Tuesday, October 27, 2009
hmmm... i dun noe wads got into me!!!! i think its a fact tat im getting more emo.. the longer i stay in sch .. the more lost i feel.. wad do i really wan to do?.. wad im hoping for?.. wad i wan in the future?. wads my plan?.. alll my ans is DUN NOE.. i really dun noe wad i wan to do.. i keep saein tat i dun plan coz in my mind im just goin to disappear before i noe it.. i dun wan to live n so on.. but somehow with tat thinkin.. i really do wish i can freakin just disappear.. from this world.. i dun noe how to live.. there is no goals.. no hope.. nth.. i cant stop being pesstimistic.. i cant stop thinking negative.. i really dun noe wad to do.. i dun noe how to live anymore.. getting negative thoughts from my own mind is already alot.. but i still hav to take u guys negative comment.. n always kana push around coz in my IC it says [sex: F].. looked down upon.. females can do more n better stuff den guys.. u guys think too much of ureself.. im tired of always tryin to be happy in sch.. i am emo.. wadever i do in sch somehow seems wrong.. dragging myself to hell is better den all of us to hell.. anyway u guys dun even give a dam bout me.. so it doesnt really matter which group or where i am.. sometimes i just feel u guys r so selfish.. so inmature.. so not understanding.. u guys dun put ure shoes in others shoe.. u guys like to discreminate.. LET ME JUST GET BANG BY CAR or SLEEP N NV WAKE UP or GET SOME ILLNESS TAT DIE EARLY or JUST FREAKIN DISAPPEAR!.. im just lost.. so lost.. so lost tat ive lost myself long time ago..
seeing u tok to me even my msg.. msn.. just a few words not even a sentence.. makes me happy.. but ignorance or no reply makes me emo.. wth is wrong with me.. im so weak.. not strong anymore.. haizx..zzz
10:16 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
HIGH!!! sch officially start again.. y am i high ... er personal reasons.. haha.. coz first thing i wake up i see ure msg.. woo.. even though its nth but.. oh wells.. i dun noe wad got into me.. haha.. den as usual first dae is like slack slack slack. lecherer com in tok a few mins den lesson end.. haha.. oh wells.. i hav to be motivated to study.. so for now tats my aim.. haha.. STUDY!!!.. at least concentrate during lessons.. haha.. oh wells..
12:11 AM
Sunday, October 04, 2009
hmmm.. its been awhile.. n HOLIDAE is ENDIN SOON!!!!.. about 2 more weeks.. so fast.. soemhow i dun feel like goin back to sch.. im happy i dun need to forward.. but just lost as to wad to do next.. do i really wan to continue?.. hmm.. glad to be in the same class as... but i cant freakin stand my class... getting bullied.. disturb.. haizx... wishin something drop down from the sky just tell me wad to do.. haha.. goin to cut my hair... arh.. scared not nice.. haha.. nvm.. i'll just stay at home n not go out if its not nice.. anyway after a few daes should be will grow alittle.. so not so ugly?.. hopefully turn out ok.. haha.. but i noe for sure.. ALL I WANNA DO before holidae ends is SING n SING n SING n DRINK n DRINK n DRINK!! its time to waste life.. for now.. while i sort out my thoughts.. haha.. i wanna get a job too... i wanna save up for a blackberry phone [storm].. its so so so nice.. or HTC!!! its EVEN NICER!!!
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