OMG, i'm gonna have my interview at SGH tomorrow! (and Yanti too!)
WISH US THE BEST!

pray they don't ask chim medical stuff and what's i don't know!

i know it is not much of a difference, but..
I'VE DYED MY HAIR BACK TO BLACK!

big deal, cause my hair was brownish.
and the stupid highlights came back.
MADE ME LOOK LIKE I GOT WHITE/GOLDEN HAIR.

and.

I FINALLY GOTTEN RID OF IT.
MUAHAHAHA!

i went shopping for blog skins just now.
then i realise, i still like this layout and its colours!

and you know what's best?
i was known for always changing blog skins every week.
this is it, this is the record!

THIS IS THE LONGEST TIME I HAVE NOT CHANGE A BLOG SKIN!
FOR 5 MONTHS! (since February!)

congratulations, you fabulous yellow skin!


oh i know, random.
hahahaha!

i'm late, but the i've got some pictures up here!
and oh, i'm waiting for pictures too. Heehee, although i brought my camera, i did not use it.

Friday

Happy Birthday Haleeza!

the cake was yummy.
and the chicken wings that her boyfriend barbecued was AWESOME!
right now, as i'm typing it, i am imagining of its taste!

oh yes, we played twister too.
it's been ages since i last played twister.
since sec 3 okay! and it's been ages since i last stepped foot at east coast, sec 3 too okay!
my my my, i must have been living under a rock!
anyway, since i have not played twister in ages and centuries, i was dumb in playing it. i actually moved, as in.. stand up and change position. HAHA!

cheese!
and, yanti and anira were basically twisted in their positions!

notice the height difference.
how can they say we look alike?
hahaha!

i left the house at 11.30am, arrived at yishun interchange debating in my mind if i should just go straight to bedok. then a bus to school came and i rushed after it, with my intention of going to the library to borrow some books on critical thinking for the stupid essay. while walking to school, i saw the debates banner and was reminded of the duties we did for debates last year. i glanced over at the TFA and guess who i saw? Shu Hui and Syiqqin! hahaha, i can't believe i actually spent 2 hours talking to them when i had planned to leave the school at 1.30 by just grabbing the books and go off.

yanti, amira and i left the bbq first and we walked a long way to the bus stop. whoa, the journey home took me one hour and a half. this is one of the reasons why staying in this area is bad. hah!

photo credits: Aeen

STUDY BREAK IS EXTENDED?!

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I don't know, but nothing's been official yet. So far, no emails nor sms-es from the school yet. But eh, seems like NYP is the only poly to do this leh!

I would pretty much prefer it if it is not extended. Let the school, common tests and projects come in. I want to go back to school and get presentation and stuff done then don't have to worry about it.

and oh, imagine my shock when i woke up exactly at 11.53am this morning.

I was supposed to be in school to meet the group members for discussion!! Woah, i still couldn't believe that i woke up at that exact time i was supposed to be in school, and i had set the alarm too okay!

I AM BROKE.
BOOHOOOS!

i should really be sleeping now, but my addiction gets in the way.
GAH!

and my my, another reason why i can't get to sleep is also because i feel so full and my stomach feels so bloated. as you know it's father's day today, and we went out to celebrate at Sizzler's (yes, again!) but we haven't dined there in ages and the food tasted, well good enough to have again. Especially the soup, yum yum! So my point is, i had too much hence, i felt bloated.

PIGGED OUT CAN.

yesterday too. was at erica's and we ordered sarpino's (erica's treat, yay!) and there was delicious spaghetti too, how to resist that?

my my, i am piling in on the fats!
BOOHOO!

pssst: i want to read books again.

STUDY BREAK IS HERE!
Woohooo!

But still have killer projects & assignments to do :/

Anyway, A Team's Annual Camp was last Friday till Sunday. It was a blast! Let the pictures do the talking again!

Ablastos!

haha, Eleanor moved too much.

more pictures in FB.
i'll be uploading mine soon, hopefully haha.

