, oh my god, to do all my actions for the love of you.
Dear All
Its over. now i just got a KL trip, a st pats open house, another debate com, a survival camp to take care of. shit. why the debate camp? more stress.. ahha. sigh. ill do what i can. godbless.
To my classmates: Rock on.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Thsi feeling, that i wont give up
Sigh. studying rocks. ooh yeah.
tomorrows the last day, man. lets do this thing. OOH..... i can feel it! OMG! its buiding up. that amazing sugar rush. sigh.
KL!!! ARGHH! cant wait. sigh...
todayw as good.
so much happeneded. cant be bothered to write.
physics was great. add maths was excellent. tamil B lC was in the bag. shalalal.
Punk goes accoustic. Nice.
survival camp? need help? im there.
Music gts you in that mood doesnt it. yeah. growl. just want to live life to the max. like theres no tomorrow.
Th MTV cartoons. oh my. i miss em so much. the SPIES! hahah. omg! i think i rememeber almost all the episode. oh my god! and there was this morbid girl. and ic ant remember the name of the cartoon, but it was dam cool!
kay gtg now. bye. heh...
tomorrows the last day, man. lets do this thing. OOH..... i can feel it! OMG! its buiding up. that amazing sugar rush. sigh.
KL!!! ARGHH! cant wait. sigh...
todayw as good.
so much happeneded. cant be bothered to write.
physics was great. add maths was excellent. tamil B lC was in the bag. shalalal.
Punk goes accoustic. Nice.
survival camp? need help? im there.
Music gts you in that mood doesnt it. yeah. growl. just want to live life to the max. like theres no tomorrow.
Th MTV cartoons. oh my. i miss em so much. the SPIES! hahah. omg! i think i rememeber almost all the episode. oh my god! and there was this morbid girl. and ic ant remember the name of the cartoon, but it was dam cool!
kay gtg now. bye. heh...
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
ooh Spot On
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tell me what you thought
Sigh. The starting line. BEST of me. haha! yay. im in a good mood. this despite the fact that i have my physics tomorrow and i just mgiht screw it up. heck man. heck.
Today's add maths went well. A1 for sure.
after exams went to have lunch with selvam and bryan cheang. BK. then i resigned to studying physics.
PhenoMENON. haha. crazyness. sigh. too much coffee in my blood.these things happen...
Whoever said singaporeans were apathetic. that we were ungracious. that we dont care for the old or whatnot. sigh. stupid stereotyping. which i try so hard to break. anyway the point is im super proud of myself today. haha. yay. for carrying the groceries for the cute old lady struggling on the overhead bridge. she was cute. her english was surpringly better than most people her genreation, and then helped it things turn into a rather pleasent conversation. yeah. love it when strangers just talk. its comforting. VERY.
To Jeremy: relax man. you did great. youll do great again. dont worry. have faith, bro.
well gtg. byes.
Today's add maths went well. A1 for sure.
after exams went to have lunch with selvam and bryan cheang. BK. then i resigned to studying physics.
PhenoMENON. haha. crazyness. sigh. too much coffee in my blood.these things happen...
Whoever said singaporeans were apathetic. that we were ungracious. that we dont care for the old or whatnot. sigh. stupid stereotyping. which i try so hard to break. anyway the point is im super proud of myself today. haha. yay. for carrying the groceries for the cute old lady struggling on the overhead bridge. she was cute. her english was surpringly better than most people her genreation, and then helped it things turn into a rather pleasent conversation. yeah. love it when strangers just talk. its comforting. VERY.
