Friday, September 28, 2007
heyhey... changed another song just in one dae coz to let the song fit my mood... so yup.. feelin moody again.. long story.. n i guess no one wanna hear too.. cried todae... haha.. unbelievable...
lyrics for the song by
Vanessa Anne Hudgens When there was me and youIt's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
11:53 AM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
harlo... todae was quite emo... but dun feel like bloggin bout it... later i cry... LOL...
new song for now..
Gotta go my own wayGABRIELLA:
Troy – listen...
I gotta say what's on my mind.
Something about us, doesn't seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan is always rearranged.
It's so hard to say,
but I gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay...
I've got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
Don't wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it's just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today
Cause I gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay...
I've got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
TROY:
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
GABRIELLA:
what about trust?
TROY:
You know I never wanted to hurt you.
GABRIELLA:
What about me?
TROY:
What am I supposed to do?
GABRIELLA:
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
TROY (ECHOING):...miss you.
GABRIELLA LEAD, TROY AD-LIBS:
So I've got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: why do you have to go)
I just don't belong here,I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
(Troy: I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.
I've got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: what about us?)
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
(Troy: try to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way,
I gotta go my own way,
tats all for now... tata... =P
11:34 AM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
heyhey... now is like dam tired.. play with fire just now... or should i sae play with candles... todae is lanten festival... so yup... must play.. haha... life is getting harder for me as the dae passes... "frens".. i really question tat word... wad does it really mean.. i guess i'll just leave it first bah.. maybe as time pass den i will really feel the pressence of it.. need to strive harder.. so yup.. end here...
I AM OFFICIALLY ANTI-SOCIAL..i think...
=P
1:27 PM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
heyhey... todae recieve results liao... sian.. got slight improvement in some sub... but either majority still the same or deproved... haha... WORK HARD... I WILL WORK HARDER.. so... tata... haha... dun wanna sae anymore liao..
10:44 AM
Monday, September 24, 2007
harlo... todae i was goin to die... haha.. woke up den had serious cramps.. after like quite long.. my body cant take it n i puked.. it was so horrible... den sleep like for half hour.. woke up ate lunch.. was feeling much better already.. still a little on n off though... den den watch tv till 4 plus... relaxed a little more... now... dun really feel like bloggin anymore... tata... =P
1:23 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
harlo... just feel like bloggin bout the youth mission we had todae.. n the cards tat contain these useful words..
INSIDE OUTWhen I was young and free and my imaginations had no limits, I dreamed of changing the world.
As I grew older and wiser I realized the world wound not change.
And I decided to shorten my sights somewhat and change only my country. But it too seemed immovable.
As I entered my twilight years, in one last desperate attempt, I sought to change only my family, those closest to me, but alas they would have none of it.
And now here I lie on my death bed and realise (perhaps for the first time) that if only I‘d change myself first, then by example I may have influenced my family and with their encouragement and support I may have bettered my country, and who knows I may have changed the world.
I AM RESPONSIBLE GIRLMy kisses are worth more than a party or a movie.
My body is temple of God-not a plaything
The first few “NOs” maybe difficult - after that it gets easier.
Virginity is still a virtue.
The way I dress, act and speak may be a temptation.
My parents have done so much I always wish to be a credit to them.
My boyfriend will be a husband and father some-day.
He must be a hero in the eyes of his wife and children.
I will do nothing to prevent that on my dates with him
I want to be a wife and mother. I will reserve my purity and affection for my husband and children.
If through my lack of self-control, I should get pregnant, I will not resort to killing my unborn child.
I AM RESPONSIBLE BOYThe parents of my girlfriend place their trust in me. I will not violate it.
I will respect my girlfriend as I expect other men to respect my sister.
I will respect womanhood. My mother is a woman: I will not ask my girlfriend to do anything that my parents or I would be ashamed of.
My girlfriend has given me the honour and pleasure of her company. It is unfair of me to expect anything more.
My girlfriend will be a wife and a mother some day. She must be an example to her children and the pride of her husband. I will help her to be as pure and respected as I want my own wife to be.
A quality of manhood is strength of character. Self control is a sign of strength of character. I want my girlfriend to know me that I am a person of character.
God is everywhere, sees everything, knows everything. Darkness may hide from people, but it cannot hide from God.
If through my lack of self-control, I should get a girl pregnant, I will not put pressure on her to kill our unborn child.
this is not said by me... like duh.. but i feel tat it makes alot of sense.. anyone can read this.. n the GOD mentioned... it refers to ure own GOd tat u believe in[of any religion]... kk.. i think i end here bah... tata...
12:54 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
hmmm... aint i smart... just as expected... reached home at 11.. kinda had fun at my aunt house todae... now.. waiting for my hair to dry... as usual lor... den after tat sleep.. coz im super tired... haha... so tata... keep it short..
anyway... somehow the lyrics i posted cant be seen so too sad... the lyrics is actually the song being played at my blog...
2:25 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
heyhey... todae was a long dae... had sch till bout 3.30plus... than after tat went to suntec to collect my lenses... so uncomfortable... but i can try... i must try to over come it.. putting in is easy... but takin out is super super hard... so much harder den soft lense... den went to buy my mp3 cover at creative at marina square... went home... den went to the market to get some drink coz was still early... bout 10pm only... den now just fresh from the shower.. waiting for my hair to dry den time to sleep... COZ TML IS A EVEN SUPER LONG DAE...
wad will happen tml...go sch as per normal.. den hav make up learning journey till 5PM... after tat---> hav to go to my uncle house to celebrate his mother birthdae... so yup... sure till bout 10-11PM plus den can go home... haizx... so will be super long n tired dae... so tata...
coz my hair is dry... n my eye lids are sinkin... nites... *yawn* ZZZZZZZZ
2:45 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
heyhey... changed blogskin... coz feel like havin a change... PRELIMS JUST ENDED... YAY???... MEANS OLVLS is NEXT... ARH!!!... super scared already... haha.. but i noe i will try n do my best...
i feel like helping u... but u r not helping ureself.. i wan to help u... but u push me away... im tired already.. u think no one cares bout u... but the truth is tat so many ppl care bout u... ure frens.. n at least me..
i got addicted to this song somehow...
梁山伯与茱丽叶
我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你
为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依
我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来
12:27 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007
hmmm... it been a awhile.. last dae of the sept holidae... tml the real battle starts... till 12nov will it last... other den tat... all i hav n need to do is to mug n mug during this period of time... i dun need anyone[i think].. i think i can do it alone... with u in my heart... maybe tats enough... no one other den u... i miss u so much... it has been more than one year... but i cant just get u out of my heart[even after wad had happened]... seems like my love for u grew more den my hatred for u... i wan to feel the warmth from u again.. be in ure arms.. someone to hold me when im cryin... or just be near me.. i think it would help... LOL... IM UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF A BOOK... THIS BOOK ROCKS... even though it makes me think of the past... bring out my feelings... but but something from within is askin me to do something... maybe i will after my Os.. now just not the right time.. OMG.... I NEED TO BE BRAINWASHED AFTER READING THIS BOOK.. M BRAIN IS FULL OF NOT"GOOD" STUFF... HAHA... but it opened my heart... made me laugh like nth else matter... smile with all my heart... not a force smile...
is my life really tat messed up... i dun think so... maybe i just haven found the right track... i'll try my best.. tata...
9:49 AM
