Sunday, July 30, 2006
i dun noe wad to sae... but im lost n alone... i feel lost... i dun noe where to carry on.. haizx...
3:29 AM
Friday, July 28, 2006
haizx... its been a while since ive not blog... n looks like my tag box is rubbish again... but who cares... nothing matters... wads the point taking things so hard... doesnt help... might as well just ignore n forget... todae... n the pevious daes... hmm... nothing went well... since tat dae... nth went well after tat dae.... everything just changed... todae... was taken out of SYF... i dun noe wad i should sae... but i feel tat it is unfair... but probably nth is fair in this world... maybe im just not in luck.... nth just goes right... maybe my luck will come back soon... or maybe not... was so stupid tat i felt my phone in my junior dizi bag... n happy forgotten bout it... hav to wait till tml than can take back... sian... so many things happened... but nth was right... i dun noe wad to do... seriously i dun noe wad to do anymore... so many things change... so many ppl change... maybe i changed too much too... changed till i dun een noe myself... dun noe wad im doin... time is nth anymore... time cant do anything... time cannot change anything anymore... tears shed for nth... it just comes down... continuous... just hope tat one dae i will just sleep n nv wake up... walk out the road n nv return... family... frens[if i even hav true frens]... maybe doent mean anything anymore... maybe i should just care bout me, i , myself... i wont hurt anyone... no one will get hurt... tats maybe the best ending...
1:42 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
decided to change my blogskin... n once again me with no life... i didnt noe tat im nth... teacher calls me crap... full of it somemore... my m******* treat us like rubbish... wad for all the promises... wad for keep the promises... to my dad... majong is more important than me.. now i noe... i dun mean anything... i just exist as a shawdow... or maybe even less than tat... probaly i dun even exist... im tired of acting... i feel so fake... nv can be the real me... NV... y cant i just like die... or somehow just get away from this world tat dun exist to me... so many things... so many thing i wanna sae... but nv will i hav the chance to sae... everything kept forever in my heart... everything should end... love doesnt happen to me... n i dun wan it anymore... not anymore... the word LOVE doesnt mean anything to me... forget it... not in a gd mood... tata...
3:57 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
harlo... didnt hav the mood to blog for the previous daes... anyway... if i hav the mood to blog bout the past few daes... than sae lor... tat all.. blog another time..
8:29 PM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
haizx... wad a not gd dae todae is... in the morning... had standard test... the best part... i dun hav a calculator... not tat i nv bring... than first lesson kana sent to RTC... had recess... than re... nth happen... english time... almost got in trouble but lucky didnt... than SS... kana sent to RTC... TWICE a dae... than suppose to hav cca todae... but last min sae dun hav... wad the hell lar... just didnt hav a gd dae todae... one month has passed... but i shall not dwell on it... since it is hurting the other party so much... i didnt noe tat a meeting up will let u feel this way... proberly in future it will not happen again... i dun wanna hurt anyone anymore... but y does it seems tat im the one tat is being hurt more... but forget it... maybe it is more of used to it?... tats y it doesnt hurt anymore... i seriously dun wan to hurt anyone anymore... just for my selfish wants... i think its time to totally let go... the same thing... treasure wad u hav... wish u all the best... anyway... happy one month... if u even noe it is too u n her... take care always...
2:31 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
harlo... love my blog n hate it too... haizx... still sick... havin super block nose tat is almost 24 hours block... haizx... life is so full of shit... haven do all my hw yet... starting sch in a bad way again... haizx... i dun noe wad to do... y must start sch... i dun wan... y must hav hw... i dun hav motivation at all... none at all... no motivation to do any work... n the best part... i haven even started my maths hw online n THEY REMOVED IT... HOW THE HELL AM I GOIN TO DO IT... ARH!!! die liao lar... wad to do... haizx... 我自己制造的麻烦... the dae pass so super fast... haizx... dun noe wad to do... haizx... shall just complete those tat can still be done... bye...
12:25 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
just wads wrong with me... i no longer noe... tears seriously just wont listen to me... but i seriously just wan to cry everything out too... i dun wanna keep it inside... i just wan to breakdown... i wish i dun hav feelings... dun hav emotion... like a rock... i dun noe wad to sae... just wanna sae i love u... i think im seriously MAD... tats all.. DUN LISTEN TO MAD PPL... TATA...
2:27 PM
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