To Jeremy: relax man. you did great. youll do great again. dont worry. have faith, bro.
well gtg. byes.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
your grace falls
Shalala. day went well.
mornin went to MPL. got a good seat! I got the good seat! omg, im so proud of myself... sigh.
ran into arthur at the library. oooh. whats a guy who lives in the west doing in MP at this time in the morning? ah..right. A guy in love.forget to add that part. and of course those last two words at the back can change alot of things for alot of people. haha. so he studied with me a little, and he bought me to this tip top western food shop. No joke. thats the name of the shop! hhahaha! Tip Top Western Food! haha. was nice. after that, Richie joined us.and we did a little more work before they left. and in an almost synchronised manner selvam joined my table after that. we did work. talked shit. had dinner. and yeah. and my dad used my sister's birthdya to blackmail me to leave early for dinner. haha. sigh, my brother was funny... "Sumangalam...no wait. wrong."
haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHECHI! Love you to bits. <3 <3 <3
yay. im in a good mood right now. no idea why. I love my parents, my aunties, my uncles, cousins, and syblings too for that matter. And attha of course! sigh... happyness...
I have a literature look. Yay. that made my day. i think this is the third time some one said that. I got a 'Lit Look'. sigh. tomorrow is the 'a' level lit paper by the way.
This saturday my sis and bro are having parties. ill be picking music. goody goody gum drops. sadly i wont be in singapore to hear any criticsm. haha.. whatever.
scholarship. that seems to be my faith. That, or it seems like i am doomed. so a scholar i shall be then.. =S... scarry huh?
eveytime i go study there is some new crapy theory or stroy we come up with. Kubo and selvam of course. sigh. so random. random. random. and repetetive. repetetive. repetetive. brings back memories of all days in prefects. and old revolutions and plots which never took place. sigh. haha. oh yeah! the other plan! Auxillary prefects! hahaha.
"hey kid! no food outside the canteen!"
"What? Huh?"
ZAAP!
hahahahah! omg... im sorry. personal jokes. not meant for the public i guess.
badminton tomorrow morning? see how it goes. good night singapore. in two hours, good morning. congrats to the click on the success of aspiration. and i gtg run now. 'O's are calling. along with my bed. Yay. ahha.
mornin went to MPL. got a good seat! I got the good seat! omg, im so proud of myself... sigh.
ran into arthur at the library. oooh. whats a guy who lives in the west doing in MP at this time in the morning? ah..right. A guy in love.forget to add that part. and of course those last two words at the back can change alot of things for alot of people. haha. so he studied with me a little, and he bought me to this tip top western food shop. No joke. thats the name of the shop! hhahaha! Tip Top Western Food! haha. was nice. after that, Richie joined us.and we did a little more work before they left. and in an almost synchronised manner selvam joined my table after that. we did work. talked shit. had dinner. and yeah. and my dad used my sister's birthdya to blackmail me to leave early for dinner. haha. sigh, my brother was funny... "Sumangalam...no wait. wrong."
haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHECHI! Love you to bits. <3 <3 <3
yay. im in a good mood right now. no idea why. I love my parents, my aunties, my uncles, cousins, and syblings too for that matter. And attha of course! sigh... happyness...
I have a literature look. Yay. that made my day. i think this is the third time some one said that. I got a 'Lit Look'. sigh. tomorrow is the 'a' level lit paper by the way.
This saturday my sis and bro are having parties. ill be picking music. goody goody gum drops. sadly i wont be in singapore to hear any criticsm. haha.. whatever.
scholarship. that seems to be my faith. That, or it seems like i am doomed. so a scholar i shall be then.. =S... scarry huh?
eveytime i go study there is some new crapy theory or stroy we come up with. Kubo and selvam of course. sigh. so random. random. random. and repetetive. repetetive. repetetive. brings back memories of all days in prefects. and old revolutions and plots which never took place. sigh. haha. oh yeah! the other plan! Auxillary prefects! hahaha.
"hey kid! no food outside the canteen!"
"What? Huh?"
ZAAP!
hahahahah! omg... im sorry. personal jokes. not meant for the public i guess.
badminton tomorrow morning? see how it goes. good night singapore. in two hours, good morning. congrats to the click on the success of aspiration. and i gtg run now. 'O's are calling. along with my bed. Yay. ahha.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Thursday, November 10, 2005
You made it possible
Thank you all.
