Saturday, February 27, 2010
hmmm.. so long since i came here.. oh wells.. its always like tat .. after awhile den i will com back.. hmmm.. its exam time.. sux.. studyin sux.. i just cant seem to concentrate.. mind keep thinkin bout other things.. thinkin bout stuff tat r not important.. i realised that i dun really like u. at least not till the extend tat i will be with u.. i think its all just imagination .. maybe its just the want tat i want a person .. maybe tats y i think i like u.. but myabe its all just admiration.. n stuff.. not true likin.. maybe tats the only way to make myself not fall for anyone for real.. but sometimes i really wish i hav someone by my side.. someone tat really love me for who i am.. as in like 2 ways.. not one way.. haizx... its not possible so i shall not think bout it.. lalalalalalalala.. sleep time.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
11:07 PM
Thursday, February 04, 2010
hmm.. long time nv come here.. its time to pour my thoughts here again.. sometimes i really wonder the U tat u tok about in ure blog who the hell is it really seriously i only wan to noe the truth.. sometimes i oso wonder do u even come here to read my thoughts.. sometimes i really wish i could choose wad to forget.. like totally dun remember those kind.. no heart pain.. no bad memories.. no loneliness.. yup im dam lonely but who cares. seriously.. sometimes i ask myself so many ques but somehow the ans is not wad i wan or i cant seem to find an ans.. if only life could come to an end.. it will be just great isnt it.. no more worries no more nth..
thinking bout itp comin soon.. i seriously am feeling the stress.. reality is makin make a choice.. wad i really wan to do. but seriously i dun noe wad i wan to do at all.. all im waiting is for the dae i'll die.. hopefully its comming really soon.. so i dun need to hav a future.. coz to me now.. the stressness is facing the future.. in my life in my mind.. there is no future for me.. no plans at all to wad to do.. i feel so lost.. in feelings.. in reality.. in this world.. in everything i do.. just so lost.. n i dun wan to make any decisions.. or at least nth to do with my life.. seriously i dun wan this life.. at least now i really dun wan this life... i really dun noe wad to do.. reality struck.. but im still not awoken.. still waiting for something tats not goin to happen.. all i noe how to do is cry infront of the com.. sing my heart out.. i said in class todae.. being emo is who i really am.. i think its true.. being emo make me face the real me.. thinkin bout stuff tat i dun wan to face in the real world.. is the real me really hiding somewhere in this big body of mine.. somewhere hidden in the heart n mind.. fuck i really hate the weak side of me.. or im usin the strong side to hide the weak n real me..
11:34 PM
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