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Wednesday, April 28, 2010


Haizx. Seriously see no point in goin sch. I'm not enjoying it. Indirectly I got no frens in sch. Classmates I hav. But frens tat help each other. Seriously I think I dun hav any. All I can is blame myself for not being a gd person. But u ppl really dun Noe me. When come to serious work I will try n do my best. But normal can't I just slack. Not as if it's affecting u. I seriously dun wan to continue is this sch. I hate year 3. This is the year I hate most. Coz of fyp. Saddly to saw I dun hav a group coz no one wans me. I think I can sae tat. When they need my help. They call me their bro. If I dun help I not their bro. Den wad if I need help? They dun give a dam. I dun Noe why I even took this course. I should hav left since year 1 or 2. Now to leave is like wasting my parents money. giving them disappointment. It's like all the stress n pressure is on me. Coz I hav a useless sis. She drop sch. Indirectly now I can't coz it's like so disappointing to my parents. I seriously dun Noe wad I should do. Thinking back. I dun even hav a fren tat would even be by myside when I need someone. All i hav is my teddy n toys tat can only stay by me as they cant even reject if they wan to . N I can't possibily find frens tat r so busy n tat they might not even give a dam to me. If this is my life I seriously do not wan to live. I nv did wan to live. Someone above. Dun take away gd ppl. I'm a bastard a jerk a bitch. Take me away instead. I'm an idiot tat dun treasure life. Let those who treasure live. Take me away. I seriously wan to just disappear from this world. There's no point living.

9:14 AM

Wednesday, April 14, 2010


HIGH !!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
lol.. yc email me.. so cool.. even though i think he emailed other ppl too.. but the thought tat he did even bother to email me made my dae.. coz always im forgotten.. so its like dam sweet for someone sailing to even even bother to drop an email.. zi high zi high.. haha.. its like seriouly.. im like laughin n smiling to myself ... ok.. im stop physically smiling n laughin.. but my mind n heart still is laughin n smilin.. haha.. cool cool cool coooooooooooooooooooooooollllllllllll.. COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11:48 PM

Monday, April 12, 2010


Haizx. Seriously dun noe wad I'm in this world for wad. I try my best to be a gd daughter. But seem like is not gd at all. Maybe u dun even need me. All I do is make u angry. Waste ure money. Waste electricity. Waste water. Waste everything. Waste ure breath. U sae y ure kids like tar n blamed ureself. Yeah there is one thing tat is definately ure fault. Y did u even bring me into this world when I dun even wan to be in this world. Someone please take away my life. I dun see any purpose with my life. I'm useless fat not like a gal. Not like a guy. Not anything. I always sae other ppl bastard. I should be the bastard one.
Everyone is correct I'm wrong in everything ok. Seriously dun wan to leave. If everyone gd is getting cancer. Y dun I get it for them.

9:10 PM

Thursday, April 01, 2010


haizx.. i really dun understand myself anymore.. am i pms-ing or just lost.. tears flowing out... but y??? i seriously hav not idea which particular thing is creating this tears.. the lost-ness the loneliness ??? or other things.. confuse over stuff.. sonfuse over myself.. no idea wads wrong..

being treated like nobody.. treated like im nth.. tat kind of feeling.. is so wth.. it may be nth really.. but it just hurts .. if im nth.. den wad for im in this world.. i noe saeing this is not gd but.. i didnt get a choice whether anot i wan to be in this world.. n since im nth y am i even in this world.. wads the purpose? wads the point.. y bring other gd ppl out of the world.. y dun u .. whoever is up there.. take me away instead..

10:50 PM

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