Thank you ALL, so much.
Mrs leslie. for everything.
Mr Tan for staying with us
Miss siva for igniting the spark
Mr salleh
Mr thompson for beleiving in me
Mr roshan for helping me see
Miss teng for taking us on
Mr chew
Mr mahathir for the Runs
Marc.
Jeremy.
selvam.
kubo.
nicholas Gn.
jeremy wong heng meng.
ben ow.
4E1
Kyle.
Theodore
Cheyenne
Ying Ling
marc's dad.
jeremy's parents.
My cousins. Rock on. haha. great bunch of guys.
my AUNTIES! Love you all so much. sweetness personified.
My grandma. Haha. Love you to bits. Nothing without you.
My dad, and mom. You guys were great. You guys ARE great. And ill always be here for you. Always. no matter what, ill always be your son, and ill always love you, for who you are. =)
Hiwa. Always.
Thank you ALL, so much.
Mrs leslie. for everything.
Mr Tan for staying with us
Miss siva for igniting the spark
Mr salleh
Mr thompson for beleiving in me
Mr roshan for helping me see
Miss teng for taking us on
Mr chew
Mr mahathir for the Runs
Marc.
Jeremy.
selvam.
kubo.
nicholas Gn.
jeremy wong heng meng.
ben ow.
4E1
Kyle.
Theodore
Cheyenne
Ying Ling
marc's dad.
jeremy's parents.
My cousins. Rock on. haha. great bunch of guys.
my AUNTIES! Love you all so much. sweetness personified.
My grandma. Haha. Love you to bits. Nothing without you.
My dad, and mom. You guys were great. You guys ARE great. And ill always be here for you. Always. no matter what, ill always be your son, and ill always love you, for who you are. =)
Hiwa. Always.
Day with marc
Then marc turned to me and asked.
"So who are you, really close to.."
"me? i have no idea... i swear. no idea at all..."
sigh. dont you just loving talking about people. and thats what we did! THE WHOLE DAM DAY! talk about one person to another person, pschoanalyse everyone to death. and arghhh! BIO is today! we are NOT suppose to that ONE day before a major exam! haha. so here the deal. come KL, we are gonna yabber our lips off. but till then, no talking to each other...for more than fifty minutes. hahahah.
on the brighter side, i have finished goign through my bio book once. yay.
plans today. same as eevryday for the past three weeks. go mp library. meet kubo. go have dinner. go starbucks. rishik's latest craze. Steamed milk, with caramel syrup and whipped cream. ooh, un-caffeinated delight. so, bubly.
sigh. coffee ettiquette. studying is fun. almost. if its with the right people.
Raji siti is dam cute. she has been calling me for every paper in the past few days. haha. so sweet. how can you not love people like that.
now the reason why i turned on the com in the first place was to listen to seven years. but its too late. im here. and i got an obligatory post to feel in. so here we go.
breakfast. im having cadbury which siti bought me and khong guan bisuits. the choc is reminding me of marc and the biscuits of zenn and sean. hmmm. nvm...
sigh. KL trip. only thing to look forward to. anyways i gtg now. yeah.
Its just like you to contest, you wear it like a label on your breast, dont you see what you do to me.
"So who are you, really close to.."
"me? i have no idea... i swear. no idea at all..."
sigh. dont you just loving talking about people. and thats what we did! THE WHOLE DAM DAY! talk about one person to another person, pschoanalyse everyone to death. and arghhh! BIO is today! we are NOT suppose to that ONE day before a major exam! haha. so here the deal. come KL, we are gonna yabber our lips off. but till then, no talking to each other...for more than fifty minutes. hahahah.
on the brighter side, i have finished goign through my bio book once. yay.
plans today. same as eevryday for the past three weeks. go mp library. meet kubo. go have dinner. go starbucks. rishik's latest craze. Steamed milk, with caramel syrup and whipped cream. ooh, un-caffeinated delight. so, bubly.
sigh. coffee ettiquette. studying is fun. almost. if its with the right people.
