Monday, January 26, 2009
haizx... todae suppose to be chinese new year... BUT I HATE IT... i just hate everything... I HATE MY SIS.... becoz of her ... my parents gives me some type of stress... tat ive to be the guia one.... WTF... all thanks to my slut sis... i cant be who i am... she is just a slut tat i hate.... a slut tat i DUN respect AT ALL.... since i was in upper pri.. she was nv my sis anymore.. her frens where more important den me... she believes her fren before me... everything was her fren first.... when i scolded her bitch todae... she was piss tat she took everything tat she lend me back... FINE.... she said tat no sister will call each other bitch... but seems like she forgot something.... when i was in upper pri or sec sch.... she called bitch n even slap me for no reason... slap me in the lift.... slap me in public... once in sch... she grab me by pullin my shirt up in front of my frens n her frens.... she nv even find out wad happen... n straight way sided her fren tat was some bitch.... dun tok about face... do sisters even grab each other by the shirt in front of so many ppl... older sisters protect their younger sis... not "bit them up"... i just hate her.... i can remember anything gd about her.... she is living off my parents even though she works... n she only works at those place tat has gd pay... come on lar... she works... means she has the money.... she still need so much money... for wad... play.... come on man... everything u wan class... u ureself dun even hav any class at all... u treat our house like hotel... u bring ure bf home.... always stay overnight at our place... makin it so not convenient for us... u n him treat OUR[ME,DAD,MUM, NO U... u dun exsist in my family tree.. unless u change ure fuckin attitude...] house like hotel... u like come n bathe sleep... den go out... u like den dun come home... den when u feel like it den u come home.... OUR house is not a hotel for u n ure bf.... u wan go find a real hotel... maybe u can do wadever u wan.... best still dun come back... i dun give a dam.... if only pa ma dun care bout u... i will take a knife n kill u... for ruining pa,ma life..... FOR RUINING MY LIFE.... where has the sister tat will protect n side by me go.... the one now in my house is just a piece of shit... i hate u... i hate mysself for being ure younger sis.... i hate havin u as my sis... u r not fit to be... just go be a piece of shit.... like how u changes bf like changing clothes... u sae dun call u slut... den call u wad... jie?... since long time ago i hated u.... wad other things u wan me to call u.... u think i dun wish to hav a sis... i wish to hav a proper older sis tat will protect me... help me when i need help.... guide me along... not like u... tat puts everyone before ure family members... i hate u... I HATE U...
2:52 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
hmmm... just woke up from my nap like one hour ago.... feeling so lazy...
oh man... it really time for me to stop missing n thinking bout u.... but time to chiong studies already.. so many stuff need to hand in... assignments.... projects.... presentations.... reports.... arh!!!.... drivin me mad... so not in the cny mood really... with all the stress... dun noe wad to do.... feel like just doin nth got to do with sch... haha... but so no mood to really to enjoy too... hmmm... guess tats all for now bah... ston mood....
11:05 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
hmmm... im back... after a few hours rest... still sleepy... LIKE DUH... not really actually.. just was lazy.. so couldnt wake up.. just wanted to sleep more.. haha... hmm... actually i hav like lots of stuff to blog about... i wonder when i will... haha.. hmmm... maybe i shall start one now..
hmm... bout teachers... haha.. coz actually cheng used to be my pri5 teacher den after tat when i was pri6 she was my tuition teacher... after tat we r just more of like frens?... haha... i guess so bah... cool?... from teacher become fren?... haha... back to topic... so was helpin her pack her stuff... n all the cards from the past came up... haha.. so funny lar... lookin at all the cards.. i didnt noe i did some of the cards in the first place.. ahha.. i nv knew i will make like more den one card for her.. haha... den saw some others .... nice n funny too... haha... the piece of paper from HIM is like so cute n sweet lar... haha... like really some innocent kid.. haha... oh well... almost everyone is innocent when they r young.. so yup.. i was once innocent too.... now maybe still?... i doubt so...
hmmm... you said before telling me not to mention bout [ISLY]... so i dun anymore.. my heart hurts the most ... of course... but i might as well hurt myself den hurt both ... u blamed me once... i dun wan to be blamed again... i dun wan to pull u down again...
10:10 AM
hmmm... ok... its like 12.30am... here i am again... just came back from orchard... met up with bitch hanisha... haha.. we chat bout lots of stuff man... cool though... enjoyed the chat... n the other bitch huimin didnt turn up n cant be contactable... i think she fell asleep.. haha.. but nvm... guess she is tired... so am i... super tired... just now n now.. haha.. hmmm... just a short post.... shall blog when in sch later... like in about 7 hours time... tata... nites... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
12:23 AM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
hmmm... so tired... haha... help cheng move stuff ... TIRED... now still at her place... still have to go all the way to cityhall... tired... sian too.. hmmm.. most proberly i'll blog another dae...
