Sunday, November 30, 2008
haizx... im just confuse... i dun noe wad i really wan... love or freedom... either im too used to being alone or i just dun noe wad to do... i dun wan to make a decision tat will hurt u again n hurt myself again... n if possible i dun wan to make any decision at all.. i dun wan . i wish i dun need to think anymore... i noe my heart loves u... but somehow something is restricting me... i dun noe wad to do... n i dun noe wad to sae.. ive hurt u.. i wan to heal u ... but i dun noe how.. i dun noe whether is i watch too much love stories whether on tv or books.. but i believe in one thing.. tat is true love will be together in the end ... its only the matter of time... n sometimes time can make things work better... i guess... but in the end im just a loser... with nth... just lost without noein wad to do..
10:41 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
haizx... dun noe wads wrong with me todae... early in the morning while closin the window .. i "close" my finger... it hurts like DUH!!!... n now.. its like blue black... got over it since i cant do anything bout it.. den went to sch.. had lunch indirectly alone.. dun feel like tokin bout it... like was being ignored... like i was transparent.. forget bout it... had programming test after tat... was disappointed totally... ARH!!!... dun noe wad i doin... sian.. den when left the room... hit my elbow on the door... WTH... no mood sia... i need u... lol... jk.. stomach still not feeling very well... sucks...tats all for now... tata.. =(
9:14 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
ARHHH!!! TWO presentation due next week... so busy with all the group work n stuff... getting make fun at work not helpin at all with my emotions... everything is just messing things up... my feelings.. my mental state... i really dun noe wad to do le... im lost too..
haizx.. all i can sae now is sorry... sorry for hurtin ure heart... sorry for hurtin my own heart... its not easy for me too.. but i really dun wish it will spoil our friendship... seriously from the bottom of my heart... i dun noe wad i should sae at this point of time... i noe nth i sae will help u feel better... so i shall shutup... my heart hurts too... haizx... ive no idea wad to sae...
i do love u...
9:59 PM
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