Raji siti is dam cute. she has been calling me for every paper in the past few days. haha. so sweet. how can you not love people like that.
now the reason why i turned on the com in the first place was to listen to seven years. but its too late. im here. and i got an obligatory post to feel in. so here we go.
breakfast. im having cadbury which siti bought me and khong guan bisuits. the choc is reminding me of marc and the biscuits of zenn and sean. hmmm. nvm...
sigh. KL trip. only thing to look forward to. anyways i gtg now. yeah.
Its just like you to contest, you wear it like a label on your breast, dont you see what you do to me.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
out of the box, out of the kitchen
so im hooked on "down and out" by academy is. dang.
OMG! did you see the "MEWWW" at the end of my posts! like... what...the.... haha.
anyways regarding my e maths and ss paper yesterday... ill only say this. "sweet." haha. Sweeet! anyways, todays i shall be reading lyrics, and phiolosphy books, to get ideas for mye nglish tomorrow. i got this idea for a story. a dam werid one. as you can guess its from one of my dreams.
Its called "bear, fruits, and food juice" or soemthing like that. it was a hzy dream. basically it went like this. me and some feirce business guy were having breakfast together. it was like a business breakfast. where we were trying to seal a deal or soemthing. but i was new tot his. and he was kinda scarry. and we were eating at his hotel. so the first thing we ate was.. Bear. hahahaha. and as were talking, in a reallyw erid surreal manner. and once we finished eatng the bear, the guy linked up everything we were talkin about to bears. or soemthing like that. like.."blah blah, blah... so yous ee rishik. life is like that. the winner is the guy who gets to eat the bear..." or some shit like that. and if elt enlgihtened, like after reading a motivational book. ahhahah. and it went on like that with the fruits and the food juice. ahhaha. with me learning something at the end of eveyr dish. ahhaha. yeah. its a weird story. its a werid dream okay! NOT my fault....
other parts of the dream
1)Talkign to paul jon on the bus, as mrs leslie was asking him about his story, and i was gettign jealous she never asked me.
2)the SLC people at the junlge behind my house, only the jungle was cleared and there was short grass and sadn there now. and there were all playing, and i could see them from my house. i think they later came over to my house to use the shower...=S
3)geetha drawing a cham experiment on my wall, and telling some strange new thing she discovered.
4) this strange werid looking thing (not a human for sure) paying for my lunch at a hotel. and the bill was VERY high. and i felt wow... not sure if its linked to the earlier dream
5) browsing a book store which only kept stock of one book or series. the soemthing wolf series and the ever wood stories or soemthing. hmmm. yeahs.
anyway, ill be off now. cant do english the whole day. gotta do some bio. Thursday. so ciaos.
MEWWW!???
OMG! did you see the "MEWWW" at the end of my posts! like... what...the.... haha.
anyways regarding my e maths and ss paper yesterday... ill only say this. "sweet." haha. Sweeet! anyways, todays i shall be reading lyrics, and phiolosphy books, to get ideas for mye nglish tomorrow. i got this idea for a story. a dam werid one. as you can guess its from one of my dreams.
Its called "bear, fruits, and food juice" or soemthing like that. it was a hzy dream. basically it went like this. me and some feirce business guy were having breakfast together. it was like a business breakfast. where we were trying to seal a deal or soemthing. but i was new tot his. and he was kinda scarry. and we were eating at his hotel. so the first thing we ate was.. Bear. hahahaha. and as were talking, in a reallyw erid surreal manner. and once we finished eatng the bear, the guy linked up everything we were talkin about to bears. or soemthing like that. like.."blah blah, blah... so yous ee rishik. life is like that. the winner is the guy who gets to eat the bear..." or some shit like that. and if elt enlgihtened, like after reading a motivational book. ahhahah. and it went on like that with the fruits and the food juice. ahhaha. with me learning something at the end of eveyr dish. ahhaha. yeah. its a weird story. its a werid dream okay! NOT my fault....
other parts of the dream
1)Talkign to paul jon on the bus, as mrs leslie was asking him about his story, and i was gettign jealous she never asked me.
