Saturday, March 28, 2009
hmmm... suddenly feel dam emo n LONELY...like got no love n warmth.. haizx... oh wells... ive learned "adapt to changes"... hmmm... dun noe wad i should sae... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... T_T
11:29 PM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
HMMM.... IM BACK from MEL CAMP... it was SUPERB... so so so so so so so so so much fun.. other den the part wearin a dress... haha... fun fun fun... photos... another time... im lazy...haha... n keep on goin swimming ... so yup... freaking lazy to upload the pics.. haha... tired... gonna swim tml oso.... tata...
n HAPPY BIRTHDAE WILSTON.... =P
11:59 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
hmmmmmm.... TIRED... haha... went swimming yesterdae n todae... WTH.... haha.. cant be thinkable too.. oh wells... i really did... feel gd too.. haha... other den the pool being filled with lots of ppl... especially todae... haha... oh wells HAD FUN... feel better physically too.. haha... tml briefing in sch... sian... den SUN MEL CAMP... YAY?!... haha...
kk.. this post will be slightly longer... haha.. yesterdae had some jap thingy in sch... like bringing them around kinda... den got to noe this helper call duncan... amazingly... both of us click[like got topics to tok] like when we just started tokin... both of us from CO... both of us watch anime... just dun noe how to sae lar.. but like easy to tok to lar.. hmm.. den todae.. did nth other den swimming.. haha..
hmm.. new song time.. INCONSOLABLE... by backstreetboys.. my all time fav... lyrics at the side this time.. haha..TIRED... kk.. cant think of wad to type already... at first alot thing... now cant remember.. haha.. tata...
9:31 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009
hmmm.... just came back todae from KELONG... fun fun FUN.... DUH... this time was fun.. even though we went to a kelong we nv been before... so the bad part is... we dun noe the place so well... there was NO blanket... so it was FREEZING in the nite... n duh i caught a flu... i happy didnt bring jacket nor pants... coz normally i wont even need it ... so happily go without anything to keep me warm... the weather at kelong is like always hot from late morning till late afternoon[during sunset].. den at nite till morning is cold... so... i normally dun need any jacket... coz only when sleepin den its really cold.. but normally got blanket.. sian.. havin headach too... tired... but dun feel like sleepin yet.. more bout the trip tml... i think i will go bathe n sleep... tata...
10:08 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
hmmm.... now... stomach so not feeling well... fuck lar... i think coz in the afternoon... ate pasta with like lots of chillipadi... practically the ingediants other den codroe pasta... it was chillipadi... it like an ingrediant lar... super alot... so my pasta was super super spicy n hot... den now havin diarrea lar... sian... so not feelin well... WTF... i shall cut down on my intake for chillipadi?!... nah... its nice though...
todae went out with kong n shijie... went to makan at waraku the pasta one... den went to kong house... supposingly to play WII but in the end read magazine.. haha... coz the sis was sitting in the living room... n it PS to jump infront of them lar.. haha.. we were playin DDR... oh wells... enjoyed readin the magazine too ... den went to eastpoint walk walk.. makan... den home .. tml hav to wake up early... tata.... =P
12:04 AM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
hmmm... back from bangkok.. one dae rest tml... but hav to wake up like at 7am... hav to go change passport photo... stupid lar... previously go malaysia the person wrote on my passport to change photo... stupid... haha... sat goin fishin... YAY.... haha... tired too... wanna sleep already... haha...
hmm... when im at bangkok... i even dreamt of u... WTF.... n of course there were other ppl in the 'story'... haha.... i wanna sch to start soon... wrong... i wanna noe which class i go to... haha... who will be in the same class... i hope u... lol... jk.... i hope can go year 2 ... hmmm.. cant wait for results... haha... tata... i wan to ZZZZZZZZZZZ already.... =P
11:59 PM
Sunday, March 08, 2009
haizx... seems like nth is goin smoothly... hmm.. i realised im either always being ignore by ppl... or treated as transparent.... seems like its harder for me to open my mouth to anyone already... ppl who i can tok too hav all disappeared... haizx... i think its time to tok to teddy again... =P.... maybe i should just change my sex to male... maybe i'll feel more comfortable.... dun need to wait... dun need to see guys face... dun need to [too many to state...].... in this world... seems like gals r always at the losing end... we get all the shit from guys... n we r so not appeciated... sometimes concern over ppl leads to being in a bad mood... wad hav i done to get this in return... dun be concern.... ppl sae i antisocial... concern... den im being ignored... this world is dam COOL.... maybe i should just visit a psychologist ... get brainwashed... or get my memories all erase so i can start totally new... dun need to noe anyone... dun need to remember anything... dun need to be in singapore... or maybe hav some kind of accident... get into coma... dun need to face anybody.. dun need to tok... dun need to listen... dun need to do anything... n maybe when wake up i'll lose my memories... or best.. dun even wake up... alll i wan is just a listening ear... a shoulder to cry on... or... or... or... i dun noe wad more i can wish for....