Sunday!

Went over to Darren's house to have a gathering and BBQ with the CLS people! Wooh, haven't seen them in ages! Before that i got lost and couldn't find my way too Bukit Timah Plaza -.-"

the guys at work.

and the girls taking pictures.

too bad Florence had to go!

:)
till we all meet up again, soon!

i think i was so sleepy & tired the whole time. but the tabboo was fun!

Where am i? I think i lost myself along the way.

Lost like i don't know myself anymore. Like how i want to have a peaceful sleep at night after watching a horror movie, i tell myself to forget what i have watched or heard. Not wanting to feel the disappointment in life, i don't think of the negatives.I divert those thoughts and engross myself in something entertaining (eg. boys over flowers) But i have been so successful at it all this while, it kinda surprises me that i have been so numb. That i don't care anymore. And for now, i have lost my enthusiasm, like something in me died. No motivation!

Or maybe could it be the lack of sleep i have everyday? I am abusing my body by refusing to give it the rightful amount of hours of rest it should have. And being stubborn by not heeding advice.

And why do i care so much for, of what people think. I don't know why it bothers me so much, of how others perceive one. So what do i actually really want, i ask myself. To have that (insert word here), or to be all that and that. Eiyar, i am confusing myself now, Har.


Gah, but i blame myself for why things happens. Or am i being overly sensitive?

People change don't they? I lost myself along the way, i don't do the things i used to do anymore, i do things i did not used to do. Hah!

Now, i shall not wallow in self pity, now i shall not do so, now i shall not.

fill that void within me, please.

I have been such an anti-social.
Appearing offline to avoid people talking to me, not replying sms-es for days, purposely going the other direction to avoid talking to people so i can listen to my ipod and cancelling on outings/gathering at the very last minute.


Wow, i sound mean.

But the last one i had mentioned is not intentionally!

But i wonder why..


But on the other hand, i also do miss those heart-to-heart talks.

Happy Independence Day Philippines.

I'm off to camp.
"STUDY BREAK" has come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so i did pass the assessment.

But i'm not to happy with myself over it.
I could have done better lah!

Ms Tan said i must try not to listen to my ipod more often now cos it'll affect my hearing.
HOW CAN! HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT IPOD!!

and chicken, it's close to 1am now i haven't slept yet when i have to be in school at 9am tomorrow and camp tomorrow which probably means i will not be sleeping enough again.

and oh, i just wanna say that although the long wait i had to wait before going back to school to study, to retain one more year and to be year 1 again to take a completely different course from what i was taking was worth it.

i feel that i did not regret making the decision i had made.

haha, i know i'm being random but i had wanted to express this some time ago. people had remarked and told me i might changed my mind halfway throughout and walk to another different path, but this is it. Only the projects and practicals are killers though.

With the decision i had made last year, i had made a different group of better people and classmates. Better bunch of classmates than those last year whom i think are really immature, selfish and whatsohaveyoutosay. I can't be bothered.

So if you ask me, i'd say yes. I am definitely happier where i am now.

(:

We, girls in the lab!
:D

Picture credits: Aeen & Haleeza

I am dreading for tomorrow.
Tomorrow's the re-test for my practical assessment.
EEEKS!

Sometimes i don't feel myself anymore.

What a day it has been.

You know there are just days when you just don't feel right? Well, today was one of those days. And i feel SO super tired today. I had to drag myself out of the bed and convince myself that i woke up later than usual. Rushed to school and managed to arrive on time at 8am only to find out that our lecturer had actually informed the wrong class to come at 8am! Our lesson was supposed to be at 10am leh!

Okay, i feel so tired and lethargic. Hard as i tried, i still fell asleep in lectures today. Bad Suaney. and my appetite has come back. GRRRRRRRRR!

So yes, i am sleep deprived.