2)the SLC people at the junlge behind my house, only the jungle was cleared and there was short grass and sadn there now. and there were all playing, and i could see them from my house. i think they later came over to my house to use the shower...=S
3)geetha drawing a cham experiment on my wall, and telling some strange new thing she discovered.
4) this strange werid looking thing (not a human for sure) paying for my lunch at a hotel. and the bill was VERY high. and i felt wow... not sure if its linked to the earlier dream
5) browsing a book store which only kept stock of one book or series. the soemthing wolf series and the ever wood stories or soemthing. hmmm. yeahs.
anyway, ill be off now. cant do english the whole day. gotta do some bio. Thursday. so ciaos.
MEWWW!???
Sunday, November 06, 2005
here we go
kay ill make this fast. had another weird dream tonight. about a jungle, and some trade union. and elephants. and my electric supply not working. and a few other weird stuff. oh.. and some toy collection, or handphone collection my sister was using. and she lost one and started panicking. hmmm. and the elephants were fat....
No doubt no one can make sense of my dream. but who cares, really?
gonna go study now with selvam. SS intensive. god bless. this is it. the big one. see how it goes.
No doubt no one can make sense of my dream. but who cares, really?
gonna go study now with selvam. SS intensive. god bless. this is it. the big one. see how it goes.
Friday, November 04, 2005
HELLO!
Cheyenne here.
I have itchy fingers and thighs that I had to save the template.
I don't know why the scrollbars don't work proper.
Rishik is slow at SMS replying.
Ok I'm out bye!
-cheyenne.
I have itchy fingers and thighs that I had to save the template.
I don't know why the scrollbars don't work proper.
Rishik is slow at SMS replying.
Ok I'm out bye!
-cheyenne.
slow suicide
sigh. okays, im gonna take awhile to compleet this post seeing as how im simultaneously chattignw ith my juniors from scouts and some other people. i never was good at multi-tasking anyway. haha.
a glimpse into one of the conversations:
1)you DONT 'HAVE' Girls! you 'know' them, dude. its a big difference. its not like soem kinda game where you accumilate points with the more girls you HAVE!! wow... whats wrong with you people.. sigh...sec threes...
2)Babies are the cutest things in the world. haha. their innocence. how you can dress them up and they never complain. sigh. the world will be a happier place if everyone was like babies. haha. sigh...
okay, that all worth telling about my MSN conversations for now. haha.
my emotions are mixed and confused. part of me screming in shock that the whole year has just flew right by under my nose. another part panicking over how near the Os are. and of course the third voice which is more calm and relaxed and sighing away saying "about time, its starts. Finally we can do this thing, ge t it over and doen with". hmmmm.
i have been having alot of restrained sexual fantasies lately. haha. as S. Freud would have put it. apparently all our dreams, are manifestations of repressed sexual fantasies. haha. and i have been having alot of dreams lately. dream ater dream after dream, night after night after night. its true. hmmm. to take up space in this blog i shall write about some of them
1)waking up and helping anna carry down his 'war bags' to the livign room. oh. and my room was clean in that dream. haha.
2)entering VJC and seeing peter there. and he asjked me to run. and i started running. and running. and the whole jc was cheering us. and we were running like nothing. and i coudl feel my speed pick up. and it felt great, and tiring.
3)zenn, and wei jie and dora and alot of ppl i didnt recgonise falling asleep in my house. alot of them were drunk. and had just passed out on the floor. and i was stepping over all of them trying to get out of the house.
4)getting trapped in the home econs room, with a war outside. the war was between my side (st pats) and the geyland warriors which were wearing police uniforms. and i was hiding in the home ec room. which looked like a wet market. and i saw nadia there. and she was wearing the costume she wore for her syf. and she pointed to this agar cake in one of teh stalls. and said she wanted it. so i ask the aunty for it, and the aunty gave it to me and i gave it to her. tehn she gave me that giggly smile and walked away. then suddenly the aunty asked me for money. so i paid it, ffeling surprised, cause i htought it was free the first time she gave it to me.. and then nadia dissapeared!