11:45 PM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
hmmm... todae had fun at the career fair.... todae more helpers came.... yong cheng... alex.... one of the cute guys in sma came down help... haha... den opp our booth... there is this guy tat is quite cute lookin.. haha.. we were guessing whether he is korean anot... the answer is YES.... haha... abit of a long story as to how we found out... haha... so not goin to sae... he caught our attention coz he was like a statue... haha... seriously.. he nv smile... he stonning at his booth... haha... while the sma booth was like filled with laughter n chats... haha.. oh wells.. haha..
den on the way home.. like when i was at kallang mrt station.. there is this woman... she was like wearing this white dress[translusent]... tat is short for a dress... the length was like at her butt... den she wasnt wearing any shorts... she was wearing black pantis n black bra... WTF lar... u noe y... she is a CHINA WOMAN... most properbly goin to find a hotel with the guy she was with...
im feelin emo now... dun noe y... so many thing flyin through my mind.. my heart... feelings all messed up... oh well... who cares... =P
11:12 PM
Friday, March 06, 2009
hmmm... since thurs hav been helpin at the career exhibition at suntec convention centre... tml will be the last dae helpin... hmm... its like better den stonning at home... haha... at least im out of the house... haha... sun start i'll be busy?... haha... i will disappear... time to enjoy life... but i seriously hope i wont get fatter... coz i really hav no idea wad to wear for mel camp captain cocktail...HAIZX... haha.... oh wells... im really tired.. haha... was like dosin off at 9pm just now... somehow durin the dosin off... i think i really slept for a few mins... tats y now im awake... lol.. if nt i think i will be like dead sleep already... haha... tata... soon sleepin bah.. coz im really tired... n IMAPIG.... so sleepin of course is a must... haha...
11:54 PM
Thursday, March 05, 2009
hmmm... new song time... but the music playin is not this song... can cant find it on iwebmusic... so heres the lyrics .... anyway the lyrics is wad my feelings is... =P
李圣杰-好想他
好想他好想他亲爱的你知道吗
心里话别藏了爱的音符听到吗
不说话的出声振住冷话
把淋夹铁淋夹一起融化
沙啦啦小雨打你愿意吗我问她
粉红色的樱花栽种楼下
老了旦的牙刷分外疲乏
沙啦啦小雨打你在哪儿啊好想他
好想他好想他好想听他说说话
一个人无宣假好想抱他我的他
好想他好想他好想跟他说说话
准备了好久啊亲口说这句话
好爱好爱他
看那星光为了你像在闪
给你这一生能依靠的肩膀
橱窗里飘雪花空气冷吗
你下巴往下压是拒绝吗
沙啦啦小雨打伤了你吗我问他
眉儿弯泪汪汪可爱模样
北星冷照情郎远在他乡
一天天一夜夜走向流沙好想他
好想他好想他好想听他说说话
吻吻他的头发好想吻他我的他
好想他好想他好想跟他说说话
准备了好久啊亲口说这句话
好爱好爱他
好想他好想他好想听他说说话
吻吻他的头发好想吻他我的他
好想他好想他一起为精彩成长
这爱恋这情话
只想用心唱首情歌告诉他
9:01 PM
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
hmmm... todae seems better... woke up really late... like at 1... didnt even feel like wakin up... redo froggy again... now almost done already YAY.... i realise yesterdae was too tired so cant seem to sew properly... haha... but todae is just another boring dae... . SIAN....
froggy almost done... after buyin proper fabric glue to glue the eyes.. cut n glue the mouth[the hardest part]... n most proberly the hands i will glue too... too hard to sew to the position i wan... hehe.. =P...
11:35 PM
HAIZX... im USELESS... NTH goes RIGHT... im bored so i decided to do this DIY keychain.. where i sew a frog... but i just can to sew properly at all.. previously the pig i did it very nicely... now... the frog.... i only sew 2 times... n it somehow got a knot... WTF... nvm... den when i wan to tie a knot.... i CANT... FUCK lar... so demorralising.. fuck fuck fuck... my life is like just MESSED up... i dun noe wad i should do man... seriously I DUN... i cant do anything RIGHT... cant sew properly... cant even BE a GAL... tat y noone likes me... it doesnt matter?.... IM SO LYING TO MYSELF... lyin to my heart... i really dun noe wad im doin... im super lost... super stupid... super useless.... nth seems to be right... someone just tell me wad to do... just totally feel like disappearing... cant i just get some illness or cancer... let me torture myself man... i hate myself... i seriously HATE myself... haizx... wo si shi bai zhe...
12:55 AM
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