Friday, September 24, 2010
haizx.. suddenly just feel so tired.. not the physically tiredness from work.. but i dun noe.. cried for the pass 3 daes due to shows n oh wells.. now feel like cryin without show... wth.. im tired of being strong.. i oso wan a shoulder to rest on.. a shoulder to cry on.. im tired of smiling everytime.. im tired of always acting happy... when den i can just be a kid.. throw some childish temper.. act cute... sa jiao.. get those attention tat i wan.. when will i get accepted.. by myself n others?.. when can i stop being strong.. or maybe i should just get stronger.. y certain things just so hard to sae to the person.. y is it so hard to loss weight.. or loss fat.. i think loneliness got into me..
wanted to ask u guys to go relax n go fishin together.. but ure ans is no.. maybe its better.. u guys can just noe me as classmates.. its better to keep my private life to myself...
todae stated a new job.. kitchen job.. simple as it may seems.. but suddenly feel dam useless.. cut thing cut so slow.. measure thing measure so slow.. stand there look like retard.. slice thing slice so slow.. slice until my finger oso..
1:08 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
haizx. wad should I do. drink more water den normal become more tears. watching dramas oso made me think about alot of stuff. tears just come down. makes me wonder who I am. in fact I dun Noe. I dun Noe wad I'm living for. when will be the dae tat wo hui bei ai instead of wo ai na ge ren. I'm tired. feelin empty inside n out. wad am I doin with my life. I've no idea. after graduation wad am I goin to do? where will I be? seems like I'm just the cause of alot of problems. at home or in sch or at work. wad am I gd for? being an asshole? being a bastard?
3:33 AM
Monday, September 06, 2010
haizx.. i seriously give up alot of things.. i seriously HATE MY CLASS.. i HATE all those guys.. doesnt mean i dun act like a gal means i dun hav the feelings of a gal.. u guys only noe how to kp n kp ... of course i kp u guys back wad.. .. seriously u guys r jerks.. tok bad about ppl behind there back.. sae so much things about me.. seriously cant wait to get out of the class.. so will not miss u guys.. u think its so easy being in a class with u guys.. its fuckin hard lar.. let u guys disturb den kp back u guys not happy.. or disturb u guys back den u guys kp.. its like wtf lar.. u guys wan face.. gals oso wan face lor.. y all of u dun hav gf coz u guys r childish freaks.. oh only one of u got gf.. with an older gal.. come on lar.. u guys think u all r so great.. yes u guys r.. smart in studies.. tats the only thing.. its like half more year.. y cant u guys just back off n fuck off.. y cant u guys be gentlemen.. y cant u guys just be normal humans tat dun treat me like shit.. fuckin fat ass.. u noe y i wont accept u.. COZ U R A NICER JERK DEN THE REST BUT STILL A JERK.. TAT DUN RESPECT GALS.. not really coz u r fat n u stink.. literally practically u really stink! u just do stink at times.. me being nice dun sae it in ure face!.. u guys only noe how to everytime sae i fat.. come on lar.. I NOE TAT!!!.. not as if im ure gf or wad.. y do u guys keep rubbing it in.. even though i always laugh.. but there is a limit to ure jokes.. its really pissing me off.. i seriously hate u guys..
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