5)me and my family walking through a fair or carnival but it was in pasir ris park. and then we realised we were in autralia. and this autraian girl kept falling me.
6) me and kyle waiting outside an underground bar for marc, de wei and the rest. and we were smoking these thin rolled peices of paper, that had no flavour, and didnt taste like ciggaretes. and we were both pissed off.
7)sititng in this ferri wheel with theodore and shane. and theodore was french kissing this ang moh girl. and i was feeling sad for soem reason.
8) this game in st pats at night. where it was 4E1 against the ventures (the 04 batch). and we were all getting reeaaaly geered up and really worked up and all set to beat them. and the place between the kiely block and the stephen block was a playground. with sand and monkey bars and all.
9) walking along the staircase of the sing post office building with some girl i didnt know. then suddenly marcus and aloysius appeared and brought me somewhere else. and they said soemthing like 'training starts now'. and aloysius was laughing.
10) walking under my tution tecaher's block when this malay guy comes up to me and says, hey you want free ciggarettes, its behind that wall there. and behind the wall were large peices of paper roled up with ball bearing inside. and some of them has blackish powder inside. and i stepped on one of them to see what would happen, and it fired a ball to the opposite block..
there were more dreams for sure. but ic ant remember. yeah. there were ALOT of dreams these past few days.
yesterday went to study with jeremy. had lunch at great world then went to study some more at his church where i met dennise and karen and amazingly large sec 1 SJI boy. haha. yeap. later that night went back tos tarbucks where i met kubo. and we chatted. sigh felt nostaligic.
im feelin nostalgic. after reading those comics chey showed me. nothign nice to say. sigh. really reminded me of the 'smarvin era'. the comics zenn used to draw. it was so... similar. sigh. i miss it. and there was one about me. building the giant gun that went 'ka chag ka chag!" with the two chinese letters following me, everywhere i went. or soemthing like that. sigh. p 6. its been four years. wow. time does fly. sadly. and soon ill be going to jc. wow.
anwyays ill be off now. ciaos.
a glimpse into one of the conversations:
1)you DONT 'HAVE' Girls! you 'know' them, dude. its a big difference. its not like soem kinda game where you accumilate points with the more girls you HAVE!! wow... whats wrong with you people.. sigh...sec threes...
2)Babies are the cutest things in the world. haha. their innocence. how you can dress them up and they never complain. sigh. the world will be a happier place if everyone was like babies. haha. sigh...
okay, that all worth telling about my MSN conversations for now. haha.
my emotions are mixed and confused. part of me screming in shock that the whole year has just flew right by under my nose. another part panicking over how near the Os are. and of course the third voice which is more calm and relaxed and sighing away saying "about time, its starts. Finally we can do this thing, ge t it over and doen with". hmmmm.
i have been having alot of restrained sexual fantasies lately. haha. as S. Freud would have put it. apparently all our dreams, are manifestations of repressed sexual fantasies. haha. and i have been having alot of dreams lately. dream ater dream after dream, night after night after night. its true. hmmm. to take up space in this blog i shall write about some of them
1)waking up and helping anna carry down his 'war bags' to the livign room. oh. and my room was clean in that dream. haha.
2)entering VJC and seeing peter there. and he asjked me to run. and i started running. and running. and the whole jc was cheering us. and we were running like nothing. and i coudl feel my speed pick up. and it felt great, and tiring.
3)zenn, and wei jie and dora and alot of ppl i didnt recgonise falling asleep in my house. alot of them were drunk. and had just passed out on the floor. and i was stepping over all of them trying to get out of the house.
