Friday, August 15, 2008
haa... super full throughout the whole dae todae... ate like non stop... was at 10floor instead of 7floor... haha.. but... todae... nth much... just make me think more bout ppl... haha.. nth much liao... 50 MOREDAES =P
12:29 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
haiya... so awkward... saw www todae... just so awkward... aaaaaaaaa..... sian... is like something wrong... haizx... so sad... y has it become like tat... seeing u again made me think so much.. made me wonder... haha.. tats it for now... SUPER BROKE... of all months this month... ahhhhhhhhhhhh... 70 MOREDAES...
12:43 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
haizx... do u noe its super hard for me to give up both... if i dun work i got no money... how to go out... n now the prob is between work n frens... i dun go the concert is my fault... i dun go to work i feel bad... i hav to find ppl to replace me.. not able to work with my fren[coz we always dun except this time]... did u noe i had to give up many things just to go to the concert... u dun understand me... u will not... its like 手心是肉，手背也是肉... just tat one side is more den the other .. n i had to give put the side tat is more... instead of goin to work earning the money tat i need n workin with my fren... i choose goin to the concert tat make me spend more money... with less income... its just hard... i dun understand y i cry so easily nowadaes... ive become weak.. im not strong anymore... like i always sae... but i realise im weaker den wad i expected... i dun noe how am i goin to stand firmly on my own... haizx...
10:12 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
had work todae... super blur... made like quite a few wrong things... wth... just dun noe wads wrong with me todae... dun noe wads on my mind... i hav no idea...
there r times when i really think bout myself... did i really do something to cause repel-tion... or its just me n my life... im seriously not strong anymore... maybe im weaker den any of u... just tat it doesnt seems like only..im really tired of helpin others... den when i need help who is there... none... nobody... other den me myself n i... n my bear... i just wan to be cared for... be loved... maybe it is really tat hard... im always being used... its not a nice feeling.. when u wan u used be dun wan den just ignore me.. im a fuckin human... i hav feelings... did u noe tat... im really tired le... its so hard to live... i give up to hope... i scared the disappointment will be greater if i did wish or hope.. so i shouldnt... coz abit is enough to hit me down... so all i can do is to make myself happy even though it is just or a short while... its better den nth... F F F... I HATE AUGUST... 100moredaes...
1:36 AM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
ha... dam irritated now... fine quite irritated only... i dun noe lar... y cant others think bout me too... i hav feelings too u noe... u ppl only think bout ureself... use me den "throw" me away... fcuk lar... am i really here just to be a subsitute or a post-stick.. when u need me den u wan me... dun need den dun care bout me.. i help u guys coz i care.. but do u anot... did u ever think bout me... me life... u dun need to help i need... u cant sleep doesnt mean i cant sleep too... did u even think bout me... i just cant stop being emo... too bad.. like it or not... im like tat... i put ppl infront of myself... but does it help... ppl dun bother bout me & my feeling at all... i dun feel like being used to it... i wan my own life too... to hav love... n TO BE LOVE... is it really tat hard... y is everybody a jerk...
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