Thursday, June 21, 2007
haizx... i really dun noe wad has got between us.. is it really me.. or is it becoz of the conflict between us.. i miss those daes tat we tok our heart out... at least i did... we chat on the phone for hours... but now.. wad had happen.. even on msn.. we cant even tok up to 10 sentence[added together] n den we will start querraling or something.. maybe becoz i care bout u still tat y i ask ques... sae weird stuff.. i still care...but do u even bother.. i dun think so... i think u didnt even bother rite from the begining... i just realise... i dun noe n i dun understand anyone.. neither do anyone understand nor noe me.. im just living for myself n myself live for i... i hate myself for noeing bout u by other ppl... by lookin or infering.. i wish to ask u rite in the face... but we cant.. we cant even tok peacefully for 1min... haizx... i think ive changed... changed for the worst... changed to wait for something tat will nv come true... wait for something tat will hurt me more each dae.. ive changed tat everyone hate me... changed tat i hav been a nucence to everyone..
3:44 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
ive been ignorin my blog for this few daes... sometimes i oso dun see a point blogging... maybe by bloggin i sae wads in my heart... maybe it makes me feel better?!...on sun i met up with a fren... we chat.. chat bout stuff... he asked me ques... i didnt really ans.. maybe im lying to myself.. i dun hav tat confidence to go n face everyone... i cant even overcome wads in my heart... how can i even face up to everyone.. i may be emotionally hurt.. but does it really matter now... the wound is already there... even if it had healed.. it would leave a scar.. its just so so so hard to forget... maybe im inmature.. coz i cant put down... i cant let go... even if he is a jerk... a bastard... i cant forget him.. coz maybe i am really inmature... not mature enough to let go... will time really help... maybe.. but im not even brave enough to face myself... dun even sae face others... i dun wanna sae faulse stuff too... i dun wanna lie... blockin ppl i dun wish to block.. avoidin places n ppl... i wish i could stand out to face u guys... but i just cant ... all i can sae is sorry...
i love this song... i noe this song from u guys..
MAJESTYall i can do is worship you..
all i can say is i love you...
you are the rose among the thorns...
you are the clam within the storm..
thanks you guys...
n im sorry...
4:00 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
hmm... its been a while... not like last time... everydae blog... nth much to blog liao... only my bo liao life... not go to sch than is play maple... not playin maple than play some online game... not playin online game... than playin sims... not playin sims... than i must be sleepin... not sleepin than must be eatin.. not eatin than watchin tv... tats wad my life is about now... no special stuff... only sad n shockin stuff than makes me go mad... cryin on mon at a bus interchange.. so stupid can i be... than goin back like nth happened... i noe i was horrible too... i just didnt noe wad got into me... when i was at the interchange... i just didnt wan to control anymore... tokin to someone tat always is by my side... to advice me... tears just rolled down my face... i couldnt hold them back... at tat moment i wish i was at home... i could cry my heart out... so many things happen at once... i dun wanna take it in one shot... i cant take it in one shot... i really wish i could break down... cry my heart out... haizx... i hate myself... arh!
2:55 PM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
heyhey.. hav been super long since ive blog... was lazy n nth much to blog... everydae oso bout the same.. sch n more sch... chem n more chem.. todae at last... a totally new start for me.. it has been one year... its times to put down relationships.. time to start workin hard for my future... haha... like i will... now always chiong maple n sims... hmm... sch work oso counted got start to chiong liao... hehe... kk.. tat all bah... maybe sleepin soon... tired liao... tml goin to study... see i so guai... haha... tata
2:02 PM
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