4)getting trapped in the home econs room, with a war outside. the war was between my side (st pats) and the geyland warriors which were wearing police uniforms. and i was hiding in the home ec room. which looked like a wet market. and i saw nadia there. and she was wearing the costume she wore for her syf. and she pointed to this agar cake in one of teh stalls. and said she wanted it. so i ask the aunty for it, and the aunty gave it to me and i gave it to her. tehn she gave me that giggly smile and walked away. then suddenly the aunty asked me for money. so i paid it, ffeling surprised, cause i htought it was free the first time she gave it to me.. and then nadia dissapeared!
5)me and my family walking through a fair or carnival but it was in pasir ris park. and then we realised we were in autralia. and this autraian girl kept falling me.
6) me and kyle waiting outside an underground bar for marc, de wei and the rest. and we were smoking these thin rolled peices of paper, that had no flavour, and didnt taste like ciggaretes. and we were both pissed off.
7)sititng in this ferri wheel with theodore and shane. and theodore was french kissing this ang moh girl. and i was feeling sad for soem reason.
8) this game in st pats at night. where it was 4E1 against the ventures (the 04 batch). and we were all getting reeaaaly geered up and really worked up and all set to beat them. and the place between the kiely block and the stephen block was a playground. with sand and monkey bars and all.
9) walking along the staircase of the sing post office building with some girl i didnt know. then suddenly marcus and aloysius appeared and brought me somewhere else. and they said soemthing like 'training starts now'. and aloysius was laughing.
10) walking under my tution tecaher's block when this malay guy comes up to me and says, hey you want free ciggarettes, its behind that wall there. and behind the wall were large peices of paper roled up with ball bearing inside. and some of them has blackish powder inside. and i stepped on one of them to see what would happen, and it fired a ball to the opposite block..
there were more dreams for sure. but ic ant remember. yeah. there were ALOT of dreams these past few days.
yesterday went to study with jeremy. had lunch at great world then went to study some more at his church where i met dennise and karen and amazingly large sec 1 SJI boy. haha. yeap. later that night went back tos tarbucks where i met kubo. and we chatted. sigh felt nostaligic.
im feelin nostalgic. after reading those comics chey showed me. nothign nice to say. sigh. really reminded me of the 'smarvin era'. the comics zenn used to draw. it was so... similar. sigh. i miss it. and there was one about me. building the giant gun that went 'ka chag ka chag!" with the two chinese letters following me, everywhere i went. or soemthing like that. sigh. p 6. its been four years. wow. time does fly. sadly. and soon ill be going to jc. wow.
anwyays ill be off now. ciaos.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
on topic of girls and fashion.
Fashion in me is simple. Waay simple. Jeans and t shirt. perod. on special occasions when you meet your friends, i pick one MORE t shirt and wear it over the first. they'll be a colour combination of course. and on other days, you dont even where jeans. surfer shorts, running shorts, FBTs, whatnot. see. life is simple when your a 16 year old boy who lives in singapore. the gender and the climate here restrains alot of things before you even can expand. yeaps.
and now on the topic of girls. they never get the due they truly deserve. i swear. and those crappy and stupid ads on the radio doesnt help. like, wtf! "girls are lucky cause they can go for facials, and have many hairstyles blah blah blah". kay i might exaggerate, alittle but still. what a DUMBASS ad. bleah. but then again, i only get this way over girls, after revising my bio. haa. and that reminder of what they go through always gives this strange feeling in me. how sucky it is for them. yeah. i mean they least we could do is make life easier on them. i might sound condescending at this point, but its how i feel i guess. this is not to mistake me for one of those guys who think guys are better than girls, and shoudl give girls chances. no, no no. no way in hell.. haha. i just think, that they should be cut some slack, eveyr now and then consdering the shit they go through. yeaps.
bleah. ill be on my way soon enough. to meet nicholas gn. got a missed call from no nuber. no doubt its nicholas. hmmm.. history and ss. sighs. after today's studying i will have a rough guess of how well i will do. i havent touched my humanes since...prelims ended? anyways this is my new prediction for my O levels.
