19.7.05
A Peaceful Day(^.^)
Rain..did i say i like the rain? It rained for most of today. It seems to bring the whole day to a lazy crawl as i chilled out at home.(or its just that i'm jobless o.-)
I managed to have a correspondance with a friend i havn't spoken to for a while over friendster. Its just nice lah~
And in the evening i went for a jog again~ Its nice as the air is fresh being just cleansed by the heavy downpour. There were quite a few joggers, mostly men late 20s, a few uncles and a few ladies in their...early 30s?
A thought struck me..don't the younger ladies excercise? Altough the gym is a good place to work out i feel nothing beats feeling the wind through your hair, fresh air straight to your lungs to power you for the next few steps you'll be running
and of course the changing scenery as you jog around the neighbourhood. (well just a stray thought i must admit it wasn't too rationale also.)
I'm booking in 1500hr tommorow for guard duty~ I hope the guard commander and everyone else there will be a nice bunch, including the D.O. or duty officer. Mutiple turn-outs are just a pain in the ***.
Anyway I am really considering changing the layout around here..let me see...
MuSiNgS Cerebrated @ |23:01|
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17.7.05
Lost Post
Darn...I.E. had to experience an error before i can up my post.
No more new good movies coming up...sad...
Clubbing with Mr.Chua and Ms.Huang was enjoyable. It was nice catching up with two of you.
Yes it is not very convincing but i want to quite clubbing..ah but i made an exception yesterday.
hai..sian..darn....
MuSiNgS Cerebrated @ |21:11|
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12.7.05
Alone vs Lonesome
Lonesome: Dejected because of a lack of companionship, emphasizes a plaintive desire for companionship.
Lonely: Dejected by the awareness of being alone.
Alone: describe lack of companionship, emphasizes being apart from others but does not necessarily imply unhappiness.
i'm alone now...But not dejected by the awareness.
Anyway cerebration is an activity done aloof.
(interruption- dad walks in with a cup of soup. "there's alot of soup ah..go take some more later... ...oh, and remember to place the plate in the basin not on the kitchen table. If...you're good you'll help to watch em."
me:"huh..like that if i don't wash then i'm not good?"
dad:"yes...so"
me:"ok then i'm good"
dad:"then its all good"
me:"okok you quickly go to bed k?"
lol...i just find that worth noting down..hah.)
Oh yeah(to a superheroine)..i still think you're cool...cause you're laid back enough such that i can relax too when i talk to you..you get what i mean.
Why won't you be left on the shelf like the forgotten lab techs you see? Well..i don't know.. just a gut feeling. Anyway whats so bad about being single? (oops bad influence follows next) you're free and need not waste energy making compromises using your own time. Can spend more time with your mum as compared to on the phone with a guy...make decisions with less factors in mind, like going overseas for work/studies when you have the chance. erm..keep all your friends simply because you got time for them?
oh yah..yaqin thanks for your testimonial, you're a great gal =)
oops..back to the main topic of today.
Ok. When you reach such a state of being alone...you feel really old... slightly wiser? At least compared to those who dread being lonely and seeks a companion desperately(like some guy of my age). Don't be mistaken...i still believe in love. But i don't exactly seek it now that i realise its like buying toto religiously with different combinations with the same numbers.
Maybe i'm just tired. But now i believe i don't need that kind of love unless i'm already in love. Makes sense to you? I think it makes sense.
This kinda throws me straight ahead in thinking by at least 5 years compared to my peers. Arrogance? no. Fact? maybe.
Cause nowadays i still hear my friends saying:"maybe i can only get a girlfriend when i get into uni".(why do you need a girlfriend when you got no girl in mind...???)
or "I don't need a girlfirend...i got to settle my career, money to make. When i have the money then girls will be the next priority..maybe."(I must assert this is still alright.)
or the worst, in one way or another:"Money is the most important thing in life...(blah blah virtues of having lotsa $)."
Did i say i'm tired? This is all i have to say...bleah :p
MuSiNgS Cerebrated @ |23:44|
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10.7.05
Woah...
You might know what love is, but finding the lover you need to realise such an idea is just quite impossible. Compromises is just not acceptable and paradox to the idea.
Anyway i just didn't want to talk to much about that...because i just watched the recast of Superstar on channel U.
Cannot be RIGHT??
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Right?
Kelly lost?
Kelly..the contestant that the judges had so many praises for...
lost??
Her fans slacking? or she lacks them..??
I'm not her fan...but i hate to see a talent wasted like that. Maybe i shall support her in the revival round.
People might think...who cares? But seriously, i won't mind another local making it good in singing... especially when i think she can make it. (At least don't get K.O. so early lah...kao..)
Oh yeah..i'm going to be on off till 13 july...how shiok is that? Not bad right... :p
Anyway if you got the time please go and watch 'Be With You'..its really quite nice and touching and all~ I'll rate it 4/5. Don't believe 8Days reviews if you don't want to miss out on good movies...and if you do have good taste.
And watch 'Initial D' too...girls who watch it won't regret it also. I'll change my mind to give it 3.5/5. I'm being honest here...really.
Hey its going to rain...Yawnz....zzzZZ...
MuSiNgS Cerebrated @ |15:22|
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4.7.05
Nothing seems to amuse me Anymore.
Bored...I'm Bored...I am Bery the bored... ExtREmeLY borED~!!!! Super-dupa BoRED..
Ultra bored, bloke.
Routine..Army life is routine. NDP rehearsals are day-long boring affairs. Life in camp is not any better. 8km runs during training are not much of a challenge...and i can't be bothered to push for a faster timing.
Cause` i already ran an AHM(army half marathon/Shears Bridge Run) last year. 21km runs are not that challenging...its just such a drag. Its a run thats at least 2hours long you know, and sometimes i felt i might...just might fall asleep to the rhythm of my own steps.
I'm still learning new things...but there's no spice ya know.
Ok..maybe watching WOW tommorow might help.(For a while.)
But at least the bottom line is that i feel quite contented now...heh.
Hey, btw i decided some time ago to stay single...hmm.. except during the event of a miracle.
My answer to 'Why' would be a dark one...maybe i'll tell you next time.. =p
sianz
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