8/10/08


todae is quite a fuck up dae for me... so irritating.. had to register some stupid GEMS thing... i dun mind... but the whole register thing is like screwed up lar... we dun get to choose the timing for the "appointment".. den i get pushed to the last dae last time slot... n there is like no proper moduel tat i want... all the bull shit of first come first serve... WE FREAKING-LY DUN GET TO CHOOSE THE TIMING WHEN TO REGISTER.... hmm.. actually its irritating coz i cant go out coz i need to stay at home till 3PM just to wait for the "appointment" tat i didnt choose at all... n in the end i cant even hav like many choices of wad moduel i wan... WTH... dun noe wad the sch doin... no proper procedual at all..

other den tat irritating sch stuff... went out with hanisha&ahmin.. went to vivo... hanisha wanted to get a bag.. so walk round n round ... at last got a bag tat she was please with [both price n design]... den we went to makan.. den continue walkin around... went to buy chocolates... n they went to daiso to get some stuff...
i realise im really like a guy... hmmm... i dun noe y.. is like just weird... when they were lookin at gal clothes ... somehow those clothes look weird to me... am i even a gal in the first place.. i seriously dun noe how to be a gal man.... haizx... i dun noe whether is my own thinking or there is something wrong with my mentally-ty... i think im just weird..

thanks dear... even though i dun act like a gal... u r still there.... but if really at any point of time when u so call cant take it tat im not gal enough.. just tell me... we should be honest to each other... coz if there is really a time to let go... just let go.. im ok de... if really one dae u cant take it anymore..

i dun wanna be a guy... but i dun noe how to be a gal... i just cant i dun noe y... someone teach me how to...

just wanna sae iloveudear... =P

I WANNA-
Kick his ass.
Make me grow taller.
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