English A2-A1
E Maths A1
Chemistry A1
Biology A2-A1
Add Maths A2-A1
Physics B3-A1
Humanities- wild card
Tamil B - Pass
i need at least an A2 for humanes you see. if i wanna go where i wanna go. i can do it. sigh. confidence never seemed to a problem for me, did it? haha. bullshit lah. im using the word lah. aha. but i am, and have NOT used the word that rhymes with duck yet. haha.
anywyas god bless. ill be off. cant wait to use my new template. heh. of course it means i got to get pics soon. heh. scarry. those pics.
Oh and to all who messaged me happy deepavali, and whom i didnt reply. im sorry. sometimes things can get jaded. heh.
and now on the topic of girls. they never get the due they truly deserve. i swear. and those crappy and stupid ads on the radio doesnt help. like, wtf! "girls are lucky cause they can go for facials, and have many hairstyles blah blah blah". kay i might exaggerate, alittle but still. what a DUMBASS ad. bleah. but then again, i only get this way over girls, after revising my bio. haa. and that reminder of what they go through always gives this strange feeling in me. how sucky it is for them. yeah. i mean they least we could do is make life easier on them. i might sound condescending at this point, but its how i feel i guess. this is not to mistake me for one of those guys who think guys are better than girls, and shoudl give girls chances. no, no no. no way in hell.. haha. i just think, that they should be cut some slack, eveyr now and then consdering the shit they go through. yeaps.
bleah. ill be on my way soon enough. to meet nicholas gn. got a missed call from no nuber. no doubt its nicholas. hmmm.. history and ss. sighs. after today's studying i will have a rough guess of how well i will do. i havent touched my humanes since...prelims ended? anyways this is my new prediction for my O levels.
English A2-A1
E Maths A1
Chemistry A1
Biology A2-A1
Add Maths A2-A1
Physics B3-A1
Humanities- wild card
Tamil B - Pass
i need at least an A2 for humanes you see. if i wanna go where i wanna go. i can do it. sigh. confidence never seemed to a problem for me, did it? haha. bullshit lah. im using the word lah. aha. but i am, and have NOT used the word that rhymes with duck yet. haha.
anywyas god bless. ill be off. cant wait to use my new template. heh. of course it means i got to get pics soon. heh. scarry. those pics.
Oh and to all who messaged me happy deepavali, and whom i didnt reply. im sorry. sometimes things can get jaded. heh.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
for lack of anything to write on
happy deepavali. happy all saints day. happy day before the eve of hari raya puasa. yeaps...
today was surreal. sigh. and DAM hot! god its so freaking humid, to the point i cant take it anymore. bleagh!
and i seemed to have followed maryam's advise. unintentionally of course. and fufllied nicholas's predictions. that i would accomplish no work today. or i woudl enjoy myself and take a well deserved break. haha. teh same thing, said in two different ways. haha. beauty of english.
i got a bad head ache..
went for all siants day mass at OLPS with josh, sam and shane. was okay. we had tea afetr that. then we went to study. sigh. horrible...
all i can look forward to now is studying history with nicholas and bryan tomorrow. hopefully we will acomplish like alot. yeah. sigh.
anyways besides all that, i got a crappy headache. yay. so see ya'll.
good ngiht.
today was surreal. sigh. and DAM hot! god its so freaking humid, to the point i cant take it anymore. bleagh!
and i seemed to have followed maryam's advise. unintentionally of course. and fufllied nicholas's predictions. that i would accomplish no work today. or i woudl enjoy myself and take a well deserved break. haha. teh same thing, said in two different ways. haha. beauty of english.
i got a bad head ache..
went for all siants day mass at OLPS with josh, sam and shane. was okay. we had tea afetr that. then we went to study. sigh. horrible...
all i can look forward to now is studying history with nicholas and bryan tomorrow. hopefully we will acomplish like alot. yeah. sigh.
anyways besides all that, i got a crappy headache. yay. so see ya'll.
good ngiht.
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