9:34 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
hmm... time to blog.. coz im bored... not really though.. just dun noe wad to do... hmmm... as everybody noes... olvl results is out.... so me being very kpo... when to like ask my juniors n frens... haha... so yesterdae tok to bryan... my k2 fren... n of course till now we still keep in touch... but for like about a year plus did tok to him.... even though i always see him online.... haha... so yup being kpo i ask him which sch he goin... n he intend to go SP... but for EEE... haha.. but its like really quite cool to be in the same sch after like so many years... haha... wish more ppl come.. haha... no lar... hmmm... im tired coz im doin nth useful... just playin games n watchin tv the whole dae... arh!!!... im wasting time... n im still so not in CNY mood... hmmm.. guess its diff this year... partically sch sux... its like getting more tough... DUH.... n its goin to be like EXAMS in about THREE weeks time... WTH... after CNY is like study like hell liao lar... haha.. GEMS still hav presentation on like third dae of CNY... sad... T_T: .... SAD... den after tat is like just lots of assignment to be handed in... haizx.... den EXAMS... i SO DO NOT wan to FORWARD moduel.. TROUBLESOME!!!... n so waste time... hmm... kk.. im just bored lar.... so tokin crap... feel quite stress suddenly.. but still so not motivated to study or do anything... HMMM.... SAVE me.. haha... i so need to be brainwashed... n it like 7months n 2daes to 18... tat is super long lar!!!... i wan to officially drink outside... haha... n maybe i can take up bike lessons... hehe...
hmm... while tokin to bryan.... many funny stuff came up.... like wad we did in the past... like how long ago he went to my house... the last time was like pri 3 or 4 bah... so do not remember clearly... too long ago le... but... enjoyed the chat... haha.. n he even remembers tat i had cats n fishes last time... haha... think back bout the young n innocent daes... but now hmmm... i think ive change totally bah... compared to when im in pri sch... haha... gd old daes r just for thinking back... haha... =P... hmmm... dun noe wad to write liao... haha... maybe tats all for now mah... oh ya... the pics will come in even later... hehe... coz too many n im lazy sia... IMAPIG!!! =P
11:53 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
WAKE UP!!!???
hmm... is it time to wake up?... i dun think i wan to wake up.. the facts was thrown at me... but i dun noe... i dun wan to accept the facts... i noe its too late... wrong it was nv on time... years ago i should hav woken up... but till now i cant... seriously kill me... coz i still love u... i still do... i dun noe y... when there is no reason to... maybe its like wad a passerby said... im clingling onto someone.. im i really?... someone just save me... wake me up... pull me out of the deep deep hole im in... let me see light... i just cant explain how i really feel... i feel like shit.... seriously like shit... im alone... with no frens... no one... nobody... just myself... den wads the ppint livin... there is no point... no point at all... all i hav is a dead heart tat died long time ago... when i really choosed to locked myself in... i dun noe when i will be release.... save me... or not... put me deeper... so at least i'll hav no hopes... no light... only darkness... maybe tats better... better for the world... im insignificant... so i guess it doesnt really matter...
9:46 PM
Friday, January 09, 2009
hmmm... yesterdae[wed].. nite went to kbox like from12am-6am... den went home... duh is not enough sleep ... wadever the case is... went to sch like late... best thing is goin back home time... on the train there is this guy tat is quite gd lookin... is either he is lookin at me or someone behind me or he find me farmiliar or something... maybe he is my kinergaden fren?... lol.. just letting my imagination run wild... haha.. im getting fatter... tat is so not gd... its goin to CNY... but so not in the mood yet... is like sch just started?!... den takin all the test results back... not a gd feeling... haha... is like hav to be in the mood to study but its goin to CNY... wth... totally clashes with the mood... so its like so not in the mood to do everything.... study nor CNY... haizx... no job no money.... NO MOOD...
12:18 AM
Sunday, January 04, 2009
hmm... actually i dun noe wad i wanna tok about todae... just feeling blogging.... not in gd mood... thinking bout u... makes my heart wanna die... i seriously miss u... i dun noe wad to sae... i dun noe wad my heart wanna sae anymore... just kill me... coz i still love u even though my mind ask me to forget bout u.. i just cant do it... i still love u... i cant let u go... but i hav too rite???... coz u already ask me to...
1:12 AM
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