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Wednesday, June 25, 2008


haizx... i hat my life... i feel as if im not suppose to be here... i feel as if i cause my sis to hate the whole family.. if im not here... maybe she will feel more loved.. maybe she will be happier... maybe she feels it is better if im not around.. i seriously feel like disappearing from think fcukin world.. it seriously feels as if im not meant to be here... im not wanted among ppl.. im just some irritating idiot tat make others irritated... i feel so unwanted... i wan to cry my heart out. but who even gives a dam about me.. NOBODY.. i hate myself... if im not in here maybe everything will be better.. i got no one to tok to.. no one to turn to... no one tat will love me... im just some useless idiot... a stupid irritating idiot who should not be here at all... i once really felt life is such a miracle thing... looks like im wrong... not everyone brought into this world r a happy thing... im one tat is not a happy thing.. i make my family miserable... i make myself miserable.. somehow im always in bad luck... i dun hav any love luck.. i feel so super unwanted by this world.. so unwanted tat maybe if i even leave this world... nobody even noes... even realised im gone.. nobody misses me.. im like a gd for nth... bringing pain to others.. i dun noe how to face life anymore... i wish im ill so i can live this world naturally... wish i wont live long... so i wont torture others... save them from the pain.. y cant i be like everyone else.. hav nice caring siblings... tat care for them.. love them.. all i wan is to hav a nice sister like those on tv... maybe i really expect too much from u.. but all i wan is to feel as if im loved.. a older sibling caring n takin care of me.. a warm love from a guy.. a true love... ALL I WAN IS TO BE LOVED.. is it really tat hard... i really wish to noe.. if not just take me away from this world..

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