WHEE!

i was craving for Thai food these few days and my taste buds got what it wanted to taste today! Feel so full now, whee!

and oh man, i hate it when events/gatherings clashes.
it has to happen again, boo :(

• FRIDAY- A Team Annual Camp & Gathering with CLS people.
• SATURDAY- A Team Annual Camp & Jacqueline's 1st birthday.

Okay, it's only two events that clashes. Last year one was worse :(

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE TWO WEEKS BREAK!

Week 8.
It's been 8 weeks since school has started.
How time flies eh?

It's been 8 weeks knowing the class and these 8 weeks had been fun. Cast aside the drama, i was really happy the class (well, 2/3 of the class that is) finally had our first lunch together. and of course, one of the main reasons why the gathering was initiated was because it was Beatris' last day of school. Gonna miss her! Though i did not have a good impression of her at first, but that she changed my impression of her. She's definitely one who does not care what others think of her and won't let others bring her down.

All the best Beatris!

Guess where we had our lunch? At Grassroots CC there, at Naked Fish. Quite cheap leh.



I brought my camera, but didn't take pictures. Could have taken more pictures la.
Anyway, we were the first customers of the day.
We like own the place, cause they only have to attend to us and there were 15 of us, Ha.

Our movie tickets, so long!

NO MORE ICAs/Presentations for now. And we had 4 freaking hours of break time.
So we went to catch a movie, Monsters Vs Aliens. I would have much preferred to watch Night At The Museum but the timing will be untimely for us to reach school on time for lecture.

Friday was a good day after the first hour of tutorial. I knew somehow that we would not do very well for the Critical Thinking presentation in comparison to the Foundation of Nursing. We put in so much more for FON whereas CT was so last minute. =/ I better pump in more effort & marks for the assignment.

picture credits: Lynna

How i wish sleep is not essential.

But sadly, it is. So i promised to sleep at least 7 hours a day. I was successful on monday evening. I did not know how, but I only had 2 hours of sleep on Sunday and my mind was so blank. Haha, Suki Sushi with ate Avie and Erica was fun though!

and i know i am pretty late, but these pictures were just a week ago.
HAHA!

THURSDAY: Grad Day Duty!

Happy Family! As what Randy said so.
Haha!
Maryam / Suane / Randy

look at Randy!

A TEAM!
We went to the TFA to eat at the reception. First, we had our appetizers at the function room where the parents had their refreshments, then we went over to the TFA for the real thing. HAHA! Too bad there weren't any cream puffs this year!

Laughing Date!

Finally, the most awaited day has arrived, 28th May 2009! Hasn't seen everyone in a long time! Although it's been only a month or so, it felt like i haven't seen the gang in a long time! Rushed to meet Prawny, Gabriel and Prawny's friends. Weiling and Olivia joined us afterwards!

Ah, i'll let the pictures do the talking!

I was appalled that Gabriel is as tall as a giant.
Now how could he exclaim that i have been grown shorter?!

This is Prawn and i at the table.
That is me and my oily face.
That is Prawn and her sharkbag which is eating the table.

That is my face.

Those are their spastic faces.

This is a picture of us laughing.
and of course, Prawn being attacked by her friend, the Shark.

(I tell you, this picture still makes me laugh as loud when i first saw this!)

This is a picture of Mr.Too Tall having his head out of the way.
This shows, being short isn't too bad after all.

This is a picture of us jumping and with Olivia doing the Prawn sign.

And, this is just us.
<3

I am feeling really nervous for tomorrow. In order to de-stress, i went to clean the toilet in the middle of the night before going to sleep. And had a good midnight refreshing shower.

Yes, i feel insane.
HARHARHAR!

Eh, but i really did clean it and it is now sparkling clean okay. And it kinda helped clear the worries and the nervousness i felt!


Oh, that is because we'll be having our presentation tomorrow. Presentation so what, you may think. Well, tomorrow's presentation is a first time for us to present us a group and i feel that we could have done much more better for the content.


But oh wells.
Hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow!